NO NSFW requests! I am not comfortable with doing that stuff yet, and it feels a bit weird to me ^^
I will not write for Ike for now to respect his wishes, but I can do other graduated livers!
Only VTUBERS (Mostly NIJI)! I might write for other fandoms, but that will be on my own accord!
I will not be doing full blown fics, I do not have the brainpower for that ..
Absolutely NO rape, incest, child x adult, and piss / shit kinks ... Again, not comfortable, and it's weird. (Consent is cool! So is not touching kids!)
REQUESTS — CLOSED
I might only write straight-up fluff for now. If there are any familial dynamics, it is platonic! [happy]
Gonna try posting whenever I can .. School is hitting like a brick and ruining my motivation
Learning how to play Apex with Seible (Against your will) and every time you win, he kisses you... (He also teases and laughs at you whenever you lose)
Mall date with Freo, but you guys just window shop and then go sit inside a cafe to talk about your weeks....
Sitting in the studio while Zeal records songs and humming along to the lyrics... Then planning a small karaoke session...
Auugghh..... I need to write.. Σ(>Д<) (Feel free to take these ideas, I just wanted to spill them so I can see others' interpretations!)
for real. we out here putting our blood, sweat and tears into our work, and then this fucking thing just waltzes in like "hi, i'm you, but better. and to top it off, i can do the thing you do in like 5 seconds flat!"
never been so disgusted as when I open a fanfic and the notes happily describe how they had assistance from chatgpt. like I'm sorry are you so useless that you need a lying machine to help you play with toys, something I assumed most people master in toddlerhood
Your boyfriend was in a really cuddly mood lately, and who are you to deny him lots of cuddles and kisses?
≫ A/N: So I had a dream about Seible suddenly showing up in my bedroom, and he crawled into my bed for cuddles? I wasn't complaining, though; it was a cute dream! This one is pretty short, but it's super sweet to make up for it!
Tagging the lovely @kyumikuromi and @sinsdreams because they both love Seible A LOT 🤭 So this one is for you, my sweethearts! Love you a lot, MUAH!
Contains: GN reader, Seible is kind of needy, but it's only fluffy fluffness this time, so I don't think any other warnings are necessary
Art credits (sadly, I couldn't find them T_T)
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The hot, humid summer nights were slowly but surely making way for the cooler autumn weather. You would no longer be sticky with sweat whenever you were trying to cuddle while you wanted to go to sleep. Summer had its pros and cons, and wanting to cuddle without overheating to all hell and back was definitely a con.
Now that the weather was cooling down, you were feeling a bit chilly from time to time, but Seible didn't mind keeping you warm with his body heat as you did the same for him. He happily snuggled up to you and held you close to make sure you wouldn't feel as cold anymore.
Today had been a really chilly and windy day, and you didn't like it much. But that was okay, because you knew that your lovely boyfriend would be waiting for you to come home from work.
You entered your shared house and hung your coat on the rack. Seible was sitting on the couch, tea already made as it was being kept warm on the tea warmer. You let out a happy sigh — he always took such good care of you and spoiled you to hell and back. You loved this man so, so much.
"Heeeeey, welcome home!" your boyfriend enthusiastically said as he stopped scrolling on his phone to look at you.
"Thank you, baby! How has your day been?" you asked him as you sat down on the couch and poured both of you a cup of tea.
He then proceeded to tell you that he had done a menshi stream that day, and that everyone loved it! You knew he loved doing menshi streams — teasing the seinyans was just too much fun!
"And how has your day been, baby?" Seible asked you after taking a sip of tea.
"Today was pretty good! Had some interesting cases to work on. Some of them made me shake my head quite a bit, but some of them were also hilarious." You answered as you remembered a particular case about a man as high as a kite, saying the weirdest shit, which made you laugh so hard. You told your boyfriend about this particular man, and it made him laugh out loud, almost rolling on the couch as he held his stomach and wiped some tears from his eyes.
The two of you enjoyed your tea for a little longer, and after that, it was time for dinner. You both went to the kitchen and talked about what you were going to eat. You ultimately decided it was going to be something simple since neither of you felt like cooking a large, spectacular meal.
After you made dinner, you decided to eat it on the couch so you could continue watching this series that both of you had been really invested in. When the episode was over, you moved to the kitchen to load the dishwasher.
After that, you told Seible you wanted to vacuum and mop the floor real quick, because you loved walking barefoot in the house, but you noticed sand and grime sticking to your feet. He offered to divide the tasks so you wouldn't have to do it by yourself, so he asked you which you preferred. You told him you'd rather vacuum, so you did that first, and your boyfriend mopped the floor after that.
When you were done with your tasks, you decided to chill on the couch for a little bit with some more tea and a small snack to go with it. You made a simple charcuterie board and also put the cookie tin on the table so you could choose whatever you felt like eating at that moment. You decided to watch about 2 more episodes and go to bed early.
While you were watching said episodes, Seible put his arm around your shoulder and placed his head on the other one. You let out a soft chuckle as you wrapped an arm around him, too, and left a kiss on top of his head.
"Hey, reader?" your boyfriend spoke up.
"Hmm, what's on your mind?" you said as you gently, yet firmly, rubbed his arm.
"Nothing, really. I just wanted to say that I love you very, very much," your boyfriend replied as he looked up at you with a kind smile on his face.
"Ahw, sweetheart, I love you very, very much too! But you already knew that," you said as you left a passionate kiss on his lips.
Your boyfriend eagerly replied to the kiss while he held you as close as possible. The two of you kissed for a little bit until you realised that you had missed an important part of the series. So you hit the rewind button and watched the part you missed again as you both laughed. You continued watching the series while still cuddling each other.
After 3 episodes, you decided it was time for a bath, and then you were going to head to bed. You turned off the tv and Seible moved the tea mugs, the charcuterie board and the cookie tin back to the kitchen and put the dishes in the dishwasher, then turned it on so it could run while you would be in the bathtub.
In the meantime, you had been busy in the bathroom, filling the bathtub with nice, hot water and a bit of soap. When Seible arrived in the bathroom, the bathtub was already half full. Both of you undressed, tossed the clothes in the laundry basket and got into the bath.
You washed each other, and you were in a silly mood, so you made beards with soap bubbles. After both of you were clean, you chilled in the bath a little longer. You were sitting between his legs, your back pressed firmly against his chest, while his arms held you in place. You both let out a happy sigh as you just enjoyed this moment together, wishing it could last forever.
But slowly but surely, the bath water was getting kind of cold, so you decided to rinse off with hot water, and then quickly slip into your cosy pyjamas. You brushed your teeth and combed your hair and peed so you could hopefully fall asleep with an empty bladder — even if tea always made you pee so much.
You put on your fluffy socks with anti-slip nubs underneath them, and then you cuddled up next to your boyfriend. He held you close after both of you tightly wrapped yourselves in the warm, soft blanket.
You cuddled lots as you talked about what you were planning on doing for the holidays. That was still some time away, but it was nice to talk about all the tasty food you wanted to eat and all the lovely people you really wanted to see again that you hadn't seen in quite some time.
He then gently pressed his forehead against yours to whisper one more time how much he loved you. You told him you loved him way, way more, though. This became a friendly competition of who loved whom the most. After some time, you gave up and just kissed him to shut him up.
You entangled your hands in his hair as he did the same to you to make sure you couldn't pull away from the barrage of kisses that were inevitably incoming. He left kisses all over your face, not missing a single spot. You giggled as he did that — he was just so adorable, you could eat him up!
But then, bladder duty called. With a grumpy whine, you got up to empty your bladder one more time, quickly crawling back into bed after that. You placed your head on his chest as he held you tight, as if he were afraid you might slip away if he ever let go.
You were starting to feel pretty sleepy, and so was Seible. He left a few more kisses on top of your head with a smile on his face.
