Bitch, I'm sippin tea

[sipmyteabitch]

i'm not in love, i won't let you control what i want

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[sipmyteabitch]

Be the one who cares.

Some years ago i remember myself as a person, who had some issues with social interaction. It affected many aspects of my life, starting from personal life and relationship and ending by antisocial behavior and toxicity.

I didn't know how to get out of that state, I didn't ask anyone for help, because i always thought, that if i would seek for help from someone i would seem to be miserable and weak. Anger inside me grew, and i didn't know how to realease it out of my body. But a lucky situation happened. I sat lonely in my room, watched anime and checked fanfics in vk. I liked one comment from comment section which i found funny. Some hours later unknown person, whos' comment i liked sent me a message. He/She asked me, how i am doing. I purely answered that i was not that good, that things were eating me straight from inside. Person, which i thought was a girl, because of the way she wrote, calmed me, said i will be fine and there is nothing to be scared of and depressed about. I told about my deepest complexes to someone, i didn't know. It made feel easier in a lot of ways. Amazing feeling went through my bones and I asked about her life and how it was going. At first she was like tryin to say everythings fine, but later i found out that she doesn't have much friends and tired of being lonely. And all the colourful flowers of first impression became dark and sad. Divorced parents, school bullying, lack of trully needed people. I told her, that i will be with her at this hard moment, no matter who is she and where is she from. We started to talk a lot. Shared our most intimate thoughts and secrets. This was that point. The point i realised how much i can give someone i don't know, how much happiness and need everybody has. I felt better, the way i looked at things became brighter. We both had someone who cared about each other and this gave hope to live. But remember one thing. I didn't attempt to cure my state. A cute little girl gave my her hand to save me and that helped both of us.

You don't need to go to like comments or shit in hope to find someone. The message is simple. Anyone can give a hand of help, even You. If you feel bad and shitty, remember that you are not alone. All people have their thoughts to share, secrets to hide and pain to relieve. You can do a first step.

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Best wishes, SwagReligion

[sipmyteabitch]

People only fuck with real problems when it's too late.

Citizens, who fight against each other, politicians who act like kids in the backyard, men and women arguing about their gender and how they should be called. 

Dudes need blood and circuses. Cuz, yo, it's fun and and easy. Fact that you don't need no brain to piss people off by your behavior.   That's my sin as well, damn. I'm toxic degenerate with no hopes and dreams in life, including the fact I'm always waisted. But you know, I always cared about bigger problems. And I made steps, that will cause their solution. Ask me how? Easy, sweetie. If you want to change something, firstly start with yourself. Every beginning starts with you. For example, cows produce lotta shit gas that causes global warming. The easiest way to simply solve it is to refuse usage of cow meat. Quick example, right? All global problems only seem to be big, but in reality can be solved simply by just stopping wasting money on shit unhealthy stuff.(Repeating, I'm an alcoholic, who loves throwing money away buying battle pass in fortnite). Tg https://t.me/sipmyteabitch