ā” A little bit about me, Masterlist, Request Status & Prompt List ā”
Hey, I'm Meli. I'm 31, Dutch, and about as stable as an IKEA table at the moment. I haven't been feeling great lately, to be honest. I use any pronouns since I am genderfluid, and pan/poly/ficto sexual. Currently, I am just trying to take good care of myself and slowly but surely become a more stable individual again without panic attacks, abandonment issues and suicidal tendencies... I am currently clinging desperately to my friends because they're the only thing that can make me feel better. I know, it's not healthy :( I am going to give writing another try and just see how things go. No NSFW for now, though.
ā” Requests: Probably closed forever. I will let you know if anything changes.
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ā” Prompts can be found here but I will type them out just in case
You can currently request these for the Niji EN boys because those are the ones I want to write for most right now. Be sure to message me with the prompt(s) and the name of the character(s) you want it for (include the gender for reader as well, if you don't specify the gender, I will go the default route, which is female). I am ok with doing these for character x character as well, please specify which ones you want me to use if that's the case. Also, some of the prompts sound incredibly sussy, but please include if you want it to be smut or not. Requests don't have to be from the prompt list, however, they can be whatever you want them to be!Ā ā”
1: Wearing his cologne
2: Wearing your favorite perfume that he loves a lot
3: My first time (reader)
4: His first time (character)
5: Public sex
6: You bought new lingerie in his color and you show it off
7: Wearing his clothes
8: Just a lazy day around the house
9: Drunken confessions
10: Mutual unspoken love finally revealed
11: The first date
12: Wedding proposal
13: The honeymoon
14: Love triangle
15: It's just a stupid bet
16: Truth or dare?
17: Off-collab shenanigans
18: Recording a song with him
19: Baby it's cold outside
20: Sultry summer nights
21: Friends with benefits
22: I hate you, but I love you
23: Polyamory, because everyone deserves some love
24: I can mend your broken heart
25: Shh, don't be scared. I'm here now
26: My favorite camgirl
27: The first sleepover
28: Stargazing
29: You look so beautiful when you cry
30: You are irresistible when you sleep
31: The secret admirer
32: My love goddess is absolutely beautiful
33: Haunted by a succubus
34: Haunted by an incubus
35: You're such a bottom
36: Giving head is awesome
37: Nicknames you use for each other
38. My sexy maid
39: Bondage is absolutely marvelous
40: Good puppy
41: Yes, master. Anything for you, master.
42: The drawer of doom
43: Hunter and prey
44: What a stunning creature
I've been crying non-stop for hours now. The tears just don't stop. I just know for a fact that people are getting more and more fed up with me. They're just too kind to tell me. It hurts. It hurts so much. The tears just don't stop. I just want these feelings to end. Someone PLEASE MAKE IT STOP. I can't take it anymore... it hurts so much. I am so sorry for who I am. I am so sorry for being such a burden. I'm so sorry...
i'm just so disappointed about the niji perfume collab. they feed the art into ai, even when the liver's stance on ai is very clear. they also somehow ship to only 7 countries, and for some reason my teeny tiny country is included? also the shipping is 66 fucking euros? i've never paid that much shipping for anything in my entire life before. even my momonga plushie was only like 20 euros or so, which came from japan. also they removed the ai post after backlash and kept quiet ever since? and to top it off, the company has barely any followers and posts on twitter. all of this seems incredibly fishy. also the fact that they don't accept refunds says a lot. lots of oomfs are upset about this, and rightfully so. i think niji should have known better and done more research about collabing with a reputable company. but obviously that doesn't excuse the company's disgusting behaviour and very questionable choices. the livers deserve so much better than this bullshit.
I still don't want to believe it. This game meant so much to me that words can't express and I'm forever grateful for experiencing it while I could ā”
Thank you MLQC āØ I'll never forget the time we spent š«¶
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ requested by @sillygayfreak Ėā ā¹
ft. claude clawmark x f! reader ā ttt, nijisanji en
contains: smut!! 2.6k wordsāswitch claude & reader
ā¤ author's note: finally getting back around to finishing the character alphabets i promised T-T
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ a is for aftercare Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what are they like after sex?