"I really, really love you, reader."
"I love you more. Goodnight, my sweet darling."
"Good night, baby, sweet dreams."
Kaelix has been really jealous and possessive lately, and you've been wondering why. When you figure out why, you try to push his buttons a little more to see just how possessive he can really get.
≫ A/N: So I was talking with my friends during the rebroadcast of the Villain Karaoke, and someone pointed out just how hot possessive Kaelix would be. And I agreed. So the other fic I was gonna write is going on the back burner for this one. This fic isn't really super long, but I still hope you enjoy! Ugh, I wish I could have Zeal too, but you know, dedicated girlfriend and all that.
Contains: female reader, modern-day office au sorta, kinda sorta Zeal/Kaelix rivalry, possessive/jealous Kaelix, smut, he fucks you so hard so you will remember who you belong to, and he marks you up plenty to get the message across to the others around you as well.
Art credits <3
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Kaelix had been watching you from a distance as you were busy typing away furiously on your computer to get the weekly quota of papers met. He was slightly slumped over in his chair as his head rested on his hand, and a dreamy sigh left his mouth. He practically had hearts in his eyes as he looked at you, busy working, completely distracted from his own work as he saw you stain your cup with the red lipstick you decided to wear that morning. God, he loved you so much. He could keep looking at you for hours if his boss allowed him to. And then, he saw him.
Zeal approached you with a fresh cup of coffee, which you happily took from him since you had just finished your last one. Zeal knew, he always knew, he always kept a close eye on you. He also handed you a sandwich, your favourite one, no less, since it was close to lunchtime and you must have been hungry by now. You thanked him happily as he put a hand on your shoulder for a moment, and then shot Kaelix a glare before he walked back to his own booth to continue his work. This got Kaelix seething. He turned around and angrily started typing away some stuff he had been neglecting the rest of the day, trying to bundle his negative feelings into the keyboard and the screen in front of him.
Eventually, 5PM approached, and you were packing up to leave for the day. Kaelix yawned and leaned back into his chair, satisfied with the work he managed to finish today, even if the reason still left him angry after all these hours. You walked over to your boyfriend and hugged him from behind, leaving a kiss on his cheek, your lipstick long gone after the numerous amounts of coffee you consumed, and of course, that damned sandwich. You could feel him tense, and you could tell something was wrong. When you asked him what was on his mind, he mumbled a "nothing, it's fine," and also went to pack up his stuff to drive both of you back home.
On your drive home, you could see him clench the steering wheel as his jaw flexed. You could tell he was pissed, but you had no idea what was wrong. "Hey, uhm... I can tell you're upset about something... Did... Did I do something wrong?" you finally asked him as you swallowed with difficulty. "What? No... It's nothing, I promise. Just a bad day," he replied as he tried to relax, knowing full well that you wouldn't upset him on purpose. He also loved you so much, and he didn't blame you for this either; he just couldn't, not when it was his own jealousy acting up irrationally. Zeal, on the other hand, knew exactly what he was doing, and that pissed him off. He knew exactly what his goal was, and he knew you paid his moves on you no mind since you were taken, and you loved your boyfriend very dearly.
That night, when you were getting ready for bed, he sauntered over to you and hugged you from behind, leaving hungry kisses all over your neck. "What's gotten into you today?" you ask your boyfriend, who just hums in response. You ask him what's wrong once more, and he finally replies: "Is it illegal for me to just want to spoil my girlfriend and shower her in lots of love?" he asked you after you finished brushing your teeth, and took your hand in his to lead you to the bedroom. You instantly knew what his intentions were, and you weren't minding one bit.
During your lovemaking session, you noticed Kaelix was acting quite a bit differently from how he usually would. Normally, he would be quite a bit more on the subby side, letting out desperate whimpers and whines as he enjoyed your body. But not tonight. The sounds escaping his mouth were more on the lower spectrum, much more animalistic in a way, as he pounded into you from behind. He held you close as he left hickeys and bite marks all over your body. That should teach that asshole who you belong to.
But Zeal didn't seem to pay the marks any attention; in fact, it only made him more forward in his remarks and actions. You tried to hide the bite marks on your neck, but it was the middle of summer, so there was no way you could wear a scarf to pretend they weren't there without sweating your ass off. Zeal had pointed out said lovebites, and you blushed furiously when he did. That day, Zeal seemed extra affectionate towards you. He would come by your cubicle more often, bringing you coffee and several snacks. His touches would also linger a bit longer. On your shoulder, your waist, on top of your head... Kaelix was furious, absolutely livid. He had to do something about this. He was so tempted to just punch Zeal to the ground to show him who you really belonged to, but that would only get him fired, and he obviously didn't want that either.
In the following days, Zeal would still be as affectionate with you, and you didn't pay his actions any mind, totally oblivious to what his intentions were. You'd always just considered him a work friend, after all, and he always seemed quite respectful to people around the office. Surely he wouldn't have ulterior motives, right? Until you noticed that Kaelix would be more feral during each passing night, fucking you harder than the night before and marking you up even more. He would moan and growl such obscene things over and over. That you belonged to him, and only him, and that no one else was allowed to have you. While you lay in his arms that night, about to drift off to sleep, it suddenly clicked in your mind. You suddenly realised what had been the issue all along. And a light bulb practically lit up above your head. You wanted to see just how far you could push your boyfriend. You weren't denying that this possessive side of him was a massive turn on to you, and you wanted to see just how much harder you could get him to fuck you.
The next day at work, Zeal would approach you one more time with a cup of coffee and your favourite sandwich during lunchtime. You got up and hugged Zeal, thanking him for the treat and giving him a kiss on his cheek. You knew that Kaelix was watching you; he always was, after all. He almost broke the pen in his hand when he saw what was unfolding before him. Zeal chuckled and gently placed his hand on your cheek as you leaned into his touch. Yeah, he was an attractive man; you were not going to deny that. But your heart belonged to one person, who was currently watching both of you with steam pretty much exiting out of his ears. He gave you a kiss on your forehead, and you giggled, and he then bid you farewell for now as he waved at you as he went back to his cubicle. With a massive grin on your face that you were trying to hide the best you could, you went back to work. You just knew the drive home was going to be interesting.
During said drive, you tried to strike up a conversation with your boyfriend, but he didn't reply and looked more pissed than ever. Seems like you succeeded. You were practically rubbing your hands together like a fly, anticipating whatever your boyfriend was going to do tonight.
When you were home, he wasted no time slamming you against the closed door as he kissed you ferociously while his knee rubbed against your core. "Think you're so clever, huh? So funny? Think I wouldn't have noticed. Well, guess what, princess, I saw it all. And you are not sleeping until I make sure you can't walk tomorrow. I don't care if we stay up all night and we're late for work. I am fucking you so hard that you will know who you belong to. Zeal can fuck off for all I care, but he can't fuck you. Ever. You're mine. Only mine," your boyfriend said between hungry kisses as he pushed his body into you more firmly. You were squirming under his words and his touch. Oh, this turned you on so much... Mission succeeded.
Soon enough, he roughly grabbed your wrist as he led you over to the bedroom. You tugged off your clothes while keeping his mouth on yours as much as possible. After both of you were undressed, he pushed you down onto the bed harshly and immediately got between your legs. "W-wait, Kaelix, slow down!" you stuttered, but Kaelix had apparently suddenly stopped caring. "Shut up, darling. I know you did all of that on purpose. I know you were trying to get a rise out of me. Guess what, it worked. Now, prepare to get fucked like never before." If you weren't wet before, the words he just spoke to you surely made you. And without warning, he immediately pushed into you while his arms wrapped around you to hold you as close as possible, as his mouth immediately got busy leaving new bite marks all over your body.
