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dolorem ipsum / "pain itself"
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innocent looking shy girls with perverted freaky minds 🙂↕️🙂↕️
and if i said i think the flowers are representations of kris and their issues?
(and even if Pink isn’t a flower it’s Pretty Obvious what she’s supposed to represent)
god it's hard to tell because of the lighting here, but her expression when she thanks Kris for walking her home is so loving it hurts.
I don't want to hear a single thing about how she's replacing or abandoning Kris, you look at her face and tell me she has any intention of ever doing that.
she literally says this
🗡 Host was talking to a friend about this a while ago, and wanna put down our own two G about this, even if just to write it down.
We don't think there's a universe where Susie would ever replace Kris, Ralsei, anyone. There is not a single thought in that girls head that would ever lead her to abandoning anyone for someone else. She's a dragon(metaphorical or biologically), these people are her hoard. All of them are getting loved and cherished forever. The absolute worst thing we could even assume right now, is that she's excited that someone likes her just like she likes them, and is focusing on that a lot. Like everyone would for the most part!!
That said, I can also so, so easily imagine Kris taking it far worse than it actually is. If we're assuming right, this is a kid that's shut themselves off from everyone they love and care about because they're convinced that they're just going to hurt them at worst, or at best, just be in the way and holding them back. That's why we believe they drifted away from Noelle. But Kris is also someone who DOES care so, so fucking much about the people around them, look at how they, unprompted, put in theirs and Ellys name for the ballot? Calling back to them as children, probly close to a decade ago. That's not someone who doesn't care, that's someone who's desperate for a reunion.
But see their childhood friend and their best friend getting together, being so happy without them... it's easy for those thoughts to seep back in. 'They've got each other, they don't need me to do anything, they'll be happier without me dragging them down,' conveniently ignoring that BOTH Noelle and Susie want Kris around, even if Noelle is still also grappling with how much them distancing themselves hurt her.
TLD- fucking-R: Susie isn't going to abandon Kris in any way, despite Kris potentially still taking it like that's a forgone conclusion, and she's gonna beat that into them probly over the next two chapters.
I feel like ODD being an official disorder in the DSM should be the thing that makes everyone go “hm” about how psychology is practiced
[looking a child directly in the eye] i diagnose you with Shitty Bitch Syndrome. this makes it legal to do medieval german tortures to you by the way
cmon man
Hi I have an undergrad psych degree! I also have ADHD! In my motherfucking TEXTBOOK, the authors said, “Research describes ADHD as a neurodevelopmental disorder in the same vein as Autism. We are putting the (miniscule) section on ADHD in the same chapter as ODD, though, because we believe really these disorders both boil down to ✨️ people not doing what we tell them to because they are lazy✨️”
So my actual TEXTBOOK admitted that it was biased and teaching these disorders based on opinion and not up to date research. And, as described above, the section on ODD was basically just, “these are bad kids. We will not look into why or how or what comorbidities exist and we will also not be exploring the possibility of ODD really being a manifestation of trauma/undiagnosed adhd/autism/pathological demand avoidance/persistent drive for autonomy. We will however be mostly focusing on how annoying these kids are to their parents and teachers ✨️”
It’s fucking crazy. “Yeah we know lots of people with autism struggle to follow demands. They may either ignore/not register demands or have meltdowns when demands are placed. They may engage in physical aggression, verbal aggression, and property desctruction when directed to complete tasks or be exposed to uncomfortable sensory input. They may need to know the why behind demands and consequently argue with authority figures. They may be easily upset by sensory input or social interactions and have emotional outbursts when pushed beyond their limits. Some children with autism seek attention and may engage in maladaptive behaviors to elicit the attention of peers and caregivers if positive attention is not given freely/if they are ignored when behaving appropriately. All of these are symptoms of their underlying neurological differences and should be met with compassion and understanding. They are not bad children. Their brains process information differently and therefore they have executive functioning, sensory processing, and emotional regulation challenges that cause these behaviors.
Those kids over there? Yeah they have all the same symptoms but they are just Morally Wrong and Bad Children. They have Oppositional Defiance Disorder. How can I tell? Well that one hand flaps and that one doesn’t.”
How would you even measure that?
Things adults wrongly identify as arguing:
Asking for clarification
Asking any kind of question
defending yourself
answering a question teh adult has just asked you
breathing
Existing
Oh, also:
Race and the Mental Representation of Individuals Diagnosed with Oppositional Defiant Disorder: Implications for Diagnosis
Results: Classification images (CIs) showed that the children selected as having ODD appeared more prototypically Black in facial appearance than children not chosen as having ODD. No differences emerged in the gendered appearance of the two group-level CIs. Judged rates of ODD were higher for the children who appeared to be Black. However, diagnostic judgments of clinical trainees and practitioners were unaffected by appearance factors, suggesting that formal clinical training might attenuate the influence of stereotypes on judgment. Discussion: These results indicate that an overlap in Black stereotypes and diagnostic criteria for ODD might contribute to elevated diagnosis of ODD in African American children.
