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welcome to my blog :PP

[sleep1mg]

hello hellooss welcome to my acc 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

im zian !! uhhhrrr idk what i am ,,,,,this is just a blog where i post my ocs stories using picrew ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜))

keep in mind :: owner of the acct is of age , the character alone —zian,— is an adult . ALSO NOTE , zian -> character host -> host

ASKS ARE ALWAYS OPEN ,, pls be patient in waiting for zians responses as shes busy playing and sleeping .

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[cyber-sour]

The way you can see what her last words to him were when he's captured...

kochanie zostań.

[elderwhizzer]

sorry if this is how you found out

[vekashim]

i find it very interesting that some streamers treat minecraft as minecraft and some treat it as an actual roleplaying game

for example ashswag keeps calling out the feds for using creative mode and when he had a confrontation with one of them when asked ‘do you think this is a game?’ ash jokingly answers ‘yes, minecraft’ even if he’s in the middle of doing lore

meanwhile some streamers even hold themselves from using the map cuz its -rp even though this mod probably wouldve been modified if it was actually interfering with the experience of other players. map is the very reason how ashswag found multi haiper and fariis because its a known method that otherwise wouldve been compromised

i really like how each pov has its own interpretation towards roleplay and depending on who you watch you build up a completely different view on whats considered playing minecraft and whats considered roleplay

[kukyo-xela]

The wedding had surprisingly few explosions to be honest, probably in big part because Ewron forgot about the objections part of the ceremony

And other than the literal GROOM not appearing and having to be replaced with Don, it went pretty peacefully honestly

Of course there's also the drama it created between Ashswag and Ewron, because Ewron called their wedding a union between the Regime and the Federation, and Ash understood it very literally

And also on that topic, Ashswag found out about the chip thing now??? Can't wait to see where that goes, his beautiful Regime is falling apart so hard TwT

[even-more-nonsense]

Failure to reach the heavens

[hhhhhhhbees]

HOLY SHIT

[sleep1mg]

[sleep1mg]

WAIT SO WHAT HAPPEND TO ARBOR ?????

arbors still alive and continued to be untill her 70s, she died from pneumonia but aside from the inevitable she actually has grown to love her life in the cults facilities . arbor genuinely sees all the orphans there as her own even if they annoy her from time to time, she does miss the music from the bars but thats it.

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[sleep1mg]

Hi

hi

[lithuea]

hairstyles

[sleep1mg]

01 ︶︶ The story of Arbor , The Shameless .

“ Back then, there was a girl who had nothing, not even a God. And such a girl grew up into a rowdy woman , careless , disgraced— everything a lady shouldn't be. Working herself into prostitution as she sold her body to several reckless men, slowly destroying her body's last grace day by day untill she noticed a small bump in her abdomen. ”

Could this be? Is this really true for me ?

“ —She cried , for as foolish as she may be , she'd always longed to be the one taking care of others , for those who destroy themselves too are those who would beg others to not follow in their very steps. ”

“ Arbor is her name , a woman born into poverty and the cruel grip of the world. For Arbor to have lived without any education , she had to have worked in bars , giving herself to many people to be able to have a life that others can call 'living' . But it isn't just Arbor now , with the bump on her abdomen now a constant reminder as her tears dropped to the dirty floor. ”

“ For as glad as she was , she couldn't afford any checkups anytime soon , so for Arbor to give her child a happy life , she had to work overtime. ”

“ Each paycheck was saved and tucked away for her doctor's appointments , the rest would be put into getting them both out of here , for no daughter of Arbor will follow the path of shame she walks. The days stretched as she worked , reaching weeks as she finally saved enough for her first checkup , tears dropping as the doctor spoke , putting her results right infront of her. ”

Ma'am, Im sorry pero hindi po bata yung tumutubo sa loob ninyo kung di po tumor.