ā°āā§ heās a little silly, although he doesnāt do it intentionally, stretching himself out the same way a cat would while making jokes that make you giggle with a roll of your eyes. theyāre always so awful, a little less than the quality of dad jokes, but youāre so infatuated with him that you smile anyway. after he does that, heās quiet for a moment before quickly remembering that heās a gentleman, jumping out of bed in the most cartoonish manner to fetch you all the essentials while you recover. he gets the job done, but not without making you double over in laughter because he managed to stub his toe on the table while giving you water.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ b is for body Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what is their favorite part of them and on you?
ā°āā§ on him, heās very proud of his physique, but particularly his arms. heās put a lot of effort into them by going to the gym multiple times a week and watching his diet, and knowing how much you adore his body as well, heāll send you some suggestive photos of himself missing an article of clothing or two if heās in a cheeky mood. however, it should be noted that heās unable to dish out what he serves, so if youāre being a tease by sending him something back, then heād probably have to rush to the nearest restroom because of how fast he got a boner.
ā°āā§ heās obsessed with your tits, despite how vulgar it sounds, although he loves your entire being. big or small, he loves to idly hold them in his hands or rest his head on them as though they were cushions. if his mouth isnāt on your pussy, then theyāre on your breasts, swirling his tongue around the perked nipples like a baby.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ c is for cum Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ anything to do with cum.
ā°āā§ with how much he loves your boobs, he has a thing for cumming on your chest and watching the white drip down it. he usually pulls out at the last second, and regardless of whether heās thrusting into your hole or into your mouth, heās always finishing on your chest if the position permits.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ d is for dirty secret Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what lewd things have they been hiding from you?
ā°āā§ everytime he comes across something that isnāt safe for work, whether itās a porn video, lustful fanart, or dirty paragraphs of smut, his mind always substitutes the naked woman on the screen for you, even if she looks nothing like you. he doesnāt tell you this because he doesnāt want you to think heās actively searching for these things on purpose, but twitterās algorithm is so messed up that he sees things he canāt unsee every other day, but when the image flashes in his mind of your nude body in the same pose, then he isnāt sure he wants to forget it.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ e is for experience Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how experienced are they? do they know what they are doing?
ā°āā§ claude has probably slept with one or two people before meeting you, so he has a general idea of what heās doing, but heās more than eager to learn how he can improve so that he can have you feeling pleasure like youāve never felt before.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ f is for favorite position Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ self-explanatory.
ā°āā§ he isnāt really too picky about it and is flexible enough to pull most of them off, preferring to just assume what feels the most comfortable and natural at the moment.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ g is for goofy Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous?
ā°āā§ your boyfriend can be funny, but itās never intentionally, and he frequently gets embarrassed by his mistakes while youāre trying to save his ego by holding back your giggles. sometimes his dirty talk falters, sometimes he slips out, sometimes his voice cracks, and heās mortified every time, but heās so cute and, depending on how obvious it was, you usually just pretend you didnāt notice anything.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ h is for hair Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes?
ā°āā§ yes, the rumors are true, his bush is also opalescent, although itās slightly darker than the hair on his head and noticeably curlier. itās neatly trimmed, but it grows quickly out of control, and because of the unnatural color, youāve never been able to really get used to it and can never help but stare for a couple of seconds. claude himself isnāt quite sure how he feels about that, but leans more positive.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ i is for intimacy Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how romantic are they in the moment?
ā°āā§ if you want him to be romantic or itās a special occasion, then he can go all out with the romance. rose petals, candles, chocolates, champagne, and everything else thatās all things extravagant and thoughtful. heāll tenderly hold you in his arms, pepper your face in kisses, and whisper words of love into your ear while gently thrusting into you. it doesn't just end with the sex either, as heāll carry you over to the bath and help you clean up while praising how beautiful you are.Ā
ā°āā§ although, if you want him to be rough and unforgiving, then he might be a little confused at first, but he has no problem throwing you over his shoulder and tossing you onto the bed with a reminder to use the safe word if it gets too intense.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ j is for jack offĖā ā¹
ā°āā§ do they masturbate without you? if so, how?
ā°āā§ sometimes it happens while youāre away, sometimes he doesnāt have it in him to bother you when youāre relaxing, sometimes he gets frustrated over a game or potion recipe, but he thinks he does it more than the average person does. he tries to be quiet when heās fisting his cock, although he doesnāt do a very good job at hiding the pathetic little whimpers that slip out while heās whispering your name.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ k is for kink Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what kind of freaky things are they into giving and receiving?
