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"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."

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Just a short documentary I made discussing the impacts of social media, mainly Instagram and how these influencers or instagram models and this lifestyle as a whole can lead to negative impacts such as depression, anxiety or suicidal thoughts. As millennials we spend so much time on social media and this can lead us to burnout, feel depressed, less than and even suicidal. This documentary highlights that many individuals feel the same way as you do. It isn’t all glitz and glam and more and more people are using instagram and social media to combat body issues, issues regarding mental health and certain influencers are helping shaping the future where the Instagram and influencer world is let superficial. 

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Then half the jobs done

They call me Black. My whole being defined by a word, which is associated with darkness, evil, impurity.

Perhaps that’s why I feel so dirty.

Painted out by the media to be less than, my blackness is rarely shown in their glossy sheets out of fear I may leave my grubby marks on the tanned beauty’s with long straight hair.

Perhaps that’s why I feel ugly.

They told me my hair was to curly, my lips to dark and full; my pussy not pink enough. 

Perhaps that’s why I look down at my skin and curse.

Your quite attractive for a black girl they told me. Why you got so much attitude? they told me. I don’t trust your kind. They told me. Your all drug dealers, gang leaders, crack addicts, thieves and liars that’s what they told me.

Maybe that’s why I hate my culture.

What they never choose to show, is who us “black people” truly are. You see there’s a divine history they have kept hidden. The hatred which is held for us was never enough. We had to learn through history, the media, the playground, politics and police to hate ourselves. See if we despise ourselves then half the jobs done.

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LIBRA

 “Normality is a paved road: It’s comfortable to walk, but no flowers grow on it.”

van gogh. on point.

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At the last post like....

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I just want someone to tease into my mind. Cause if they made to much noise they might alert my anxiety,

to fumble with my idle emotions. Until they undid and slipped freely off my chest.

My blatant erect emotion. Curved and swollen.

I just want someone to caress me with their energy

till the vibrations they sent out create butterflies in my stomach, who slowly glide to settle and flutter at the bottom,

they give me a warm, tingling feeling. That I can feel between my thighs.

My legs won’t open. Like my heart.

Your tense. I’m the only one with my clothes off. I don’t want it to be like that.

This could all be perfect if you just relax...

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Northern Lights by John A Hemmingsen // Edited by MFL

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Isn’t it always