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you defile beautiful things

[vesnuszki]

HOLLANOV FIC RECS

home economics

M. 31,327 words. Shane and Ilya get stranded as housemates in Switzerland. Goes about as well as you'd expect. Beautifully written.

Throat Curtain?

E. 26,095 words. 6/7 chapters. A dentist inspects Shane's throat and finds out. Funny as shit.

Wolfbird

E. 180,137 words. 14/? chapters. Sex worker Ilya and hockey player Shane. The hottest thing I've ever read.

Textual Healing

E. 130,995 words. 8 works. Shane sends that "We didn't even kiss" text in the elevator.

Apogee

E. 50,239 words. 3/3 chapters. They fuck in space. But there's also scarily detailed plot.

I'll build a house inside of you

E. 66,960 words. 8/8 chapters. A sex tape leak leads to a visa marriage.

Lavender

E. 8,707 words. Shane goes for a massage. Dubcon.

frequently, secretly fond of each other

E. 222,222 words. 28/28. They both play for the Boston Raiders

the courtship of ilya rozanov

E. 75,307 words. 5/5. Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.

fourteen ten

E. 26,436 words. They talk and accidentaly speedrun through 80% of their character development in one night.

secret society of stick handlers

various ratings depending on work, 75,918 words. Social Media shenanigans. Funny as hell.

Nutcracker!

E. 101,302 words. Ballet AU. Incredibly written.

all my perversions

E. 16,870 words. Shane obsessing over Ilya's leaked sex tape.

in your arms i'd start a war

E. 59,096 words. They try to be friends lmao

Captain vs. Captain

E. 64,863 words. They get contracted to film a reality tv show together.

Mutually Assured Exposure

E. 108,309 words. OnlyFans creator Shane meets pornstar Ilya.

Oxytocin

E. 247,361 words. OnlyFans creator Ilya and hockey Shane. Kinda heavy.

return of spontaneous circulation

E. 63,075 words. Paramedics AU

try me

E. 56,793 words. College AU and they were roommates (oh my god they were roommates)

blowback

E. 93,547 words. Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite

you get me

E. 10,243 words. Shane does yoga. Autofellatio.

Deja Vu

E. 269,928 words. 17/?. A small town AU after they go their separate ways post Vegas. Incredible and emotional story.

Bare

E. 146,649 words. A/B/O. Idiots in love

double dipping

E. 15,191 words. Ilya gets Shane a dildo. Years later they use it together. It's quite romantic when you think about it

fresh bruises we learned patterns to

E. 52,898 words. A/B/O Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

black dog

E. 68,349 words. Ilya develops a frendship with Shane's dog.

Route 96 Kanata

E. 59,205 words. 7/10. Career ending injury Sad!Shane. Ottawa is also a character in this one.

Closer to where you are (is where I must be)

E. 100,927 words. Stranded in Paris. An Icelanding volcano as cockenabler.

[peaches-and-dream]

i think one of the first people who figures out ilya is in a secret relationship is the bears team doctor bc suddenly after years of never bringing it up at all he comes in with a picture of his back with a bunch of moles circled in red like hello are any of these cancer? What about this one? and the doctor asks what exactly about the moles concerns him and he just shrugs

[backsurasy]

I have nothing to say for myself.

Cigarette is not lit, btw, it is all about the teasing.

[military-newsboys]

Ilya: I want to wake up with you every day for the rest of our lives Shane: I wake up at 4:30 am Ilya: I want to see you at some point every day for the rest of our lives

[cosmonautroger]

Fleabag

[boyfromrehab]

[necrosplatter]

The Guinea Pig 6: Mermaid in a Manhole (ザ・ギニーピッグ マンホールの中の人魚)

[foursaints]

at the end of the day barty jr’s story is just so centered around violation & bodies & coercion that i can’t really take seriously any readings of his character that don’t name (sexual) abuse as a pivotal part of his history. in the sense that, yes, his behavior just reads as very csa victim to me, but also that his story already contains so many of those elements (as to be indistinguishable from a straightforward rape narrative) that it doesn’t seem a leap whatsoever to “cross” that final line & literalise it.

also i think people like to take up the “what if barty was just like that organically” line in response to a strain of fanon that prefers to hand-wave away death eater atrocities by justifying them with vaguely handled but very dramatically tragic home lives, which is boring. but barty is a rare character in that an earnest consideration of sexual abuse in his past falls incredibly in-line with his canonical themes already present, themes which aren’t explored enough & deserve to be taken more seriously imo. jkr included a lot of random shit in his story arc that can be sharpened, clarified, and contextualized when you see him as a rape victim caught in a violent lifelong struggle for autonomy that feels forever out of reach. like, him stealing moody’s body (in this context) becomes really impactful! him ultimately failing to gain independence and instead finding “strength” in playing servant to another all-powerful father figure who uses his body (in this context) becomes really impactful! barty manipulating children himself is impactful! to me it seems like the primary role of fandom should be to explore these complexities ….

[chronictranssexuality]

"you don't owe anyone anything" You are a tar pit. Speak for yourself. I personally owe the cafe employees my dishes put away and my friends a listening ear and small scared insects a cup and a gentle trip outside. Hyperindividualism is a rancid infection borne of capitalism and willfully misinterpreted therapyspeak and I will defy it by continuing to be kind regardless of whether or not it benefits me personally

[martyrhymns]

you will never be clean from sin . rotten children don’t deserve heaven

[i-am-nefelibata]

Annabeth hair appreciation post!

+ mini book annabeth

[satan-offical]

*holds your hand* OUR doomed narrative now

[forestgreenlesbian]

BRANDY EVE ALLEN

[wizardarchetypes]

they should invent a grief that doesn’t define you in new and strange ways for the rest of your life

[folkrockopera]

adrianne lenker photographed by alexa viscius

[kaleidoscopexsighs]

wolfstar one-night stand where remus accidentally leaves his mouthguard behind on sirius’s nightstand after fleeing the scene and sirius makes all his subsequent hookup prospects try it on in an attempt to find his mystery man (this does not go over well) (most of them don’t even own mouthguards)

[soviet-union-deactivated19911226]

u ever see someone with extremely fucked up views (or actions) and think wowww if a couple of things in my life went the tiniest bit differently that would have been me

[max1461]

I think most people would benefit from reflecting on how this might be true for them

[vacuously-true]

Sometimes people bitch about media, both fiction and nonfiction, that they think "humanizes" bad people, especially bigots fascists Nazis et cetera. And I'm just like. Hey. Hey. The problem is. They ARE human. HUMANS did that. Your next door neighbor could do that. Your grandma could do that. You could do that.

"No I'm a good person" why? Because you've gotten lucky and not seen propaganda yet that perfectly hit your buttons? Because you had people to correct you when you fucked up? Idk man I don't think we're all so different from the bad people. We're all just people.

Reminding ourselves of our shared humanity with terrible people does NOT serve to justify their actions. It serves to remind us that the seeds of what happened to them could get into us as well, or might already have. It reminds us to be vigilant and interrogate the hatred inside us.

If you convince yourself that you're just an Inherently Good Person who would never believe hateful things well. Now any little hateful thing that makes its way inside you undetected is never going to be interrogated. It will be left to grow undisturbed.

If you remember that those things can get into anyone, you know to look out for them, and weed them out when they appear, and take the criticism when others point them out in you. So remember, that could have been you. If you forget, maybe it will be.

[bunjywunjy]