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[fy-perspectives]

A Letter to Self

Dear Future Me,

As I write this letter, my mind drifts to the deepest recesses of what it means to live a life of true meaning. Right now, I stand on the edge of the unknown, with a vision in my heart and a longing for something that feels both timeless and elusive. I feel the urgency of the moment, but also the understanding that this is not just a race to accomplish, but a journey of becoming.

I do not know where I will be when you read this letter, but I know that you are the culmination of all the choices I make today. The person you have become is the result of the small, quiet moments of reflection, the moments of profound silence, and the decisions to push through even when I felt lost. I hope you have not lost touch with the essence of who you are, for the journey ahead is not just about what we achieve, but about the way we evolve at the deepest level.

Health: A Sacred Vessel for the Soul At the core of my being is the understanding that health is not just the absence of illness but a sacred vessel that supports the unfolding of my purpose. It is not simply about eating the right foods or maintaining a routine; it is about honoring the very body that houses my soul. I feel an increasing awareness that health is intertwined with spiritual vitality—that what I feed my body, mind, and spirit creates the energy from which all else flows. I have worked to care for my body as an act of reverence, to move with intention, to breathe deeply, and to eat with gratitude. Yet, I know that true health goes beyond the physical. It lies in accepting my vulnerabilities, in cultivating emotional resilience, and in nurturing the peace within.

I hope that, by the time you read this, you have transcended the common notion of health. Have you come to understand that true vitality is a sacred alignment of the physical, mental, and spiritual planes? Do you still honor your body with the same reverence that you once set as your intention? Health is a daily commitment to being whole in every aspect of yourself, and I trust that you’ve continued to care for your vessel with the wisdom that only deep reflection and experience can bring.

Creativity: The Expression of the Soul's Truth Creativity, for me, has become something far deeper than simply producing. It has become the expression of my soul's truth. Every word I write, every brushstroke I make, every idea I birth is not just a reflection of what I know, but a reflection of who I am. I’m no longer driven by the desire to merely create for recognition or external approval, but because it is through creation that I remember myself—the raw, untamed essence of my being.

I’ve come to see creativity as an act of surrender—to let go of control and allow the work to emerge from the deepest recesses of my heart. The journey of creativity has shown me that vulnerability is at its core, and it is only by being authentically exposed that I can produce something that truly resonates. I have faced the fear of judgment, the self-doubt that lingers like a shadow, but through it all, I have learned that creativity is not about perfection—it is about truth. The truth of who I am, in each moment, in each breath.

Have you, by now, been able to create freely, without the weight of self-imposed expectations? Have you allowed yourself to simply create for the sake of being rather than doing? I trust that by now, your creative spirit has transcended the confines of the mind and entered into the realm of pure expression, where the boundaries between creator and creation no longer exist. May you be forever unafraid to express what lives in the deepest places of your soul, regardless of the outcome, for in that expression lies your freedom.

Long-Term Vision: The Pursuit of Meaning Beyond Success When I look into the future, I don’t see a destination as much as I see a continuous unfolding. The world speaks of success, wealth, and status as though they are the ultimate goals of life, but I have come to realize that they are mere illusions compared to the true purpose of living. My vision is not simply to achieve, but to become. To become the person who is not just successful by external measures, but fulfilled at the deepest level. My goal is to live a life of meaning, one in which I serve not from a place of obligation, but from a place of love, generosity, and purpose.

This vision is not limited to material goals; it extends into the realm of soulful abundance—a life lived with presence, awareness, and a deep commitment to contributing something of real value to the world. I understand that I am not just here to exist but to leave a legacy—not one of grand monuments or accolades, but one of quiet impact, where the ripples of my actions touch lives in ways I may never fully see.

Have you reached a place where your vision is no longer shaped by what others expect but by the pull of your own heart? Have you found the courage to pursue a life that feels aligned with your soul’s deepest desires, regardless of how unconventional it may appear to others? I trust that you are living in harmony with your truth, and that your work, whatever it may be, is not just fulfilling but deeply connected to the greater good. In your daily actions, do you embody the very values you hold dear? I hope so. For success is not measured by what we accumulate, but by the love and light we bring into the world.

Facing the Abyss: The Inner Journey of Transformation The most profound aspect of my life’s journey is perhaps the one that is the most difficult to articulate—the internal transformation that takes place beneath the surface. This journey is not always visible to others, and sometimes, it is not even visible to me. But I know that this transformation is real. It is the shift from fear to courage, from lack to abundance, from confusion to clarity. It is the process of shedding old identities, beliefs, and limitations that no longer serve my highest self.