“ The words seem to have rang repeatedly in Arbor's ears. Each ring seemed to have broken through all her fantasies and dreams of raising a child . Each ring breaking the image of her carrying her newborn in her arms , the image of an infant coming into the world and being held by her— their mother, instantly shatters as the doctor continues to talk about possible treatment for her as she scrambled to say she can't afford it nor does she have the insurance for it. ”

“ She can only walk out of the cheap clinic holding nothing. Eyes blurring as the tears continue to fall onto the ground as she sobbed , leaning her back against the wall as she drops down onto the ground as she broke down , every dream she had imagining the life she could've had with the baby , every melody she'd learn to sing for them so they wouldn't have nightmares , every one of her texts to her old friends asking for advice on how to swaddle and change a baby. All shattered , all gone. ”

“ Though perhaps not all hope was lost when a thinner figure walked infront of her , face hidden by the surgical mask and eyes narrowed as the figure spoke. ”

Kaya ko po tanggalin ang inyong problema, Miss. Para lang po sa isang maliit na hingi ko sainyo.

“ The voice was feminine , hushed as they spoke to her. Offering a deal that ensured she'd leave society forever. The thinner figure would operate on her for free and in turn Arbor has to join the cult their in— with her heart almost crushed and her mind fogged with heartbreak , lacking all her sensibility as she agreed. ”

“ Arbor didn't know what she was doing anymore. She never did , did she truly think she can raise a child when she herself has no education? when she lived in a shabby and dirty apartment with rarely anything inside? Who was she kidding , a child would never want that life. Arbor thought so as she followed the figure into a seemingly large house , plain and empty in furniture , windows boarded and multiple locks on the doors. Lying down in an unfamiliar room on an uncomfortable bed , her vision faded out as she felt the cold wash over her. ”

“ Opening them back to stare at the ceiling she doesn't recognize , her hand weakly coming up to her lower abdomen as she gritted her teeth , feeling the fresh closed wound that could've given her someone to love. ”

“ The masked figure hummed as they stored away the wet sack of flesh in a small cooler , catching the movement in the corner of their eye as they gave a small smile under the cheap surgical mask. ”

Ang lakas po nang loob nyo Miss Arbor, siguro magiging magaling na inay kayo sa mga bata dito.

“ Arbor could only take a sharp breath as she nodded. Even if she couldn't be a mother to her own , atleast she can watch and help other children grow under her care. ”

“ To leave society and serve an old name— there was nothing to hesitate about when she was born from nothing and had nothing from the very beginning , society wouldn't miss nor remember a woman who'd sold her body , she'd only be called a pathetic slut like every other woman put down by the word. ”

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picrew credits : https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/111486

notice ! i only edited the moles and added a small gradient in her hair + added subtle shading to her skin and face . other then that i do not own nor take ownership of the art .

notice ! translation for bold and italic words :

"Maam, im sorry but its not a baby growing inside you but a tumor."

"I can get rid of your problem, miss. just for a small little favor from you."

"You're so strong Miss Arbor, you'd make a great mom to the kids here."

[wolfythewitch]

Saw you across the parish and only one of us liked your vibe

[bearoutofmind]

Kayo you can't vague post like that think about the collateral damage

[ze2the3]

(ooc) I'm curious if you know any type one diabetics in real life, or if you just picked T1D for Micha's false diagnosis on a whim -- I'm T1D and there is absolutely zero representation out there or knowledge of the condition, so seeing it in any context (even in one like this lol) makes me overwhelmingly excited because I get to share stuff about my diagnosis and the hypotheticals of what that experience must have been like for him :]

(OOC) I myself am actually type one diabetic and the knowledge of the over dosage of insulin came from what they told me when I was fist diagnosed at 7, explaining how it can be dangerous to give someone insulin if they aren’t diabetic.

[sleep1mg]

[0ct0bersrust]

Ri needs a raise after the Ayakashi Bakeneko arc holy shit he was SO OVER IT the entire trilogy

Here's some of my favorite frames of Ri in the worst day of his job:

And yes he said all that

[bearoutofmind]

Kayo you can't vague post like that think about the collateral damage