if you could, what fairytale/story would you think best described the couples?
Im gonna be frank with you- they aren't the happiest of tales and I'm not a bit tale reader. My best references come from Brothers Grimm, Shakespeare and Hans Christian Andersen. I'll share for the ones I have already did, and then I'll give an updated list for everyone once I finish my series and learn a bit more about the members and their fs's.
Bluebell:
"Briar Rose" as they are currently in their "death like sleep" moment.
'Snow White" because these insecurities had to have come from somewhere or someone important enough to take this strong of a hold.
"Romeo and Juliet", if Juliet had ran from Romeo and realized too late that she loved him after he took the poison then killed herself to be with him...
"The Little Mermaid" specifically from Brothers Grimm where her body dissolves into sea foam. I say this because it feels like it speaks to a deeply rooted fear in Bluebell.
Water Lilly:
"Iron Hienrich" especially in the beginning because I'm sure the connection gave Water Lilly quite the spook lol.
"The Little Match Girl" because it seems as though their living situation is not the best and it has them yearning for something better. They still hope and dream and live as positively as they can through the periling cold.
Hibiscus:
"Cinderella" Because of their past reading
"Rapunzel" also because of their past reading, as I mentioned in the reading iirc.
"Little Ida's Flowers" because it seems as though Namjoon really wants to help them in their journey but they are hesitant to accept or even acknowledge the possibility out of fear that things will be great for a while- and then all of their "flowers" will die.
Gladiolus:
"The fisherman and his wife" except they are lowkey both the fisherman and the flounder.
"The Princess and the Pea" in the sense that there is something being a persistent pain in the ass to them and it seems as though Hoseok might be the only relief or help.
"The Steadfast Tin Soldier" Because of how much Gladiolus and Hoseok love each other without having met yet. It is palpable.
This is depressingly funny. Hoseok strikes me as the type to use humor to mask his pain beforehand, now he sort of uses humor as a healing method if that makes sense. Instead of using humor to shove the feelings out, he uses humor to find the silver lining. He starts off his story of his journey by going "at first, I had everything (long dramatic pause) and then there was nothing". To me, I feel like the energy really pushes towards him starting his journey when he was enlisted. It feels as though he felt like he was a very accomplished man, at the height of his life and his career. Some things were missing but he was trusting in due time. Obviously he knew he will inevitably enlist, but it seems as though he wasn't prepared for how deeply it would affect him. I'm pretty sure they've been living on their own in their own houses for quite some time but it feels like to him, he was truly alone in that moment. He felt cut off from everything he knew, what he felt comfortable with, the things he was able to do. He was left with a structured routine that was nothing like what he used to and he had to put a pause on a lot of things that really took a toll on him. He's using skin care as an example of something he was super used to and the shock of not being able to do his full routine really hit him hard. It feels like during this time he did feel quite alone. The energy to me seems like he is a very social person and spent a decent amount of his time with his friends, family, and his members and having that be as limited as it was felt really isolating. I think there was also something about who he is that added an extra layer of grief and discomfort. I think during this time, he had a lot of time to think about a lot of things interestingly enough. It seems as though he spent most of his time enlisted in this somewhat disassociated reflective state, going over ever facet of his life. It seems as though during that time he realized just how much he was carrying with him at all times in terms of emotions. I think the structured nature of the military provided him the freedom of mind to really think these things through which opened his mind to spirituality even just a little bit. I think in a way he is thankful for that experience because he feels as though he left with a more disciplined mindset and also a freer soul with less weight on his shoulders.
Back to the journey though, the star being reversed is interesting and funny to me because it feels like his energy is very clearly pointing to the fact that he was aware of this spiritual possibility but have been denying and refuting it with the stubbornness and refusal of oxen. It really gives me a feeling that a decent chunk of the members have been talking to him about their spiritual experiences and journeys, recounting their findings to him and even tried to open his eyes to the same journey that he is on but he was supremely skeptical. He approached it like one would approach a magician. He used to be a cold hard scientific fact guy until he started to experience things he could not explain while enlisted. It's interesting because the cards read as though he is walking me through his mindset at the time. It seems as though he felt like he had a lot of love to share (ace of cups) his cup was so full, literally to the brim of all he wanted to share with the right person. He felt as though he was ready to offer this cup of deep love towards someone, to start a harmonious life with someone (four of wands). It's as though he felt he had the proper foundations for it, the concrete was already poured and cured, the weight bearing beams have been securely placed, he's already got the paint picked out and everything but unfortunately he still stands alone, by himself every night, reflecting (moon). It feels like with the moon, that is when he started to truly communicate with his spirit team. It seems as though he is very ancestor lead which is why he was able to open up more to spirituality. The moon has the entire story of every dream he has ever had, the people and events happening in his dreams, that one face he kept seeing over and over, spending almost every night, looking at the stars, praying to those who would answer, experiencing an answer either then and there or as soon as he woke up. I'm literally getting chills because it seems like Gladiolus was a huge help in this process for him. It's like their spiritual presence was so strong, so consistent that it brought a lot of comfort as well as a huge well of confirmation and affirmation for him. With the three of cups reversed, it feels as though, he had to come to the realization that the connections surround him at the moment wasn't enough. Not to downplay them or disrespect those he cares about, but it's more so like the realization that the relationships he had around him couldn't fully hold his depth of things he could offer. Even if he were to dangle himself out in the open like bait on a hook (hanged man), those who would bite would only nibble. I feel as though, even though he was surrounded by many, he still felt deeply lonely.
It feels like once he left the military is when he truly started his journey, when he could now take action on the experiences and the lessons necessary to heal his heart and prepare a stage for the relationship with Gladiolus can feel safe and prosper. There is a lot of emphasis on his healing journey, the ups and downs, what was in the process of healing but this part of the reading is already exponentially long so I shall briefly touch on it and then move on. It seems as though he was healing his attachment wounds, the way he showed up in relationships, how he participated and how he accepted the love he was given, as well as his worth and how it is not tied to his success or the person/people he is with. It seems as though he became aware that he didn't have the place to put his love just yet, but also that it wasn't going to arrive so soon (chariot) as there was a lot of things creating a super bumpy road for him. However, with the knight of cups falling in a crossed position with the head facing right, it seems as though he found his direction and that brought him a lot of happiness and purpose. Before I begin the next part, I want to mention it seems as though he as a Korean man felt a lot of pressure especially to keep up with traditional standards even if it may not have been what he personally wanted for his life.
Interesting. I heard "double blessings" when the two aces fell. It seems as though right now he is living his best life. It seems as though he is still vetting everyone new who comes into his life in, hoping one of them is Gladiolus, but he is also aware that at the moment he still has some final lessons and core wounds surrounding love and relationships that he must clear out. I feel like it has a lot to do with his perception of love, himself in relationships, perception of others, or some sort of experience with a romantic partner that has affected him so deeply that it's affecting how free he can be with himself about the type of love he wants. Other than that, it seems like there are a lot of things planned, to me the ace of cups and the ace of wands together sort of look like an ancient marriage ritual of offering your partner a drink and some sort of dowry or heirloom. It seems like he too is placing a lot of subliminals within his art, and as though he is using the energy of Gladiolus as a muse. With the four of cups and the most recent photo dump he posted, it seems as though he is allowing himself to live his life, to let joy in, to seize every special moment for you never know what life will gift you. Even though he is looking for Gladiolus in everyone he meets, he has this strong stable and trusting energy within him. It's as though he has fully given his trust to the universe, knowing that no matter what, his prayers will be answered, he will receive blessings, accolades, all that he has worked for, just how his spirit team and Gladiolus answered him through all his times in need. It seems as though there is one particular night that is extraordinarily special to him that he thinks back to often, possible because he caught a glimpse of Gladiolus and sees them as a living work of art belonging to the louvre.