In these moments, when the world feels like it is crumbling or when doubt and fear grip my heart, I remember that true growth comes from surrendering—surrendering to the uncertainty of life, to the knowing that I do not have all the answers, and that I am not meant to. I have learned that trusting the process is the key to peace, and that in the darkest moments, there is always light waiting to emerge.

Have you fully surrendered to the unfolding of life, knowing that everything, even the most painful moments, is part of the grand design? Have you accepted that the challenges you’ve faced are not obstacles to overcome, but the very soil from which your wisdom and growth have sprouted? I trust that you’ve learned to let go of all that no longer serves you and embraced the unfolding of your true self, free from attachment to outcomes.

Relationships: The Sacred Dance of Connection The relationships I hold closest to my heart are the ones that remind me of who I am and why I’m here. These connections are not defined by superficial exchanges, but by the deep, sacred bond that exists between two souls. I’ve learned that love is not just an emotion, but a sacred act of vulnerability, a constant flow of giving and receiving, where both individuals are free to be their most authentic selves.

In these relationships, I have come to understand the importance of both self-love and love for others. I cannot truly love others if I do not first love and honor myself. This is a profound truth that continues to unfold. Have you, by now, mastered the art of presence—of truly being with others in moments of silence, joy, and grief? Have you let go of expectations and embraced the beauty of unconditional love? I trust that you have nurtured your relationships with the depth, care, and love they deserve.

The Unfolding Journey I cannot know exactly what the future holds. But I do know this: I am here to become. To evolve. To step into the fullest expression of my soul's purpose. This journey is not about destination, but about becoming more authentically me with every step I take. I trust that wherever you are, you are living in alignment with this deep truth.

May you look back with gratitude for the pain and the joy, for all that has shaped you into who you are today. And as you move forward, may you do so with courage, faith, and a deep, unshakable knowing that you are exactly where you need to be.

With all my love, faith, and trust in the unfolding of your journey,

Sincerely Yours

[kunamaibintangitunamamu]

Pasti... kita pernah punya satu orang yang kita simpan dalam hati, namun tak pernah benar-benar kita perjuangkan.

Sebab dia hanya membingungkan—seperti hadir tapi tak utuh, seperti dekat tapi juga jauh.

[punyalululili]

[dinisuciyanti]

The good things are always be the good things. Pernah begitu akrab kemudian lost contact? Gak sekali dua kali. Jadi ya biasa aja sih. Cuma mungkin hal yang membuat lost contact ini yang levelnya beda-beda. Ya intinya, setiap teman ada masanya.

Dewasa ini udah enggak mau drama marah-marahan gara-gara temen lupa ngucapin ulang tahun. Dewasa ini, teman yang akrab pun bisa jadi gak pernah chat almost everyday, tapi sekalinya ON atau ketemu ya akan se-smooth itu.

Mendewasa itu sudah banyak pikiran. Banyak kerjaan. Banyak masalah. Enggak usah ditambahin drama aku gak suka dia kamu harus sekufu sama aku. Ealah. Kek bocil ae.

Mau berteman ayok. Enggak juga gapapa. Aku akan tetap seperti ini. Kamu pun dengan jalan mu.

22 Agustus 2023

[atifadhilah]

Sedih tapi harus, no more time anymore. Bismillaah.

[atifadhilah]

Perihal dunia, lihatlah ke bawah, agar lebih banyak yang patut kita syukuri.

Perihal amal ibadah, lihatlah ke atas, bila tak sanggup berlomba dalam ketaatan, berlombalah dalam istighfar memohon ampunan.

[penaimaji]

Berhentilah Berburuksangka

Orang lain memposting kesehariannya, kamu tidak suka dan merasa terganggu. Orang lain memposting prestasi atau pencapaianya, kamu menganggapnya sombong. Orang lain memposting tumbuhkembang anaknya, kamu tersinggung karena punya treatment yang berbeda. Orang lain memposting liburan, kamu menganggapnya pamer. Orang lain menuliskan pendapatnya, kamu marah karena tidak sependapat. Orang lain memposting ceramah, kamu merasa tersindir

Aduh. Nggak capek apa punya pikiran negatif terus? Itu kan orang lain cuma sharing aja. Kenapa merasa sakit hati?

