tobi 🍓

whispers into the void

[shunitho]

shunit, ho

[shunitho]

why do i kinda like him

he didn’t do anything wrong, so i think it should be okay

may he contact me later 🙏🏼

[shunitho]

ghosted me 💀

[shunitho]

why do i kinda like him

he didn’t do anything wrong, so i think it should be okay

may he contact me later 🙏🏼

[shunitho]

just had an eye contact with such a good looking man 😭

[shunitho]

everyone should have a man who says good morning to them everyday

[shunitho]

“hate you a little”

“you’re the only one i annoy”

guy… do not delude me like that pls i’m gullible

[shunitho]

- doesn’t put any effort as such, except driving which is second nature to him

- apparently! likes this girl ;) is all shy about it

- probably sees me as a great friend

- does try to flirt sometimes, seeing if i can be kept on his “bench” or not

- does abandon sleep to talk to me, appreciate that because i’m doing the same

- i’ll probably take a step back now. not initiate it for a while

- let’s see how this progresses

- let’s hear about this “girl ;)” first, is she all that? is he seriously deep in feelings for her?

- says “I DON’T LIKE HER”, i don’t buy it though

- roommate says “why is he wasting your time then?” and now i see it. why is he wasting my time then? but then, is genuine human interaction illegal? i do want friends yk

- i can’t seem to bring myself to a decision.

- i have this fear that when he gets a girlfriend, i’ll lose this precious friendship :| silly, ik, but it’s a real fear.

- dekhi jayegi

[shunitho]

this. this blog right here. this is my safe space. i’ll never let go of this. ever.

[shunitho]

no will ever click good birthday pics for me probably; like the ones where the candle lights up your face and you’re beaming while looking at the cake. it just won’t happen. ever. i’m blessed with a sad birthday every year. :)

[shunitho]

will this year be the same? i’m so ready for the gloom already

[shunitho]

I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD COME TO THIS!!

[shunitho]

MERA CHAYN VAYN SAB UJDAAAAAAA

i shoot my shot 😭 i’m so dumb 😭 what is this man thinking 😭 why does he say i’ll say it irl 😭 was i creepy 😭 was it too much 😭 always liked his eyes 😭 is that bad 😭 am i doomed 😭 has this convo reached his groups already? 😭 MANIPULATION 😭

[shunitho]

the eyes are pretty, the voice is clear. build like a filipino man. i think i’m down. just to hell with his nonsense talk…

[shunitho]

WHAT ZA HELL?

not him sending me a full fledged news and photo on hickeys… bro that’s so weird i am disgusted as hell

this is so bad that i can’t even tell anyone, they’ll tell me to block him

i literally had to launch a censorship on the messages, first with the misogynistic curses, second with the find me a girlfriend rants and third with these suggestive(?) reels. just stop bro.

we’ve talked like once rn. and like a total of seven minutes on phone. we DO NOT know eo that well bhai please baksh do.

[shunitho]

quotes from a liar:

- i’ve never done things like asking a girl out, and i’m honestly scared now

- you’re smart (that’s true though)

- couldn’t be me who was last in frog jumps (it was you very well sir yaar wait was it jr?)

- talk to you soon (two days, not a reply. ab jab meri ama aa jayenge to reply krega pagal)

[copying xu zhi lol]

[shunitho]

the day i was feeling dejected, i wanted to phone him up. ask him he’s nearby. meet him for the first time in years. i lay down on my bed, watching the drama: to the wonder.

they both had left. outing ti. suddenly my phone lights up. it was on silent so i’m glad i looked at it immediately. it was him. he was calling. just when i’d abandoned the thought of calling him.

i picked up and he asked me if i wanted to join him and his friends for shopping for a dress. i said yes.

the outing was fun. we did nothing, just talked to eo. it was awkward but not awkward. and it helped me lighten my mood as well.

when i came back, the issues with my friends got better. the day felt like it became sm better because this one phone call.

[shunitho]

this guy… does he like me?

[shunitho]

maybe i crave it because:

- i feel lonely, touch starved

- i’m so stressed that i feel that the only way to get of this stress is to indulge