Tonight, he didn't miss a single spot to mark. The only area that was excluded was your face. Other than that, every limb had bite marks and hickeys on it. He made sure to leave an extra amount on your neck and your collarbones for you to show off at work. He knew your boss would not be happy with it, but he didn't care. He was going to make sure that Zeal would get the message someday. He was not stopping until that asshole backed off.
As he filled you with the first of many loads that night, he growled your name as he buried himself deep inside of you, kissing you in between desperate growls. You moaned out loud as your own orgasm crashed over you when you saw your boyfriend being like this. His possessiveness gave you a massive boost of libido, and you decided to let him take all he wanted. You went down on all fours, and Kaelix was behind you in an instant. With his dick still hard, he pushed into you immediately, letting out a satisfied growl as he got busy with fucking another load into you.
He had fucked you over, and over, and over... By the time the sun was starting to peek through the curtains, and you would have to get up soon, both of you collapsed on the bed after one final orgasm. Both of you texted your boss to say you were sick so you could stay in bed all day to have more sex and cuddle the day away. The day after, however, both of you would be back at work.
Zeal had approached you once more with some coffee and a snack. You snuck a glance at Kaelix, and he instantly got the message. He got up and walked over to you, possessively wrapping his arms around you while kissing you. You blushed with your love being on such display in the office. But what Kaelix said next, soiled your panties for the next hours to come, and you already couldn't wait to be in bed with him later. "Back off, Zeal. Don't even fucking try. She's mine, only mine. You will never have her, so don't fucking even with me," your boyfriend said as he shot Zeal a glare, who backed up slightly and raised his hands in defeat and respectfully retreated.
You knew that tonight was going to be a rough night once again.
Seible, your puppy, has been really clingy the last few days. You wonder what's wrong? And then, it clicks in your mind what's been going on.
Contains: female reader, puppy hybrid Seible, soft dom reader and sub Seible, some fluff but mostly smut, cause uh your puppy seems to be in heat and obviously you want to help him with that, the word "mommy" gets used a lot, marathon sex because poor boy is so needy
Art credits <3
≫ A/N: My loveliest, sweetest @kyumikuromi suggested I write something for Seible when I told her I didn't know what to write. And I don't know why, but a horny puppy Seible was instantly what came to mind? And @sinsdreams really loves Seible too (and I love them even more than they love Seible, but don't tell them that), so I hope both of you will enjoy <3
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"Reeeaaaaderrrrr~" Seible said for the millionth time in the past few days. He happily skips over to you to lay his head on your lap. You put down your phone to give your lovely puppy some head scratches. The second your hand touches his head to scratch him behind his ears, his tail flops around like crazy.
"You're so needy these past few days, what's gotten into you?" you ask him as he nuzzles his face even harder against your tummy. He leaves some kisses on your thighs as he tries his best to wrap his arms around you tightly, despite the position. "N-nothing! I just love you very, very much!" your puppy replies, hanging his ears in shame. "You know if something's on your mind, you can tell me, right? I won't judge you, no matter what you tell me," you say as you entangle your hand in his to hopefully comfort him a little bit. "I-I know! Nothing's wrong, don't worry!" your puppy replies as a massive blush starts appearing on his face. You weren't stupid; you knew something was going on, but you didn't want to push him too far. Maybe it was something he was really ashamed of sharing with you, so you let him be for now.
In the following days, he became even more clingy than that one day when both of you chilled on the couch. He would follow you around the house 24/7, constantly demanding kisses and cuddles. With every single touch, his tail would wag so hard you were thinking it was going to fall off at some point, and he would be a stuttering and blushy mess. You had asked him once more what was going on in that pretty head of his, but he wouldn't budge. At this point, you had some suspicions about what might be going on, but you weren't sure.
It was a hot summer's night, and you had been tossing and turning a lot in your sleep the last few days because of the humid heat that lingered in the house. Normally, you were a very heavy sleeper, but the weather changed that. And then you heard it. It sounded like something between a whimper and a moan. You could tell he was trying his best to keep quiet so as to not wake you. But you were wide awake now, but pretended to still be sleeping. The sounds kept rolling from his lips, and you now knew for certain what the issue had been all along; he was in heat. You listened to his deprived whimpers for a little longer, and you could feel yourself getting wetter by the minute. You peeked one eye open, taking your chances and hoping he wouldn't notice you were awake just yet, and you took a good look at him. The sight before you made you so drenched that you knew your panties were soaked at this point. He was sitting against the headboard and had one of your shirts bunched up into his mouth to keep himself quiet as he was aggressively fisting his erection. Seems he had also fished one of your used panties out of the laundry basket and held it close to his face so he would be surrounded by your scent. You noticed it was the shirt that you had worn today as well, and that one got drenched in sweat by the middle of the afternoon. You wondered how long he had been at it, but you assumed it was the second you went to sleep. You also assumed he had been doing this for days now, ever since his rut started. The poor boy didn't want to bother you with this and instead seemed to want to take care of his "problem" on his own. It also now made sense to you why he placed his head on your lap so much; he wanted to smell you. All of you.
You decided you had left him in his own world for long enough, and you snuggled up closer to your puppy. You placed one hand around the hand that was fisting his cock, and his eyes flew open. You locked eyes for a little bit, and he really looked like a deer caught in headlights.
"It all makes sense now," you said as you sat up straight. "I-it's not... No! It's not what you think!" your puppy stammered, hanging his ears in shame as he tried to hide your panties and your shirt and cover himself with the blanket, but you stopped him. He was so ashamed that he was close to crying at this point, and the fact that you didn't want him to hide it from you made him both happy but also even hornier. He didn't even know what he was feeling right now; it all felt like too much.
"I now understand why you've been so clingy these last few days; you're in a rut, aren't you?" you asked as one thumb gently rubbed over his cheek to wipe a tear of shame away that eventually spilt over. Your boyfriend stayed quiet as a few more tears spilt over. And then, the dam broke. He was sobbing at this point as you held him close, wiping and kissing his tears away. "Shh, shh... It's okay, my sweet puppy. You should have told me, I would have helped you out sooner," you said with a reassuring smile as you gently forced him to look into your eyes, which he was frantically trying to avoid.
"But... But it's so embarrassing! I didn't want to bother you with it! I didn't want you to think of me as a total pervert or something!" your boyfriend choked out between tears. "Oh, sweetie, I would never think that of you. It's normal hybrid behaviour, I expected this to happen sooner or later. I really don't mind helping you with your rut, I promise," you whispered into his ear as one hand sneaked over to his aching cock. It was leaking so much that it was drenched, and it looked really red and angry at this point, begging to be touched. The second your hand wrapped around his dick, your puppy mewled and hid his face in your neck.
"Hurts so much, mommy... Hurts... I need... I need..." your boyfriend moaned as your hand started a slow but steady rhythm. "Tell mommy what you need, and she'll give it to you, okay?" you said as your hand sped up a little bit as you relished in the desperate sounds your puppy was making. "N-no! It's okay! It's too embarrassing! You don't have to help me, I promise! I'll take care of it myself so you can sleep, don't worry!" the puppy whined while your hand sped up once again. His breathing got heavier, and by his trembling thighs, you could tell he was getting closer. You moved around so you could place your mouth over his leaking cockhead so you could catch the load that he would be releasing any second now. The moment he felt your mouth around his aching cock, he fell apart with a sound that sounded like a mix between a needy whimper and a whine. His fingers dug into your scalp while the white, pearly liquid filled your mouth, which you swallowed greedily. And then, your puppy went limp. The fact that it was a release you caused, and not his own hands, filled him with such a sense of relief. But his cock stayed firm, still begging for attention.