ā°āā§ mild bsdm (as the submissive one) - seeing you be dominant over him has him absolutely feral to the most shameless levels possible (especially if you go the extra mile to dress up in all black leather and high heels? oh, he might pass out before you even touch him). heās not really much of a masochist and wouldnāt enjoy anything hardcore like spanking or being whipped, but heās all for being tied up and edged while you degrade him for being such a desperate little whore.
ā°āā§ pegging - he was so nervous bringing it up, but itās something heās always wanted to try. although he was a little stiff at first, it certainly helped that you were extremely gentle and constantly checked in to see how he was doing. once he got used to it, he quickly found himself obsessed and would even ask you to be rougher with him.Ā
ā°āā§ aphrodisiacs - itās not frequently used or very potent for that matter, but every now and then, he brings back a potion, perfume, or chocolate that invokes deep desire and makes you both feel everything in a more sensitive and sensual manner. (itās not that he doesnāt think you two canāt arouse each other just fine, but he thinks it just adds a little bit of extra fun.)
ā°āā§ lingerie & body worship - maybe he just has a thing for seeing you all dolled up, but when he sees you emerge from the shadows all dressed up in silk, satin, or lace, he can feel himself start salivating like an untrained dog. you look so gorgeous that he doesnāt even want to take it off all the way, just kissing and sucking at your succulent skin while raving about how pretty you were, getting off at the way you would sigh and moan.
ā°āā§ breast/thigh fucking - i will not be elaborating
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ l is for location Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what are their favorite places to have sex?
ā°āā§ anywhere in the privacy of your own home works for him. heās not too much of an exhibitionist who gets off on the idea of possibly being caught or overheard, but it has happened on a few occasions where no one even noticed that the two of you snuck off to fuck in some broom closet or whatever because of how busy the location is.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ m is for motivation Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what turns them on?
ā°āā§ seeing you do the little things turns him on, watching your jacket slip off your shoulders while youāre taking it off, watching you apply your lipgloss, or even just moving closer to him when youāre cuddling. he doesnāt usually think of himself as much of a pervert, but heās just so obsessed with you that itās difficult not to feel his heart racing when heās merely looking at you.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ n is for no Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what are their turn-offs and things they wouldnāt do?
ā°āā§ he would never do anything to hurt you, even if he isnāt opposed to being hurt by you himself, because it just doesnāt feel right to him to be giving the pain. he also isnāt a fan of roleplay just because he finds it impossible to hold character and to keep a straight face.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ o is for oral Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how do they give you head and react to receiving it? which do they prefer?
ā°āā§ giving head - he gets off on knowing how good heās making you feel, and even if thereās zero fiction going on for him, he can feel his cock standing at high attention at the way you gasp when he puts his mouth on you. his tongue piercing only elevates the feeling, with the contrast of the hard metal against the soft muscle making you shudder with delight.
ā°āā§ receiving head - he tries his best to compose himself, he really does, but he always ends up a breathy mess who canāt stop squirming for the life of him. claude blushes easily, and itās evident with the pink dusting his face while youāre sucking him off, his hand on your head while heās unsure if he wants to push you away because itās too much to handle or if he wants to pull you closer because he wants more.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ p is for pace Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ are they fast and rough or slow and sensual?
ā°āā§ heās usually somewhere in the middle, but it can differ depending on the occasion. itās never completely one or the other because he always feels like he needs to be romantic when heās going too fast and like he needs to speed things up when heās being too gentle.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ q is for quickie Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ what are their opinions on quickies?)
ā°āā§ your boyfriend isnāt against them in the slightest, and the two of you have initiated them on more than one occasion, but he doesnāt think anything beats the sensuality of taking his time in the bedroom. although, he will admit, nothing quite beats the rush of having time constraints either.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ r is for risk Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ are they game to experiment? what kinds of risks are they willing to take?
ā°āā§ heās willing to take risks, especially if itās on him. maybe he has some sort of experimentation kink after years of testing out potions and spells on himself, but he has so much fun whenever youāre testing out different toys and kinks on him, almost as if he likes the feeling of being used by you. however, if you did turn the tables and had him test out new things on you, he would end up getting nervous, even if it wasnāt too hardcore, because heās scared of hurting you or causing you discomfort.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ s is for stamina Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how many rounds can they go? how long do they last?
ā°āā§ claude used to barely be able to do any more than a single round, but once he started working out and improving his stamina, then he could last a good four rounds for quite some time before he has to tap out.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ t is for toys Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ do they own them? do they prefer to use them on you or themselves?
