Rock is life !

Just the big mess of the fangirl that I am :) Have a nice day !

[benevolenterrancy]

sleeping arrangements ft The Third Wheel Bed ™

[frandrawsalot]

he's talking to me

[waitwhatwhat]

jean and neil having this conversation

[lazer-t]

A pigeon crosses your dash

[mcmilkan]

Jean in every other universe is marked with the number ‘4’, a very unlucky number in Japan and a homophone for “death” and in every other universe Jean dies.

However, in this one Jean takes Nathaniel’s number, ‘3’, a lucky number symbolising stability and abundance. And he lives.

Neil would be marked with ‘4’, marked for death, but Lola burned it off. And he survives.

[burnedgrass]

Bird (and one sneak) series 🤩 This was actually an exercise i did for an art course like 2 years ago, something to play with typography and text blocks. I took this as an opportunity to draw birds (and one sneak) with quotes from my fav fanfics at the time 🦋

Text is from birdcat's "five minutes west of irvine" | OiIwa fic.

Text is from André Aciman's "Call Me by Your Name" (the one sneak).

Text is from onewhodiedyoung's "till trash do us part" | SakuAtsu fic.

Text is from onewhodiedyoung's "announcing your place in the family of things" | SakuAtsu fic.

Text is from blueskyandpudding's "and thus I watched him twist, a möbius strip unfurled" | EndHawks fic.

[exylover32]

i have this theory that jean's big cathartic moment at the end of tgr when he breaks down and admits he didn't deserve the sexual abuse he experienced is actually preceded by a more subtle version of this moment, one made possible by the fact that it involves the only other person who can understand what he's been through. when andrew realizes that neil could have been similarly abused at evermore, he asks jean to confirm or deny it. jean tells him that it would not have been an appropriate punishment for neil, and andrew, clearly shaken and unimpressed with this answer, presses the issue, asking what circumstances would have made it appropriate. it is jean's response to this that i find most revealing: he says, "you of all people should not have to ask." yes, this is a pointed reference to andrew's own experiences with sexual abuse, but what is jean actually saying? i think he's saying, "you of all people should know there is nothing that could possibly justify it. of course there isn't. but your abusers will tell you there is, and you'll believe them because how else can you make sense of what is happening to you." after he says this, jean digs a thumb into andrew's wrist and drags it up his forearm, where he knows from riko that andrew has self-harm scars. this is him driving home the point, saying "you've had to do things to survive too." because that's what jean's deep-seated conviction of "deserving it" is— a survival mechanism. and at the end of tgr, he finally feels safe enough to let it go.

[rainpeacetea]

AFTG in modern time and its videos titled “Neil’s Josten being unhinged for 34 minutes straight” then there’s “Kevin Day being gay for Jeremy Knox for over 6 minutes” “Jean Moreau and Jeremy Knox being adorable for 27 minutes and 38 seconds.” Lots of “Andrew Minyard being iconic for 8 minutes not so straight”. how can I forget, “Jean Moreau forgetting English core” and finally “Neil Josten vs. Press duty (feat. Kevin day)”.

[rainpeacetea]

And in this interview with Dan wilds, you can see Exy star Neil Josten trapped in a chokehold by teammate Kevin Day. And as the interview progresses, you can see Kevin slowly drag Neil away from microphones with a large hand clamped over his mouth as Neil kicks his feet aggressively.

[ouijacine]

You’re too sweet for me 🍇🍓🍉🌶️🍒

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[girlnumbers]

aauuauauuuhahauaauhahHh euehhgah gweyeyhhhhhahhh nnnhnmnggjannm

[tunisian]

the holy trinity: the father (fuck it we ball) the son (it is what it is) the holy spirit (to be cringe is to be free)

[newrider]

[wamscoastsmoker]

IT’S HALLOWEEN TIME TO GET SPOOKY

[notsocialphobixanymorelmao-deac]

I T S T H E M I D D L E O F J U N E

[wamscoastsmoker]

I T I S H A L L O W E E N T I M E T O G E T S P O O K Y

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[linskiiii]

Raven andreil

[constelationprize]

I think we don't do enough with the fact that Kevin and Riko canonically were drafted to a professional team pre-canon. I don't remember whether it's canon that they actually played a season or not but like they have to at least have MET the team right. Imagine you are a grown ass exy player (preferably from a normal collegiate team like that one college we all don't care about) or like a PA or physical therapist or something and you have to bear witness to kevriko weirdness at their prime. You could have kids and a mortgage and joint pain and two weird eighteen year olds are doing insane pseudoincest traumabond child star shit within spitting distance of you. And then over your break they both drop off the grid and one of them was badly injured and gets dropped by your team and when the other one comes back he refuses to address it honestly and there's clearly been some kind of catastrophic nuclear fall out between them. And then you go on break again and the kid kills himself and subsequently a bunch of his teammates kill themselves also and the rest are placed on suicide watch. And you like have to make peace with the fact you're never going to figure out what really happened, because even though the other one's back to playing but you were not that close and it's unlikely he'll sign your team again now, and it's like an insensitive topic to bring up anyway. Anyway time to put the kit on and go beat each other up on court for money let's hope none of the implications catches up with us

Once again being an extra in the AFTG universe brings so much fascinating implications.

[drops-of-universe]

why do men have this eternal fear of being used for money they don’t have lol

[papidehasbi]

[schnuspi]

in my mind he’s just a baby