You sat up straight again and looked into his eyes. They were practically filled with hearts as he looked at you with such adoration. "Oh dear, seems you're still hard. I guess I'll have to take care of that, hm?" you chuckled as you slid your panties down your legs and went to sit on his lap. He could feel your wetness staining his legs, and it made the poor boy drool at this point. Your scent was so overwhelming to him that he felt dizzy with need. "Like I said, tell me what you need, and I will give it to you. No judgement. Use me however you need, I promise I don't mind," you said as you leaned forward to wrap your arms around him tightly and gave him a passionate kiss. Your puppy was so surprised by your willingness to help him that he gasped, and you took the chance to slip your tongue into his mouth. Your tongues never really battled when kissing; he always gave in the second yours entered his mouth, and today was no different. Your puppy whined as you kissed; you could tell he was getting impatient, and he needed much, much more.
You slid your tongue out of his mouth, and your puppy whimpered once more. But when he noticed what you were about to do, his tail flopped against the bed furiously in excitement. One hand wrapped around his cock as you lined him up with your soaking pussy. You slammed down hard and set a brutal and steady rhythm. The sounds your boyfriend was making as you fucked him were like music to your ears; you had never heard him this desperate and deprived before. His hands shot towards your hips to hold them tightly and help you move up and down. He hid his face in your neck to leave lots of hickeys and bite marks there.
"Hmm, want to mark me up, huh? Don't worry, my sweet darling, mommy ain't going anywhere," you said between moans as your puppy put his feet flat on the mattress to give himself some footing and thrust up into you furiously. "Mommy, you feel so good... So, so good. I can't- fuck... Can't... think... straight..." Seible moaned as his speech became slurred, losing himself to the overwhelming amount of pleasure he was receiving. You were no better, however. Sex with him always felt incredible, but seeing your boyfriend so needy for you somehow made it that much more intense, which lit a bonfire in your lower stomach. You held onto him tightly as you kissed him passionately once more. It was messy, sloppy, and heated. Your puppy started moaning even louder now; you could tell he was getting close by how hard he was gripping your hips and biting into your neck even harder.
"That's right, my sweet puppy, let go. Fill me up. Breed me. Give me every single load you got," you moaned as you could feel yourself getting closer as well. One hand moved down towards your clit so you could rub it in time with his thrusts, and it made your orgasm rush towards you that much faster. "Mommy... Can't- can't hold it. I need to... Fuck... I'm cumming, I'm cumming!" Seible whimpered as he unloaded himself into you, and your own orgasm washed over you as well, but you kept moving to completely milk him dry. Your boyfriend whined in overstimulation, but still, he wasn't going down. He needed way, way more than this, and you were happy to oblige.
The puppy slumped over a bit, relishing in the afterglow. But when you got off his lap and got on all fours in front of him, presenting your pussy to him, which was oozing his cum, a second wind hit him and he was behind you faster than you can say "come here". He wrapped his arms around your middle and shoved himself inside of you with a loud moan. He set an animalistic pace as more sounds of pure pleasure and desperation bubbled from his throat continuously. The pace was so harsh that the bed whined and creaked beneath you, and you were wondering if you would be breaking it in the upcoming days. He readjusted himself so he would be touching even more skin against skin with you. His mouth was on your back and your neck the entire time. Licking up your sweat, kissing you, biting you and giving you even more hickeys. He knew you weren't lying when you said you weren't going anywhere, but he just had to make sure. If anyone would ever try to make a move on you, they would see you belonged to him, and only him. It was pure animal instinct, after all; you can't blame him.
You could feel his grip around your waist tightening as his pace became erratic. He didn't want to leave you hanging, however, so one hand moved towards your clit to rub it at a fast pace. You moaned even louder now; you could feel your own orgasm approaching fast, as you could tell your boyfriend was trying his best to hold himself off for a tiny bit longer so he could cum together with you. He could tell you were so close to spilling over now, you didn't have to let him know; he knew your body so well after all. You threw your head back as your orgasm wrecked you, and your puppy wasted no time in filling you up. After both of you rode out your orgasm, he pulled out of you, but to his surprise, he was still hard. He had a look of horror on his face when he realised this; there was no way it still didn't go down. When you noticed what was going on, you reassured him once more.
"I told you, it's okay, my sweet puppy. We will go all night if we have to. I want your needs to be met. And we will do the very same in the upcoming days, okay?" you said softly between kisses. "I think at this point there is one position that would be so fitting for the occasion, don't you think?" you said with a wink as you lay down on your back. Your puppy instantly got the hint and moved on top of you after he pushed your legs towards your chest.
He slid in easily and fast, due to the cum he had already painted your walls white with. He just couldn't get enough of you. The constant urge for more of you just wouldn't disappear. Your puppy set a brutal pace once more as he enjoyed the way your pussy clamped down on him so hard. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and held on for dear life as he was busy fucking you senseless. His face was in your neck once more, on the other side this time, to mark you up some more as his pace never relented. The room was filled with the smell of sex as your sounds of pleasure bounced off the walls. It had been a while since both of you had fucked so much during one night, and you had a feeling this would be the case for many days to come. The puppy could feel his orgasm approaching once more, but he wanted to get you there with him. He knew it would take a bit longer to get you towards your own orgasm, which was usually the case during multiple rounds, but he didn't mind edging himself a little bit if it meant your own satisfaction was at play. He angled his hips downwards so his dick would be rubbing against your clit with every move he made. Slowly but surely, you could feel your climax getting closer and closer, and Seible could tell by the sound of your moans changing as your nails clawed at his back and your walls kept clamping down on him harder. When your orgasm washed over you, it hit you so hard that you squirted all over your boyfriend, and your eyes rolled back into your head. Seible wasted no time filling you up once more, letting out a loud and desperate moan as he did so.
He collapsed on top of you, and he could finally feel his cock going limp. He rolled over to lie down next to you with much effort, whining in overstimulation as his dick slid out of you. Both of you just lay there for a bit, struggling to catch your breath and steady your beating hearts. Your puppy snuggled up to you nice and tight and let out a satisfied sigh. "Thank you for tonight, mommy. I feel so much better... Are you sure you don't mind helping me for the next few days?" your puppy asked you as one hand drew lazy circles on your tummy. "I told you, it's okay, and I would love to help you out. You shouldn't have to face this alone. I can only imagine what it must be like for you. It must be super intense. If it were me, I would love to get some help as well. So, no, I really don't mind, I promise," you whispered as you left a few kisses on top of his head. Your puppy thanked you once more as he spooned you and soon drifted up to sleep. You gave him a few more kisses until you were sure he was in dreamland.
Kaelix had been worried about you lately, since you hadn't been doing well after your accident. And to be honest, you really weren't doing well, indeed.
≫ A/N: So this is that fic based on his partial cover of "monitoring" that I was talking about. So... uh... enjoy, I guess, idk. I also based it on some theories regarding the song. I am quite happy with how it turned out. Writing it was an absolute joy. I hope you like it!
Contains: female reader, substance abuse, uh I guess angst as well somewhat?, there is quite a bit of fluff there too, smut, I am too lazy to think of the rest. It's just really interesting and it has smut, you know what you're signing up to at this point.
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DING DONG
Your doorbell rang, but you were barely acknowledging it. Even if the doorbell was loud as fuck, in your current state, how could you? You took another swig of your whiskey and a puff from your joint afterwards.
DING DONG
You were sure you heard right this time, but you couldn't be bothered to go and check, so you stayed in your spot on the couch. The doorbell rang a few more times, and then you noticed your phone buzzing on the table. You had turned it to silent mode because you knew this was going to happen. Reluctantly, you picked up your phone and squinted your eyes when the bright screen greeted your face. 2 missed calls from Kaelix, and a few texts on top of it. Then, the doorbell rang again. You sighed and struggled to get up from the couch, due to the chronic, very aggressive back pain, and the alcohol and weed you had consumed that day. You should definitely take another painkiller soon; this was ridiculous. You shuffled over to the door and looked through the peephole. You were greeted by a restless Kaelix, hopping from one foot to the other, popping his hip and fumbling with his shirt and his phone.