ā°āā§ he was one of those guys who couldnāt even pick up an adult toy without feeling like a child who looked a little too deeply into their parentsā closet, but he curiously bought some online to see what the hype was about, and once it got mixed in with your bedroom activities, he kept them in the bedside drawer for convenient access.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ u is for unfair Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how much do they like to tease? do they like to be teased themself?
ā°āā§ he doesnāt usually tease you very much, preferring to give you everything you want and a little too much of it by overstimulating you instead. although, he loves being teased and edged by you himself, even if it borders on sexual torture. sometimes youāre even a little bit concerned about it because youāre worried it might be too much for him, but when you see the orgasmic look on his face, you know heās exactly where he wants to be.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ v is for volume Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how loud are they? what kinds of sounds do they make?
ā°āā§ oh, heās loud and makes sounds so pretty that you wonder if he used to be a pornstar or did those not safe for work boyfriend audios before you met him with all those moans and whimpers. he tries to pipe down most of the time, particularly if youāre not fucking in a convenient location or if he knows the neighbors are home, but itās impossible when youāre making him so good.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ w is for wild card Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ whatās a random sex headcanon?
ā°āā§ claude owns a lot of really randomly patterned underwear, so sometimes in the heat of the moment, youāll be stripping him of his clothing only to find that his boxers have little angry goombas from super mario all over them. they never ruin the mood entirely, but you can never help but crack a smile and a little giggle while he sheepishly rubs the back of his neck.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ x is for x-ray Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ whatās going on under those clothes?
ā°āā§ heās relatively buff with his years of gym training, noticeable muscles that can pick you up and toss you around with ease, but he prefers to hold a more gentle disposition. his cock is a perfect six inches and stands straight, not too girthy, although itās just enough to give you a little resistance.Ā
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ y is for yearning Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how high is their sex drive?
ā°āā§ as a young man who is deeply infatuated with you in both body and soul, he has a higher sex drive than some and usually pulls you into the bedroom with lustful intentions about four to five times a week, sometimes even more, considering how easy it is to get him worked up.
āāā .Ā°Ėā§ z is for zzz Ėā ā¹
ā°āā§ how quickly do they fall asleep after the act?
ā°āā§ after all the aftercare is done and wrapped up, heāll do a final check-in with you to ensure youāre perfectly alright before even thinking of going to bed. he usually falls asleep a little after you do, just because he wants to see your eyes flutter shut and pull you closer to him to cuddle.
You, Zeal and Kaelix had had such a busy week, filled with lots of tight schedules and lots of work. So now it was time for some relaxing around the home, as all of you had the day off.
ā« A/N: So initially this was going to be a fic with just Kaelix, but I decided to throw Zeal in there as well to make it a sort of mini chapter to the office AU series we've had so far! It's really lots of sugary sweet fluff and not really long, but I hope you'll enjoy it!
Content: female reader, Kaelix and Zeal are officially in a threeway relationship with you now after that drunken night after the office party, uh just fluffy fluff, really.
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You slowly blinked your eyes as you awoke from a deep, deep slumber. You did a big stretch, letting out a satisfied moan as it hits all the spots just right, and then you just fell limp on the bed again. You couldn't be bothered to get up yet, to be honest. You opened your eyes to look around the room, and you spotted Zeal still lying next to you, peacefully sleeping. His chest rose and fell slowly as he breathed, one arm wrapped around your middle. In his sleep, he subconsciously noticed you're stirring and wrapped his arm around you a bit tighter to pull you closer to him. A soft chuckle left your mouth as you turned on your side to hug your boyfriend.
You just lay there for a little bit, admiring his beautiful face and absentmindedly moving your hand through his raven and green coloured hair. He really did look beautiful to you, but there was just something about him while he was sleeping. It always seemed like something was on his mind when he was awake, but while he was in a restful slumber, it seemed that all those worries just melted away.
You did wonder where Kaelix was, though, since his spot in the bed was empty. He probably woke up and decided to make some coffee for all of you or something.
After a little bit of time, you heard some pots clanging and some plates and utensils being moved. You were still too lazy to get up and see what your darling bouncer was up to, though, so you just stayed in bed with the raven bartender for a little longer.
