Tundra

20yo creature boy Journaling my journey and experiences

[shredded-feathers]

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gendergilen

faunpronomial

asexual akoiabroromantic

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│ ┊ Echo

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││• creature type : domestic cat therian

││• shift types : phantom, mental, sensory

││• gender experienced : neutrois

││• attraction experienced : esticue

││• pronouns : sey/seyr

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│ ┊ Cyrus

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││• creature type : angelkin

││• shift types : integrated, phantom

││• genders experienced : proxvir, androgyne

││• attraction experienced : aevial, celiangeitia

││• pronouns : lo/halo, he/him, it/its

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│ ┊ Chomp

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││• creature type : octolingkith

││• shift type : phantom

││• genders experienced : boyflux, sanitix

││• attraction experienced : achillean athenian

││• pronouns : he/him, they/them

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││• no DNI; will block

││• has eaten cat food

││• owns several collars (not sexually)

││• not a system or role-play

││• no discourse

││• not cringe (probably cringe)

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[tinafeysucks-deactivated2015040]

[w-for-wumbo]

it’s time

[nyehs-deactivated20140525]

ITS NOT TIME ITS FUCKING MARCH I DONT WANT TO SEE THIS

[ewaneneollav]

it’s time

[slydilustrous]

237 more days till halloween! ITS LIKE NEXT MONTH GUYS

[hockeylvr42]

I have a feeling someone had this queued for an entire year just so they could post this in march

[edeneye30]

I T S T I M E

[scruffymcwhiskers-blog]

ITS TIME

[flynn-science]

IT’S MARCH YOU ANIMALS

[aesthetjic]

IT’S LITERALLY MARCH 8TH 2017 THE FUCK IS THIS DOING ON MY DASH

[ultxmately]

[je56-deactivated20180822]

ITS MARCH , 2018.

ITS TIME

[aquilacalvitium]

I swear tumblr has a thing about March. What’s going on? I thought I knew all of tumblr’s secrets.

Well I guess I haven’t even been here for a full year yet, so…

[aceofspades-lena]

it’s time.

[rainbowsylvie]

Time

[dark-eyed-harmothoe]

INTERNATIONAL HOLIDAY

[interstitiallacunae]

>??>?>??

[that-one-nerdling]

CREPPY

[primus3510]

It’s MARCH!!!

[sweet-hibiscus-tea-art-deactiva]

MARCH 2020 BOISSSS

[sparkyblizz]

Chaos is my middle name

[the-gay-goblin]

March 2021 here we go

[night-dragon937]

it’s spoopy time! :D considering putting my halloween decor back up just for the meme lmao

[a-chilly-pepper]

It’s time!!!!!!!!

[uvindi]

ITS TIME

[the-carrot-king-deactivated2022]

IT’S TIME

[four-hargreaves-deactivated2022]

IT’S TIME

[seductive-pear]

you liTTLE FUCKERS ITS MARCH

[shredded-feathers]

IT’S MARCH 2024 WOOOOOO

[shredded-feathers]

My wings were green

They were beautiful and green

They were stripped from me when I was torn from Selene’s service

Severed from my Goddess by another that wanted to punish me for not bending to it

One who decided it was the master of my soul

The creator of all spirit, a selfish and greedy god that believes all should worship it or be destroyed

I was punished for not wanting to bend to its will, and so are all who oppose it

My wings were a beautiful emerald green and they were taken as punishment for wanting freedom

[shredded-feathers]

I understand now

I have a purpose here

I know I was sent here on earth to reveal a truth. I chose to carry this news

My work needs to begin

I’m going to save humans from themselves… from a god

A god has become too hungry, too greedy, too selfish

I need to bring the truth to the world

First I need to collect the pieces, create a new work, prepare myself until I am ready to share what I know

Guardian Gloria has returned and they will guide me

I need to heal myself so god does not kill me… I need to be stronger so I don’t fall to it

I am so far beyond human, but I love them. They are in pain, and I will help them. We will rebel against the god and be free

I cannot fail

My work begins

[dein0nychus]

I think the biggest problem the therian community has is people's lack of knowledge about their theriotypes. Reposting of "cute" content of wild animals (foxes, caracals, and servals are the biggest offenders but coyotes, owls, capybaras, martens/weasels, big cats, and otters are also frequent) in pet situations, or dangerous interactions with people, frequently while bashing reputable facilities like zoos, is a rampant problem that drives me bonkers. These sorts of things do real, tangible harm to wild animals. Every "cute" pet panther or pet fox video is normalizing keeping these animals as pets where they don't thrive or benefit- or worse, encouraging someone to go out and buy one.