Another sigh left your mouth as you opened the door only far enough to sort of hold a conversation; you didn't want him to see you this way. You knew he hated seeing you like this, under the constant influence of whatever you could get your hands on. Painkillers, benzos, alcohol, weed, just to name a few.
After your traffic accident about a year ago, where you were hit really hard by a car, your back pain and your anxiety about going outside were so severe that you decided to never go outside ever again. You had severe nerve damage and had already had a few surgeries up until now. Those were the few times you had actually seen Kaelix face-to-face without a door between the two of you. He would always be by your bedside, fetching you whatever you needed and gently squeezing your hand when he noticed you were stressed.
Groceries were delivered to your door, and so was all the other... "stuff". You would occasionally hold a conversation through the door, just like you would be doing now with Kaelix. He had been the only pillar in your life for years now, the only person who actually seemed to care about you enough to actually check in on you. And you were thankful for that, truly, but because you loved him so much (in both ways, you later found out, you had a suspicion he was feeling the same way), it hurt even more to push him away the way you were doing lately.
"Reader... Thank fuck you finally opened the door." He said as you peeked your head a little bit around the door, barely enough for him to see your eyes, illuminated by the lamp next to the door of your apartment. "I knew you wouldn't be leaving anytime soon if I hadn't gone to the front door otherwise," you replied, shrugging to appear as nonchalant as possible. But honestly, you were happy to see him. You missed him so much. "I am tempted to ask the obvious questions, but, Jesus, you look terrible. What have you been using today?" he asked as he tilted his head like an adorable puppy. He did that a lot, and you loved that about him. "Just the regular, really. Ordered some whisky for once instead of vodka, I had forgotten how good it tastes," you replied meekly, always embarrassed about answering such questions he asked you. But you couldn't lie to him about it. There we plenty of things you had already been keeping from him anyway.
The main secret being the delusions you often had. Like, really severe hallucinations due to all the drugs and alcohol you had in your system clashing with each other. Often, you would see bright colours, along with Kaelix's face, when you looked through the peephole, imagining the most lewd of conversations the two of you would be having. He would talk to you about how he would hear you having "fun" on your own in the bedroom, about how much he would want to mesh his body together with yours and get lost in a sea of pleasure together, imagining the most sexual kinds of things the two of you would do together when you were so strongly influenced by painkillers and other drugs in your system. Somehow, you always managed to hold a proper conversation when he was actually at your door when you were hallucinating, almost like a different part of your brain carried the conversation while the rest of it was over in lala land. You blamed these particular delusions on your massive, massive crush on Kaelix. God, you really wanted to do those things to him. But in the end, you'd always be alone in your bed, using toys and your own hands to get you off and finish with another drink and a cigarette afterwards.
You heard a worried echo of your name, until you were brought back to earth, and you realised that the sound was coming from in front of you. "Reader.... Reader, are you okay?" Kaelix asked you. You shook your head and lied, "Yeah, I'm fine, just lost in thought, is all." God, you were making such a fucking fool of yourself, and you mentally facepalmed yourself. "Your next surgery is next week, right? The one where they hope they can fix the pain?" your crush asked, and you just replied with a hum. "I really hope they can take your pain away. I hate how much it changed you. And I hope I will be able to reduce your anxiety about going outside, even if for a little bit..." Kaelix said with a slight blush appearing on his face as he nervously scratched the back of his neck. "Yeah.... Yeah, that would be nice..." you replied, trying your best to not zone out again towards these intimate thoughts about the person in front of you. "Please, text me the exact date and time. I'll be there for you. You know I always will. I want to be there for you," he said as he wanted to reach out to touch your face, but you instantly pulled back. "Don't! Just... Don't..." you said, tears so close to spilling over. You wanted him to touch you so badly, but not now, not like this. Kaelix sighed as he said, "I will be expecting that text within an hour. If you don't, I'm coming back over here, got it?" You just meekly nodded once more and rounded off the conversation to close the door. You sent him a screenshot of your appointment date and time. That night, you pleasured yourself, thinking about Kaelix all the way through. He was just irresistible to you, and you needed him so bad. But after you finished, you fell asleep crying like you often did, hating what you had become so much.
The day of the surgery came, and Kaelix was driving you towards the hospital. Most of the road was smooth, but if you encountered a speed bump, you would wince in pain, and he would apologise. You were being prepped for surgery, and so, Kaelix would be patiently waiting in the waiting room once more. It seemed like an eternity had passed until someone approached him and told him the surgery went well, and he was allowed to see you now. He quietly approached the recovery room and sat down next to you, gently holding your hand while you were recovering from the anaesthetic. After some time, you blinked a few times and fully opened your eyes. For the surgery, you had to be sober, and he loved seeing you like this more than any other way. You threw him a weak smile and, with some effort, managed to lift up your hand to leave a gentle kiss on the back of his hand. Kaelix turned into a stuttering mess when you did that, and tried to leave you alone as much as possible because you seemed really tired, and he wanted you to rest up properly. That, and he was so flustered that he had no idea how to face you anymore.
You had to stay in the hospital for a few days to make sure you were recovering well, and Kaelix would be there as often as he was allowed to. As always, he would get you anything you needed. Getting you whatever food you craved (and were allowed to have), bringing you some soda, and even helping you towards the toilet if you needed it. He offered to help you shower, but the nurses didn't agree to that quite yet. They would be keeping a close eye on you to make sure your body is functioning properly. He would even sneak in a few times far after visiting hours were over. You meant the world to him, and he didn't want to leave you alone. He would whisper sweet nothings to you while you would be drifting off to sleep, and tell you about his day because he knew it calmed you down.
Your release day came, and you were packing up to leave. Kaelix then finally asked you the question he had been meaning to ask you for days. "Reader.... How is the pain?" your crush asked you, giving you a hopeful look. "You know," you replied, "it's barely noticeable now. I am really thankful to the surgeons who did this for me. I am totally bringing them a gift sometime soon." Kaelix was trying his back to hold back his tears; he couldn't believe he had seen you in barely any pain, and also sober, for days now. It was new to him, but he was not complaining. It was new to you, too, but you weren't complaining either. The drive home, you were still really tired, but when you weren't dozing off, both of you would crack some jokes about all the stupid shit you did and said while you were under the influence of drugs and alcohol. It was somewhat confronting, but you felt like a new life was approaching you now, and it felt okay to joke about it.
In the following weeks, Kaelix would be coming over daily, and you actually allowed him in. He noticed you had stayed sober now that the back pain was much, much less than what it used to be. He would gently force you to go outside with him a few times to get you used to the outside world again. It would start with short walks around the block, allowing you to get some fresh air. But in due time, the walks would become longer and you'd occasionally ride your bikes to your favourite ice cream place to get some ice cream. You even got some groceries together! Both of you would be enjoying life more than you ever had before, and genuinely enjoying each other's company. In the weeks that followed, you did more enjoyable things to provide you with more positive experiences outside again, and you were grateful that he was with you all the way.
At some point, both of you were over at your place, having a few celebratory drinks to toast to the massive progress you've made in recent weeks. It felt so different from the usual drinking you would usually do when you were in such massive pain, and for once, it just felt like something to do for fun. When both of you were pretty tipsy, you finally admitted your biggest secret to him: the delusions you had been having while you were "medicated". Kaelix just listened to you in awe, not sure what to say for a little bit. When you finished your story, there was an awkward silence in the room. He eventually broke it when he said. "You know... I uh... I had been having such thoughts for some time too. Not under influence, obviously, but... Yeah, they were there," The bouncer said while he scratched the back of his head, suddenly feeling a massive amount of shame to admit this to you. A shy giggle left your throat as you looked at your crush. At that moment, he just looked so adorable to you, and you decided that if it wasn't happening tonight, it was never happening at all. You took a deep breath and blurted out, "You know... We uh... We can go to the bedroom, if you want," while you were turning 50 shades of red. Kaelix was caught really off-guard, but considering how much he loved you, he quickly agreed.