When a bit more time passed, the house was being filled in wonderful smells. Ah, seems he was making you breakfast like the absolute sweetheart he is. A harmony of sweet and savoury smells filled your nostrils, and your stomach started rumbling. Hm, guess you were hungrier than you initially thought.
You gave the bartender a few soft kisses all over his face in an attempt to wake him up, and it seems to have worked. He stirred awake and yawned, his beautiful, sleepy tri-colored irises meeting yours. He smiled at you and kissed your lips lovingly.
"Hmmm, good morning, darling," he eventually spoke up as one hand weaved through your hair.
"Good morning, my love. You smell that? Our boyfriend is making us breakfast," you replied as you gave him another kiss.
"Ahw, that's so sweet and so thoughtful of him. Didn't expect him to be the first one up, though. Normally, that's you." Zeal said as he stretched his sleepy limbs, then went limp just like you did a few minutes ago.
"I guess there's a first time for everything. Let's go see if we can help him, shall we?" You said as you slowly dragged yourself out of bed, shivering when the cold air hit your body after you threw the blanket off yourself.
Your partner nodded and followed you to the kitchen after you had put on a fluffy bathrobe and some fuzzy, warm slippers.
The two of you entered the kitchen and checked in on Kaelix. He seemed busy with lots of meal components at once. Frying eggs and bacon, making pancakes, pressing some fresh orange juice and cutting up some fruit. The table had already been set. He truly had been hard at work.
"Good morning, my darling," the bartender eventually spoke up, walking up to Kaelix to hug him from behind and leave a few kisses on the back of his neck.
"Ah, good morning, you two! Breakfast is almost ready, have a seat!" the bouncer said with a happy smile as he turned around to give both of you a good morning kiss.
"Don't be silly, we want to help you. Is there anything that still needs to be done?" you ask as you walk up to the kitchen counter and inspect all the elements on it.
"Hmm, could you maybe keep an eye on the pancakes? The last batch is almost done, but then I can finish cutting up the fruit, if that's okay." Kaelix replied after giving you a kiss on your cheek.
"Of course, my love. I'll take care of it," you answered after you threw him a warm smile.
So both of you continued making breakfast together, as Zeal took a seat in his chair and dreamily looked at the two of you cooking. He really did love both of you a lot, and it was small, loving moments like these that he wouldn't trade for anything. He was still so incredibly happy that he was let into your world, and that it was now the three of you, instead of the two of you.
After a little while, breakfast was done, and Zeal helped move everything to the table. The three of you happily ate your meals and then decided on what you were going to do the rest of the day. Kaelix said that maybe you could all just have a gaming session, and then order some dinner later. You and Zeal thought that was a great idea, since neither of you felt like going out today. The weather was a bit gloomy anyway, and all three of you were exhausted because of your busy work week.
After you finished your dinner, the three of you cleaned the kitchen, loaded the dishwasher and turned it on. After that, you made your way to the living room, where you kept your consoles. You all picked up your switch and plopped down in a comfy spot. You chose to chill in the recliner, while Kaelix and Zeal both moved to the big L-shaped couch. Kaelix sat down in one of the corners, while Zeal sat down next to him, letting his legs rest on his partner's lap. You played all kinds of games together that afternoon. From Splatoon to Animal Crossing and everything in between. You had so much fun just chilling with the guys, having such a cosy, lazy sunday.
The clock was silently ticking away, and after some time, you decided that it should probably be dinner time soon. You ordered at an Italian restaurant, but you also wanted something sweet for dessert, so you also ordered at Zeal's favourite store that had lots of tasty gluten-free donuts. Kaelix ordered some pasta, pizza and garlic bread to share ā also gluten-free, of course ā while Zeal placed the order for the donuts. All of you played a bit more games until dinner, and soon after, dessert arrived.
You happily shared your meals with each other, just enjoying being in the present moment as much as possible. But you couldn't help but think about the busy work week that would be up ahead, and that made all of you a bit sad. You decided that you should probably go to bed early tonight so you would wake up with enough energy tomorrow.
After you finished dinner and had some donuts as a little sweet treat, you threw away the trash and gamed a little more until it was about 9PM. You looked at the clock and sighed, saying that it would probably be a good idea to take a shower and head to bed soon. The guys took a shower together, washing each other with loving smiles on their faces, and you lay in the bathtub for a little while. You did want to properly wash yourself, but you honestly just had no energy to do so. You decided to just suck it up and get to washing so the three of you would be done around the same time.