As of right now, he is also unsure of where it will go but he knows where he wants it to go. It seems as though a path has yet to be cleared and given to them and it seems like the reason why is partly because he is still healing, and the rest may lay within Gladiolus's reading. It's as if he is hoping that Gladiolus will see this therefore he wants to say "I will bear the weight of this love until I can burden you with it, then I will help you to stand tall in it's presence. Even if you are scared, even if things feel dangerous and unstable I will keep you safe." He waits for the day that they are on the same page so that they can finally embrace.
It seems as thought they started their journey before Hoseok and through intense confusion, perhaps facing the wrong way. It kind of feels like when someone enters a door backwards. it seems as though they had no idea where they were going, why they were going, they couldn't directly place what it was, but they kept going in that direction almost like a compulsion. It feels as though they didn't fully trust, weren't fully aware, but at the same time was curious of what laid beyond the veil. It seems like it was a case of curiosity killed the cat for them. I think it did shine down on them quite a bit. It seems as though there is a lot of sun energy for them, like their aura and being is born from the sun. It seems as though, at the time either they were in a relationship or in company with people that affected their ability to stand and be themselves. Honestly it feels as though there was a few things happening at this time. It seems as though they either had a painful view of love, that love should hurt and disempower you, as well as putting the wrong relationships on a pedestal that took away a lot of their personal power, it seems as well there was a friend group that did provide warmth and comfort but quickly devolved into wolves at each others throats. There is something else here that I can't really put my finger on, or something that I'm not at liberty to see or share. It seems there are some themes of power imbalance and some control as well. Either way, they eventually found their power, rooted in being a strong presence for themselves. I think, they were able to find their roots within a subset of the previous friend group as the energies don't feel too different, only more condensed. It feels as though at this time they were offered a seed to be planted, something that feels as though it is close to being ripe enough to pick the fruit it bears. It feels as though this transitions quickly into the next part of the reading as the four of pentacles crossed with temperance crossed feels as though there is drive, but hesitancy. Both weak and strong, desire and fear, will and feebleness. It seems as though they are trying to go forward, but as if they are either tied to an immovable force, or the floor is moving them backwards because something has yet to be released. It feels like it has a lot to do with inhibitions, a change in perspective. As though we get so used to thinking about something in a particular way that we can't see it in any other way. It reminds me of "everything stays" from adventure time. You're so used to the rock that has been out in the garden for years that you don't notice just how much it has changed until you turn it upside down to see it's original state. Things change all the time, in ways that are unnoticeable unless you look for it. Maybe looking for it might help, or maybe, changing the view might help, turn it around, doesn't it look fresh and new?
I heard "it's a gift to exist" while setting up to shuffle so I feel as though they are either going to feel extremely blessed soon, or need to be reminded that their life is precious, that they are important, that it is a gift to exist and they are a gift to others. It seems as though they are used to holding themselves back or to certain expectations that limit their ability to express their full selves and it seems as though they need to be reminded that, it is literally a gift to exist. You get to live this current life once, so why let it go to waste?
It seems as though they are learning to surrender to that idea, that they do not have to be prim and proper, that they don't need to be righteous and upright all the time, that they can let go, relax, and exist. It also seems as if they are surrendering to the process of learning about different love. It feels as though they went through an experience that broke their heart to smithereens. I believe it is related to this ex friend group or ex relationship that disempowered them. It seems as though they are healing and regaining their power back. I feel like they loss they faced brought a whole new layer of insecurities within them, as well as deepened their fear of loss. It seems as though slowly, but surely they are overcoming it. Choosing to move forward, choosing to work through their fears rather than letting it overcome them. It feels as though they are elevating rather quickly. Not as quickly as Yoongi and his super sonic jet pack, but rather super quickly! It feels like a complete overhaul of all the unfulfilling relationships in their life. It feels like they are currently in the process of letting things come full circle to be healed and closed out. It seems as though they are in the process of loving themselves and letting their love be free. I feel as though, the problem they may be facing currently is- if the universe were to give them something else to carry amongst the other things they are carrying, it will end up becoming the straw that broke the camels back. So, they kind of have to lessen the load before they can take on anymore. I feel like it is very important for them to also take as much of the chances that are coming to them. Seize the moment, seize the day, carpin all them diems. They might trip and stumble, lose a nail in a battle with a pebble, but living in their truth and honesty brings them so much more benefit to their life than staying cautious ever could. It's kind of like- we are all going to die any ways. No matter how or when it happens, it will happen. You can't prolong it, you can't stop it. Instead of living meagerly because of whatever reason you can think of, instead of trying to be careful all the time, instead of limiting yourself from fear, just do it. You live this life only once, what use will it be if you wait until your death bed to say "i should've, would've could've" and carry those regrets with you to the next life as extra baggage to clear out. What is the purpose of being alive, of using the life gifted to you, to do nothing with it? Turn your face to the moon, tell it your worries, then follow the path the moon lays out for you. Do it dutifully. Anyways, thats just my two cents. "Why don't we go:" by umi started playing (I like to play music while I read for extra messages) and honestly it seems like Hoseok is laying it on thick trying to beckon them to him. Even with the moon and the knight of cups at the end of the reading, it feels as though he's asking if they have the same dreams as he does, if it's okay to come forward as well.
8oP, Artist, 9oS rx, 6oS, 8oS rx, 7oP, KnoP
Interesting. It seems as though in the near future they will be given a project or get the opportunity to work on something that will awaken their inner artist. Something that will put them in a place to release their fears or limitations surrounding their belief of capability as well as expression and freedom. It seems as though they will finally be taking steps away from a cycle of holding themselves back, freeing themselves and giving themselves the opportunity to decide what truly calls to them and what doesn't. With the amount of swords cards that came out, it seems as though the problems being cleared are mental. Something about the mindset, sense of self, intellectuality, thinking that will face some sort of adjustment. With the equal amount of pentacle cards, it seems as though this is going to be transforming their idea of stability, bringing more abundance and peace, new financial endeavors, but most importantly, releasing themselves from old roots and allowing themselves to grow new ones.
It feels as though there are still a lot of transformations happening for them, so it's kind of hard to tell where they will land and when to be frank. It seems as though they are both making their way to each other, with the heavy weight of the baggage they carry. It seems as though with context from the other readings that they will be lightening the road with every step. Almost like leaving a trail for the other just in case, even though they are walking the same way lol. It feels like with the nine of pentacles reversed that they will get to a moment where they can harvest everything off the vine to start a new crop entirely. It feels like a cycle ending, a clearing and a new beginning in one. The only thing that is remaining to be worked on is their faith, their idea of love and relationships, their stability in their sense of self and holding themselves back, and the realization that they don't have to fight or justify who they are to anyone. They are the way they are, and that is okay. It seems as though a change of perspective is still necessary, as it might be the very thing that turns this from a slow incline to a fast incline. I think with the king of wands being the last card, they both should allow themselves to be lead by their passions, the things that light them up in side. It's hard to contain fire without it dying or burning the container, it is not meant to be kept, but meant to flow out like water.
