lover of foreshadowing and dramatic irony in life

or: I write stuff, and a great inspiration thief and keep changing my title because I'm fickle LINKTREE: https://linktr.ee/admin/links

[sillysoliloquyshits]

Intro post!

Heyos everyone, I'm Cally (she/her), and this is a dump/blog (?) of my writings, two cents, possibly memes and my feral fandom and sapphic side here.

So here are my namecards:

Fandoms (current/used to be in there/knows a bit and vibing):

80% of the MCU but mostly in Agatha All Along and Loki, PJO, MCGA, Iron Widow, Good Omens, Sandman, Wicked, Wednesday, ATLA, TLOK, One Punch Man, Haikyuu, Demon Slayer, Violet Evergarden, think that's it-

If Shakespearean and Austenian stuffs are counted as fandoms, there's Hamlet, Macbeth, Measure for Measure, Merchant of Venice, and Pride and Prejudice

Special interests

Writing a whole range of stuff 😈

Lots of character building (if I'm drunk I may or may not dump some of my OCs here)

Neurodivergence because I love learning stuff on ADHD and autism and neurospicy ppl 🙂‍↕️

Literature, but for now I mostly studied Shakespeare and Austen, but I have read a bit of Kafka and Poe and even Ocean Vuong so yes

Pre-Raphaelite and classical paintings because YouTube shorts have me entranced-

Mythology, and I'm somewhat biased to Norse myths but I'm still learning about Classics in Greek plays (screeches in Ne Zha movies after a while)

Horoscopes and personality typings (MBTI/enneagram) once in a while

Anything metaphysical and magical, a bit of witchcraft like tarots (though I don't practice), or even religion

Stuff I write

More poems than short stories because they're easier to write, and stuff like contrapuntal poems/twin cinemas 😈

A few of my poems are also inspired by vivid styles of those like Plath and even Ocean Vuong sometimes so yay

Lots of character building that's inspired by stuff I read and watch and even by existing myths and religion

Short stories and even flash fiction

Snippets of things in play format even though I'm not much of a playwright

A bit of Shakespearean English if I can 🔥

In terms of genre I gravitate to fantasy mainly, if I'm very pissed I can whip out some horror fantasy, but majority of the times it's more of cozy fantasy bordering on magical realism, and I've done slice-of-life settings as well as satire and a bit of sci-fi

My poems tend to be more romantic but that's not my main alley

Currently trying to write a lot more gay stuff because bi-

I also write about what I observe from news outlets and videos from Palestine and I write Pro-Palestinian poems as a form of advocacy, while also shining the light once in a while on others who are suffering like Lebanon and Ukraine and Sudan etc

I also have a few poems that express struggles and everyday life of mentally ill people whether we know it or not as a form of raising awareness as well

And yes of course I will write fanpoetry here (cough Agathario-)

Writers I pray to for guidance because they're too good and national treasures

Jane Austen, Elizabeth Jennings, Ocean Vuong, Xiran Jay Zhao, Shakespeare, Jac Schaeffer, Sylvia Plath, Franz Kafka (obviously not in order)

Current/recently finished books

Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao, The White Book by Han Kang, Nightly Sky with Exist Wounds by Ocean Vuong, Emma by Jane Austen, The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

Current listens on loop

Bardcore/dramatic violin renditions of Running Up That Hill, Runaway by Aurora, Me and the Devil by Soap and Skin, Viva La Vida Nightcore songs, Defying Gravity from Wicked (it's the only song from Wicked I listen to don't kill me 😅)

TRIGGER WARNING TAGS

Will sometimes write stuff that are emotionally and mentally triggering like su*c*de and implied SA even though I never experienced these before, but I will be careful in not being too explicit, as well as gory violence because horror fantasy, nonetheless there will be relevant TWs put when necessary and please feedback politely if you find a piece of writing that's genuinely triggering but I didn't realise