Overwhelmingly Black diagnosis.
Pathologizes problems with authority to dismiss them as irrational.
need my face buried in between a femmes thighs immediately
Happy pride 🏳️🌈 I gathered all my fav ships to celebrate!
Which one's your favorite? Can you spot all the hidden details? 👀
Prints stickers and more on my redbubble or inprnt <3
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Now, I'm going to leave The One Billion Calorie Brownie that Makes you Fat as Fuck cool on the counter. I gotta take a phone call, but when I get back it better still be there.
Yearning for my tits to be bigger. I should slosh audibly when I walk I deserve to be more titty than woman. Everyone should know I’m a cow when they see me.
Moooooooooouhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
Finished chapter 5
I am now convinced Kralsuselle is end game
No more battle throuple. Now I am Battle Quadrangle Fan.
Also if this sounds like I am joking I really am not. I know people say “oh my ship is endgame” in an ironic silly way all the time but with how queer this game is and with how many times polyamory has been mentioned/focused on: all of them being in a polycule together at the end just seems correct to me.
At the very least Susie has already decided she’s keeping the other three for the rest of her life.
Fucking, exactly!
These four are gonna end up getting their shit together and BE together because Susie just wrapped her massive fucking arms around all of them and decided "Mine. This is my hoard this is all mine."
Course its still going to take until chapter seven for her to really understand how the rest of them FEEL about her, but yknow, she's allowed her flaw.
Love the idea of leaning into the dragon thing and using the phrasing of ‘my hoard’ that’s so goddamn sweet and good ;;
Ehehehee, I think it fits!! Also in the tags you're so right, Noelle and ralsei are going to understand each other so, so well!!
Finished chapter 5
I am now convinced Kralsuselle is end game
No more battle throuple. Now I am Battle Quadrangle Fan.
Also if this sounds like I am joking I really am not. I know people say “oh my ship is endgame” in an ironic silly way all the time but with how queer this game is and with how many times polyamory has been mentioned/focused on: all of them being in a polycule together at the end just seems correct to me.
At the very least Susie has already decided she’s keeping the other three for the rest of her life.
Fucking, exactly!
These four are gonna end up getting their shit together and BE together because Susie just wrapped her massive fucking arms around all of them and decided "Mine. This is my hoard this is all mine."
Course its still going to take until chapter seven for her to really understand how the rest of them FEEL about her, but yknow, she's allowed her flaw.
rare vent art from a few months ago
I feel this!!! Also love how you muted the color along the way, I think it makes it that much more impactful!
This is the thing!
babe are you okay you rb'ed “you’re too loud” 15 times today
it'll come back, promise. your people are there, you'll find them.
Reblog if you don't use Generative AI to write fanfics/original fics or to create fanart/original art.
Fuck Meyer-Briggs whatever typology. This INTFP shit is only for redditors up their own asses to substitute for a personality. Use my new typology instead!
Your ideal environment is:
Hot/Cold
Wet/Dry
Bright/Dark
Loud/Quiet
HWBL - beach boy
HWBQ - tropical fish
HWDL - dingy club bathroom hookup
HWDQ - the swamp woman
HDBL - CoachellaBurningmanSouthbysouthwestACL attendee
HDBQ - Lizard
HDDL - Vegas babeyyyy
HDDQ - Trapped in a slot canyon
CWBL - Rowdy Lobsterman Crew
CWBQ - penguin living
CWDL - port angeles basement show
CWDQ - bruminating amphibian/hypothermic mammal
CDBL - ski resort
CDBQ - Christmas in Nebraska
CDDL - mcmurdo station rave
CDDQ - corpse
IM NOT A CORPSE.
thinking about how deltarune is fundamentally a game about making a friend group of codependent losers as lonely as you are in high school
Kris is the only human living in that whole town and no one wants to bring up anything other than their brother and how much better things were when he was around. also they’re weird as fuck
Susie moves around constantly, never had the opportunity to make friends and decided that being a bully was an easier archetype for her to fit into despite having a heart the size of a football field
Ralsei thinks his only purpose is making his two friends happy and ugly cries for the first time in his life after thinking he let one of them down
Noelle lives in a big empty house gated off from everybody else, and only lives with her scary cold mother. Imagine dissociating in front a public freezer so often that sans undertale notices. and your old best friend's divorced dad is there a lot which might make it worse
It took maybe three days for these guys to start making life changing decisions based off of each other which is almost exactly how it goes when you're fifteen
the few minutes between the moment u yap in someones dms and they dont answer and you feel like you should get painfully dismembered for the crime of talking to someone vs the instant relief of normalcy you get when they text back and no ones killed you yet
Fucking despise this callout right now.