That is all I have for this reading, I hope you enjoyed it! Please reblog if you liked it and feel free to share your thoughts!
yk what this can happen for some psychological reasons. Like you said that they think that they are not good enough, this can happen when they become so perfectionist in everything, everything needs to be perfect and logical to happen things in a certain way. Also this insecurity can cause from outside influence too , like you said they should ask help from their friends in this matter right? What if their frnds judged them in past and dismissed them when they talked about spiritual connection with jk? People are so nosy about everything, I can tell from my personal experience people just don't listen they just give you their opinion which they think is right, so this type of people also caused this second guessing things in bluebell, also let's say bluebell is insecure about their looks , even if they try to love their insecurities , there are so much people around us that can destroy is by judging us which can create another kind of insecurities, it's like thinking they are enough but people even parents can also flame insecurities in you . I know this saga and a lot of girls thinks that they are jks fs , and they have many experiences and theories about it , and if bluebell knows about this saga this can also create confusion in their mind that what separates them from all this girls, it's kinda confusing af .
Also how people can know that what they are thinking is not wishful thinking and this particular thing actually made for them ? This could cause many confusion in them and you said jk being single but he is like 28/29 right idk? He is grown man so he could be in relationship, sorry if I am mixing 3D with 5D . I could be wrong tho.
But this all can cause confusion around bluebell about jk , ultimately ignoring him , also you said bluebell lost their believe in spirituality , this can cause when multiple bad things happening in your life when you self sabotaging and procrastinating with everything and ultimately it gives you bad results, then people come to accept that their life is made only for struggle and good things can't happen to them , it's kind of loop where bad things after bad things can cause this type of reaction from people.
That's it this are my thoughts, it could be resonating with bluebell or not , but don't take it too much seriously, sorry for the long paragraphs, haha 🥲btw your English is good and I hope you are having a good day! Take care.
Thank you so much for mentioning the psychological aspect of it! I feel as though a lot of people are trying to remove the psychology and the spirit from spirit. Spirituality is as much psychological as it is spirit and it's part of the reason why it helps so many because the brain is powerful.
I wholeheartedly agree with you because people can have more of an affect on our psyche than most are willing to admit. If someone is constantly downplaying your talents, you will begin to second guess yourself, judge yourself before they can as a form of protection from the harmful stimuli. Not to mention, everyone has different reactions to inputs because personality, life experience, and the childhood you experience affect everything down to the way you hold your own breath. It is also generational hence generational curses. Even I have experienced that. I grew up with only my mother and she expected me to obey no matter what because she did not have the nervous system to properly manage mine because her mother also did not have a nervous system that could manage hers. Because of that, I didn't have the strongest sense of self and anyone who had a will stronger than mine could take authority in the way my mother did. That led me to be in connections with people who would take advantage of what I offered and tear me down even more. It lead to a lot of second guessing myself but, through spirituality I learned to trust myself more and regain my power and authority over myself.
If Bluebell went through anything similar or worse, I can only imagine the amount of wounds that would leave, and how difficult and insurmountable it must feel for them to try and face all of it. Spirituality is so much more than "good vibes, live laugh love, love and light and peace". It can be a heavy task to many.
I'm glad you also mentioned insecurities because the societal beauty standards are insane. Society literally teaches us to hate our insecurities and to do everything we can to fix them. No one is truly impervious to the opinion of masses and many fall victim to them. If Bluebell had a parent or guardian who fell victim to impossible beauty standards, then placed those standards onto them from a young age, combined with media always uplifting very specified beauty standards while demonizing normal beauty and bodies, it would build a tough wall of insecurity to break.
The thing that is interesting about this whole Jk fs frenzy is that many people don't believe they are his fs from a genuine spiritual standpoint, they believe it out of desire and desperation, many out of obsession also. Many people desire the power, the visibility, the ability to say they bagged Jk, many want him simply because others want him. It's so painfully obvious from the outside looking in. And seeing how people used to dogpile on others, how even some people who believed they were Jk's fs would bully and harass others- I mean anyone would be afraid to be like that if they hold the same belief. Even if they are objectively normal about it, the abnormal ones will frighten you. And if they were a target of the campaign and tirade god only knows how much more aversion that would cause as well. I think a lot of it is wishful thinking, a lot of it is obsession, desperation, desire, an escape from their own lives. It is hard to tell if you are distracted by all of those things. And because spirituality is hard when it comes to shadow work, ego death, transformation, you can eventually trick yourself into thinking you are on a spiritual journey without actually being on one or getting better. From what I've seen, this exact thing can cause a psychosis- I mean look at Azaelia Banks. Without the strong foundation of knowing yourself in and out, through all of the discomfort in the shadow and ego, you can mess yourself up pretty badly.
Even though Jk is like 29/29, he is a man, a famous one yes, but still a regular man. I figure it would be hard to date for him because of reasons stated above. It's hard to determine if someone actually likes him for him or likes him because he's Jk. Even with money and fame, it would still be hard because people would also be attracted to him for those qualities and less him. Think about the average 28/29 yr old man you know, not all of them are going to be in a relationship because life cannot be averaged. Different circumstances apply to different people.
Like I said before, it's less about Jk and more about everything else that is affecting their connection with Jk and thus putting the "blame" on Jk. It's like If you were to choke on a cherry pit at the beach and then blame the beach for why you choked on a cherry pit and avoid the beach for the rest of your life. Because the circumstances happened at the beach or in this cause within the connection, doesn't mean the connection is the problem. It's not that they are ignoring connection because of Jk, they're ignoring Jk and the connection because of the circumstances surrounding it. It doesn't feel like there was any confusion about anything, just deep- deep intense denial and avoidance. That's why I say it's like they know, the knowledge is stable but the trust in the knowledge because of everything else is nonexistent.
"also you said bluebell lost their believe in spirituality , this can cause when multiple bad things happening in your life when you self sabotaging and procrastinating with everything and ultimately it gives you bad results, then people come to accept that their life is made only for struggle and good things can't happen to them , it's kind of loop where bad things after bad things can cause this type of reaction from people."
It's less them losing their believe and more so their belief becoming altered. It's like they viewed spirituality as unsafe and thus everything else by proxy was unsafe which led to them running the other way every chance they can get, convincing themselves that they are going the right way because it's away from all things spiritual. It truly is a loop because perception affects reality but many people believe that reality affects perception.
The last thing I want to mention is the fact that many people are more concerned about what's going on with Jk and his fs than they are with the group as a whole. I understand that the circumstances around them are shocking and "entertaining", but the hyper focus on just them- I believe is part of the reason why Bluebell cut themselves off. It's just food for thought.
Hi, your readings are super detailed which makes them very interesting! The way you read the cards is quite profound. :)
I remember a reader a while ago, mention to eh same exact things about JK and the possibility of the spiritual connection breaking down so he would have two potential lines of love in the future. It is unique to see it being brought up again because I never see readers bring it up.
When reading your analysis, I truly felt so bad for the both of them. Like there is a sense of yearning between the two but it can’t go anywhere. trapped feelings? I feel like the spiritual connection between them is very strong, and at times can probably feel very confusing for them to navigate because it can almost make you feel crazy. Maybe that’s why bluebell is having such a hard time. Maybe they descended into a period of like hardcore/intense feelings that never got results and therefore in order to not get lost so deep into the connection, they will push it away. To me, I don’t think it’s just bluebell preventing the connection from coming forth. I do think they are running from it though, and jk’s energy is the one that won’t let them go. Anyway, their connection is truly so interesting to me. Wishing them the best.