After the three of you were squeaky clean and the bathroom smelled like cedar wood and oranges, you brushed your teeth and went to the toilet one after the other. You were done first, plopping yourself in the middle of the big bed. The boys would join you soon.
The three of you just lay there for a little bit, hugging each other close and talking about how much fun you had today. You all felt thoroughly relaxed, but also a bit sleepy at this point. Only 1 more week of super hard work, and then the three of you would have a week off. You were already discussing all the fun things you were going to do during your little holiday. You hoped the sun would peek out to come and play every now and then, so you could maybe have a romantic picnic date and go on a shopping trip.
The more you all talked, the sleepier you got. Your boyfriends noticed you were yawning more and more, and they decided that that was enough talking for one day. You gave each other some soft kisses and told each other good night, soon falling asleep as you hugged each other close.
Ren has been your trusty boyfriend for quite some time now, but there's something you have been keeping from him. One day, he decides to have a conversation with you about it.
ā« A/N: Whoa, it's been a while, hasn't it? I initially had a different fic planned to be my return, but "Do not disturb" has been living in my head rent-free this week. Considering... Stuff... I will not be writing smut for the upcoming time, because I simply do not feel comfortable with that topic right now. However, I am here to deliver a dose of fluffy angst to you! This isn't super long; more a drabble than anything, really. I just wanted to put out something. Also, this is kind of embarrassing to admit, but... This fic is also mostly based on me and how I do/experience things.
Contains: gender neutral reader, angst, fluff, comfort, reader has some serious mental issues (surprise, I know, I write about that a lot), Ren is super supportive and a big sweetheart, uh not much else I think
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Ren has been wondering something for a little while now. It's happened quite a few times where he'd entered your home and heard you talking to someone, as he sometimes heard different voices from your room. When he'd knock and enter your room, he'd ask you if you'd been talking to someone. Sometimes your answer would be "Oh yeah, I was in a call with someone," or it would be something along the lines of "uh, no, not really. Maybe you're imagining things?" Every time he "caught you", you'd be blushing madly, as if you were just caught with your hand in the cookie jar like a little kid. He'd decide not to push on it too much, since you're obviously allowed to have your own private conversations.
But after a little while, he was getting a bit suspicious. Maybe suspicious wasn't the right word, since he knew for a fact you weren't doing anything wrong. But he just had this feeling that something was going on that you weren't sharing with him. So, one day ā when he entered your home ā he did something he kind of felt bad about doing, but he just wanted to know. He stood outside your bedroom door for a little bit, listening to what was going on. He wanted to know who you were talking to, and why you were so secretive about it. He stood there for way longer than he'd care to admit, just listening to what was going on.
Inside, it seemed like you were having a conversation with yourself, because when he listened more carefully, he could hear that all these voices came from you. You really were talking to yourself in there. It was a conversation about where "you" talked about how much you were struggling with certain things that had been stressing you out lately, and this "other person" would reply with words of comfort or encouragement to hopefully cheer you up a bit, just like your boyfriend would always be doing. Ren was starting to feel a bit sad, actually. He knew he was super busy lately, but he tried to be there as much for you as he could. He knew you'd been through unimaginable, horrible things that had damaged that beautiful mind of yours forever, but were you really that lonely without him there? He started wondering if he had been leaving you alone too much lately. Tears welled up in his eyes that he tried his best to hold back, and then he knocked on the door.
The conversation inside fell silent, and your boyfriend walked in. Just like every time before, a massive blush was covering your cheeks, something he'd gotten used to by now. But when you saw the expression on his face, you could tell something was up.
"You... Uh... How much of that did you hear?" you meekly asked, tears springing into your eyes as you looked down at your hands in your lap.
"I heard quite a bit of it, my love," your boyfriend replied as he calmly walked over to you and sat down next to you on the bed, wrapping an arm around your shoulders to pull you closer to him.
"Oh my god, that is so embarrassing, I'm so sorry you had to hear that..." you said with a shaky voice as the tears started spilling freely.
Your boyfriend was surprised. It wasn't like it was a bad thing, per se. Here you were acting like you'd just confessed to a murder. He was quick to gently take your face in his hands and give you a soft kiss on your forehead, wiping some of the tears away that just kept spilling.