Sadarlah.. bahwa apa yang kita lihat, apa yang kita baca, respon kita tergantung bagaimana perasaan kita saat itu juga. Coba renungi, dan bertanya pada diri sendiri, kenapa bisa seperti itu? Apa yang membuatmu selalu sakit hati? Kamu merasa semua orang menyakitkan bagimu, padahal itu hanya perasaanmu sendiri

Bukankah memang tidak apa-apa kalau memang kamu tidak baik-baik saja? Tidak perlu denial; jangan mencari kambing hitam untuk menutupi apa yang sakit dalam dirimu. Cari penyebabnya, lakukan sesuatu yang bisa menghindarkanmu dari hal tersebut; lakukan sesuatu yang positif untuk mengalahkan prasangka negatifmu

Kalau media sosial sudah membuatmu banyak terkena penyakit hati, coba istirahatlah sebentar. Jangan kepo dengan aktivitas orang lain kalau masih terus melihat dari kacamata negatif

Berbaiksangkalah.. sungguh itu akan menyelamatkan hatimu sendiri

Jakarta, 14 Agustus 2023 | Pena Imaji

[atifadhilah]

Mengelola hati dan pikiran emang pe'er seumur hidup, bukan hanya sensi terhadap kehidupan orang lain, tapi berburuk sangka terhadap diri sendiri juga perlu dihindari, seperti berpikir negatif tentang 'aku' yang ga berdaya, gabisa ini itu, bodoh, jelek, cuma bisa ngerepotin, cuma beban hidup, sampai rasanya seperti ga pantes ada dunia ini, ga ada efeknya, ga berguna dan sederetan pikiran negatif lainnya yang kalau terus dibiarkan bisa berbahaya menuju depresi hingga bunuh diri.

yuk pelan pelan, belajar lebih positif, tarik nafas dalam, hembuskan. bismillaah! yok bisa yok!

[quotes]

[jndmmsyhd]

Indahnya sebuah rumah, dari seorang suami yang pulang dari masjid dengan zikirnya, dari seorang istri yang juga berzikir di dalam rumahnya menanti suaminya pulang. Pagi itu, apa yang istri masak, maka suami akan memakan masakannya tanpa mencari apa yang tidak ada. Andai tidak masak, maka ia berpuasa, menyenangkan hati istrinya. Bersalawatlah padanya, suami terbaik. Rasulullah.

@jndmmsyhd

[atifadhilah]

Allaah Maha Tahu.

Tak peduli bagaimana dunia mencelamu, Allaah Maha Tahu. Tak peduli bagaimana kamu merasa diperlakukan tidak adil, Allaah Maha Tahu. Tak peduli bagaimana pikiran negatif oranglain terhadapmu, Allaah Maha Tahu. Tak peduli bagaimana oranglain tak menganggap atau tak melihat sama sekali niat dan kebaikan tulusmu, Allaah Maha Tahu. Tak peduli bagaimana oranglain meremehkanmu, Allaah Maha Tahu.

Begitulah mengeja ikhlas, cukuplah Allaah sebaik baik yang Maha Tahu, lalu tenanglah hatimu. Tak usah khawatir, Allaah Maha Tahu setiap rasa sedih dan kecewa dalam benak, biar Allaah yang balas pada setiap sabar maupun gusar. Cukuplah Allaah, sekali lagi cukuplah Allaah, dan ridhakan hatimu.

[ceritajihan]

Cukup temukan satu alasan

Seseorang yang pada dasarnya memang ingin berniat pergi, bagaimana pun kamu menahan nya ia akan tetap meninggalkan mu,

Hanya perlu satu alasan paling tepat untuk membuat seseorang bertahan, meskipun ada banyak kemungkinan membuat nya pergi.

Saat Kehilangan satu pegangan paling Fundamental untuk bertahan, tidak ada hal lagi yang dirasa mampu membuat sebuah raga bertahan lebih lama.

Jangan menahan sesuatu yang tidak ingin tinggal.

@ceritajihan

[atifadhilah]

Let me enjoy my own time, give me a space before I go to another step ahead, don't push me, trust me, let me learn to choose my own choice, I wanna break for a while, I wanna rest before I run more, doing more, before better things come insya Allaah.

[sittirezkijulianti]

Bingung, mau cemburu apa sadar diri.

[mariakiftia]

Jika orientasi seseorang adalah akhirat, maka dia tak pernah khawatir bagaimana perkataan manusia kepadanya.

[tehhh]

belajar lagi ya, va..

[bintang-laut]

Semoga kelak dipertemukan dengan seseorang yang siap menjadi pendengar setia. Siap sedia kedua telinga mendengarkan keluh kesah kita. Meskipun dia nanti tidak selalu menawarkan solusi, tetapi dia selalu ada disaat yang tepat. Disaat semuanya tidak lagi bisa dipendam sendirian.

Semoga nanti dia pun mengerti bahwa perempuan yang bercerita banyak hal kadang tidak meminta solusi. Tetapi hanya butuh pendengar, tempat berbagi cerita untuk meluapkan isi hati.

Smeoga dia pun sudah belajar ilmunya sebelum genap:")

Ps: video didownload dari instagram ustadz Salim A Fillah.

Rabu, 5 Juli 2023| 21.58

[sittirezkijulianti]

Maaf. Aku terlalu cepat mencintaimu.

[idleminds]