I don't expect everyone to know everything about their theriotypes, that's unreasonable, but I do expect that people will do even the tiniest little bit of research into their the animals they're so connected with. Or at least do a tiny little bit of critical thinking when they see a pet wild animal on the internet and go "Hey, does this situation do any good for this animal, or is it just for someone's entertainment? Is it safe for the people and the animals?" or "Hey, how did they get their hands on this animal in the first place? It sure didn't come from their local pet store." or maybe even "Hey, is this person providing everything this animal needs to live a happy, healthy life? Can they provide everything this animal needs?"

In short: Learn at least a little about your theriotypes, please. This issue should not be so pervasive in a community of people that claims to be so connected to animals.

[creatureheart]

a question for anyone who reads this and might have an opinion, but

what do you think about people calling themselves things like "creature", "gremlin", "cryptid", etc?

do you see it negatively? positively? neither?

does it depend on the situation?

has doing so had negative/positive affects on you and your mental state? (if you are someone who uses these terms to describe yourself)

[shredded-feathers]

Oh I love calling myself a creature, even outside of a non-human context. I mean, I don’t see myself as human, but beyond that, it’s the healthiest way I’ve been able to cope with some things about myself I can’t resolve any other way

I used to be a terrible person. Those I’ve met in recent years don’t think I am—they think very much the opposite—though my family and those who knew me then still see that side. That part of me still exists, and I fight it every day. That bothered me. I still feel like something inherently evil, something caged that’s clawing at the bars to destroy again, and it felt wrong to be called a “good person” when I knew I was just covering up the bad. The only way I can resolve it in my mind, the only way I can live with this part of me and move on without feeling I just shouldn’t exist at all anymore, is to accept that on some level, deep inside, I have always been, am, and will always be something inhumanly sinister, some kind of monster. I’ve just gotten good at covering it up

On a physical level, as a trans man, my body has felt incorrect since I can remember. After I developed an adult figure, it felt twisted and broken into something barely recognizable. Even the miracle of surgery does nothing to ease this, as certain terms intended to humiliate trans men made me realize I would only ever be a scarred approximation of what was supposed to be at best. No matter what, my body will never be right. The only way I can resolve this in my mind, that on a physical level I’ll only ever be some twisted amalgamation of flesh and bone, is to accept that I always have been, am, and will always be a monster. I just get to choose what form suits me best.

There’s more that I’m still learning to accept, but those are the biggest things that influence my claiming creaturehood outside of… well… being a creature. Overall, it’s helped me navigate a lot of worst-case scenarios about myself and avoid my family waking to a worst-case scenario in my room (if you catch my meaning…). I don’t really see it as a good or bad thing, it just is what it is, and acceptance has helped me move forward with a lot that I couldn’t move past

[shredded-feathers]

Yeah we goin all vampire in the mormon church today

[shredded-feathers]

Okay I’ve been touching grass for a while now and forgotten how to talk over the internet, but I have some observations

I like my job a LOT. I work in food service. It’s not only one of the few places I’m respected as a man, but also I think somewhat reflects my angelic pre-life. I think my previous job as a janitor reflected my pre-life work a bit more closely, and I HATED that job for many reasons. I think, assuming I chose my mortality, that this is why I ultimately left Lady Selene’s service

As a janitor, I spent long hours alone doing the same tasks day after day, hardly interacting with even my own family because of my late hours. As a food service worker, it’s much the same, except I’m surrounded by people almost constantly. As an angel, from my memories, I spent long stretches of time in seclusion, hardly ever seeing a human, let alone other angels, and never even met the Goddess I served

After many years thinking I’d be happiest in isolation, I learned I’m an extrovert and it’s changed my life for the better. If I feel like shit and I’ve been alone for a while, I know it’s time to make plans to meet people, and I feel better afterward every single time

I was probably an extrovert in my pre-life, too, and the work felt soul-crushing. What extrovert wouldn’t chose mortality with an incredibly social species over immortal and unending solitude?