I’ll be back to visit your blog again! 🦋
aniidaniii also asked: "Oh! I meant to ask this in my original comment too lol. But if bluebell were to get themselves together, how do you think they and JK would meet? To me, since the connection is so spirtual, I feel like it would be a serendipitous meeting..sort of like right time right place. I just ask this because they are on tour right now and I feel like that could provide a lot of moments to meet people that maybe you wouldn’t have before because he will be hopping all around the globe. It seems like the perfect chance for everything to align?"
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed my readings! The way I see it is, their connection and journey is only confusing to those who aren't them. It's like having a secret language or something, there isn't anything about the connection that is inherently confusing to them, but the circumstances around it causes confusion. It's less about the connection, it's strength and jk, and more so about Bluebell and their comfortability with it. For example, if Bluebell has been told their whole life by someone they trust and love like a parent that they are never enough, they will struggle to feel secure in a relationship or connection because they'll constantly question their self worth. Or say they were active when the bts tarot tag was popular and there were witch hunts for fs wannabes and saw how the wannabes were treated and also how they acted and that formed a resistance in them because they'd be afraid to be seen that way or to come to realization that they are another wannabe. The connection isn't everything, sometimes it serves as a vessel. Many people tend to forget the psychological components of spirituality and connections such as these because the only way to truthfully prove them is by actually getting with the guy but even then, if you haven't learned to let go of your attachment, you'll always have that doubt that questions. I also mentioned it being a perfect storm for them that caused a lot of friction with them even entertaining the idea of spirituality as a whole because of whatever it was that they experienced lead to them having an aversion and avoidance of all things spiritual which is an umbrella of things that jk happens to fall under unfortunately. These problems affect more than just the connection with jk, it affects their whole life, which would then affect the connection with jk. If Bluebell is stopping themselves from living their lives out of avoidance or aversion, then that would also hinder the progress of the connection even if it is unintentional as we do not exist within a vacuum. I think Jk is patient in the sense that he is letting them go through the motion out of both the belief that it is better for them to make their own decisions without his input but also out of fear that he'll scare them away if he tries too hard. It's less him not letting them go, and more him not closing the door on them. He sits in the threshold of the doorway, waiting for them to make their way back to him. He sits, waits, watches, and hopes, all ready to welcome them into the next chapter if they so please.
Truthfully I don't really like commenting on things that would take place in the physical as I feel that they can be affected. If I do get the green light from the universe to tap into it then I will share. It most likely will be when it has already happened or is close to happening. I do agree with you though, it will be serendipitous and something that would be hard for even them to fully predict.
I think it's beautiful that love can really just change fate itself. I wonder if there are other examples then?
It truly is a beautiful thing! I'm pretty sure there are plenty of examples if you are willing to see them. A good example is Jason Mamoa and Lisa Bonet in terms of celebrities.
Do you think Jungkook and blue bell will meet online or in real life at the end of this year?
I cannot comment on how, when, or where they will meet. Knowledge of an outcome changes the outcome, some things are better left alone so it can play out how it is meant to play out. I also cannot assure myself that there isn't someone reading my works believing they're Bluebell and then do something that would affect the outcome like using my readings as a blueprint, or that Bluebell themselves may come across something and become more aware and it chases them off, or that someone will send them the evil eye and affect the flow of things because of their jealousy. If something has no effect on their journey's I won't mind reading into it, but things like this do have a small possibility so I can't in good consciousness.
I feel as though his journey started the moment he joined Bighit. It feels as though he realized he could have everything he ever wanted and that awoken something within him. Starting off with the ace of cups, it seems as though this opportunity came from the heavens to him. It's like a man walking in the desert for weeks being offered a cup of water, a life line if you will. This was a highly emotional opportunity, one that required him to get in touch with the best parts of himself so he went through the effort to manually undo his fears and worries. I feels as though he put himself through a rigorous regimen of exposure therapy. I feel as though he was extremely hard on himself during this time, wanting to do things well and correctly that he veered off course by being too caught up in the logical and realistic side of things. With the ace of pentacles, I feel like this was one of the first tastes of success he received that sealed the deal for him. I also feel as though something or someone might have opened his eyes even more to spirituality. Allowing him to see all the possibilities out there for him. I feel as though he spent a lot of his time feeling rather confined and in this moment he felt a freedom so profound he did not want to let it go. It's as if he began to free himself from all the self imposed prisons and all the jail cells of expectations others placed him in. I think this is something that he does look back to in fondness for the most part, but it was definitely an extremely tumultuous time for him as he did end up losing a lot. It feels as though he did his best to hold onto what he could, aware that it was irrational, but he felt as though he was losing everything he worked so hard for. I feel as though the final blow that forced this cycle closed and started a new one was some form of deep betrayal. I think either with friendships in the physical or some sort of spiritual betrayal involving Hibiscus. I feel as though it is both to be honest. Someone whom he thought he could trust proved to be untrustworthy and the same can be said about Hibiscus where a period of separation and grief began in effort to "right" things. It seems like, for the pair, rejection was truly divine protection. In the end of it, it seems as though he was left in a place with all his passion, unable to really go anywhere. I feel as though, with the two of swords reversed, he was acutely aware of the situation and all that caused it, but he couldn't fully accept something about it. I think, despite the persistence of his spiritual team, he tried to take his passion towards Hibiscus, getting lost in numerous places along the way. It's as if he tried to will or force the forced separation to end but their spirit teams had other ideas. I feel as though in the earlier days when their connection was most active was when he was at his happiest, and I feel as though their separation happened at least two years before his enlistment and that led to a lot of sad, sad feelings on his side.
I heard "I'm figuring it out" with the feeling of a soft smile and "they're talking to me" with a playful and surprised expression. I think in this current cycle of their connection, he's learning to "get back on the ball" so to speak. He may feel directionless in terms of where to go with Hibiscus, and it feels as if he feels as though he is not in control of the connection at the moment which is interesting to me. I think, with the knight of wands, he's listening more to his passion, the fire in his heart and letting it drive the horse.I think the the next few cards act as a sort of run on sentence in a way that is so interesting I had to note it. It feels like as of right now, he is still very unclear, yet hopeful and it seems as though he has foregone the need to be quite and sneaky and is leaving a lot of subliminals about how he feels in his works. I never pegged Namjoon and Yoongi to be ones for snuck messages and I find that quite fun and interesting. It feels as though he is using his work as a place to put his feelings, to understand them more and also almost as if out of hope that Hibiscus would see it- using them as a beacon of sorts. It seems as though he held onto his feelings for them through this entire time. It seems as though he has kept this flame going for as long as he could muster. With the sun being right after the ace of wands, it gives me the imagery of him drawing down the sun, burning his hands on the surface just to gather more energy to keep that flame burning. I feel like it is a huge source of joy for him with how the character on the card is hugging the sun. With the tower reversed as well as the four of wands reversed, I feel as though he and Hibiscus has cleared a lot of the rubble from the previous tower moment and separation, it's as if they have tilled the land and left fresh soil to start again. With the magician followed by the eight of wands, it feels as if he is planning on using the skills he learned and his capabilities to speed things up so that he can share his abundance and passions with Hibiscus as Hibiscus is being represented as the queen of wands currently. Something about sunflowers and the felidae family may be specific to Hibiscus. It feels as though he really wants to help Hibiscus to elevate to their highest self.