While you entered your bedroom, you would share some sensual kisses while you stripped each other. He gently pushed you back onto your back onto the bed and whispered, "Please let me know if you're in any pain, okay?" and you meekly nodded. He asked you if you had any condoms, but you told him you were on the pill, which he already knew, actually, so it would be fine. Kaelix held you close as he slowly pushed into you, soon bottoming out.
Both of you moaned out loud, so happy to finally feel each other's bodies after dreaming about this so many times. You soon begged him to please start moving already, and he was happy to oblige. Both of you would be sharing orgasm after orgasm, getting more and more vocal with each passing round. You were overstimulating each other to hell and back, but it felt so incredible that neither of you was able to stop. After, uh, you lost track of time, hours maybe, you felt so tired and overstimulated that you just knew that this would be the final round. You could tell that Kaelix was so close to collapsing as well; he kept holding you closer and closer, while he kept whispering into your ear how much he loved you and how good you felt to him. You would be returning the favour, however, moaning his name over and over while you kept whining about how good he made you feel. It just took a few more thrusts of his hips to help both of you towards that final orgasm. With an incredibly loud moan, both of you had your final release of the night as Kaelix unloaded into you one final time and collapsed next to you.
Both of you took some time to catch your breath as you held each other close and shared some kisses, stealing each other's breath away. You gently pressed your foreheads together, so incredibly happy to finally share this moment together. "You know," Kaelix said, "I have loved you for years at this point. And I am so incredibly happy to see you like this... Sober, enjoying life, enjoying me. It's truly a dream come true," he said as he pressed a gentle kiss onto your forehead. "You know," you started "I told you about these delusions for a reason. Both because I was tipsy, but also because I felt it would be in the past, and I always trusted you. And on top of that, always loved you, too. Please... Stay with me... Forever..." you replied as you were close to tears at this point. Your (now boyfriend?) noticed and gently wiped those tears away with a thumb while leaving some gentle kisses all over your face. "You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I love you so much. And I will do anything to keep you happy forevermore." Kaelix said between long, passionate kisses on your lips. "And I am so incredibly happy to have you in my life, too. You mean the world to me, you know that. And tonight, I feel on top of the world. This is all I could ever dream of. I... I love you, Kaelix..." you admitted in the dimly lit room, a blush covering your cheeks. "Reader... I love you even more. Good night, princess," your boyfriend said as he hugged you as tightly as possible, feeling both of you drift off to sleep soon enough.
I usually don't post things like this, but I'm afraid of Twitter / X, TikTok is weird sometimes, and my Discord friends are probably already emotional about it. I know graduations aren't supposed to be THIS sad, but;; Phantomos I really hope you're alright, even if this has been coming for a while
Reimu is an amazing singer and streamer, and I'm so glad I was able to see her grow during the time I've been watching Nijisanji! She's obviously caused a big impact on her fans, and she has one of the nicest vocals, in my opinion. I won't say the announcement was sudden, but it was sad, I really hope the best for her for whatever she pursues after 🤍 She did her best, we all love you Mumu!
You had recently found out that your boyfriend had some special powers. You always loved his eyes, but you now realised just how much impact they had on you.
Contains: female reader, smut, established relationship, reader is stressed in the first part, alcohol consumption, mating press 'cause we all know I'm obsessed with it, you fucked each other dumb <3
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A/N: It has been quite some time since I've written something, so I might be a bit rusty. This idea came to me in a dream, and I thought it was so interesting that I had to write about it. I am not going to put too much thought into this, so I'll just see where my mind and my fingers lead me. Also, happy birthday, my sweetest @kyumikuromi, this one is for you (it's a bit early, I know, but I couldn't wait to post it). 💚
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Zeal's eyes were truly magical. They were so unique and so incredibly pretty, you would always drown in them every time you looked into his eyes. And recently, you had found out why it was so easy to drown in said eyes, as there was a special force behind them.
You realised about 2 months ago, when you came home crying. You'd had a massive fight that was about something really stupid with your best friend, and you were constantly overthinking and just so incredibly stressed and depressed. Your boyfriend hugged you tightly as he comfortingly rubbed your back. "Let's go take a shower, shall we? I'm sure you'll feel better afterwards," he had suggested, and you nodded, following him upstairs. He helped you wash yourself because you were so incredibly exhausted after your crying fit, as he hugged you some more in the meantime. After you had gotten out of the shower, he got you some soda and your favourite snacks, and you decided to head to bed early.
You were still upset, and you started crying some more as you lay on your shared bed in his arms. He gently kissed your forehead and your temple, until he said, "Darling, look at me. Look into my eyes. And don't you dare look away." You swallowed with difficulty and nodded as your eyes locked with his. His eyes always seemed to somewhat glow in the dimly lit room, but this time, you were sure they did, ever so subtly. And then, you felt it. All the stress left your body, and your mind was becoming less and less crowded. All you could think about was your boyfriend and his pretty eyes. Zeal reached up to gently wipe the remainder of the tears from your face as he kept eye contact with you. You opened your mouth to say something, but you weren't even sure what you were going to say anymore. You felt your eyes get heavy as the bartender gently ran his hand through your hair while the other held onto your back tightly. You closed your eyes, and you dozed off almost immediately. "Good night, darling. Sleep well," you heard your boyfriend say with a chuckle as you were skipping into dreamland.
Ever since then, your boyfriend has helped you relax this way multiple times every time you were stressed. Those eyes were truly hypnotic, and they turned you into a massive gushy puddle each time. If he wanted to, those eyes also really had an effect on your hormones. One moment, the two of you would be passionately making out, then it felt like it was only a short look into his tri-coloured irises, and you'd lie naked on the bed, sprawled under him, sweating as you kept moaning his name.
Tonight was one of those nights. The two of you had a few drinks, and you were already getting kinda handsy during the evening. You had already showered beforehand, so you were already in your pyjamas, but those were soon discarded as you ended up in the bedroom. And you knew for a fact you would really need another shower soon, but you'd decided that was a problem for later. The bartender pulled you on top of him, whispering in between kisses, "Fuck. I need you so bad. I need you now, or I will explode." Who were you to deny him, if he asked you so erotically? Your boyfriend sat against the headboard after he put a pillow behind his back, and patted his naked thighs. You knew what to do. You lined his dick up with your soaking pussy, and you instantly slammed down onto his hips as a strangled, satisfied moan left your lips, and his. The bartender's hands dug into your hips as you set a brutal pace, as pleasured groans kept spilling from his throat. God, he needed this, he needed you, so bad. You were no better, however, moaning his name wantonly as his dick stretched out your soaking and hungry pussy so deliciously. You were going absolutely delirious with pleasure, and your head started spinning (you blamed the alcohol for that, also).
You had your eyes screwed shut the entire time, but your boyfriend wanted to test just how much more he could make you lose control. "Look at me, darling, but keep moving." Zeal said as he helped you bounce on his dick while he locked eyes with you. They were so full of lust and adoration, just for you, you could feel it. Butterflies weren't swarming in just your stomach, but your entire body at this point, as it felt like every nerve ending was being lit on fire. Your desire for him increased tenfold, and you were becoming more and more desperate to reach that first, of hopefully many to come, high together with him. His hips started snapping up against yours after he gained some footing by putting his feet down firmly on the mattress, and he decided he had driven you insane at this point. You were so fucking loud that Zeal knew the entire neighbourhood would hear it through the open window, but he didn't care, and neither did you. Not when you were having the night of your life, and all your shame disappeared thanks to the alcohol.