I will also likely write horny and erotic things here so uh get ready I guess

If you are someone who is a hypocrite or do not subscribe to my values of being Pro-Palestinian, in solidarity with the neurodivergent, LGBTQIA+ communities and racial minorities and you're an evil or brainwashed hater or defender of moral plagues in the world or subscribe to AI taking over the jobs of artists, you won't just get blocked you will face a wrath from me that will make the circles of hell a paltry playground, mark my words-

Socials

IG: sh_ttysoliloquy

Substack: studiesinsoliloquys

Also because I like the word soliloquy and now I'm basing my platforms on this because it's a decent word

Personality labels (and miscellaneous)

INFP, enneagram 4 (sx/not sure sp or so), Pisces Sun and Scorpio Moon, loves the number 7 and 12 and somehow likes the High Priestess tarot card best and the Perthro rune best because Hearthstone from MCGA

Final words before strapping you guys to the rollercoaster

I'm super forgetful because object impermanence so expect inconsistency but also expect some feral shit here

Bad grammar even though I speak English more than my mother tongue

Being super good in sarcasm while sometimes taking things too literally is a thing but I'll try to remember to do tone tags like /s or /lh when I can

I reblog too many things

Yeah I think that's it sillysoliloquyshits signing off~

(cue the screaming as you bolt backwards into the void)

Donation links docs:

Donation links docs

Donation links docs Organisations with a bunch of other campaign links: Operation Olive Branch spreadsheet link: https://docs.google.com/

This is a compiled list of Palestinians fundraisers from both IG and Tumblr, along with Operation Olive Branch's spreadsheet of links (all vetted from there) and Xiran Jay Zhao's LINKTREE that has links to various donations campaigns not just for Palestinians.

I'll keep adding families if they are vetted or approach me so please open this document and help those families who's names are bolded or underlined as well because they tend to have the least funds!

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[gemevieve]

As of 6/18/2025, the campaign is at £13,223 out of £30K. It was last donated to 2 days ago as I write this.

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[yixiaosuige]

only one donation in the past 2 days

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[ahmad-ziyad]

We are starving in Gaza.

There’s no flour, no food—only hunger, fear, and silence. My family sleep with empty stomachs. I wake up every day praying for a miracle: just bread, just safety, just a little kindness from the outside world.

I never imagined I’d have to beg, but today I am. Please, if you see this, don’t ignore it. If you can help us with even the smallest amount, it can mean food on our table or medicine for my loved ones.

vetted by @nabulsi link

[supportareejshatat]

This is the Eid Night and tomorrow will be the first days of Eid AlAdha and we are starving in the tent in Gaza💔💔💔💔😭

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #515) ✅️

My kids wish to eat meat please help me to buy some meat for them and to cheer them up 🙏🙏🙏

Killo of meat costs 200$ and we need 4 killos only please help me ‼️🙏

Also I want to buy new clothes for them 🙏❤️

Please help my family at least you can share this and share my full story here 🙏🙏😭

Help Areej’s Family Evacuate Gaza Strip

Hello, my name is Areej. I was an English teacher before the war, but everything changed after October 7th. 

Or directly here

Help support Tariq Shatat by donating or sharing with your friends.

[supportareejshatat]

This is the Eid Night and tomorrow will be the first days of Eid AlAdha and we are starving in the tent in Gaza💔💔💔💔😭

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #515) ✅️

My kids wish to eat meat please help me to buy some meat for them and to cheer them up 🙏🙏🙏

Killo of meat costs 200$ and we need 4 killos only please help me ‼️🙏

Also I want to buy new clothes for them 🙏❤️

Please help my family at least you can share this and share my full story here 🙏🙏😭

Help Areej’s Family Evacuate Gaza Strip

Hello, my name is Areej. I was an English teacher before the war, but everything changed after October 7th. 

Or directly here

Help support Tariq Shatat by donating or sharing with your friends.

