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Today’s Toddler Fit

Feat. three favorite things - Cars, Sports, and Music (there are music notes on my diaper)

#ab/dl #ab/dl boy #today’s diaper #also featuring a messy bedroom

The 12/5 plan

I would never go 24/7 in diapers for many reasons, but I have considered a modified 12/5 system to get me more used to wearing.

Diapers are a sex object for me, so sleeping in them has not been successful. My mind (and nether region) ends up too excited about the diaper, and I usually give in around 2am.

I’m also a side-sleeper. As a kid, this meant I leaked out of my Goodnites a lot. As an adult, it means the bulk in between my legs is uncomfortably bunched up if I try to sleep diapered.

My plan (that I likely won’t follow through with) is to wear 12/5, as kind of an anti-bedwetter of sorts. I’ll wear 100% of the time in my own home, taking off my diaper for #2, for work, and for bedtime.

I may keep on diapers for short trips to the store (I did so today), but I don’t love wearing outside, so this will be very dependent on my mood/the state of my diaper. (it has to be dry to go run errands)

I only go to the office around 2 times a week, thus 2 days without diapers per week can give me the relief that I need from exhausting my love of diapers.

#ab/dl #rambles #ab/dl boy

woundfag

kissing u kid style. kissing u awkwardly & clumsily & without any finesse. kissing u inexperienced but enthusiastic style.

Big ABDL Thoughts

I saw this post on Twitter (I am scrolling there way more than I should) above a nostalgic tweet.

“Everything is nostalgia slop. I don't want to grow up, I don't want to build the future. I want to go backwards, I want to be kid again, I want to be in the womb where it's safe. I don't want to grow, I want to melt away into memories.”

This brought ABDL into my brain. This is all that this kink is. We don’t want to grow up, we idealize regression, we want to be kids again, and we would love to melt away into memories. Building blocks is more fun than building for the future. Especially when the future looks…bad.

We live in concerning times. It’s 100° in Northern Michigan today, and there’s a possible tornado outbreak in Montreal tomorrow. The climate appears to be unraveling at a fast pace. My country is run by a government that enacts laws solely for the protection of itself and the extra rich. They aim to kill off marginalized communities.

I was wetting the bed the last time this world felt on a more positive trajectory. Maybe that’s why we are all into living our childhoods again. I think we, subconsciously or not, have realized that the past is safer than the present/future. What future are we building towards in America right now?

We are all probably screwed in my generation, born to a dying empire. So let us enjoy our toys and diapers, regressing each other into our memories of a time without worry.

#ab/dl #rambles #sorry for the depressing political talk #can you tell I rewatched Inside last night

I do not recommend sun poisoning.

This is more proof that I need adult supervision at the beach.

#ow #please wear sunscreen

Today’s work from home outfit looks a little different than usual…

#ab/dl boy #ab/dl #today’s diaper #my ac can’t keep up with this heat

wintertraumaposting

Flirting with an ageplayer: "You're so immature for your age"

I’m watching baseball and drinking a Dr. Pepper, slowly filling my diaper.

This my personal heaven.

#ab/dl #dr pepper: the official soft drink of me #ab/dl boy

Things I’m fantasizing about today:

1. Dreaming of a CG taking my glasses for the week, rendering me useless.

No reading, writing or TV would reset my brain, and I would become the subbiest human alive after a few hours.

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2. My CG brings me to a speech therapist whose goal is give me a child-like speech impediment.

Being corrected with incorrect English does something weird to my brain and I love it.

“No, Shay, remember that all Rs and Ls make the W sound.”

“Shay, always enunciate less. Little boys like you don’t need to be understood.”

“What do you measure things with?” “A wuwew” “Great job!”

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3. A CG that keeps me in diapers.

This is always the #1 fantasy. I need someone to remind me that I love diapers and don’t want to use the toilet.

#md/lb #rambles #ab/dl #bad eyesight: a regression superpower #ab/dl boy

Not taking a diaper on this vacation was a top 5 failure in my life

#rambles #it is too fucking hot #and I’m stuck in this hotel room #did not expect to scroll tumblr this much

paddedlittleparadise

Of course our relationship is 50/50!

He gets to pick his outfit. I get to stock his wardrobe. (Spoiler: he looks adorable in onesies.)

He chooses his breakfast. I limit his choices to either diuretic-filled formula or laxative-laced gruel.

He does the laundry. I hang it outside so our neighbors can admire his cloth diapers and plastic pants.

He orders our favorite takeout ramen. I blend it into a lovely slurry and spoonfeed it to him.

He empties the diaper pail. I make sure the contents are bagged in transparent plastic bags printed with "ADULT DIAPERS."

He folds the laundry. I inspect it afterward -- and spank him whenever his mittened hands don't do it well enough.

He gets to hang out with his friends once a week. I get to ask one of them to call me when he needs a change.

He works hard paying the bills. I set up his live streams and shoot his custom photo sets so he can focus on twerking that diaper butt.

He gets his own bedroom. I choose the decor and furniture -- from the crib sheets down to the padded cuffs.

He sleeps with whatever stuffies he likes. I sleep with whatever partners I like.

He watches me shower. I watch him hump his stuffies.

He gets an orgasm every day. I get to say whether it's into a dry, a wet, or a messy diaper.

He gave me a solo cruise for my birthday. I gave him a chastity cage and the hottest chick I could find to be his babysitter while I was away.