It seems as though he is unaware of where this journey will take him, but is sure it will take effort and work and is willing to put that in. It feels as though he does have his confusions, his worries that things won't go the way he intended and despite his desires that they do, and despite his faith and trust in the universe to provide. I think the wounds of the past, the separation and the betrayal makes it harder to fully trust and move forward. It's like the fear is a chain connected to a heavy ball that he carries around wherever he may go. I feel as though this fear has him wavering between being a stable presence, leading this journey, and being impulsive and rash due to impatience. I understand though, because this journey is moving at the speed of a snail when it has the capability to surpass Yoongi going "holyfuckingshitmyeyeballsflewoutofmyheadbecauseofthepuregforce" speeds. I think the cause of it is that there is yet a place for them to land. It feels like the land is tilled and the soil is fresh but it is not yet a home. I feel as though both he and Hibiscus are playing it safe. Putting in the due diligence, realigning while trying not to rip his hair out. It feels as though this time they are getting it "right" and the wheel of fate and fortune seems to be in their favor.
Before I begin the reading for Hibiscus, I want to note, they have not met in the physical yet, but are painfully aware of each other.
I took a short break before starting this section and I ended up losing my glasses... It seems as though a loss of vision is prevalent for Hibiscus in the metaphorical sense. I'm seeing a lot of mirroring here, specifically the reading starting off with the page of wands and emperor both in reversed position. It seemed as though they started their journey in a very confined state. It feels as though they really didn't have a clear direction, or view of where to go. With the emperor in reversed, it feels as though they didn't not have full control over much at this point in life. The emperor is a leader, the one in control and for him to be reversed it gives figurehead, someone having a title but not the power of said title. To me it reads as if they perhaps had a controlling family or home life, just a general lack of control over their own life. With the page of cups here immediately after, it feels like this points to what they were craving. It feels like Hibiscus is a very loving person, someone who loves deeply and what they wanted and literally craved for was for someone to take their cup. To accept their love and reciprocate it. It feels like this desire was so loud and so palpable, so strong that the cosmos listened and gave them the chance that was literally constructed by the fates themselves. It feels as though they both started this out of absolute sheer will and the desire for each other without knowing who was on the other side of the mirror. It feels as though, this is a once in a life time kind of thing. If the stars didn't align at the right time, this wouldn't have happened. If luck and fate wasn't on their side, it wouldn't have happened. By no means am I over exaggerating this, I 100% believe that this connection was willed to life by the desire of two parties clashing together in a fiery display of fireworks and new life. I think through it, they realized almost immediately that they had to release all of their baggage. I say this to my friends often, but the process is akin to trying to have a sleep over at your friends house covered in mud. You will have to clean up or else you'll sully everything you touch. I use mud as an example because it is a visual representation of how trauma, baggage and other things cling to us and wipe off onto the things we come into contact with. Anywho, it feels as though during this point of time, they weren't truly stable enough to do so but that didn't stop them from trying. The feelings are incredibly heavy. When I saw the ace of wands I heard "the spark of two flames" and I feel as though that is extraordinarily significant for the pair. What's interesting is that this connection was bound to happen anyways, they have always had lives together, but something about this one- the desire was so strong they ripped a hole in the timeline. I'm at a lost for words to describe how suffocating it feels to read this type of energy, I can only imagine how it felt for them. Because what do you mean they wanted each other so badly that they kicked off a set of cataclysmic events? The lovers being the last card to end out this reading suggests that there is a lot more to the story, perhaps something that Hibiscus is a bit trepidatious to delve into.
I wanted to know what this separation event was for Namjoon and Hibiscus as it seems like they are really beating the dead horse around the bush. Like, they're mentioning it as a really painful time of their connections, but not really mentioning it. Like an inside joke they refuse to tell which is interesting. Anywho it seems as though, at the start of it, Hibiscus was in a rather fruitful time in their lives spiritually. A direct contrast to how confining their physical life felt, they were quickly becoming proficient in spiritual topics but there was something that they held onto, something that they couldn't go of which caused things to begin to rot from the inside out. Mold is an interesting thing, what you see on the surface of your bread is not always the whole body of the spore and through the loaf are tiny veins that travel through the entire loaf. So, cutting off the part that you see, does not remove the mold from the bread and leaving a loaf of molding bread next to a fresh loaf will cause that loaf to become moldy. It seems as though this was the process for Hibiscus during the time. It feels as though their focus was on the new things coming into their life, a lot of friends, feeling invigorated and wanting to excel in their life and career. The problem was, they were only cutting away the mold that became visible, leaving the rest of the body and colony behind to continue to grow and fester. It seems as though there was a lot of things calling their attention that they let things fall to the wayside and that became the start of the downfall. It seems as though their faith began to waver due to some sort of outside influence and that lead to every leap they tried to take being a catastrophic failure. It seems as though there was this sort of "team effort" that ultimately fell through despite the genuine feelings. I think at some point, Hibiscus deemed themselves to be obsessed, that this, the connection and spirituality as a whole was an unhealthy attachment. It was self sabotage in disguise unfortunately. It feels as though, with the pairing of the two of pentacles and the lovers both reversed, that they decided to cut the distractions away and focus solely on building the life they want and unfortunately, this connection and spirituality was deemed the distraction. It wasn't until they were forced to do the inner work, that deep soul searching did they then realize the cause of confusion, and armed with knowledge they made the choice to forge forward, trusting their knowledge and intuition to guide them correctly this time. With the three of swords reversed ending this section, it feels as though they're looking over my shoulder at the card with a soft smile on their face. As if they can physically see their younger selves battling through this moment and making it out to the other side. I feel as though they really want to put the emphasis on the fact that they survived and made it through, made their way back to him rather than the damage that was dealt. It's as if they care more about each other than anything to be honest.
I shuffled once... ONCE and all these cards came flying out before I could even finish asking the question. It's a flustered "I don't know" in regards to where Hibiscus is at right now. It seems as though they have the desire to move forward, the desire to leave behind something that they have been in or building for a long time. It kind of feels like rapunzel's tower except Hibiscus as rapunzel and someone else having them build the tower of their confinement. It seems as though they are seeking a way but, fear and experiences of untrustworthy people has left them in a debilitated state currently. It seems as though, with the five of pentacles they might have taken a huge blow financially from whatever this may be. It feels like they are experiencing some hard times but they are battling it out. They are rebuilding themselves as much as they can, trying to restore? No, it feels more like a transformation process. One sprung through self care and healing. It seems like there is something here that they still need to heal however, I just can't see exactly what so it may be a private thing. With the grouping of the two of pentacles reversed, the empress reversed, and the emperor reversed, I get quite a few messages from this. It feels as though they are struggling to balance their sun and moon energy, dipping to much into the sun (masculine) energy which causes a lack of balance and more stagnation as it seems their career relies on their ability to flow within their moon (feminine) energy as in it's something that relies on emotional expression. It also seems as though they are not meant to be the one that does all of the hard work as in tarot and in energies, the empress (moon/feminine) is passive, it's the emotional one, the one who tells the emperor what to do. The emperor (sun/masculine) is the one that does, he is the doer, the worker, the leader and provider when we are talking about our internal compasses. The other message I'm getting takes the six of wands into account. It may seem as though Hibiscus and Namjoon are still unbalanced with each other but not necessarily in a bad way. They aren't on the same page, but when the book closes, their two pages share an embrace. I think regardless of where they stand, they are still in the same book thus they will win at whatever they decide to. Lastly for this little section in the reading, I think Hibiscus will achieve the success that they are looking for when they learn to be the full authority that they are, when they decide that they are the one who decides, the one who calls the shots and gets shit done. I think what they really need at the moment is faith in themselves that they will have a soft place to land. I think something about their environment is stunting their growth exponentially. It's something that they have to close the door on something that they have to clear out and let come full circle, but with the page of pentacles reversed, it feels like they don't really know how. It seems as though they need to work through their fear and lift the veil of delusion by ending the cycle and their atrocious habit at not believing themselves. It's like they are playing it safe as to not experience what happened before, but being safe wasn't the issue and being safe is getting them no where fast. What is interesting for the pair is that they have a lot of cards that would indicate movement, but they are mostly reversed which to me reads as though ones inner compass is on the fritz or they are not trusting that the compass knows what north is. It's the distrust of self, it's like they are giving themselves a handicap with how much they limit themselves. They can sooner achieve what they want if they deem themselves worthy which means having to overcome their fears, open their eyes to other perspectives, and let things end when they need to. It feels over due as if the separation drew them to the original timeline but now them and they're guides are trying to get back to the speed of the timeline they both force created.