"Hey, hey... Shhh, it's okay. What's on your mind, my love? I know I've been gone a lot lately. I've just been so busy with work. Have you been growing lonely without me that you decided to do... Well... This?" Your boyfriend asked you with a kind smile as he left a soft kiss on the tip of your nose. And then, the dam broke.
"No, no, it's not like that! It's not like I don't enjoy your company or anything, but... But... I've been living in this sort of fantasy world of mine for as long as I can remember. Ever since I was little, I would imagine people or characters in the house with me that would keep me company. Talk to me, encourage me, hug me, all sorts of stuff. I would always fall asleep hugging myself, imagining that I was hugging someone else. Obviously, I know I'm the only one in the room; there's a limit to my fantasy world. I can clearly distinguish fantasy from reality. I can never really clearly see these characters or people, but I do imagine them there. When I'm alone, I imagine others being there, you included, who can talk to me and keep me sane. Sometimes I walk around the area, I imagine them sitting in at that very moment, sometimes I don't. It really seems to depend on who I imagine there and the moment in general, I think. Sometimes I also imagine I have pets that I basically treat like my children. Maybe because I grew up with pets, so I know how wonderful they can be as company. They do often talk to me in my imagination, though. I obviously know they can't talk, but the words of comfort I speak to myself, imagining someone else doing it, has always just brought me such comfort. That's uh... That's basically most of it, really. It's become a coping mechanism that I've developed to not feel so alone, abandoned and stuff. And I guess it just never left," you admitted with a massive blush as the tears just kept coming. Your boyfriend just nodded understandingly and listened to your story.
After a little bit of awkward, yet somehow comfortable silence, your boyfriend spoke up.
"It all makes so much sense now. It explains why you were always so embarrassed when I walked in, and the conversation just stopped. It explains why, sometimes, you'd walk out of your room so happy. It also explains why you told me you always hugged yourself when you were sleeping alone," your boyfriend said with a kind smile on his face, giving you another soft kiss on your forehead.
"I'm so sorry... So sorry... I don't want you to feel like you're not important to me, because you really are!" you squeaked as more tears started welling up in your eyes.
"Darling, don't worry about that. I never doubted you for a second, I promise." Ren replied as he hugged you tight, as you soaked his coat in tears and snot.
He just let you cry for a little while. He could only imagine how much of a relief it must have been to finally let out this secret. Something you had been hiding from people for as long as you could remember. After you calmed down a little bit, Ren gently forced you to look at him, giving you a loving kiss on your lips.
"Your secret is safe with me, my love. Talk to these people as much as you want. You don't need to hide them from me. In fact, I'd actually like to know more about this lovely fantasy world of yours. Anything that makes you happy is something I'd like to learn about. So tell me a little bit about them."
A massive sigh of relief left your mouth, and then you enthusiastically started talking about some of the characters that have "kept you company" recently. You also told him about all the fantasy stories you made up with these characters and you being the main characters. You told him about some of the "pets" that had been keeping you company throughout the years, one of which was currently considered your fluffy little squirrel son with white and blue fluffy fur. You rambled on for what seemed like hours, but after you'd told him some of the stories, you felt so relieved to have been able to share this with someone. He promised you once more that he wouldn't tell anyone about this, and that you could talk to these characters whenever, wherever. And he also said he was happy that they kept you company while he was at work, so that you didn't have to be alone. With a big smile on your face, you gave him a big hug and told him you loved him so much.
"I love you too, sweetheart. I always will. Every part of you."
HELP IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO ANWSER THAT ASK YOU SENT A COUPLE WEEKS AGO BUT IT DISAPERED FROM MY INBOX AND IDK WHERE IT WENT
i hope youring doing ok ily mwah take care of yourself;f
it's okay!! it's probably because my account got limited, then a lot of stuff gets fucky wucky. i love you too!!!! mmmmmmmmmmuah!!! all the kisses and cuddles for you!!!
i kind of want to give writing another try. but just so you guys know, i am not really comfortable with reading or writing smut at the moment, so it's likely going to be something fluffy. don't worry, all the old requests are in my draft and i might get to them when i feel more comfortable. no promises, though! i think if i will write anything, it will likely just be a short drabble of sorts, just to ease me into it and still put something out. while it might not be my greatest work, i kind of miss having a creative outlet. i have no idea what it's even going to be, or when, so please bear with me! thank you for your continued support <3
Pet play?!!? Ugh I can finally talk about puppy Ike...š„¹ you'd never expect it from him but he's so so happy to obey anything you tell him. Now imagine blindfolding and tying him to a chair! Just walking around him has him begging and his pulse skyrocketing...
