BPD & Me

/ Borderline Personality Disorder / Major Depressive Disorder / Social Anxiety

[morepeachyogurt]

marlena by julie buntin

[sweatieeheart]

spooning? more like let's see how much "accidental" booty wiggling does it take to give him a boner

[sunbathe]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BOyS_6aDH3q/

[rkfisherphotography]

Sandhill Cranes in the fog

[shellofahueman]

I have a hard time calling my abuser “my abuser” because of the reactive abuse that was brought onto me

I wish I didn’t feel the need to protect his reputation even after years of being separated

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[shellofahueman]

I took a pregnancy test and it came out negative. I’m taking another one next week just to be sure, but holy shit. I need to make an appointment for IUD

[shellofahueman]

relieved i’m not pregnant because i knew deep down i wasn’t ready but i’m also sad because i’d make a pretty cute kid

[catcrumb]

[shellofahueman]

I took a pregnancy test and it came out negative. I’m taking another one next week just to be sure, but holy shit. I need to make an appointment for IUD

[shellofahueman]

i let my partner know that if we have kids i’d be weary to let my family take care of them without us being there because they can be invalidating and believe that emotional needs aren’t as important as physical needs.

i once heard my oldest brother tell my kid brother, “stop crying, you’re not hurt physically. you’re just hurt emotionally.” as if that makes a difference

[shellofahueman]

i just went 🚽 and there was spotting even tho i had my period 10 days ago… i can’t believe this is happening. i was finally coming to terms with breaking up with my bf

[shellofahueman]

fuck i think i’m pregnant

[shellofahueman]

My partner let me know that if we ever broke up (again) that it’ll be the last time and there’s no chance of us being friends afterwards

and that kills me

[shellofahueman]

Ever since this talk I noticed I’ve been feeling more detached from him. We don’t really have a friendship now as it is, and if we do it’s a pretty shitty one. I’m emotionally drained and I can’t see us “fixing” anything

[abusedpixie]

𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐫...

[phd-dr-pawg]

[cassie-lmao]

[shellofahueman]

My partner let me know that if we ever broke up (again) that it’ll be the last time and there’s no chance of us being friends afterwards

and that kills me