Why Are All My Questions Suddenly Being Answered

22F. There is no such thing as wasted time.

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From mirtazapine to alcohol, to quel me to sleep. And I still have a shit ton of mirtazaPine

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my outlet ❤️

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Need… more…beer…tOO lazy…to leave the house

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« Girl…move on »

I’m still mourning Jesse Rutherford and Devon Lee Carlson. I thought the Duke thing would be a phase. His name is stupid, and he seems very unemployed. She’s so boring now. She had a spark, personality before. The nature of true love is that it ends and you end up with someone you shouldn’t be with? Your true love betrays you and then you end up with no personality?

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Also saw the guy who wanted to cheat on his GF with me at the grocery store. Gross white dude, 178cm and too skinny. I’m calling him gross because of how he spoke to me, but he’s not ugly. Clearly a nepo, and in typical French rich kid fashion he’s skinny as fuck because he doesn’t need to work out because he’s too rich to care about such…right?? Fetishes black women, but is dated a milk and toast white woman. No hate to her, she looks like she could be on Pinterest and actually I want more for her. She deserves better, not just being used as a status symbol by some finance bro who’s desperate to let his « boys » and « work bros » know that he can pull. I’m just drunk and tired.

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The 44 year old film guy who drugged me and did God knows what is lying about his age and dating a 24 year old black woman. He’s lying about his age though. When I knew him I was 19 and he was 44, which would mean he’s at least turning 48 this year (may be turning 49). But he lies about his age and says he’s 42. May have very well been lying about his age back then, so God knows how old he is. I can only assume the African woman (who could genuinely do better) is extremely desperate either financially or in terms of immigrant status. Others wise it does not make sense to me. Also imagine being a beautiful woman in your early 20s and having some uggo geriatric ask to be in a non monagamous relationship. Talk about added insult to injury.

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I said I’d always love you but you weren’t really listening to what I was saying. Maybe to protect yourself I suppose.

Loved what you sold me. There’s parts of you that where true. The 20%. Everything else…I don’t know.

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I seriously deleted peters number and our chat from my phone. I was going to message him saying some bull shit. God is protecting me and keeping me safe though.

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Drunkenly messaged the woman whose pedophile boyfriend fucked me over all those years ago. What’s wrong me? I’m drunk. Can’t believe these things still bother me wow. I act like I’ve moved on, but I really haven’t.

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I let a scammer tell me I’m beautiful

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Tale as old as time

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I let a scammer tell me I’m beautiful

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Paris:

Eastern Europe girls/young women anorexically thin as a result of economic crisis and/or war torn nations, desperate for social mobility. Can find a handsome guy, but he’s not rich and he’s very controlling and is also a pathological liar.

African girls/young women seen as savages, extremely sexually available and slaves in most contexts. Slave therapist to white friends who don’t like you, sex slave to any demographic of adult male, slave slave to your employer. The best hope of this life is gainful employment and avoiding single motherhood.

South Asian young women the butt of the joke. Will be made fun of for their accents, their culture, their odour — most of it won’t even be true. Don’t strive too hard for white men, those are the biggest bullies, even after marriage.

East Asian young women, chronically low self esteem’s and would date an ugly white dude. They know that about you by the way. Easy to manipulate. Don’t fit the bill, they’ll have no qualms making you do that.

Latin American girls/young women; sexualised and completely stripped of any character or intelligence. Fun experiment. Exploit need for social mobility. Premature death.

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this is what it feels like everyday all the time

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Maybe you’re not a douchebag because you’re depressed, maybe that’s just your personality

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I don’t know why we need Epstein for people to understand this shit happens all the time.

I had my professor harass me with multiple long ass paragraph about how badly he wanted to have sex with me.

We don’t need Epstein to bully women out of academia; gross professors already do a great job at that.