Bayonett | 18 years old | They/fey/he pronouns | Predominately Black Apache | Aroacespec woman liker | TME intersex unlabeled transmasc
I like to draw and write, making both fan and original creations. The OCs I mostly post here are from Amity Bloom, a slice of life + magical realism story with coming of age elements :].
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My blog is 17+ for mature themes.
Tag Map
#art -> My art
#fanfic -> My fanfiction
#poem -> My poetry
#bayos original writings -> All writing posts
#others art -> Art not made by me
#amity bloom -> Art, facts, and rambles about my OCs
#fluttering flower to flower -> All text posts, including longer ones
#rambles -> Exclusively longer text posts
#bayos creation reblogs -> Reblogs of my art and writing in case you missed them
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I tag sensitive topics via "(term) cw". The "sexual trauma" tag is the only exception, as its for more general discussion, but could still be triggering.
Original posts without alt text are tagged as both "undescribed" and "no alt text".
I do not, and will never, tag nudity.
OCs are tagged by their first name and surname initial/s.
🫐, 🌸, 🕰, and ⬜ tags are text posts written by headmates. 99% of the time, they won't be found in art and reblog posts (but that doesn't mean they aren't behind them...)
Misc.
I have no DNI. I'll block you if you annoy me or cause me too much stress. Generally use common sense and ask if you're unsure on something.
Sometimes I forget to trigger tag things. Just politely remind me if something upsets you.
I have many interests and you could easily tell from my reblogs and art, but I mainly like rgu, deltarune, vocaloid/utau, fe3h, persona 3 + 5, ze999, and tons and tons more ehehe.
People on twitter are acting like Artfight is more about getting free art from big artists you like by attacking them and less about appreciating original characters (which have been relentlessly bullied by almost every community for years now) and its getting annoying so heres your reminder that you should be drawing oc designs you like and nobody is obligated to attack you or at all
also worth noting that "abusive" doesn't actually mean "irredeemable" either.
there's a lot of people that have done things in the past that were bad, because they weren't taught any better, or they were in an overall toxic situation where EVERYONE was shitty (like a cult), or they were just at an especially low point and hurt others for it.
you don't have to forgive them. you don't have to ever speak to them again. you can be angry with them until you die if you want.
but society cannot function if we don't allow them to move on. to change their behavior and fuck off somewhere else and build meaningful relationships without bothering you again. we need a path for people to change, or nothing ever will.
we gonna talk about how much more relieved Susie is to hear Kris has gotten a crush on someone before, and asking outright if they're into humans or monsters
vs her resignation if they say they haven't, while seemingly assuming it's because there aren't any other humans like them in town?
what real-world issue does this seem to relate to, I wonder
Extremely messily written and formatted, but I ended up writing a bit about all my thoughts concerning the Festival, Susie's relationship to love/romance, and where they might be going with all of that if anyone's interested in reading!
What is Deltarune trying to say about love? Now that the yuri is extremely plot relevant, here's my super long essay on hetero/amatonormativ
we gonna talk about how recontextualized this scene is after chapter 5 (statement)
knowing that Kris does have feelings for Susie, and that Susie's ability to feel comfortable expressing hers depends in large part on reciprocity
their respective body language makes so much sense:
Kris doesn't feel like they can/should express their feelings for Susie but they want to, so they take a step back but don't actually let go once they've gotten that close, while Susie leans forward at the same time as they lean back
Susie, mistaking Kris pulling her close for reciprocal desire (in this case, to also want to bite her hair lol like she wants to bite theirs) (because they aren't normal) tries to close the distance further
and she's actually really upset that Kris rejects that advance when she thought it was something they initiated!
so Susie would want to be pulled closer by Kris and would lean into it if they did, but Kris, pulling her closer than they were supposed to, doesn't feel like they can take a step forward but also can't bring themself to let go. and if she took that final step forward they'd be screwed.
by the way. it never is too late to decide you want to be happy. the woman who helped me get hormones didnt start hers until she was 70, and i met her at 73, beautiful and smiling - and told me that the last three years of her life had been her favorite. your favorites might be ahead of you too. why not hang around and find out?
this is a moment in the original script that I wish they'd kept in the final version of obsession. the absolute disgusting way that real nikki appearing just becomes routine for bear and he completely ignores her in order to keep her. it's so horrifying the way her torment turns into something he hardly acknowledges
i feel like people are overlooking the moment at the beginning of obsession where nikki straight up asks "do you like me?" and once bear lies and says no she replies "ok, good." for starters, it was a chilling moment to me because this is such a classic experience of having a close guy friend, only to realize that he wants more from you. girls aren't dumb! nikki isn't dumb! of course she knows that bear is into her, she has eyes! she can see his stuttering and sheepishness and she's just dreading the moment she has to turn him down, to tell him that he's like a brother to her. just before she had told him that she doesn't feel real love in her life, and i don't think it would be a leap to attribute a small part of that feeling to her fear that her friendship with bear isn't as simple as she wants it to be.
it's also a chilling question from nikki because once she walks away bear knows that she doesn't feel the same way about him, and he makes the wish anyway. he is incapable or unwilling to take a hint and see that she doesn't feel the same way. and that question is the last thing she says to him before he ruins her life forever. it's unfair.
on my second viewing of obsession, i had the realization that nikki’s story at the party wasn’t the movie using incest as an easy shorthand for making the audience uncomfortable or creating a general “things are off” vibe but was another way the real nikki was crying out—a metaphor for the fact that nikki, like gretel, is being made to fuck her “little brother” (bear) under duress, at the behest of an external magic (the witch’s spell in her story; obviously, bear’s wish)
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