[supportareejshatat]

This is the Eid Night and tomorrow will be the first days of Eid AlAdha and we are starving in the tent in Gaza💔💔💔💔😭

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #515) ✅️

My kids wish to eat meat please help me to buy some meat for them and to cheer them up 🙏🙏🙏

Killo of meat costs 200$ and we need 4 killos only please help me ‼️🙏

Also I want to buy new clothes for them 🙏❤️

Please help my family at least you can share this and share my full story here 🙏🙏😭

Help Areej’s Family Evacuate Gaza Strip

Hello, my name is Areej. I was an English teacher before the war, but everything changed after October 7th. 

Or directly here

Help support Tariq Shatat by donating or sharing with your friends.

[marah-family]

My name is Marah Sharaf, I am 20 years old, and my life has been shattered by war. My family of 10 people has no income—my father was seriously injured, his intestines were cut, and he now suffers from irritable bowel syndrome, leaving him unable to work.

On October 6, 2023, I married the love of my life, Muhammad Wael Al-Arouqi. But the next day, October 7, everything changed. We suffered greatly in the northern Gaza Strip, and by November 20, 2023, the Israeli occupation forced us to flee to the south. I never saw my husband again.

On November 27, 2023, my husband’s brother, Muhannad, was killed, and our world crumbled. Then, on March 13, 2024, during Ramadan, my worst nightmare came true—I received the news that my husband had been martyred. In just a few months, I lost my home, my security, and the person I had planned my future with.

Despite everything, I refuse to give up on my education. I am studying Information Technology (IT), Multimedia, and Graphic Design at university, but with no income and no home, continuing my studies is becoming impossible.

💔 I lost my husband. I lost my home. But I do not want to lose my future.

I am asking for help to continue my education, support my family, and rebuild my life. Your generosity will help cover:

University fees and educational expenses

Basic needs for my family, including food, water, and shelter

Supplies to continue my studies in IT and graphic design

If you can donate, even a small amount, it will mean the world to me. If you cannot donate, please share my story so that I can continue fighting for a future my husband always believed in.

🖤 Thank you for your kindness, your support, and for keeping my story alive

Help Marah to Achieve her Dreams

Hi, I'm Liz and I am a social media creator (username on Instagram and TikTok: @elisabeth_0515). I have been well-acquainted with Marah, as

[neodymiumcuilz]

PLEASE READ THIS POST HERE by @sillysoliloquyshits about this fundraiser.

This fundraiser is low on donations, and people in Gaza have no income, and the prices and cost of living continue to skyrocket. People can hardly afford a loaf of bread, and have to go days without eating, part of the deliberate starvation they are facing.

Please follow Marah on Instagram and DONATE HERE IF YOU CAN.

tagging for reach:

@palestinegenocide @sar-soor @akajustmerry @annoyingloudmicrowavecultist @tortiefrancis @feluka-blog-blog @flower-tea-fairies @tsarizu-archive @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @visenyasdragon @belleandsaintsebastian @ear-motif @kordeliiius @brutalia @raelyn-dreams @troythecatfish @theropoda @tamamita @4ft10tvlandfangirl @queerstudiesnatural @northgazaupdates2 @skatezophrenic @awetistic-things @camgirlsurvivalguide @baby-girlsx @nabulsi27 @thejasontoddarchives @anarchafemme @sweet-honey-bunnies @lesbiansforglados @dxppercxdxver @sheepory @elb4ckfl1po @millenniumidol @heart-forge @infectiouspiss @baweiii @butchfeygela @fox-guardian @oars @wolfythewitch @technofeudalism @pizzat-i @theomenroom @unearthprisonpanopticon @sealsdaily @ashwantsafreepalestine @ubernegro @bugmatics @kingoftheironcity @checkadii @wolf-tail @thi4f @mt-travaii @redbuddi @plasticduck @risoria @mollysunder @sister-lucifer @punkeropercyjackson @immediatebreakfast @khizuo @nevert-the-guy @ahaura @chanafehs @yourpersonaltimebomb @wolstinien @neechees @ankle-beez @webdings4 @silicacid @schroedingers-mooneater @lonniemachin @dykesbat @charlott2n @watermotif @yeetsintovoid @momorikoz @determinate-negation @girlinafairytale @yugiohz @rebel-girl-queen-of-my-world @painfully-unoriginal

[marah-family]

My name is Marah Sharaf, I am 20 years old, and my life has been shattered by war. My family of 10 people has no income—my father was seriously injured, his intestines were cut, and he now suffers from irritable bowel syndrome, leaving him unable to work.

