SAD GIRL FANCLUB

NINETEEN | VILNIUS/BK/LNDN

[solidarumas]

Why don't you talk to me the way that he does? Why don't you notice the things about me that he does? Why don't you get as happy to see me as he does?

[solidarumas]

I miss being seventeen and problem free.

[icancauseaconstellation]

Quincy Mining Company en Hancock, Michigan

[solidarumas]

I need a safe space and a neutral shoulder to cry on.

[solidarumas]

I feel guilty for missing you the way that I do every single day that you ignore me.

[solidarumas]

wow its been months.

hello friends,

[solidarumas]

silent alarm // bloc party (at Irving Plaza)

[solidarumas]

🏳

[solidarumas]

//five finger forehead//

[solidarumas]

//just so everyone knows, my hair grows at alarming speed//

[scullysafterglow]

fave Scully looks: Business Beach™

[omgfloralmorning]

One           Two           Three

Four         Five          Six

Seven       Eight          Nine    

[puppy95]

Are you a doc martens bisexual or a vans bisexual

[nevver]

Into the mist, Ann Veronica Janssens

[solidarumas]

twenty-five years.

[donna-marieriley-deactivated202]

how to love your depressed lover.

Last night I thought I kissed the loneliness from out your belly button. I thought I did, but later you sat up, all bones and restless hands, and told me  there is a knot in your body that I cannot undo.

I never know what to say to these things. “It’s okay.” “Come back to bed.” “Please don’t go away again.”

Sometimes you are gone for days at a time and it is all I can do not to call the police, file a missing person’s report, even though you are right there, still sleeping next to me in bed. But your eyes are like an empty house in winter: lights left on to scare away intruders.

Except in this case I am the intruder and you are already locked up so tight that no one could possibly jimmy their way in.

Last night I thought I gave you a reason not to be so sad when I held your body like a high note and we both trembled from the effort.

Some people, though, are sad against all reason, all sensibility, all love. I know better now. I know what to say to the things you admit to me in the dark, all bones and restless hands. 

“It’s okay.” “You can stay in bed.” “Please come back to me again.”

[solidarumas]

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