Oh, he also keeps track of when your husband leaves and, I'm not kidding, 2 minutes later you hear knocking on your door... I mean, who else could it be if not your pretty neighbour? You should definitely tease him about it and watch his face get all red ^^
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ft. ike eveland x f! reader ā luxiem, nijisanji en
ā°āā§ i sense her in my mind, she's my collarā0.8k words
contains: smut!! dom reader & sub ikeāinfidelity, age gap (ike is mid 20s, reader is early 30s & a mom), pet play/puppy play, bondage, blow jobs, mommy kink
ā¤ author's note: + the mommy kink ask ^^
something that you managed to quickly find out during your illicit affair with your nextdoor neighbor was how obedient he is, almost to a fault. itās evident that he prefers to take a more submissive role in the bedroom, but you have come to realize that it applies to every metric of life. if you tell him you want a glass of water, even if his legs are trembling, heāll rush over to the kitchen and try his best not spill anything. if you ask him for a back massage because you can feel your muscles aching, heāll look up a tutorial and work his hands the best he possibly can, even though his hands are rather too weak for such a task. he doesnāt even dare to sit on the same level as you, often kneeling on the floor beside you while youāre seated instead of joining you.
and for someone who has been taking a submissive role for all her life, having such power over another was exhilarating. it gave you such a high to be treated as though you were more than what you actually were, and it made you wonder just how far you could go with how compliant he is. nothing crazy, of course, but maybe something a littleā¦ unconventionalā¦
when ike saw what you had prepared for him, he wouldnāt stop blushing and was pink from the point of his nose to the tips of his ears, although he would be lying if he said the thought of you using him like this didnāt arouse him. by the time he was stripped of his clothing and tied to the chair, his cock was already heavy and dripping with precum like crazy, making him whimper with how sensitive he was. then, you put a headband with gray puppy ears on his head, followed by a collar with a little bell on his neck, and finally, gently inserting a lubed-up anal plug in his ass that made it look as though he had a fluffy tail swishing about every time he squirmed in place.
āaw, what a cute puppy you are!ā you gushed, āthink you could bark for me? iāll give you a treat if you do.ā
had anyone else on this earth told him to do such a thing, he would have sent them a death glare that would make them wish they were buried underneath the dirt instead, but since it was you, he didnāt hesitate to do as you said. it sounded more like a yelp and was rather pathetic-sounding, but you didnāt seem to mind in the least bit, seeing as you were about to hear a lot of other noises from him as well.
ike knew far too well that he was completely powerless and helpless when it came to you, but it was currently being drilled in with the way you were swirling your tongue against his length. he couldnāt even buck his hips upward into your inviting mouth. all he could do was whimper for more, looking down at you with those teary, half-lidded eyes while you worked your magic. it was such a change to see you on your knees for him for once, a sight that heās certain wonāt be very common, but he would be damned if he didnāt enjoy it to the fullest.
you could feel his cock twitching in your mouth, coming closer to a climax every time you ran your tongue against the singular bulging vein on his shaft. heās insanely sensitive, even when you let him go with a āpopā and simply press kisses on his tip. itās so much fun teasing him because heās always so desperate, whether itās to please or be pleased, there was no difference when he was with you. he has jolts of pleasure shooting through his veins, more addictive than any kind drug, and he starts begging you for the peak of that ecstasy.Ā
āah! please!ā his glasses were slipping off his face, but he was trying his best not to have them fall off because they were his only way of clearly seeing your pretty face and the mischievous look in your eyes. āmommy, pleaseāā
you couldnāt help but giggle at the sudden slip-up. it was probably something heās been calling you in his mind for quite a while, but just didnāt have the guts to do until now, when his brain was practically turned to mush because of your talented tongue. āgonna cum for me, sweetheart? thatās alright, just let go and let mommy take care of you.ā
as soon as those words left your mouth, he erupted like a volcano, filling your mouth with hot cum and taking in multiple shallow breaths. heās never ejaculated so intensely before, with how he saw white with a faint ringing in his ears, but he was snapped back to reality when you moved to kiss him on the lips and allowed him to taste himself in your mouth.āyou did so good for me,ā you smiled at the way his heart was fluttering in his chest when you praised him, āthink you can do another one for me, baby?ā
