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poor 2020 me had no idea I’m talking to that boy tho. Still can’t do a fking pushup. Cats are better. Ex roommate moved out. Got a new job, suck at it but they pay me well and my boss likes me. People don’t know I suck at it yet. Car died, I walk to work now but I live downtown. Lost several lbs, still can’t wear my old clothes but one day. probably have a cavity. haven’t been to the dentist. heart is doing better. yay me.

LOL SO I GOT HACKED? Thank you for the person who posted a comment on my old fic. I haven’t checked in years and I randomly saw the comment today. I moved fandoms but I still occasionally think of that fic - I should post the drabbles I did since I’ll never finish it.

2020 questions

i wonder if i will ever stop sucking at my job

i wonder if my roommate will get his own apartment

i wonder if that boy will ever like me

i wonder if i will ever give up on him and go on a date with that girl

i wonder if i will ever fit back into my old clothes

i wonder if i will ever do a pushup

i wonder if i will stop feeling sad

i wonder if i will stop feeling like a disappointment

i wonder if my car will last another year

i wonder if i will be able to save more money

i wonder if my mom will be okay

i wonder if i’ll ever finish that fanfic

i wonder if i’ll paint something

i wonder if i’ll finish that cosplay

i wonder if the cats will get better

i wonder if i’ll sew any of the patterns i bought

i wonder if i’ll dye my hair again

i wonder where we’re going to live when our lease is up

i wonder if my heart will be healthier

i wonder if my teeth will be better i wonder i wonder i wonder

#some dumb shit #to answer in 2020 #maybe

Why is everything in my head so fucking terrible

#o rite #depression

grumblebeeblog-deactivated20190

instagram be like: get a nose job, hoe out, do some squats, lose weight, buy skinny tea, buy fenty beauty, buy a kylie lip kit, get your summer body, get engaged, get pregnant, lose the baby weight, dedicate yourself to sex and beauty and men and makeup and your man, shave your eyebrows off then draw them back on-

serotoninsuggestion

right pals i cannot stress this enough: unfollow celebs. unfollow influencers. follow artists. follow painters. follow people who plant flowers in pavement cracks. follow bopo activists with similar body types to yours. follow your favourite restaurants and cafes to check out what they've added to their menus. follow comedians. follow accounts that post positive memes. follow cute dogs and cats and hedgehogs. follow tattoo artists. follow shops that make ethical clothes. follow people who paint murals on the walls of buildings. follow environmental and lgbt+ and blm charities. follow authors. follow poets. follow second hand book shops. follow bakers. follow film reviewers. follow tags for countries and cities you'd like to travel to and your favourite books. then like the hell out of all those posts so that's what your explore feed starts showing you. instagram can be so much more than we've let it become. it's a platform for photos and there are far more things out there to see than "perfect" (photoshopped) bodies

radicalmuscle-deactivated-2019

I CANNOT stress how important this is for your mental health, confidence level, and self esteem.

its-the-fluffy-lupin

I made this and showed it to a friend. She said I should post it, so here we are.

fbi-agent-watching-you

This is EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED

zzpancakezz

@staff

i knew this was a possibility but i needed the money so bad so i was like YES i’ll work 12 hour days. gimmie the job

but goddamn it i’m so tired and i want time off and i go home and i don’t get enough sleep and I wake up and start the cycle over again.

october is my favorite month of the year where I get to DO stuff and i can’t do anything. I just do not have the fucking HOURS left in the day I HAVE NONE. none time.

these 12 hour days are destroying meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

#i just #can't #i'm so tired #i work 6 days this week.#12 hours each day #i work 72 hours this week i'm cry

i'm so dead inside.

#these 12 hour days are just #too much #i cant take one more call #my reserves are dry #i did work on my fic though #it did not get finished but it got polished #just one more scene

Guess what I'm posting this weekend

;]

#atkins ain't got nothing on me baby #atkins got nothing on me baby #im lmao i saved the wrong tag

fattyatomicmutant

Petition to refer to TERFs as FARTs, which stands for Feminist Appropiating Reactionary Tranaphobe

riftwitch-deactivated20200531

“Trans-Exclusionary-Radical-Feminist,” when you think about it, is a VERY kind term. To be called a TERF is for the person to admit that they still consider you a feminist.