You could feel your orgasm approaching steadily, but your boyfriend knew how to make it even more mind-blowing for you. He knew he had helped preserve the last bit of stamina you needed for that final push for both of you, so one hand snaked in between the two of you as his mouth found the nape of your neck to leave some marks there. Your moans were starting to morph into choked sobs as that orgasm got so close now. But you knew you didn't have to tell him; he knew your body and the sounds you made better than anyone. You slammed down on his dick one final time as you threw your head back as a strangled moan left your throat, cumming so hard that you covered his lap in your release. This was the final push the bartender needed as well, as he moaned into your neck as he released the first load of the night into you.
To your surprise, and your delight, Zeal stayed firm inside of you. He chuckled as he flipped the two of you over. His eyes lit up once more as he said, "You're in for a long night, darling." He pushed your legs against your chest as he set a brutal pace immediately. He couldn't get enough of you, ever. Your nails clawed at his back as you held on for dear life as he kept slapping his hips against yours. A pathetic string of drool started leaving the corner of your mouth as you tried your best to keep looking into his eyes. Emphasis on "tried", because he was dicking you down so good it was hard to keep your own eyes open. But even though your boyfriend's eyes would often be closed during sex as well to fully appreciate the feeling your body gave him, this time he kept them open, carefully keeping an eye on your fucked out expression. Your second orgasm approached both of you way too quickly for your likes, but you decided to let it happen for now, since you would be going for much, much longer anyway. As you fell off the edge, your eyes rolled back into your head as another desperate moan left your mouth, your boyfriend following you soon after.
The two of you kept going, and going, and going... By the end of the night, the two of you would have to force air into your lungs as the smell of sex filled the air, which was something that only egged you on more to get that one final orgasm. You had fucked each other dumb at this point, as basically the only sounds leaving you now were pathetic whimpers and silent moans. You were incredibly exhausted, but as you slammed down your hips on his one final time, you buried your face into his neck, biting him there to keep yourself quiet as that final orgasm washed over you. The bartender was caught off guard by the bite, but he decided to return the favour as he slammed you down on his lap a few more times until he got there as well.
The two of you fell down on the bed, absolutely spent but oh so satisfied. You felt gross, covered in sweat and cum, and by now, the alcohol was slowly but surely leaving your system. Even though you were both extremely exhausted, you decided to quickly throw these sheets in the laundry and put on a fresh pair, and you wobbled back into the shower. You showered very carefully, though, making sure neither of you would fall over and slip because of the exhaustion. Once clean, you crawled back into bed and hugged each other tightly.
"You know, this was fucking awesome. We should have nights like these more often," your boyfriend said with a chuckle. You hummed in agreement and quickly drifted off to sleep. But before you did, you heard your boyfriend speak those special words to you. "I love you, darling."
Working on a separate fic away from my requests, will probably be LOADED with fluff, please be patient with me! I'll try my best to work on requests afterwards, though it might not be as good..
Won't get to requests unless I get motivation for it specifically ( 。゚Д゚。) I'm so sorry for the waiting!!! I'll try to get on them soon, but right now, I'm focusing on getting out of writers block! I'll upload some personal works that are helping me later on when done (*≧∀≦)
hihi. dunno if you accept liver x liver but if you do,
sonnyban hcs, please & thank you!!
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i fucking LOVE SONNYBAN!!! first ever liver x liver req, i hope i made them accurate! i tried my best! sorry for it being so short as well
unrelated to req, im trying to work on other reqs! this one kind of made my inspiration spark since alban and sonny are my oshis (even though it took me a while because school is still going on)!
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Alban has a habit of stealing some of Sonny's things, sometimes its just to annoy Sonny, sometimes its just because he thought it was nice. At times Alban just fucks around with Sonny, stealing the smallest thing ever and waiting for Sonny to notice, but when Sonny doesn't he pouts and puts it back begrudgingly (sometimes Sonny does notice but he just thinks its Alban wanting the item, and he just lets him)
They both try to go on dates in quiet cafes, the aquarium, or study dates in the library, but they're stupid. They become way too loud after one stupid joke or comment and either get told to shut up or get kicked out, I do not take any other answers
They definitely go to karaoke nights and sing their hearts out together, love songs or just regular ones they enjoy, they're singing so loud to the point they lose their voices. Sonny sometimes just admires Alban when Albans singing, he loves his wife a lot
Alban likes matching stupid ass pyjamas, and Sonny indulges him. Sometimes Sonny buys some stupid slippers to match as well. Alban laughs at him for a long time before wearing it anyway
Sonny likes staying by Alban's side when either of them are streaming (of course not when they're both simultaneously streaming, but he wishes). He likes Alban's company a lot and would let Alban fall asleep on his shoulder when he plays Minecraft, would probably accidentally push him off if he switches games randomly though.
Sonny would probably draw on Alban's face to fuck with him if Alban falls asleep early, he apologizes with peppering him with kisses but it's still funny to see his reaction. Alban definitely does it back the night after, probably drawing a penis on Sonny's forehead if his bangs are tied up.
i swear im working on my requests, school and irls have been an ass recently
about what happened, some people dmed me about an insensitive post i made. i lost over 200+ oomfs because of it. i took it down but i still dont regret what i said. im not apologising for telling the truth that im dating all the male Nijisanji EN members like they are my own personal harem because I am a massive slut like that.
youre so strong for this.. cause honestly same 😭 people dmed me about confessing that im actually sonnybans love child.. they threatened to make them disown me if it was true 💔 sorry for being a yaoi love child i guess... people just hating because we better..
ft. shu yamino, luca kaneshiro, ike eveland, vox akuma, mysta rias (separate) x f! reader — luxiem, nijisanji en
╰₊✧ months after your initial capture, you slowly find yourself getting used to, maybe even enjoying, day-to-day life in the company of your captor ┊2.1k words
part two to “making a run for it - luxiem” but can be read alone!!
contains: yandere!! obsessive/possessive behaviors!! stockholm syndrome!! mentions of forced affection, murder & mafias in luca’s part, ignoring all of that, it’s also kinda fluffy, the lengths aren’t equal i’m sorry about that
➤ author's note: is it really a luxiem fic written by me if it’s not hella rambly?
you had lost hope long ago for any chance of escape. with each attempt, you found yourself taking one step forward and two steps back, getting a little closer to freedom, only to get caught and have all the little cracks you tried to slip through in this impenetrable fortress fixed. with each attempt, his trust in you dwindled, and he would be watching you at all hours of the day to ensure that you wouldn’t try to leave his grasp again. with each attempt, you lost the energy and brain power to plot out these escapes which were becoming more elaborate than the last, frazzling your mind until you were too burnt out to string together steps of a coherent plan.
despite your apparent rebellion, your captor has surprisingly never punished you once. the most he’s ever done was chain you up and lock you in a room. even then, the room had all you needed: a working bathroom with hot water, a drawer full of your favorite snacks and drinks, a bookshelf that took up the majority of the wall with novels of all genres to keep you from getting bored. he really did care for you, didn’t he? in his own special, fucked up, way that drove him to kidnap you and keep you in his home against his will. you’ll never understand him, and you doubt you would ever be able to convince him that his attachment to you is unhealthy or to get professional help or to let you go, but slowly, you find yourself starting to care for him. dare you say you’re starting to spiral into something more as the days go by?
━━━ .°˖✧ shu yamino - 8:21am ˚₊ ⊹
mornings with shu are always lethargic. he never wants to get up before nine after spending most of his young life waking up at six in the morning for school, and always whines like a child if you want to get up. he pulls you closer to him, the addicting scent of your floral shampoo filling his senses, “noooo, don’t leave yet.” despite how calm and clever he usually is, he can certainly be immature when it comes to waking up in the morning.
“i’m bored lying in bed, i wanna do something.”
“just five more minutes… it’s still too early,” he was already on the verge of dozing off again. you don’t even know what he did last night to warrant such exhaustion, but knowing him, he was probably up playing valorant again, even though you’ve been nagging him to go to bed at a reasonable time.
“i’ll make you breakfast?”
