SheWillBe

🏳️‍🌈 Gay 25 Anxious and Depressed Curious about the world I haven't seen yet Loved deeply and always willing to love more.

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🕯🖤♌️

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🎶 🎵 It's my birthday and I wouldn't say no to someone spoiling me rotten just because they wanted to!♌️ lol but really anyone want genuine non super sexual friendship?

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Some friends that came to visit me while I was at my moms place.

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Rain in Lousianna

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Going to spam the videos and pictures of the rain I'm getting to experience in Anacoco Louisiana today.

[earthvideos]

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HEAVEN

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Dreaming of fall and all the magic and mischief it brings👻🖤🧡🍂

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☆~I dream of witches~☆🔪🎃⛓️

[the-clumsywitch]

I don't know who needs to hear this but if you were once Christian or apart of a religion that gospel music was a vital part of. You don't have to let that part of you go and you definitely don't have to leave the love you have for God and/or Jesus behind if you chose the path of the witch. It's important to understand that God and Jesus are not synonymous with Christianity and the Bible. And funny enough, I have personally found more witches and non-religious people that exhibit far more love and acceptance than those of the Christian faith.

- Erika, The Clumsy Witch

[shewillbeshelby]

I could have the best things in my hands and find a way to fuck them up. My brain impulses infuriate me, why the hell did I do that plays in my head like a broken record. Begging for forgiveness in my head while my mouth stays tightly shut afraid ill say the wrong thing again. Getting angry and embarrassed and sad when someone rightfully gets mad at me for whatever the hell I just did.

Let's text an ex

Let's throw shit stupidly in anger

Let's knock over your wife's drink accidentally because brain said throw the yarn at her head to be funny and end up getting grape koolaid everywhere.

Now we stay on the couch embarrassed and sad all night.

I hate me

[shewillbeshelby]

Sundays are Sacred and not for the reasons growing up I was lead to believe.

Sundays are for sleeping in

Sundays are for homemade breakfast

Sundays are for lounging on the couch

Sundays are for reconnecting with the earth and your inner self.

[shewillbeshelby]

I'm only 25 but I feel like I totally missed the part of my life where my friends come over and hangout or talk or just be in each other's presence because we want to. Everyone I'm close too has kids or is starting a family and just bails. Also don't get me wrong I TOTALLY understand that kids can be unpredictable and disrupt you'll day and plans change. But idk maybe I am reaching for somthing I should have had in my teen years, I fear that alot of my adult hood is going to be me trying to finally get what I didn't have only to realize it's too late.

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I am in pain

[oracle-fae-deactivated20260720]

strawberry season 🍓

[shewillbeshelby]

I crave a friendship that stretches over miles and miles just to see you smile at a 3am text message from me. I want to be someone's person, maybe find my soulmate in someone that the love isn't romantic but stronger than most bonds we share with humans. I want to know what songs you seek to find comfort and wich ones make the hair on your arms stand up. I will promise to watch you grow in life and cheer you on up close or from afar hoping you'll do the same for me. I crave connection. Are you out there?

[prisonhannibal]

adhd is the disorder where the “don’t want to get in the shower and don’t want to get out of the shower” feeling applies to every single thing you do at all times

[shewillbeshelby]

Felt this on a spiritual level