But what kind of feminist excludes so many women from their movement? If you hate so many women for what they are, you really don’t deserve to be called any kind of feminist, radical or otherwise.

bartfargo

Anti-trans people: Stop calling us terfs it’s insulting

fattyatomicmutant, about to coin a new term: ‘K

queeranarchism

Feminist Appropiating Reactionary Transphobe is far far more accurate too.

i-am-a-fish

ima just spread this

mostlysignssomeportents

The future is here today: you can't play Bach on Youtube because Sony says they own his compositions

James Rhodes, a pianist, performed a Bach composition for his Youtube channel, but it didn’t stay up – Youtube’s Content ID system pulled it down and accused him of copyright infringement because Sony Music Global had claimed that they owned 47 seconds’ worth of his personal performance of a song whose composer has been dead for 300 years.

This is a glimpse of the near future. In one week, the European Parliament will vote on a proposal to force all online services to implement Content ID-style censorship, but not just for videos – for audio, text, stills, code, everything.

Just last week, German music professor Ulrich Kaiser posted his research on automated censorship of classical music, in which he found that it was nearly impossible to post anything by composers like Bartok, Schubert, Puccini and Wagner, because companies large and small have fraudulently laid claim to their whole catalogs.

Europeans have one week to contact their MEPs to head off this catastrophe.

Stop what you’re doing and contact two friends in the EU right now and send them to Save Your Internet – before it’s too late.

https://boingboing.net/2018/09/05/mozart-bach-sorta-mach.html

oodlenoodleroodle

The vote is scheduled 10-13. September.

Make a move now.

startrekgifs

This is so important.

Europe, please speak up and speak out.

magicalishizu

HI!! REMEMBER BACK IN JULY WHERE WE GOT FIRST PART OF ARTICLE 13 STOPPED? WELL NOW WE´RE IN ROUND 2!!

WE NEED TO STOP THIS!!

AND WE ONLY HAVE A FEW DAYS!!! THE VOTE IS SET FOR 12 SEPT.!!

IF YOU LIVE IN EU CALL YOUR MP AND ASK THEM TO VOTE NO

AND YOU LIVE OUTSIDE EU PLZ SHARE SO AS MANY PPL AS POSSIBLE SEES THIS

I ONLY SAW A POST ABOUT IT TODAY , 7 SEPT.!!

WE NEED TO SPREAD THE WORD!!!!!!

OK I finished the Drone season challenge and I'm gonna try to work on my main fic. Between moving and starting school, mandatory 12 hour days and Pokémon go, I have been REAL goddamn busy but sooooon. D;

well that was a clusterfuck.

night.

today i am built for screams

i can’t focus on anything i wanna create todayyyyyyyyyyyyy

i feel like i did nothing ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I feel like I have 100 things to do and only 10 days to do it and if I don’t do all 10 things all 10 days I’m gonna not get it all done and it HAS TO ALL GET DONE, IT’S ALL VITAL.

In the next two months I am MOVING and going back to school while working full time. No not just moving. Moving alone would be NOTHING. That would be FINE. I’m not just moving. I am soley responsible for finding and orchestrating which apartment me and my roommates will be moving to. I have to also make sure I set up the exact date we will be moving out by August 1st, which I have NO IDEA because we won’t qualify for an apartment until one of them gets a job. A job I don’t trust them to get on their own, so I have taken it upon myself to write their resume with them this weekend, as well as hunt for at least 4 jobs with benefits within walking distance of said apartment. Meanwhile I have to go out and visit these apartments and make sure they’re a good fit this weekend. I’m also putting together a cosplay for a con in November, a cosplay that is going to be hard enough to finish, even if I had all the materials now, but I still have to run tests and find out which will work?? I’m also working on adjusting my diet and signing up for exercise classes because it’s a bit skimpy and I’d like to be buff in time but time keeps slipping by and I can’t move the goalposts on any of this shit, it’s either up to par or it ain’t gonna happen. and I’ve got to figure out what credits will transfer and which classes I’m gonna take for a semester starting in less than 2 months. OH, AND ALSO I HAVE TO MOVE. MY STUFF. PHYSICALLY. INTO BOXES.

ALSO I REALLY WANNA FINISH THIS FIC. AND I CAN’T. FOCUS. AND TIME. JUST. KEEPS. HAPPENING. FUCKING KILL ME.

#just #a miserable little pile of yelling