Mindless, Spineless

Katie ~ 20 ~ LI NY ~ Vodka & Bones ~I probably have a journal in my hand ~ music ~ sunsets ~ flowers ~ tea disordered eating but never diagnosed maybe an alcohol problem too HW ~ 160 SW ~ 152 LW ~ 116.5 CW ~ 119.0 GW1 ~ 139 GW2 ~ 129 GW3 ~ 120 UGW ~ 115 (still with an ass)

[caringcoffeechats]

You deserve people in your life who understand you at your core. Who don’t have misconceptions about your personality or your intentions. People who not only “get you” but also care about your wellbeing and won’t betray your trust.

[sohlitude]

November 19th, 2019.   5:30pm

Loving you is like driving in a car without a seatbelt. I may not be hurt during the process, but crashing is almost fatal.  Here I am now, post-crash, in critical condition. Yet somehow still alive. If you asked me to get back in the car, of course, I’d want to say yes. But I know I’m safer healing here on the side of the road then getting back into that moving car. You whip the turns so fast and recklessly. Like you know you’d never get hurt. Maybe that’s because you know you won’t. You are the one in control. There’s no guarantee you’d even drive me to a hospital. You’d probably just go home and leave me in the car to bleed out. So I lay here and wait. My legs perpendicular to each other, my ribs broken in pieces, and my head bleeding out. I lay here and hope. Hope that someone will find me. I don’t even know where I am. But maybe not too soon. The night sky looks beautiful. I stare at the moon and the stars until they all morph together. Suddenly I am free.

[sohlitude]

my stomach growls, so I buy food, and once I sit down I have no desire to eat anymore ugh this isn’t healthy

[straightboyfriend]

not to be rude but i wanna be special to someone

[alieao]

[sohlitude]

drinking vodka in class... and crying a little

[myanamemes]

[pavelow]

I would not survive a vibe check right now

[sohlitude]

I used to really like food...

(that was all I could eat)

[sickpage]

[uzone]

[moan-s]

[momandpopmusic-blog]

[charlesoberonn]

Less than 80 days until the 2010s are over.

[smooththegoofyshark]

[homietwt]

alien

[starrysurrealism]

I want to be more but I’m not there like an angry wave I destroy all I touch I watch everyone be in hopes that I can find a way not to hurt I only break when all I want is to give

[sift]

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