It seems as though their biggest obstacle and hurdle at the moment is overcoming their hopelessness and insecurity, heavy on the insecurity. I think part of their problem is that they also deny fate to an extent out of fear. For example, they might aspire to be a chef, who doesn't believe fully in their capabilities no matter how much they learn the ins and outs of baking. They might see their failures, lack of knowledge as proof that they're in the wrong profession, so much so that they question the validity of their faith. "If I'm meant to be a baker, why is it so hard?" not realizing that their fears, them playing it safe, their lack of conviction and belief in themself, the lack of taking a chance on themselves is the problem. There really is a lot of passion, a lot of energy, a lot of creativeness that has no where to go, it is like capturing a fire tornado in a glass bottle and being shocked it melted. It's like they are stuck in the in between. They know what they want, they know all the possible ways to get it, yet something is preventing them from achieving it. That something is literally lack of faith, lack of taking a chance on themselves, being too cautious. It's like- they want to be a chef, but they're scared of using a butane torch because all they can think about is the entire house going up in flames because they're trying to burn the sugar on their creme brûlée. Like wanting to be a marine biologist but being afraid of drowning because they can't swim. Truly, they're only making things harder on themselves here. They have the clear knowledge, most in part due to the anxiety and compulsive researching each and every option, but they are still so stuck within themselves they can't really find the way out. It's like- they're using self discovery and healing as a medium to self sabotage. "Oh, there is a problem, I'm scared of XY and Z, I should look into how to manage it" spends two hours reading blog posts, articles and forums, "wow I'm really educated on XY and Z I should be fine now right?" boy were they wrong "I'm still struggling to get over XY and Z but I've tried everything except doing the thing... That can't be the answer, let's find a new solution" facepalm. I hope you see how this turns into confusion right? Right. It seems as though they are a bird in the nest, afraid to fly and leave, or maybe a fish in a cage, either way, something or the other is preparing to knock them out of the nest whether they are ready or not. They may feel like they are unstable, like they don't have enough resources, but all they are doing is delaying the inevitable because their success is inevitable, if they can let go of the addiction they have to fear, and whether they choose to do it themselves unprompted, that tower is going to fall either way. Rather than find a reason to be afraid and cautious, perhaps do the thing? Perhaps let the tower come falling down like it needs to instead of convincing yourself to stay in there or that it's not time yet, or that a ladder must be given to you first. Build the ladder, Hibiscus.
Side note: What's interesting is that I kept hearing the word "time" and it feels like they might be running out of time for how much longer they can delay this before action is taken on their behalf and the action taken might be something they won't like. Another thing is, I kept hearing a few songs during this reading, The Precipice by Jessie Mazing and Time by Olivia Dean as well as one that I forgot the name of but the lyrics I heard were "I know you really love me, so lets make this the first night the rest of our lives, one more night, I can do it, I can make it right"
Interesting. there seems to be some sort of feeling of surrender, rebuilding something stronger than before, something meant to last. I feel as though it is not as clear as it could be because someone has yet to live their life as god intended as in they are hiding themselves in the shadow and aren't seizing each and every moment they can. It feels as though once they do, once Hibiscus turn themselves upside down to how they are now, things will expand and move quickly. They need to seize power over their life and their entire being. Own it with full authority and let themselves show up as authentically as possible. Their homework as of now is doing exactly that, beginning the process without looking at it from every angle and calculating each and every approach for different levels of success. It will take time, as long as it needs but slow progress towards true healing and accomplishment is better than no progress and staring at the problem wishing it'd solve itself.
That is all I have for this reading! Please feel free to share your thoughts and opinions!
Bro what is happening rn 😭😭 , what happened to bluebell that she/he cut off jk and spirituality? If the connection breaks will they both suffer or what bro? But if she /he lets say sees your reading about their connection that you stated here , what advice would you give to him/her that can rekindle their connection with jk .? Can't they go back to each other? Like seriously what's happening.😭🙏🏻
If the connection where to break, they both would face serious backlash because of how it's breaking. If it were broken due to one party making a clean and clear decision to fully separate, there wouldn't be much of a backlash other than Jk feeling heartbroken and having to learn to love another and go through a different set of life lessons and experiences to closer match the needs of the new Bluebell.
Genuinely there is nothing I would be able to say to Bluebell if they do come across my blog and read what I say. It is impossible to change the mind of someone so intently committed to the way things are. If they were willing, I would tell them to first address what caused them to separate from Jk. Address what scared them away, address their insecurities, address their fears, address that sometimes their mindsets can be wrong. I just responded to an ask that mentioned the exact same mindset that they seem have currently so perhaps that can give a bit of head start. I think part of it comes from the refusal to admit that they can be wrong. I also think part of it comes from the belief that it is enough to name the things and move on but all that does is name the things. It's like putting a chuck roast in the slow cooker without turning it on and expecting it to be cooked. It is illogical and neglecting the further necessary steps. I think this is something that Hibiscus experienced at one point in time due to the reading I have in my drafts. I'll post that one later once it's finished.
If they are reading I want to emphasize:
It is not enough to name the thing and move on, you must sit with it and work through it or else it will continue to exist and fester within you. You may think that you can sweep it all under the rug, that you are strong enough to suppress the feelings, reason away the signs, block out the calls but you are not. You will never be strong enough to simply block it all out and do nothing. Either you do the work and choose to continue, or say that you no longer want this with your chest. Not with wavering, not with "I think" say it definitively and let it end. If not, then I hope you are able to handle what happens when the thread snaps because it will be unlike anything else you have experienced.
I think I also want to say, it's less about Jk and more about, it's not right to treat yourself this way. Even if they decide with their chest that they don't want to explore this connection with Jk, they shouldn't treat themselves as if their life is meant to be nothing but struggle. I think no matter what, they have to clear out what's going on in them to have them take things in such a topsy turvy way, address everything I mentioned because you can't really enjoy life when you have these things running it for you. Even if you fully release Jk, it's not right of you to deny yourself things that you want and desire because you feel like you're not good enough or you feel like you should hide yourself. In any case, if nothing is done, I think the connection will end in travesty where both sides get hurt immensely.
