for all the kids that never got the chance

𝕯𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖊 (𝕯𝖆𝖓) ★ 23 ★ HE/THEY ★ TransFag

[kosmogrl]

[softplacetorest]

I actually do think I'm better than you because I'm trans, autistic and traumatized & I'm tired of acting like that's so wrong when I've been ostracized for those qualities my entire life

[softplacetorest]

I'm against infighting but cis white gay men should be humbled and talked over at almost every opportunity btw.

[umboloae]

I've missed drawing my dear husband Stanley, so here's some screenshots redraws of him

[softplacetorest]

my highschool friends wouldn't even recognize me anymore, ive gotten so good at smoking without coughing and living like i dont realize im not dead yet

[softplacetorest]

another day another slay *crumbles into dust and gets so engrossed in my interests I forget I'm a person because they're the only thing keeping me alive and distracted from the constant urge to abandon my life and disappear like a petal on the wind.*

[microposting]

”okay but are you normal about-“ no. I’m an insane pervert.

[softplacetorest]

the chronic loneliness once again has me in it's clutches and I need to see my friends badly. unfortunately they do not love me as desperately as I love them and so I will lay down and whine like a sad dog at the door

[softplacetorest]

sometimes a little treat can be one cigarette and an enrichment activity can be grinding your teeth

[dorykinny]

Rip stanley you would have loved Avon

[the-crow-goddix-abode]

@softplacetorest

[softplacetorest]

YEA

[softplacetorest]

if you're neurodivergent or disabled or struggling with a personality/mood disorder and you can't work because things are hard and the world is overwhelming i know that's rough but you're not committing any moral failure. just, by the way. you're not a bad person for that.

[sabrebash]

the joy of realizing someone is a similar type of freak as you

[the-crow-goddix-abode]

@softplacetorest

[softplacetorest]

:] !!!!

[softplacetorest]

"people with X disorder are violent and manipulative and they lack empathy and will hurt you and like it."

damn, what if I kinda didn't care and treated them with empathy and respect because that's how I treat everyone.

[penny-anna]

The problem w writing fiction is that you'll be like tee-hee I'm going to write a story about a fucked up little scenario that's got nothing to do with anything in real life, just some pure messed up nonsense, and then you finish it and take a step back and go aw rats I made a metaphor again

[the-crow-goddix-abode]

@softplacetorest

[softplacetorest]

exactly/silly /lh

[softplacetorest]

people talk about being trans in the south as some brave accomplishment. I don't feel brave. I just make my tea and go to work and get mad about my rent raising like everyone else

[softplacetorest]

WE NEED LIKE AN I SAW THE TV GLOW FOR TRANSMASCS. HELLO IS THIS THING ON. WE NEED A TRANSMASC MOVIE PLEASE

[lovely-v]

It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.

[lovely-v]

It’s like. When I was told to “just be yourself” as a kid I thought it was a passive thing. Like oh easy I just have to sit here and be myself. but the reason so many people think that “being yourself” is bullshit advice is because you actually have to make active choices to do this and it WILL make your life way more fun. You have to wear t-shirts of bands that were popular ten years ago because you like them. You have to do your hair in a way that you find cute or comfortable even if it’s “so nineties”. If your friend says a food you enjoy is gross to them, you can’t be afraid to admit you casually disagree. You have to do hobbies that you’re interested in even if you’re bad at them and you cant feel like you have to get good at something before you tell people it’s an activity you do. You have to read manga and comic books in public and get piercings your relatives think are unattractive. You don’t have to tell people you dislike that you dislike them, but you don’t have to give them your time and attention either. You have to rewatch that kids show you’re nostalgic for even if you’re in your 30s. You have to change your name if you hate it, even if only a few close friends can know. You have to get fun girly drinks at the bar. You have to order hot chocolate when you don’t like coffee and black coffee when you don’t like sweet things. I am still bad at practicing this but it is the only way to make it all tolerable.