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All my writings || 22

[sleepdeprivednoirette]

all the promises at sundown, i meant them like the rest.

[sleepdeprivednoirette]

everytime i close my eyes, i hear your laugh, i see your smile and those eyes that will never fail to make me cry, it hurts to think those memories will remain just memories, and it hurts that i can’t make any more with you, it hurts to think that you will always be just a memory to me, and it hurts that you are gone.

[sleepdeprivednoirette]

no matter how beautiful the mornings are, it’ll always wake me up from my dreams that you were in

[sleepdeprivednoirette]

it's an empty feeling, everything exhaust me, even happiness exhaust me

[sleepdeprivednoirette]

i want to live somewhere where i could be me, where i don't have to worry about anyone or anything, where i could feel free and the only problem that i'll think every morning is which cup to use for my coffee

[sleepdeprivednoirette]

the sadness stayed with me for so long that i don't know how to live without it anymore

[sleepdeprivednoirette]

no matter where i go, this feeling will always follow me, the air of an unwanted sadness will always linger.