Slurrikane @slurrikane - Tumblr Blog

Now that I make good money all I can think about is how much I hate being a girl boss. I wanna go back to being soft and poor, it was better

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“this filter will show you if your teeth are yellow” “this filter will show you if your nose is perfect” “this filter will show you if your face is symmetrical” “this filter will show you if your lips are big” how about if we all blew up our phones forever

I wish I had something sad to say.

Maybe that's sad in itself?

I'm just at peace these days, happy being alone and happy being with this family I've built.

Of course, it's not perfect (is that even possible?).

I still have anxiety, but it's not because I'm questioning myself or the choices I've made.

I still have depression, but I never question if I want to be alive in this world.

I still have doubts and insecurities, but they don't weigh me down as much these days.

I wish I was sad and conflicted, because that's familiar to me. The concept is romantic and tragic but it's not really my narrative anymore.

The anxiety I feel comes from loving so deeply, I can't bear to let go.

The depression I feel is a chemical imbalance that comes and goes.

The doubt and insecurity comes from wanting more for myself and my loved ones, and never settling for less.

I just want to maintain my peace.