“what kind?”
“whatever you want.”
he hummed in thought, moving to place a kiss on your cheek. instead of pulling away like you usually do, you found yourself leaning more into it. this wasn’t as bad as you remember it being. you remember feeling sick to your stomach each time you woke up in his arms, but that feeling has now been replaced with butterflies and a warm, fuzzy sensation that you had forgotten. how strange was that?
“could i have waffles?”
“maybe in five more minutes…”
━━━ .°˖✧ luca kaneshiro - 10:49am ˚₊ ⊹
it’s difficult to remember sometimes that someone as sweet and golden retriever-like as luca (excluding the consideration of all he’s done to you) can be a mafia boss, one whose name strikes terror in the hearts of tens of thousands at that. you’ve never really seen that side of him, and you aren’t sure if you want to. he hides it from you, you can tell. every time you fight back or attempt to escape, you see a dangerous look flash in his eyes before he pushes down his temper and goes back to doing what you can only compare to gentle parenting.
sometimes, he’ll take you out for business endeavors because he realized he couldn’t bear the thought of being separated from you for too long. he’ll have you dressed up all pretty in an outfit that matches his suit and take you out for meetings with other executives. you never say a word unless he speaks to you, asking you if you were bored or if you wanted anything, and you speculate the others in the room have strict orders not to talk to you. luca will always be more kind when you’re around, but today, one of his men seems to enjoy testing his patience.
you don’t think he’s just being nice when he compliments how good you look, not when he keeps getting too close to you for comfort and persistently trying to strike up conversation when you’re giving him nothing more than three-word responses at a time. after a while, your distress became apparent to your lover (lover, calling him that sounds strange. when did you consider him to be a romantic partner rather than an abductor?).
the man is visibly nervous when luca makes his way towards the two of you, his gaze flickering to the mafia boss’s arm possessively snaking around your waist with a look on his face that knew he fucked up.
“is he bothering you?” he looks angry, terrifyingly so. there’s nothing more scary than someone who was all smiles most of the time being so furious.
“a little bit.” the reply isn’t like you. had it been you from a month or two ago, you would be upset at his jealousy and obvious mindset of you being his possession, but at the moment, none of that seemed to matter to you as you rested your head on the side of his chest.
with a simple snap of his fingers, two guards in all black escorted him off the premises. at least, that’s what luca told you as he insisted on leaving early and spending the rest of the day elsewhere. you wondered if the man actually got killed for his audacity, but you didn’t really care.
━━━ .°˖✧ ike eveland - 12:06am ˚₊ ⊹
he either creates feasts for you to eat or throws together something and calls it a day, but either way, it’s usually delicious. the weather is nice today, not too sunny with a gentle breeze, so the two of you shared lunch outside in the garden. occasionally a bird would perch nearby and try to steal a piece of bread, but you weren’t really paying it any mind. all of your attention was on ike who was excitedly talking about his new upcoming novel.
it’s cute how animated he becomes when talking about something he was passionate about, waving his hands around and making gestures to match his words, emphasizing some parts of the story that he’s particularly proud of. he’s so creative with his plots and meticulous regarding the details. he truly was born with a talent for writing, and it was so admirable how he didn’t let anything dampen his spirit like deadlines or monetizing his work.
“i don’t wanna sound too self-centered, but did you base the main character off of me?”
a blooming red suddenly appeared on his pale face, “is it that obvious?”
“well, it’s just that the way you describe her sounds a lot like me.”
he was taken aback. you’ve never listened to him talk about his stories before. you always treated it like it was a mandatory lecture, mind far away from the present, and thinking of nothing other than how much you would rather be free instead. now, you were engaged with him, taking part in the conversation and asking questions.. he was so close to giving up, thinking that he would never be able to develop a normal relationship with you after all he’s done, but his patience has been rewarded, and it made him so happy he could have cried on the spot.
━━━ .°˖✧ vox akuma - 5:34pm ˚₊ ⊹
you can’t quite remember the last time you’ve seen the news. you used to watch it every day, every morning with breakfast, and every evening after work, but you haven’t even watched television since you got taken until now, a few months later. vox didn’t want you to have any reminders that you were kidnapped by seeing your name along the others in the missing persons list they often showed, but they probably thought you were dead at this point and moved on, so here you were, sitting in his lap and learning about everything currently happening.
although your mind wasn’t really focused on processing the new information. it’s not like any of it mattered when you were shut away from the rest of the world. you sighed, rolling your head back on the demon’s shoulder, “can we watch something else?”
“really? you used to beg me to see the news.”
“that was weeks ago,” you groaned. “i don’t really see the point of it anymore.”
it’s a surprise to him, but he wasn’t complaining. it meant you had given up on the idea of becoming a part of society again and were content with how things were now. he used to only dream of a defining moment like this, one where it was made clear you were entirely his. he placed a tender kiss on your forehead and patted your hair, “well then, do you want to watch another episode of that show you’re so invested in?”
“yeah… that sounds nice.”
this was all your life was reduced to now, just watching shows and reading books and playing games and spending time with vox, but you realize that you didn’t hate it as much as you used to.
━━━ .°˖✧ mysta rias - 11:55pm ˚₊ ⊹
the big city never seems to sleep with its bright lights and never-ceasing traffic, and neither does he despite the fact he’s been working before dawn. while he can be rather careless and inattentive to most things in life, he’s never negligent when it comes to you and his perplexing job as a detective. he rarely shows you anything other than his cheerful and silly side, but in between, when he doesn’t think you’re watching, you notice the heavy bags under his eyes from tedious hours of paperwork and constant yawning. you know he refuses to show weakness around you because a part of him is still wary of you trying to escape again, but tonight, you have no ulterior motives for your concerns.
“mysta, come to bed,” you call out, watching him work, and reaching out your arm to his side of the bed to feel the cold silk sheets below.
“just to sleep first,” he answered simply, not turning his head to look at you once, “i’ll be there in a bit.”
it’s a lie you’ve heard so many times, one that you no longer find yourself naively believing in when you spent too many nights slipping away into slumber only to wake up finding him asleep at his desk. you slowly got off the bed and leisurely strolled over to where he sat, placing your hands on his shoulders which stole his attention as he looked up at you with his usually sparkly blue eyes looking more dull than ever. “please? just for tonight?”
he pursed his lips together, clearly hesitant. people are depending on him to crack this case, coming to him as a last resort and accepting his rather high employment costs, knowing he was the only one who could figure it out after it went cold for months. he didn’t want to let anyone down, and he needed all the available time he had dedicated to catching the criminal.
oh, but you look so worried for him. he’s never seen that before; he’s only ever seen you look at him with contempt, fear, or nothing at all. it’s so different, and he isn’t sure how he feels about the pang in his heart that reminds him that you were truly the one who held the power in the relationship.
“alright, but i’ll need to get up early tomorrow to finish this.”
“that’s okay, i just need you to take a break. with how much you were flipping the pages around, you were at a dead end anyway. you’ll have a fresh mind and will figure it out when you wake up.”
he was out like a light as soon as he hit the soft mattress, evidence of just how hard he’s been working. you poked at him a few times, planning to tell him to move to a side a bit since he was taking up the majority of the bed, but he didn’t stir in the slightest.
this was your chance. he didn’t set an alarm or anything, meaning he would likely be asleep until noon tomorrow given how exhausted he is. you could try to escape right now as long as you’re quiet. you’ve been waiting weeks for an opportunity like this, and it was sitting in your lap waiting for you to pick it up.
yet you didn’t leave. you didn’t have it in you. despite having every right to run away and achieve stolen freedom, you felt like you were abandoning him, the very man who ripped you away from your life to force you to be his lover.
you’re sure that you will regret this at some point in the future, but when you lay down on the bed next to him, pulling yourself closer to his body, you feel a sense of peace that you thought you would never feel again.