💌 the lesbian in the prophecies - bellamy, bells, b, take your pick
⚔️ they/them always, he/him occasionally, she/her when there’s a blood moon or if it’s sexy
🪐 27, western canada (+ aotearoa new zealand), a shirley jackson, emily r austin, and gillian flynn novel enjoyer, almost never not thinking about the parallels between shane hollander and buffy summers
🔗 heated rivalry video edits and textposts - youtube here 🫧 personal tag 🗝️ musicposting tag 💿
I love to talk w people but please know my messages are frequently sent via carrier snail and may take a while to arrive 🐌
HR blinkies @ilyasmole, text banner @boitterfly
heated rivalry video edits masterlist under the cut
edits to full songs:
drive (orchestral version) by halsey 💫
mangetout by wet leg (the dare remix) 💫
daylight by teen jesus and the jean teasers 💫
edits to portions of songs:
summer fever by donna summer
untouched by the veronicas (roselana au)
my house by kids of 88 ⚡️
I wanna get better by the bleachers 💫
shatter by maggie rogers 💫
all the things she said by t.A.T.u (orchestral version by joseph william morgan) 💫
current affairs by lorde
beck + call by july talk
hot stuff by donna summer (women of heated rivalry) ⚡️
non-song based edits:
did hockey stop being fun?
what the fuck was that? (ilya noises :D) ⚡️
are you gonna fuck me? (shane + his comfort words) ⚡️
shane and his questions compilation :)
we aren't friends or anything 💫
hollanov + faceless (honeybee) 💫
silly for fun edits:
closet bisexual + judgemental bitch (for the gleeks :D) ⚡️
I ain't no quitter by shania twain ⚡️
ilya noises - short + snappy version
hollanov first time à la alice and dana in the L word
ilya’s 2016 crashout soundtrack
edits marked with 💫 are ones I am particularly proud of and/or some of my personal fave concepts I’ve played with and edits marked with ⚡️ are ones I think are especially Fun ok thanks love u bye
[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame
HUDSON WILLIAMS APPRECIATION WEEK | Day 6: Favorite Trait
Art Lover
It’s really fun to write. There’s this writer I love, Joan Didion, and she once said she journals so that when she gets really old, she can pick up her books and find her way back to herself again. That inspired me. It also helps with gratitude. I can look back and go, ‘Wow, that really blew me away.’ — Wonderland
justice for sensory seeking shane hollander. sensory-seeking shane who, as a child, threw himself into walls, onto his mattress, into hugs, anything that would tell him where his body ended. sensory-seeking shane hollander who loves his skates: how heavy they are, how tight he can lace them, how the blade cutting through ice tells him exactly where he’s going. sensory-seeking shane hollander who loves scoring in the nhl because he loves that the screaming fans become not noise but a physical force—a wall of SOUND hitting him just right. sensory-seeking shane hollander, who works out more than anyone else because he feels full and real and alive with every muscle of his body engaged.
sensory-seeking shane hollander, who gets itchy without his hockey. who gets understimulated. who needs to do something, anything to feel. who goes down to the gym to get some cardio in and blast his favorite song in his headphones and sees rozanov—the one person off the ice who makes shane think, oh. you could tell me where i end. you could make me feel full and real and alive.
at one point ilya plays with anya at yunas and davids house and they accidentally throw over some empty pots that have been standing near their shed since he was in their garden the first time and he rushes over bc fuckfuckfuck hes still irrationally scared theyd suddenly turn on him and hate him but thankfully nothings broken but-
theres a pack of cigarettes
and hes just staring at it for a few seconds and then goes "huh" and mentally wiggles his finger at his boyfriends mom bc yuna yuna yuna after all these comments about him smoking tsk
he puts them back and tries to hint here or there that he knows over the next few weeks. it never seems to land.
(those were davids)
(this not once crossed ilyas mind)
(plus yuna now thinks he found the cigarettes in her glove compartment for when the speedo ppl call bc theyre impossible to handle otherwise)
(after yuna simply Not Getting It ilya goes back and puts a note in there that says "hah, found them")
(so david assumes that was yuna and starts hinting at it)
@lovefortissimo tagged me ages ago to post 6 faceless pictures and i drafted this immediately and then got overwhelmed at tagging others so now i am posting it and if u are reading this then i tag you ok love u bye
not my first rodeo - ok cowgirl. brand new eyes - paramore. the rise and fall of a midwest princess - chappell roan. louder, please - rose gray. moth - fana hues. sunday girl - niko rubio. commune - yuki. picking petals - lucia & the best boys. motherflower - flor de toloache.
