My rotting, golden, heart
And the glass is stained—
Like how these lines don’t write themselves,
Like the lines within my rotting brain—
That you wrote with a spell.
And every single shattered piece reflects another lie—
Realizing only took refracting through
And God, I thought you were a saint;
But your hands were laced with sin,
And it only took a sinner’s touch,
To take something within—
And you crushed it into fine gold bits,
Fed me through pursed lips.
Thinking stone won’t even notice—
Thinking stone would never flinch.
Did you think I’d met Medusa?
Me and her would be good friends,
But stone doesn’t have a heart that beats.
That it has to sew and mend.
So I’ve finally wiped my eyes,
and gotten off the burial mound,
And now notice your cathedral
has burned slowly to the ground.
I see now what I couldn’t;
Your stained glass wasn’t rose,
But brown like wilted grass,
And red—like bloodied nose