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friends i need fc recs for people that look like megan fox but arent megan fox thank you

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so there’s this oc …… 👉🏼👈🏼

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GIVE PHOEBE A GIRLFRIEND

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how odd – he’s taken with her. without so much as her needing to say or do a thing to draw his attention. the creature has that affect on people, it forgets sometimes. these affections don’t provide much benefit to her needs; she’s already deemed him useless in terms of feeding. he wouldn’t taste very good anyways. but she supposes it’s harmless, as long as she doesn’t give him any of the wrong ideas. “you can come along.” 

    there’s a big wall in between them that he can see clearly right through to her.    how is it possible to not be able to get the slightest hint about someone.    not where they used to live, who their friends are, there’s nothing henry can see that tells him anything about her.    that’s why he asks if he can join her on the walk, to see if there’s anything he can learn about her.    “    is this your favorite time to go walking?    at night?    “

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“thanks.” she sits herself down next to pippa, relieved to finally have a moment to relax after being on her feet all night. jodie doesn’t mind when the guys fuck around a bit. the chaos and its familiarity can be comforting. if anything, she wishes she had the luxury of joining in sometimes.  but she knows at least one of them has to keep their head on straight – and that’s usually her. 

“it’s okay. i think i just spend too much time with them, that’s all. sometimes i feel like i’m babysitting a bunch of man-children.”

    “    no prob, bob.    “    pippa finally throws herself down beside jodie, sighing a big sigh of relief, but proud of the work she’s done.    on an amp close by, she grabs an already opened pepsi can and begins to down it as if it were the first beer of the night.    except...she doesn’t drink beer.    the guys’ shouting and hollering in the background is tuned out as she focuses on her conversation with jodie.

    “    shit, i’ll say.    you’d be amazed how many guys in the scene really act like that.    you wanna hang out some time soon?    “

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her look sours. “doesn’t mean you can say shit like that to me.” she kicks at the soil with the toe of her boot, scowling while she looks away. jimmy doesn’t always mean what he says and margot doesn’t usually take it to heart, but this one stings. “maybe you should be friends with someone else. i don’t want that kind of talk around me.”

    “    margot....c’mon.    “    a heavy sigh harbors out of jimmy’s chest.    he’s confused because they were just joking before, but now...somehow...he’s managed to be lesbophobic (?).    his intentions were otherwise.    “    i’m just jealous, okay?    you get to be this person everyone is scared of, but can’t wait to meet.    “    and in an instant, jimmy’s face softens and his words seem just a little bit more intentional.    “    i don’t wanna be friends with anyone else.    “

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how do you need to be touched?  

fervently. you crave a hug that cracks your ribs... the feeling of your wandering soul being crushed back into the bones that can't seem to hold it. you need a hand gripping yours so tightly you almost fear it may leave a bruise, a reminder that you are here. and that you are not alone.

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tagging: if you wanna do it then do it i dont have time

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@silencelamb​, pippa.

jodie and pippa don’t really talk as much as they should. but after the show they’ve just played and listening to adam and anwar spar all night over god knows what, she could use a break. “hey, can i hang out with you for a bit? the guys are all drunk and being annoying.”

    “    of course!    “    pippa is overjoyed with having some company.    they’ve just been working for most of the night, even when the set is over and the band can finally relax.    pippa’s still doing the cleaning.    that isn’t to say that the bands she helps slack, it’s literally her job.    pippa stops for a second to sit down on the communal couch.    “     i’m not into that stuff, drinking and all that.    so, hopefully i’m the first sober person you’re gonna talk to tonight.    “

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“shut up.” suddenly, margot is stern and serious in her tone. there isn’t much that can faze her, except maybe this. “that’s homophobic. and sexist, maybe. that’s like, a hate crime.”

    he’s annoyed even more now.    sure, he has a hard time articulating his thoughts into words, but he tries his best.    “    oh, come on, margot!    stop pulling that card.    if i were homophobic and sexist, i wouldn’t be your friend.     “    he notices how that may sound and that there will be a light shining in margot’s eyes to jump at that statement.    “    i might be someone else’s friends.    maybe i should!    “

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as if i wasnt already busy with work and school, now i have to file a whole bunch of papers and stuff for a car accident i was in. life is just superb! so what im saying is, activity is gonna be slow.

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(send me the word "bean" and i'll assign your muse a beanie baby.) for @silencelamb.

henry as winks the elephant

jimmy as bucky the beaver

pippa as snuggins the dog

teddy as ph.oebe br.idgers boneses the bear

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who made pippa cry !!!!!!!!

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it’s just like the television, she thinks while watching him sway back and forth. although not quite as graceful as gene kelly or fred astaire, or any of the other stars she’s familiarized herself with in her research. through the shadows she can see a smile on his face, beaming out at her. ada still stares, unmoved. “no thank you,” a little coldly, though she doesn’t mean to be, “i’m going for a walk.”

    “    oh...    “    he’s not so offended than he is taken aback.    slowly, his hand retreats back into his pocket as his mouth hangs open, trying to figure out how to respond to that.    there’s a couple steps, while unstable, taken towards ada as he wants to catch her before she starts to walk away.    “    can i join you?    “    he hopes he isn’t overbearing, but there’s something compelling how her.    that’s such an awful thought to think, he knows it, but he can’t help how alluring her being is.    without even trying.

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“fine, man.” at least now they’re getting to the honesty. “that’s up to the booking guy. i don’t get a say in that.” he doesn’t get a say in much within the band, to be quite frank. but then again, it’s what he signed up for. he can’t complain much. “really thought someone was going to throw a tomato at me, at some point.” luckily, punk kids don’t really go around carrying produce. 

    pippa scoffs at his mockery of their words.    they’re cleaning up plug-ins and wires, stuffing them into their rightful pockets and amps.    this is their sanctuary and mostly the number one place they can think most clearly or not at all.    “    well, tell your guy to not book places like this.    or i’ll take his place.    “    sometimes they feel invincible in this job and they can’t quite explain it.    “    good thing you like tomatoes, though, right?    “    finally pippa looks away from their work to looking directly at jude.

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margot laughs, cruelly so. “it’s because you’re a pussy ass bitch, that’s why.” now, she mocks his expression – fake pouting and furrowing her brow. “think they give awards to pussies in hell?”

    “    yeah, and i’m wonderin’ why you got one.    “    his face is scrunched in frustration, annoyed at margot.    “    go eat it why don’t you.    “

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jack + teddy moodboard @silencelamb