Bro what is happening rn 😭😭 , what happened to bluebell that she/he cut off jk and spirituality? If the connection breaks will they both suffer or what bro? But if she /he lets say sees your reading about their connection that you stated here , what advice would you give to him/her that can rekindle their connection with jk .? Can't they go back to each other? Like seriously what's happening.😭🙏🏻
If the connection where to break, they both would face serious backlash because of how it's breaking. If it were broken due to one party making a clean and clear decision to fully separate, there wouldn't be much of a backlash other than Jk feeling heartbroken and having to learn to love another and go through a different set of life lessons and experiences to closer match the needs of the new Bluebell.
Genuinely there is nothing I would be able to say to Bluebell if they do come across my blog and read what I say. It is impossible to change the mind of someone so intently committed to the way things are. If they were willing, I would tell them to first address what caused them to separate from Jk. Address what scared them away, address their insecurities, address their fears, address that sometimes their mindsets can be wrong. I just responded to an ask that mentioned the exact same mindset that they seem have currently so perhaps that can give a bit of head start. I think part of it comes from the refusal to admit that they can be wrong. I also think part of it comes from the belief that it is enough to name the things and move on but all that does is name the things. It's like putting a chuck roast in the slow cooker without turning it on and expecting it to be cooked. It is illogical and neglecting the further necessary steps. I think this is something that Hibiscus experienced at one point in time due to the reading I have in my drafts. I'll post that one later once it's finished.
If they are reading I want to emphasize:
It is not enough to name the thing and move on, you must sit with it and work through it or else it will continue to exist and fester within you. You may think that you can sweep it all under the rug, that you are strong enough to suppress the feelings, reason away the signs, block out the calls but you are not. You will never be strong enough to simply block it all out and do nothing. Either you do the work and choose to continue, or say that you no longer want this with your chest. Not with wavering, not with "I think" say it definitively and let it end. If not, then I hope you are able to handle what happens when the thread snaps because it will be unlike anything else you have experienced.
Hi, hope you're doing good :)
I am curious about this situation with bluebell, to be exact, her refusing her right path. I think life is confusing enough, so we are all at times not able to see clear whats right for us and what path to take. I'm not sure what the root issue is that gatekeeps the progression of their relationship. You mentioned many times that she "knows", but she is refusing to accept it, as it seems unrealistic (she's real for that). I have a feeling that self-esteem issues could also come into play, or a feeling of not being "enough" for such a star like him. Let's be honest, Jk is surrounded on a daily basis by talented and beautiful people, so you need the IT factor to stand out. Even if she would finally acknowledge it and set up her mind to "Okay, he's your future husband, time to get him", she still needs plenty of luck to physically access him. Which means, for them to meet up, they need to align in space and time to let the meeting happen. If she is an average civilian, it is way harder task than it would be for an influencer or celebrity (would love to hear from you about her status tbh, because if she's a celebrity and still is not willing to get closer to him, then that's on her, smh...). And in case of her being a foreigner, it's 10 times even harder, as not only is the location different, but also the language barrier. I'm genuinely curious what is lacking on both sides, so this meeting could happen
I feel like you hit the nail on the head but not in the way you think.
The problem is, they know their path, they know what is out there, what they are capable of, but their insecurity prevents them from standing in that energy. They have it so twisted that they genuinely believe left is right and when they get the sign to go right because they went too far left, they continue going left. It will literally take their guides bullying them for them to see they have it twisted, but even then they'll toss out that new information and keep going because they've managed to convince themselves that their guides are wrong or that it wasn't their guides. It's like they are incapable of letting things go that impede their life or success, rather they hold on tighter and go further away.
It is a lot of self esteem and insecurity issues that are also furthering this process because of the exact same thought process you went through. I can be surrounded by the hottest men in Hollywood and not find them attractive. I feel like that line of thinking is so absolutely bizarre to me because Jk is not a shallow man. He, and none of the other members are so shallow they would only date someone for their looks. The thing is, no matter how much you explain this to someone who is determined to stay attached to their insecurity, they will never listen. Even if Jk is surrounded by all the top models, there is no saying that he would only find them attractive and no one else, or that he'd even be interested in them further than their looks. Looks are not everything in life and if someone believes that then I'm sorry but you are not going to get far.
I do think that Bluebell has an issue with believing that they are enough, because their energy has left their original holding place and they are trying to hard to fit the mold of other things and it's not working which then further validates their feelings of inadequacy which is a form of confirmation bias.
I think people here often forget that the people of bts are people. They are humans. They are not princes, or upper echelon, nor are they aliens, or divine beings. They be fucking about having fun and visiting places just as any normal people do. J-hope went to the grand canyon with a group of friends, Rm was spotted buying pokemon cards- they don't exist in a separate plane of existence from us "regular" people, they just have money. I feel like that also removes the spiritual aspect of it. Right time, right place kind of thing. If you want something, and the universe agrees, the universe will make it happen. If something is ment to happen, the universe will make it happen. These connections are choices, they are built on choices, so until both players choose to come together, the universe can't really force them together even if they are meant to be because the universe respects free will. Because of that, literally anything can happen. They could be at the same coffee shop, at the same park, visiting the same campus, on the same vacation, passing each other on the street, through friend of a friend, at the same restaurant. They exist just like we do. They are not gods.
As for them being a foreigner- I didn't say they were lol. I said it was possible that they are the child of immigrant parents. That simply means that the place they were born and raised is different to the place they're ethnically from. They could be ethnically Brazilian but culturally Scottish because they were born and raised in Scotland. Not only that but Jk is a smart cookie and as far as I know he speaks two languages but could speak/be learning more. English is a commonly spoken language and is often taught as a secondary language in numerous places in the world so I don't think communication would really be an issue. It's more common for people to speak multiple languages.
I feel like the issue here, or at least the one I'm seeing is that people often place to much importance on reality and forget that we are just people on a floating rock full of energy. The spiritual side of things affects the physical, the physical can influence the spiritual but only in response. Literally anything can happen if wills align.
Is bluebell the only fs struggling? Because I would imagine everyone would be struggling unless they had already met their partner or something
Absolutely not. I think there will always be struggles as the crux of many spiritual relationships is dealing with the ego and your own shadow but the way Bluebell is struggling is similar yet different than what the others are struggling with especially in the way they are reacting. I have only read into Yoongi, Jungkook, Hoseok, and Namjoon as of right now (in my drafts) and they all have their own struggles around limited beliefs in themselves, struggles to believe in the connection, but they all have different responses. I think Bluebell is the only one that is having the hardest time with it as of now.
Yoongi and water lily reading is so amazing, I follow other readers and they also said the same thing about him that he is getting fking Spiritual like enormous Spiritual awakening and transformation, there is this talks going on around some readers that water Lily is probably his twinflame and his true love and hence such massive Spiritual growth for their union, it is also being said after some toxic relationship he became extremely closed off but now he is healing very well, and water Lily will be the only one who would be able to experience that deep intense and passionate true love of him, she will also be the only one he would ever love because past relationships just used him or just temporary lessons for yoongi, did you feel anything about his twinflame relationship, can you do a reading generally on their relationship, their union and their marriage, there are lot of readers who also said she would turn his life upside down in a positive way and after meeting her, she the kids and the family will be his top priority and then comes his work, it's really amazing seeing yoongi healing like this and he definitely deserves that true passionate love and beautiful family life after all the pain and struggles he went through.
I'm glad you enjoyed my reading but, I feel like this is a mischaracterization of Yoongi and forcing heteronormative standards onto him. I also feel as though this specific set of thoughts is closer to fantasy than anything realistic.
