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in conclusion, he is on the spectrum, he is such a nerd its embarassing, he is a boyfailure and he is hopeless and clueless, and no one should have ever sent him to space, but they did !!! he is ryland grace and he is aroace and he is not made for stressful situations and he is five seconds old

#project hail mary #phm movie #pmh book #ryland grace #ryland project hail mary #rocky phm #rocky the eridian

I don’t know why but dennis whitaker is so very dear to me

and it’s probably because he was once a small kid, dreaming of becoming something more, of making his parents proud until it all went south

until he realized he’s different, until it was “God will punish you for this” and “God sees you” and “God will forgive you but you have to shut down these impure thoughts”

until the love would come only if he rewrote every molecule and broken every bone and cracked his ribs

until the small town in Nebraska twisted from welcoming to something that constructed his chest every night

until he had to run away from the only thing he had ever known, leaving it all behind, the words of his father to never come back writing themselves onto his insides

until he realized that he won’t ever fit into the expectations his parents had laid out for him long before he was born

until he couldn’t breathe because the guilt ate him alive, moving inside of him like worms

until the stars dimmed and until nothing made sense anymore

#dennis whitaker #dr whitaker #hucklerobby #the pitt s1 #the pitt whitaker #the pitt s2 #the pitt #the pitt show #michael robinavitch #trinity santos #victoria javadi #robby x whitaker #im not okay guys #he is so ethel cain coded im losing my mind

dennis whitaker moodboard before he escaped his life in nebraska, running away from home, religious guilt eating him alive because he cannot shut down his thoughts about men, daddy beating him up because no one around the house is going to grow up into a sissy, mama just watching while her boy gets torn apart because he doesn’t fit in (do we see the vision yes or yes)

#the pitt s2 #the pitt s1 #the pitt whitaker #dennis whitaker #michael robinavitch #hucklerobby #the pitt #dr robinavitch #dr robby #dr whitaker

i don’t know ‘bout you guys but that farm boy is no twink

#the pitt #dennis whitaker #the pitt whitaker #hucklerobby #dr robby #dr robinavitch #michael robinavitch #the pitt s1 #the pitt s2

Silver Spoon by Erin LeCount is truly Adam Parrish’s song and here are a few examples to underline my very good argument

“'Cause I've changed my accent”

Adam is always trying to swallow his accent, to not let it show when he speaks

“I bet you grew up grazing your knees

But the fall wasn't fatal like it was for me”

do I have to say it? Adam has been abused his entire life by his father while his mother only watched until it escalated in him losing hearing and moving out

“We're the product of love that we do not receive”

Gansey and Blue talking about how Adam was poor in love, never received a warm hug or had a loving parent, Blue thinking about it, thinking how he had no arms to wrap around him when he was sad and how it might have been why he let his anger lead him

“I hope I throw a party

In a house of my own some day”

Adam always hoping he’d get away, hoping to have his own place, wanting to be his own, hoping he’d never have to worry about money

“You're sensible, I'm hating it”

Blue always saying she’s a sensible person, then telling Adam it will never be them two and that she’ll never love him, Adam fighting the urge to hit something, fighting the anger that never seems to let him go

thank you for coming to my ted talk there’s still so much but for now i rest my case (Adam Parrish they could never make me hate you)

#adam parrish #ronan lynch #richard gansey #blue sargent #noah czerny #the raven cycle #the raven boys #maggie stiefvater #the dream thieves #im not normal about it #pynch

rip to francis abernathy you would have loved charli xcx

#dark academia #donna tartt #the secret history #francis abernathy #tsh donna tartt #charli xcx #richard papen #henry winter #bunny corcoran #charles macaulay #camila macaulay

mnxael

True form Sukuna, or something like that 🤓🤓

i posted this on my tt as well but the religious symbolism in trc goes hard and I’ll never shut up about it

Adam “his being made of dust” Parrish

Ronan “the snake that tempts” Lynch

Gansey “i have died and then was resurrected”

Noah “the sacrificial lamb” Czerny

Blue “my fate has been decided” Sargent

#the raven boys #the raven cycle #adam parrish #richard gansey #ronan lynch #blue sargent #noah czerny #maggie stiefvater #trc

im reading the raven cycle for the first time and my god i cant stress enough how much i love a dog metaphor in anything AND ITS THERE TOO AND ITS CONNECTED TO CHRISTIAN SYMBOLISM OH MY IM FERAL ABOUT IT and the absolute best is the fact that ronan attends church and he’s somewhat religious and I can’t I can’t

"Fine. He's your dog, Gansey. You leash him. Keep him from getting kicked out of Aglionby. I wash my hands of him."

#the raven cycle #the raven boys #adam parrish #richard gansey #ronan lynch #blue sargent #maggie stiefvater #noah czerny #pynch #declan lynch #bookworm #dog metaphor

even if byler isn’t endgame, there’s the possibility of them ending together, there is the POTENTIAL and im sorry you don’t know how to read the subtext and im sorry only queer people are probably capable of reading between the lines

#byler endgame #byler st5 #byler #byler tumblr #mike wheeler #will byers #stranger things #byler brainrot #mike and will #eleven hopper

*me going on a walk in a snow covered fields, the fog is falling over the horizon, I can see my breath, and I have a cigarette between my fingers*

“wow this is just like the secret history”

#classic literature #dark academia #donna tartt #the secret history #dark academia aesthetic #richard papen #henry winter #charles macaulay #camilla macaulay #bunny corcoran #francis abernathy

shoutout to Richard Papen I, too, would rather freeze to death than, GOD FORBID, ask for help and possibly be annoying and insufferable with my very basic very normal needs

#the secret history #richard papen #tsh donna tartt #donna tartt #henry winter #classic literature #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic

god forbid a guy sees queer subtext in every classic literature he reads

#classic literature #classical literature #queer community #dracula #crime and punishment #sherlock holmes #frankenstein #hamlet #the idiot #dostoevsky #queer

shoutout to “I prefer to think of it as a redistribution of matter” gotta be one of my favorite genres

#the secret history #if we were villains #donna tartt #the picture of dorian gray #classics #crime and punishment #fyodor dostoevsky #oscar wilde #classic literature #dark academia

spookedstarzz

me, nearing tears: richard...richard please...please just tell me the fucking story

richard, dreamy eyed: today henry winter's shoulders looked especially sloping as his startling blue eyes scanned his homework with the concentration of a monk, though to me he is more like the god they serve. francis' coat billowed behind him, making him look like a student prince, and i admired the way the sun hit his hair, turning the red strands the colour of honey. i love camilla's boyishness and the way her features mirror her brother's so perfectly, framed by her short hair and masculine clothes borrowed from charles. i'm so heterosexual.

drying my eyes: nevermind gayboy, who cares about the murder

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