pls dnt rb my personal posts

trigger warning 18 — struggling for 7 years active october 2020 pls don’t reblog my personal posts... hw: 240 (4 yrs ago) cw: 206.8? lowest: 161 gw1: 185 gw2: 161 gw3: 140 gw: 105 ugw: 95 h: 5’4” / she/her !! please don’t follow my actions. they’re dangerous and could kill you. !!

[skinfairey]

TRIGGER WARNING!!

• this is a vent account. reporting will do no good. please, just block me. this is my safe space. • also, please don’t reblog my personal posts. it makes me uncomfortable. •

• i have an eating disorder. please do not follow me unless you are already suffering from one. •

if you are experiencing disordered eating thoughts, PLEASE SEEK HELP. this disorder is deadly. it will kill you.

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[skinfairey]

i’m logging out for a while i need to take a break from this account. sorry y’all my mental health is in shambles and this account kinda feeds into it,,, i’ll be back tho lmao

[cosmicvngel]

[notkatniss]

[antisisyphus]

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like to charge, reblog to cast

[guiltygirl]

my only talent is appearing calm and emotionless when in reality i am on the brink of death

[skinfairey]

i said screw it and binged i shouldn’t have lol

[rox-and-prose]

One of my least favorite mental illness things is "hungry but dont feel like eating" and its companions "hungry but all the food in the house is Illegal," "hungry but can't make anything," and "hungry, want to eat, but why bother"

[chatdomestique]

Also the adhd friend “hungry but unaware of hunger because current activity is too captivating”

[rox-and-prose]

"Hungry but I'll get to it later"

[jabberwockypie]

“Definite not hungry, nope, but upon forcing oneself to eat something, discovering that the food vanished in 30 seconds and the pervasive feelings of ickiness all vanished, what the fuck"

[signechan]

Hungry but only for one specific food. I do not know what that food is but i do know i don't have it in the house

[azombietale]

Hungry but calories evil 😤

[godisahuman]

Every once in a while I think “why do I have all these mental disorders, surely my childhood wasn’t that bad” and then I have an interaction with my mother and I understand.

[rexierachei]

*father

[vesface]

[the-gayest-dovah]

Better see y'all reblogging this

[art-mybeloved]

I’m reblogging it again

[rexierachei]

If y’all don’t follow the guidelines to properly wear a mask, gtfo and away from me and my high risk family and anyone in the universe that I don’t want to die or get sick. Thank you.

[sslowly3]

Can we all just agree as a community that calories from vitamins, medication, etc don’t count?

I hate seeing you guys not take your meds on fast days. They don’t count, please take them

[imnothungrylol]

hold up, vitamins have cals?? WAIT A FUVKING MINUTE

[massiveskeleton]

my last three brain cells when i finally start losing weight again

[11-515]

[skinfairey]

i feel so disgusting

[skinfairey]

i wanna purge but i haven’t drank enough water and alcohol sucks to throw up.... so does bread......

[skinfairey]

hhhMmmMmmmM

tonight’s been... interesting

i drank a twisted tea and a busch light, then half of a batsquatch and half of a yuengling... ate some cheese it’s, and half a slice of pizza.

i made a microwave dinner and i wanted some candy which was my bf’s, and he went off on me for wanting candy bc i’ve been telling him i want candy and then i eat some and tell him not to let me have anymore and then i want candy again . he says it’s been fucking with his head. so i just .... didn’t eat any candy and threw away my microwave dinner bc i didn’t wanna eat anymore.

i’m such a shit person. i’m disgusting. i’m an awful human being. i don’t deserve to eat. why did i drink so many calories? why did i eat? i should have kept fasting. i’m disgusting. i don’t want to eat anymore. why. am . i. like this.

[skinfairey]

i ate a calzone for dinner (fasted 22h) now we’re about to go get beer and i’m wanting a twisted tea but they’re like 500! cals! per pint!

fuck

[skinfairey]

i drank a twisted tea half and half (440) and half of a Batsquatch (??????) i kinda hate myself bc i’m not that dr,nk but i’ll drink more bc i self sabotage