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Takuboku Ishikawa, tr. by Tamae K. Prindle, from The Selected Poems; “A Love Song to Myself,”

[viiuan]

yall with adhd or autism or such ever just get…. bored. like so Painfully bored. like its not “oh hehe i was so bored and i made this” to flex or “oh im so bored bc i have nothing to do” but like a “i am physically incapable of ending this horrible understimulation with any activity i might attempt” and its genuinely fucking painful

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[disabilityuserboxes]

this user has an intense fear of abandonment

[batwizard]

anyone else live under the assumption that they’re constantly doing something wrong

[tiptoe39]

How about the assumption that everyone’s just being polite and any minute now they’re going to snap and let you know how awful you are

[andalusiapunk]

Everyone who reblogs this post, please read about the psychological phenomena of Childhood Emotional Neglect.

[nonbinary-adhd]

not to hate ableism and ignorance on main but if ur child tells u that they dont understand smth and didnt think to do smth thats ""common sense"" and ur reaction is 'i shouldnt HAVE to tell u to do that' or 'but u should KNOW this' instead of trying to clarify what u expect and being patient w them then please for the love of god do some fucking research on ur kids adhd/autism or literally any mental illness/disorder before making them spend 18 yrs of their life convincing themselves that theyre just an annoyance to everyone for not understanding things like others do

[corporationkills]

parents will b like “why don’t you love me. do you know how much energy it took to traumatize you”

[bluehairedspidey]

marina and the diamonds: TV taught me how to feel, now real life has no appeal

me, neurodivergent, has consistently hyperfixated on media ever since i developed cognitive thought:

[chessys]

*has destructive intrusive thoughts* feels good, feels organic

[hedgehog-moss]

If you genuinely enjoy being alone, do you ever wonder if it is an inherent part of your character or if it stems from feeling inescapably lonely in the first place until you taught yourself to enjoy the peace and happiness one can find in solitude? what if the reason you now prefer & choose solitude at every turn is because you were a very lonely child, or teenager, not by your own choice, and that’s how you learnt to thrive and grow, so you no longer know if you can do that around people? There might also be an element of personal pride, an unconscious “you can’t fire me I quit” point when your brain decided to switch your feelings about solitude from distress to relief. I often find myself defending my love of being alone, to people who worry that I can’t possibly be happy to live in an isolated house in the woods; I insist that I do! I really do specifically enjoy the isolated factor and chose to live here because of it, but then I wonder how to differentiate an ingrained love of solitude from an acquired ability to thrive off unchosen loneliness, to learn from it and be nourished by it; to what extent it might be a form of contentment built on a bedrock of resignation.

[sicklywordsofwisdom]

[sicklywordsofwisdom]

i have a really complicated relationship with my mom. shes nice to me sometimes and buys me stuff, takes me nice places. but the same person will turn around and scream at me for small failures, and even hit me. She calls me the r word. She says i'm a bitch and that's why i have no real life friebds. She says that I'm not autistic, so why do I struggle with normal everyday things? I am autistic. and even if i'm not there's still something not quite right with me. She hits me over this. She HATES me. Why does she say she loves me? Why? Why does she admit to abusing me, just to sayshe loves me, and that i never seem to realize this?

[bluesroom]

hi hey hello this post has been made before but please try not to make fun of people for their autistic traits such as

• telling the same joke/ wanting to have the same conversation over and over again

• not having much coordination and having a tough time doing “easy” things like tying shoelaces

• having trouble understanding what you mean and needing lots of clarification

• needing things to be broken down into little steps

• having extremely high or extremely low empathy

• getting very attached to things like inanimate objects

there are a lot more but these are just ones i haven’t seen mentioned before!! feel free to add on if u think of anything else

[hungwy]

The word fandom has connotations. I'm simply an enthusiast

[marsixm]

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