On October 6, 2023, I married the love of my life, Muhammad Wael Al-Arouqi. But the next day, October 7, everything changed. We suffered greatly in the northern Gaza Strip, and by November 20, 2023, the Israeli occupation forced us to flee to the south. I never saw my husband again.

On November 27, 2023, my husband’s brother, Muhannad, was killed, and our world crumbled. Then, on March 13, 2024, during Ramadan, my worst nightmare came true—I received the news that my husband had been martyred. In just a few months, I lost my home, my security, and the person I had planned my future with.

Despite everything, I refuse to give up on my education. I am studying Information Technology (IT), Multimedia, and Graphic Design at university, but with no income and no home, continuing my studies is becoming impossible.

💔 I lost my husband. I lost my home. But I do not want to lose my future.

I am asking for help to continue my education, support my family, and rebuild my life. Your generosity will help cover:

University fees and educational expenses

Basic needs for my family, including food, water, and shelter

Supplies to continue my studies in IT and graphic design

If you can donate, even a small amount, it will mean the world to me. If you cannot donate, please share my story so that I can continue fighting for a future my husband always believed in.

🖤 Thank you for your kindness, your support, and for keeping my story alive

Help Marah to Achieve her Dreams

Hi, I'm Liz and I am a social media creator (username on Instagram and TikTok: @elisabeth_0515). I have been well-acquainted with Marah, as

[neodymiumcuilz]

PLEASE READ THIS POST HERE by @sillysoliloquyshits about this fundraiser.

This fundraiser is low on donations, and people in Gaza have no income, and the prices and cost of living continue to skyrocket. People can hardly afford a loaf of bread, and have to go days without eating, part of the deliberate starvation they are facing.

Please follow Marah on Instagram and DONATE HERE IF YOU CAN.

tagging for reach:

@palestinegenocide @sar-soor @akajustmerry @annoyingloudmicrowavecultist @tortiefrancis @feluka-blog-blog @flower-tea-fairies @tsarizu-archive @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @visenyasdragon @belleandsaintsebastian @ear-motif @kordeliiius @brutalia @raelyn-dreams @troythecatfish @theropoda @tamamita @4ft10tvlandfangirl @queerstudiesnatural @northgazaupdates2 @skatezophrenic @awetistic-things @camgirlsurvivalguide @baby-girlsx @nabulsi27 @thejasontoddarchives @anarchafemme @sweet-honey-bunnies @lesbiansforglados @dxppercxdxver @sheepory @elb4ckfl1po @millenniumidol @heart-forge @infectiouspiss @baweiii @butchfeygela @fox-guardian @oars @wolfythewitch @technofeudalism @pizzat-i @theomenroom @unearthprisonpanopticon @sealsdaily @ashwantsafreepalestine @ubernegro @bugmatics @kingoftheironcity @checkadii @wolf-tail @thi4f @mt-travaii @redbuddi @plasticduck @risoria @mollysunder @sister-lucifer @punkeropercyjackson @immediatebreakfast @khizuo @nevert-the-guy @ahaura @chanafehs @yourpersonaltimebomb @wolstinien @neechees @ankle-beez @webdings4 @silicacid @schroedingers-mooneater @lonniemachin @dykesbat @charlott2n @watermotif @yeetsintovoid @momorikoz @determinate-negation @girlinafairytale @yugiohz @rebel-girl-queen-of-my-world @painfully-unoriginal

[cally-chase]

Also tagging for reach: @90-ghost @jolyne-best-jojo @lordzannis @boy-icky

[90-ghost]

Hello everyone I made this post for a girl from Gaza her Name is Laial. I know her personally She doesn’t have a smartphone she using her mother phone sometimes no internet connection most of the time to create account on tumblr to share her story. Laial has been through a lot in this war because of what she doing since the day one Laial is a nurse. You can read her story on her GFM link below. Would you show her some love & support in this madness war & hard times including hunger and starvation right now.

