So happy, I could die.

I'm Hannah, 33, she/her pronouns. I don't do anything interesting or impressive, I just work a lot and sometimes I'm funny. Talk to me about baking and horror movies. 💕💀✌️👾🎄

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Mark Rothko, Untitled, 1970 (alternate scan)

The penultimate painting of Mark Rothko, formerly belonging to Bunny Mellon

© 1998 Kate Rothko Prizel & Christopher Rothko / Artists Rights Society (ARS), New York.

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nasa trying to eat the moon

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Operation Pac Man is a go

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I am spending an embarrassing amount of my time off work getting day drunk and listening to records with my cats.

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Sunset on the summer solstice.

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I sweat far too easily for someone whose only real desire at any given time is to be dancing. 😭

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tumblr is the website for if you're just someone's weird sister

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Mark Rothko Untitled (Harvard Mural sketch), 1962 oil, acrylic and mixed media on canvas Gift of The Mark Rothko Foundation, Inc. 175.6 x 142.6 cm (69 1/8 x 56 1/8 in.) framed: 181 x 148.3 x 7 cm (71 1/4 x 58 3/8 x 2 3/4 in.) Accession Number 1986.43.149 Copyright © 1998 Kate Rothko Prizel and Christopher Rothko

As most of you know, the murals that Mark Rothko did for Harvard in the early 60s were irreparably damaged and have only been seen restored through the ingenious use of light projection. However, some of the paintings that were not on display, the studies, sketches and alternates, did not meet the same fate. One of the best of these is being shown in Florence right now.

This painting has always been wild to me. I have never seen it in person, but it looks very spontaneous. It has a similar urgency to Rothko's last painting in 1970 in terms of how obvious the brush expression is.

By contrast, when you see the alternates for the Seagram Murals, you really can't tell just by appearance which ones were meant to be final, but to me painting really does look like a sketch. It lacks a certain amount of depth in terms of the layering and the brushwork is quite furious and exposed in a more obvious way we don't usually see with Rothko. Usually that asymmetrical busy painting is further underneath the surface of his pictures. Rothko, likes to hide it like he does with his edges.

And unignorable here is how incredibly bright these colors are, as if he wished to make the picture boldly primitive in every way and really smack you in the face. It's also quite a departure from the religious totems of the finished murals which Rothko had once mused would represent Christ resurrection on Easter morning.

I'm not sure I've seen a blue that's as bright as this ever from Rothko. It's almost the electric in certain light. For a painter with so many recessive tendencies in his layers, this feels almost like it's not dry yet.

(While many versions of this are in the archives, this scan seems to have disappeared, so here it is again with my thoughts)

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AI won't replace the incoherence of human consciousness. Like the contradiction and the hypocrisy is part of the point.

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God I love being married and drunk texting my husband in the middle of the day.

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Hold me, hold me ike a grudge.

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Spending my birthday say drunk and listening to So Much For Stardust is all I ever wanted.

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What is it like being neuro divergent in other places? I think American culture is particularly hostile to neuro divergence, but maybe that's just a hold over of the American exceptionalism that I was raised with.

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Today I am day drinking in the hottest room of my house.