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it isnāt selfish to make yourself a priority
You can and you will get better. You can and you will heal. You can and you will be happy again.Ā Do not ever lose hope, do not ever stop believing, for you have been here a million times and you have always conquered the darkness. You can and you will make it through again.
āAs I look back on my life, I realize that every time I thought I was being rejected from something good, I was actually being re-directed to something better.ā
ā Steve Maraboli
So stoked of my transformation so far! Iām on a whole new journey guys. This one is all about self love and empowerment and I cannot wait to see where I go from here. Iām about a week in and Iām at 163 lbs and my goal is to lean out and be 150 by October! hoping by the time December rolls around you can maybe see some abs peep through.
Lots of meal prepping, water and weight lifting but Iām so excited to find out what the best version of myself entails :)
ā Trigger warning ā
Iāve dealt with an eating disorder for most of life. The top two photos were from high school where I would train 8 hours a day, I would eat under 1,000 calories and had only 14% body fat. I even then still felt like the fattest girl in my grade and by no chances was I remotely close. Once I graduated high school I was able to handle and cope better with my eating disorder and it wasnāt until when I become 21 it spiraled out of control. Now at this point I became depressed, addicted to drinking and partying and I binged at every possible second.
Iāve been everywhere from a size 2 all the way to a size 16. From 130 lbs to 200 lbs. from 14% body fat to 32%. IVE BEEN THROUGH IT ALL. it took numerous times through therapy, friends and family to help make the changes Iāve made today.
Iām no where close to where I want to be mentally, spiritually and physically but I am proud. I am healthy and I am surviving ā¤ļø
From 29% body fat to 24%
Slowly and surely getting to my goal
15 lbs away from my goal, 35 lbs down, and almost to my goal of 50 lbs lost!
daily self care checklist ft. emojis⨠get enough rest ⢠take your meds ⢠stay hydrated ⢠and eat enough food š
Something that has really helped me grow and focus on myself is reminding myself that we are not on linear paths. Not everyone is parallel to you, and not everyone is going in the same direction. Iāve learned in order to grow I have had to first take care of myself at the ground level. I was expecting to be on the same track as everyone else but everyone else has not been through what I have. They havenāt lived my experiences and I havenāt lived through theirs. We are random data, we arenāt correlated. Weāre all on our own paths trying to do whatās best for us. It does not make sense to compare. Itās just amazing we are all here.
12 Steps For Self Care
If it feels wrong, donāt do it
Say exactly what you mean
Donāt be a people pleaser
Trust your instinctsĀ
Never speak bad about yourself
Never give up on your dreams
Donāt be afraid to sayĀ ānoā
Donāt be afraid to sayĀ āyesā
Be KIND to yourself
Let go of what you canāt control
Stay away from drama & negativity
LOVE
It is time to put the excuses to one side and actually get on with it. It is so easy to say I start to tomorrow or I will start on Monday. Well girlfriend, the time is now, get up of the sofa and get that butt of your moving. I know you will thank me later xox