Sheloise

Book series turned film adaption.

[shiningstarsandshit]

September 25. I’m at peace. My heart doesn’t ache for you. It nothings you. And I couldn’t be more relieved.

To think I had you on such a high pedestal. It’s over. I’m free. Good luck to you.

[shiningstarsandshit]

It’s June 28th... missing you but today is a better day.

This was always going to end in marriage or heartbreak.

Now facing the latter.

[shiningstarsandshit]

My first instinct was to call you.

But we don’t talk anymore.

Because I felt like you did not deserve access to me.

Which I still believe.

But I wish I never admitted it.

I wish I never told you I loved you.

I would still have you eyes in my life.

I made you say goodbye to me not fully knowing what it meant.

I no longer have access to you either.

Getting over you will be my greatest feat.

Though I still wait the day when you choose me.

You told me to wait and I thought I deserved you then and there.

I should have been selfish with you.

To me it was love.

To you, I was someone to lust.

At this point. That would be enough.

I was too hurt to see that some of you was better than none at all.

At least I would still have you in my life.

Your eyes.

Your smile.

Still mine... sometimes.

I should just text you.

Put my pride aside.

Tell you I made a mistake.

Your only 30 minutes away.

Tell you I do want to see you.

Hold you.

Kiss you.

But the feeling that I don’t get to wake up next to you is overwhelming.

I want all of you.

Not just in the night.

I deserve that.

I’m sure someone will eventually give me that.

But I want it from you.

My love for you fell on deaf ears.

My heart aches.

I want you.

But only if it’s all of you.

This will be hard to get over.

[shiningstarsandshit]

I didn’t want us to be over.

I wanted you to choose me.

[shiningstarsandshit]

Going through the motions.

Some hours of the days are easier than others but there are 24hrs in a day.

[shiningstarsandshit]

Here’s to being honest. 💔

[shiningstarsandshit]

I think I made a mistake leaving you. Time will tell.

[shiningstarsandshit]

My heart hurts 💔😢

[omghotmemes]

Not disappointed by this one

[doctorwhobastank]

[mikedugans]

[destielintheimpala]

supernatural 15x18 // doctor who 2x13

[damianurl]

yea no after this is over i am doing whatever the fuck i want 

[hellallamerican]

spirit halloween is an interior design store

[desperately-hopeful]

Delete your ex's nudes.

Delete anyone's nudes that doesn't fuck with you anymore.

Its creepy as hell to keep nude/lewd photos of someone who has CUT OFF that kind of connection to you.

Delete them.

Be a fucking adult.

[serialkillersx]

people who still keep nudes from people they no longer fuck with are hella weird and disgusting if u ask me 🤢

[assgod]

And abusive

[queer-disposition-deactivated20]

AAVE: STOP APPROPRIATING IT

What you as a non-black person shouldn’t be saying (this includes non-black poc):

killin it

-game too strong (i.e. eyebrow game too strong, etc.)

-ass (i.e. That’s some ignorant-ass shit.)

hella

turnt/turnt up/turn up/turn down for what

shade/throwin’ shade

ratchet (don’t be a smartass, the adjective not the object)

werk

yas

habitual “be” (i.e. they be killin it, he be walkin, bitches be like, etc.)

the thirst/thirsty

anything being “real” (i.e. the struggle is real, the thirst is real, etc.)

the struggle

on point (i.e. outfit is on point)

chill (as in got no chill)

side-eye

stank face

cray cray

-had me like

trippin’

boo/bae

imma be

do/dough/dat

gurl/boi

basic (as in basic bitch)

holla

finna (i.e. I’m finna do xyz)

tho/doe

reading/read

school/schooling

dope

fo sho/fo real

y’all

dig/dig it/ya dig/you dig

respect (i.e. respect man)

about that/here for that (i.e. I’m not about that life, I’m here for this)

tight (i.e. this shit got me tight)

giving life (i.e. Beyonce gives me life, black tumblr giving me life)

swag

goin’ through it

Things to avoid in general because they are offensive and/or mock black culture:

Sassy (NO YOU DO NOT HAVE A SASSY BLACK WOMAN LIVING INSIDE OF YOU.  STOP.  LOOKIN AT YOU WHITE GAY COMMUNITY).

Do not call black hair kinky or nappy. (Don’t touch it either).

Do not call things ghetto. Just don’t.

Don’t use the word thug in relation to black men.

Do not assume black people are ignorant just because they don’t speak the same dialect of English as you do.

Don’t make fun of black names.

If you use the n-word, I have no sympathy for you.  Good fucking luck.

[seraphic-sapphic-safehaven]

If you’re non-Black, you should reblog this.

And if you’re non-Black and this bothers you? Unfollow me right now.

[heatslit]

man…lets talk abt this shit rq

using AAVE is not the problem. I’m not bout to get mad at some hispanic kid from nyc for sayin deadass. I’m not gonna get mad at some white girl for using ‘bae.’

The problem isn’t people using AAVE full stop, its people using it incorrectly, getting clout for using AAVE, and/or turning around and saying black folks who use AAVE sound uneducated. THATS the problem. The problem isn’t that Bethany is saying ‘finna.’ (tho that do be sounding wack asl coming outta yalls mouths so maybe Stop w dat one)

Black people have shaped modern culture, and will continue to. Modern culture influences many, many things, including language. If you’re educated on why the double standards are a problem, understand that as a white person or a non-black POC you’re not gonna get as much shit for using AAVE, and aren’t just fucking ur posts up with bastardized AAVE, there’s no damn problem with using ‘on point’, or ‘hella’ (yall mfs deadass abt this one?). Not a damn thing.

This doesn’t extend to blaccents and digital blackface, ofc, but I’d hope yall have some sort of grasp on nuance to know that’s not what I’m talking abt. gn

[thefirsthogokage]

If you started reading this post and assumed I was reblogging to tell non-black people to stop using AAVE and didn’t finish reading the post, please go and read the last part. Thank you.

[robinh3arts]

Spicy take can we shift the conversation away from "Broadway needs to be accessible to everyone" and instead change it to "Broadway represents one very specific of what theater looks like and upholding Broadway as the best of the best of the best of theater is. Bad"

I know so many people who will spout paragraphs about how there should be proshoots of every musical ever but don't have the slightest clue what the community thetaer groups in their city are up to. Idk like yes absolutely 100% theater should be accessible to everyone but the idea that broadway, specifically, should be accessable to everyone is just. Reductive and unhelpful???

[robinh3arts]

Also like. Idk not 2 b a capitalist on main but theater is an industry, and a ticket to a Broadway show is a luxury item. That's just how it is! The idea that everyone should be able to see a proadway show is like saying "everyone should be able to have an apple watch!" Which is like. I guess kind of true in a generalized redistribution-of-wealth, the-value-of-money-is-made-up kind of way, but it's just. Not a helpful way to navigate the conversation

[robinh3arts]

Like is this about how art shouldn't be a privelege that is only afforded to the elite, and the ways in which art and capitalism overlap and the things that can be done to midigates that and ensure that art remains accessible to everyone while simultaneously ensuring people are paid for the work that they do, or this about you being mad that you didn't get to see your favorite musical? Bc those are FUCKING DIFFERENT conversations!!!!