It is true that Yoongi is becoming especially spiritual, but he still has a grasp on reality and is very present in his life. He puts a lot of importance on the people around him and experiencing this life as much as he can before he moves on to the next one.
I won't comment on twin flames as I feel that the term has been blown wildly out of proportion and has been flanderized so much so to the point that it has lost meaning and has become the new "soulmate". I think we have many soulmates, and encounter many, but there are some that have been with us longer through many other lives compared to others and that is what I think Water Lilly is to Yoongi. I think for the past few lives they have been with each other and will continue to do so until something changes.
I feel like the term true love erases the importance that love has for everyone. There is platonic, romantic, and familial love and true love feels like disrespect to those other forms of love and feels like it turns this into some sort of fantasy story which it is not. Yoongi is a lover, he loves a lot, he loves freely and loves deeply and I think he believes that love should be shared. The only reason why there is massive spiritual growth towards union is because that is what they agreed upon and what they both want. They could've taken it slow, agreed to meet in old age, or to only love each other spiritually, it's all their choice.
"it is also being said after some toxic relationship he became extremely closed off but now he is healing very well, and water Lily will be the only one who would be able to experience that deep intense and passionate true love of him, she will also be the only one he would ever love because past relationships just used him or just temporary lessons for yoongi"
This one is tough so we'll have to dissect it. What you may see as toxic might not truly be toxic. It might be that he thought someone was the one, but they went their separate ways because of too many differences and thus decided to focus on himself. I won't say he wasn't hurt because separation from one you love will always be painful, but it's not like he was hurt so badly he became recluse. It's normal for people to decide to focus on themselves after an intense break up so that they can be in the right mindset for the next relationship. The notion that Water Lilly will be the only one to experience the best of him is- it's just a falsehood. Like I said, Yoongi is a lover who believes that love is never wasted when it is shared. He is deeply caring to those who are around him. He would love his family, his team members, Water Lilly, and his friends equally as much because he loves hard. I feel like the notion of Water Lilly being the only one he would ever love is also incredibly unrealistic because he did truly love the other people he had relations with. I feel like it puts a lot of disrespect on and dehumanizes his other relationships as well as him. Yoongi is a very thoughtful person and would not be in a relationship or partner ship with anyone if he wasn't fully genuine in that connection. I won't comment on whether or not he was used but he was loved deeply and loved deeply. It is unfortunate that some things didn't work out for him, but it is also wrong to deduce the people he cared about to simple "lessons".
I don't think at this moment I would want to pry too deeply into what their married life would be like as I believe somethings should be private. I feel like that would be too much of an invasion on my part, mostly because I was not invited to see that already.
"there are lot of readers who also said she would turn his life upside down in a positive way and after meeting her, she the kids and the family will be his top priority and then comes his work, it's really amazing seeing yoongi healing like this and he definitely deserves that true passionate love and beautiful family life after all the pain and struggles he went through."
I feel like this also mischaracterization of Yoongi and Water Lilly as well. Life exists beyond that of just family, partner, and work. I do think that Water Lilly will expose Yoongi to a lot of new and amazing things and that will change his life for the better, but I don't think that is a uniquely Water Lilly trait as there has been many others to do the same for him. Secondly, this feels heteronormative because we don't really know what Yoongi sees for his life as far as kids and marriage. He may or may not want that for his life, and we have no idea which and I feel like we should leave space for that. Same as how I prefer to refer to Fs's as "they/them" because it is gender neutral which gives space for more accurate info to come in. When you go into a reading you must release all biases because the only information you will get will be filtered through said bias- which is what's happening to Bluebell just as an example. If I were to believe all of the seven members wants kids, I will only see kids in their reading even if one of them would rather parent a pet instead.
Yoongi is someone who loves many and loves many things, music will alway be his life, it is a part of him that cannot be removed. If he were to get married and have kids, he would bring them into his world rather than have them separate. He would be teaching his potential kids music theory and playing with toy instruments because that is another one of his loves and a huge part of his life.
I too want to see him happy, but I want to be realistic about it. I think some readers have turned these grown men into fairytale princes and their love lives into some sort of Disney script.
I had read a post here from a reader saying that Suga's FS changed. Will the same thing happen to Jungkook? Is there absolutely no chance of Jungkook's FS returning? I apologize, I thought I might not have fully understood your message because my English isn't very good.
To be honest with you, I don't know. From the looks of it, that seems to be exactly where there are heading and there is really nothing anyone can do unless Bluebell decides to get over themselves or Jk decides to move on. I feel as though the current projection of this specific connection is going to continue to decay until there is nothing left. It's like Romeo and Juliet except Juliet runs from Romeo and gets into worlds of trouble half way through and when Romeo drinks the poison, that's when Juliet realizes their error and then kisses the poison on Romeos lips to be with him but by that time it is too late. Truly, the only chance they have is with Bluebell doing a 180.
I kind of chose at random lol. I figured flowers would be the most ambiguous thing, so I looked at a list of flower names and picked the ones that felt closest to how their energy presents. I thought about doing foods but then I figured some people would look too much into it and be like "Jk's fs is called Polenta does that mean they're from Italy?" or some shit like that lmao. Thinking about it, I could've done different sea creatures or shells to match my theme. Agh, missed chances...
ooh is it bad that i felt so frustrated when reading your jk x bluebell reading 😭 i feel so bad for bluebell though, they don’t even know that they are causing all of this. what brutally honest advice would you give them? but tbh i dont think they can be helped
It was incredible frustrating and difficult to be honest because I kept having to reshuffle, pull clarifiers, refocus to make sure I was getting as clear as possible. There was a lot that I had to cut from the readings. I'll be brutally honest I don't think there is anything I can say to help them. This situation won't solve itself until Bluebell makes a definitive move, or Jk decides he has had enough. I just hope that the current Bluebell will be able to handle the fall out once this is all over and when there is no path to return home. It feels like on the surface everything is fine, but if you lift the hood it's like the engine is two seconds away from combusting.
the information you gave about bluebell and the connection was really interesting. do you think all the gossip surrounding jjk’s love life, especially the recent news, may have impacted their connection? i wonder if it could have caused a disruption between them and pushed bluebell into feeling like they needed to be realistic about the situation, focus on themselves, and build their own futures without taking the connection into consideration because of the circumstances.
I'll be honest with you, every time I try to focus on the energy of Bluebell, I see a person in a cage. Except it's that meme of that bird in a cage with three bars and enough space for them to walk right through. I think Bluebell has convinced themself so impossibly deep on a soul level that I don't know whether or not I should have faith that they will make it through. With that being said, I think Bluebell avoids everything jk, or at least that is the story they tell. I think they still check in on him, not enough to keep up with everything but enough to convince themselves that he's doing well and that they should keep moving away from him and themselves. I think the disruption happened a long time ago as this energy has been stagnant for so long it's thick enough to be cut with a knife. I think they are using the rumors as a confirmation bias as well though. It's the logical reaction, but not reason enough to abandon oneself and ones spiritual journey and forgo connection with their guides and ancestors. From the energy, it seems as though they are focusing on themselves for the wrong reason, as if they're trying to fix what's wrong with them when nothing was wrong with them in the first place. It is a very common feeling that can happen either from outside stimuli, like people telling them that they aren't smart enough for example, or internal stimuli of consistently comparing oneself. I think for Bluebell and Jk, they both only consider the option of things that keep them stuck in this energy, believing it to be the best way out but are actually making things harder than it needs to be.
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