Step by step we can make it happen and she reach her goal 🫶🏼🙏

Donate to Help Laial pursue her dreams, organised by sally saad

Hello My name is Laial Ashour , I'm 25 years old , from Palestine from Gaza City , I studied … sally saad needs your support for Help Laial

[90-ghost]

Donation stopped

Help laial to reach the first 5K

1127$ / 5000$

[90-ghost]

Almost there’s no donation

[neodymiumcuilz]

Help a family from Gaza on Instagram, urgent donations needed.

Hello everyone, as I can hopefully return to tumblr for a short while, I would like to bring some awareness. @sillysoliloquyshits has shared with me two fundraisers in need of dire help.

Adel (Instagram account here) and Marah (Instant account here) need our urgent support.

PLEASE READ THIS POST HERE SHARING THEIR STORY IN MORE DETAIL.

Adel is 19 years old, and has a foot injury, he is the sole provider for his family. Being injured in Gaza is dangerous, since unsanitary conditions and infections run rampant and no proper healthcare is available. Marah also needs a new phone as it was stolen when they were being yet again displaced. Here are the fundraisers;

Help Adeel and his family to survive

Hi all, I am Liz,  a creator on TikTok & Instagram (username: @elisabeth_0515) and I have been well acquainted with Adeel's sister, Marah on

£50 RAISED.

Help Marah to Achieve her Dreams

Hi, I'm Liz and I am a social media creator (username on Instagram and TikTok: @elisabeth_0515). I have been well-acquainted with Marah, as

£45 RAISED.

The conditions in Gaza worsen by the daily, those undergoing genocide have no access to food or clean water, and a huge part of the population is at risk of starving to death, as the "aid" is not reaching many people and it is expensive, they are being deliberately starved. need money and donations for supplies that are scarce and expensive and to evacuate from Gaza. The death toll is estimated to exceed 400,000 people, people with lives just as complex as ours, please don't be silent and please have some empathy, and help families who ask for help - and please also try post fundraisers on social media where they might be seen by more people, atlest that's what I do when I can't access tumblr.

[maramahmed-gaza3]

Hello 🙋

My name is Maram, I am 25 years old from Gaza. I dreamed of a peaceful life, spending my life with my husband and my three children... but the war turned this dream into an impossible one 💔😭. We lived through this genocide with all its painful details and we are still suffering from it😭. We were so happy when the ceasefire was announced, and we returned to our homes in northern Gaza after being displaced for a year and a half in a tent in the south of the Gaza Strip. After repairing a small room in our destroyed house, we began to live there and start over. Unfortunately, the war came back, and it was even stronger than before 💔. Now, we have no shelter or source of income. We have used up all our savings during the war. I know I created my campaign very late, but that's because I have no other means to help my family 🙏. I am completely confident and hopeful that someone here will help us as much as they can and save my family in these tough circumstances 😔.

I know how painful and frustrating it is to start over from scratch, but I hope to get any amount for my family 🥺🙏.

Help Maram and Her Family Rebuild Their Lives

My name is Maram, a Palestinian woman from Gaza. I am 26 years old and a mother of three children: Malik (8 years old), Ibrahim (6 years old

So, please, donate to my campaign, even if it's a small amount—it will have a big impact on us 🥺. May God bless you, my friend 🥰❤️.

[maramahmed-10]

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #570 )✅️