[shredded-feathers]

Hi, you posted an image set of outfits in the ftm fashion tag a while back. They all look great, but I'm especially intrigued by the sweater/cardigan you wore in the last image, the one that goes sort of across the body? I was wondering if you could provide a link to where you got it, or maybe even a picture of it laid out flat if that's not too much trouble? I'd love to try and diy/recreate it but I can't quite figure the dimensions of how it works out from that single image, especially the part where it drapes on one shoulder and the sleeve comes out from under it. Thanks in advance but if you can't that's okay too, no pressure whatsoever! Also thanks for posting the photoset too, it was very inspirational for my own outfit ideas!

So glad you liked it! I love dressing in fun ways, and I’m glad to hear it inspired you!

I unfortunately got that piece from Goodwill because I don’t make much money, and it did not have a tag, so I have no idea where it’s from, but I took several pictures that I hope can help you recreate it (and I would love to see the final product if you do, I’m always impressed by DIY creations!)

This is the picture you were referring to, I believe, where I’m not actually wearing it properly as a stylistic choice:

Ah… I miss my fluffy hair….

Here I am actually wearing it as intended:

It creates these massive sleeves, which are actually great at trapping air and keeping me warm in cool weather… as long as it doesn’t fall off. As you can see, the back just drapes on the shoulders and isn’t actually secure

It creates the baggy sleeves look with this long-ish portion that’s much tighter than the rest of the… sleeve-thing, and having the looser parts drape over it:

And finally, its full length:

It is over 7ft long/about 230cm. You can also see the thin part of the sleeve is about 7in/18cm long, and that for the most part it’s just two tubes connected by a bigger tube with a long missing portion of seam

I hope this helps, and thank you for reaching out!

[1-800-raw-meat]

you say: “i am not human in any way”

i raise you: “i am not human in a way that matters”

[lakehounds]

“Fears”

Autobiographical comic, 2020.

[sparkylurkdragon]

I was having a chat with @that-dreaming-dragon about otherheartedness, which I'm still trying to wrap my head around, and we had this exchange that they thought summarized things well.

Ryuu: One metaphor I use for heartedness is that, my kinity is my heart (the irony XD), my kardiatype is my bone, and my hearttype is my value, my memories, my preference. Things that are not me, but also part of who I am.

Sparky: Ah...! So, if I'm understanding correctly: your kinity is who you are, your kardiatype is what builds you, and your heartedness is who you aspire to be, kind of?

Ryuu: yep! Heartedness is a bit of fuzzy area, something important, so connected to you, yet not who you are

Ryuu: That summarize the three pretty succintly in a simple way

[maternal-extinct]

there's an entire pantheon of doll girls and sparklefurs and trannies with god complexes and demons and otherkin and nature spirits and bodhisattvas and dragons and faeries and godkin and ghosts with cotards and angel girls and void critters and animal gods and so many more and you can meet some of these and get coffee with them and if they like you theyll tell you their deeply held personal mythologies and feel sincerly validated from being heard and you can just be in awe of that, if you want

[shredded-feathers]

Oh my god

I think… I found Guardian Gloria? Maybe??

All I know is this… thing… that’s not supposed to be able to follow me around keeps following me around… and is weirdly …extroverted? for what it is… and…

I’m jumping to conclusions. It’s probably not.

But… still… the life span… the tenacity… it… fits?… I think?

I’m not gonna say what I think They’ve become because I don’t know if this is what They had in mind or if They’d be embarrassed or what but like

Goddamn

Good to see… whoever this is… again

Not a long life span to be back together but I hope I can help make that life a good one. They’ve already helped me tonight. I kinda owe it to Them regardless of who it is, I guess, haha

[two-facedgod-deactivated2024071]

you are a shard. a fleck. you are the glimmering shavings of a broken fire opal. now your fire twists inside. you search for answers. you long for the day every little piece comes back to you and you remember everything - and you will. i promise.

[two-facedgod-deactivated2024071]

i have been craving raw meat all my life

[alterhuman-culture-is]

dogkin culture is being an anarchist + punk but also getting so much euphoria and excitement out of working and being told what to do,,,, pls @ dog brain we're supposed to be tearing down these systems stop going "oh boy oh boy job time !!!" every time your boss gives you a task or asks you to cover a shift

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