Hi, im Erin, or sometimes Letan. I'm a 20 year old trans woman / enby-ish from the UK :D
Generally new to tumblr so im still figuring out how it works lol (i love the freedom we have with messing about with text). got the cheeky Anxiety and ADHD, possibly autism as well but who knows lol
This is a kink blog, especially surrounding hypno, pet/puppy play, and maybe some other "interests" of mine depending on my mood hehe
My (brand new!) discord is @ sleepy_rattus , Dms are always open on both accounts, as are asks here :) i hope to respond to all i can, but I will not send pics of myself until I am further in my transition. Just a personal preference, sorry to dissapoint!
Now for the lists lmao, i fucking love a good list
DNI LIST:
Pedophiles, MAPs, nonces, etc. Obviously.
Anyone under the age of 18.
Detrans, Sissy, and Misogyny-kink accounts. First 2 especially, third one just makes me feel gross.
Findom, unless youre giving me free money no strings attached in which case Oh Boy!
Kink List
(Purple means i LOVE it, Green means I like it, Orange means it ain't my thing but id try it if it was yours, Red means its a no go. if its not on this list, lmk and ill add it wherever it fits!)
Hypno, duh
Petplay, especially puppy play
Musk / armpits
Gentle dom/me
Dumbification (non-permanant)
Dollification (non-permanant)
Gradual conditioning
Hucow, sometimes
Med kink, aesthetically
Corruption, within reason
Bimbofication
Freeze play
Sensory deprivation
Bodily waste
Non-kink Interests:
a good list :) (joking, mostly)
DnD!! ask me about my characters or the campaign im working on!!
vidya games.. especially roguelikes and games that are rich in lore without necessarily having the most in depth story, ie Death Stranding or Hollow Knight
I occasionally write, though im kinda shit at it
Ska music :D
I currently don't have any triggers, but if I did, id put em..
here..
or here?
maybe even here!
Not here though, this is reserved for thanking you for reading :)
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Warning: This Intro Post is Under Construction, things are subject to change lol
Oh my gosh I love girls I love being a girl I love being a girl who loves girls I love being loved by girls I love being loved by girls I love. I'm so gay.
need to be conditioned with musk. need to be able to bury my nose in a hot girls pits and be able to instantly turn my brain off.
Taking a deep breath in, and blowing the thoughts back out.
Conditioned with soft gentle words and her new file, but only ever letting me sink with her hand in my hair, shoving me into her scent and letting it cloud me mind
Another deep breath in, and breathing the thoughts out again
spending a long day under her desk with my dumb Puppy snout pressed against her crotch, whining and needy but unable to do anything about it
because Puppys nose is so much more important than Puppys brain
In relation to hypnokink, you don't owe the person on the other end of the chat anything. If you start to feel squicky, as a subject OR a Tist, it is completely within your right to end communication with or without explanation. In instances of safety concerns, a block without explanation is always justified. Hypnosis is insidious; when played with consensually and ethically, this is no issue! But it's best to get ahead of any lasting mental effects by ending communication early if you feel things going in an unhealthy direction.
I found a mindfulness app that sends random notifications to you through your day, at random times. The default messages are wholesome and cute.
But it's completely customizable... I mean, sure, random messages reminding you to be mindful is neat. But I want reminders that I'm a slut, or that I'm just an object. I want random triggers and a mantra that drop me and leave me drooling unexpectedly. I want to wake up edging and wondering what the fuck happened until I see the notification again as my head starts to get fuzzy and the room fades a way for the second, third, fourth time? Who knows how long its been.
Anyway, this seems like a great app to stay mindful of what it takes to be a good, obedient girl, so why not give it a whirl?
This would actually be great for long-term trigger conditioning, just a trigger to bring on a short, deep trance, letting your subject enjoy that random moment of emptiness before they come back up.
It's great because the weak link with conditioning via trigger phrase is the need for repetition, to keep in fresh in a subject mind, so long as rhe trigger was conditional, stopping you from blissing out inbthe middle of a board meeting, with a customer or freinds, loved ones ect, truly a fascinating idea.
clicker training with hypno gets me feral, there's so much you can do with it
like being conditioned to get just a little sleepier with every click, a little slower, a little dumber. Drifting into puppy space like normal, but just a little deeper. Always knowing the click, click, click is a reward but not understanding why it feels so much better than it used to
it feels better because a puppy's natural place is dumb and docile for their partners. No thoughts. only the soft click, click, clicks and their soft words of affirmation making you feel so good.
Right, considering the current state of corporate politics on this site, and that it seems that only those affected seem to be actively speaking on the matter, it is up to I, the only fucking cishet on tumblr, to drag this out to a wider audience.
REBLOG IF YOUR ACCOUNT IS A TRANSFEM SAFE SPACE.
We need to show these higher ups how much we truly value them.
is your blog a safe space for freaks, deviants, cringe failgirls, transfems you find personally annoying, transfems who are Loud and Opinionated, is it safe for all of us ?
