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tamamita

what the fuck is that thing

ineffectualdemon

I am taking you gently by the hands and telling you to find a social circle that isn't just your Tumblr dash

Preferably one with links to your local community

"but there is nothing where I live!"

Is that a fact or are you placing unreasonable expectations?

Are you avoiding the local knitting group because everyone else is 60+? Then you are missing out

Are you avoiding the local creative writing group because its on Zoom? Then you are missing out

Are you avoiding [insert group here] because not everyone is ideologically pure? Then you are missing out

You need to meet with people outside your bubble.

You need to meet people who you will strongly disagree with on some things but still find kind and personable because they will remind you that people who aren't ideologically pure are still human beings

You need to meet with people to get different perspectives and to experience life and to challenge yourself

And a lot of these groups are not as easy to find as you think

You need to look at paper signs in post office windows or facebook or ask your therapist if they know of any groups related to [interest]

You need a mix of things relating to interests, identity, and politics

You don't have to become best friends with everyone at these places but being friendly will earn you some friends and a lot do acquaintances

You have to put yourself out there because otherwise you will struggle more

And I say this as someone who has been very isolated and fought my way out

saturn-s-ghost

I have no outline tho, just vibes

solzscribblez

this is exactly why i havent updated in so long btw

sol we miss u

i miss y'all too

#unfortunately college and full time employment is ruining my life

they hate to see a girl who cries about the destruction of the coral reef ecosystems coming. and oh boy do they hate to smoke with her

#me tonight unfortunately #god forbid a girl love nature #god forbid a girl grieve the planet that should have been

seaweedbraens

coping with my grief by writing shit ass fanfiction

#also smoking weed #and making pancakes #two things that will appear in the aforementioned shit ass fanfiction

how many fucking times do i have to be right before people start believing me

#mid crash out #its been soo hot in the dorm for the past week and my bosses (reslife) werent doing anything cuz “its just hot out”#like NO guys this is a different type of heat #so i finally lost it and #THE FUCKING HEAT HAS BEEN ON #THE HEAT #IN JUNE #like it was 60 degrees outside and (not kidding btw. i have a room thermometer i KNOW THIS) 97 DEGREES IN MY ROOM #and that was WITH my window unit fan and all my fans #6 fans in my room. window open. and it was still 37 degrees hotter inside than outside and yall were trying to tell me to get over it #when they realized it was on this morning. i have never felt more vindicated.#anyways now that i can breathe in my own home again ill probably post the fic ive been writing soon

what do you mean the hyperspecific fanfic ive been imagining in my head doesn't actually exist and now i have to write it myself

#me (a fanfic writer) when i have to write fanfic #:(

my-random-fandoms

thetrekkiehasthephonebox

Verified: Microsoft 365 gets massive 45% price hike — and it's all to do with AI tools (Tom's Guide - January 17, 2025)

mothwizard

oopsie i tripped and spilled my link to archive dot org's downloadable copy of Microsoft office suite for 2007, which features no AI tools and is a powerful word processor that still holds up just fine on windows 10!

bootdork

I wish it was easier to talk about mobile phone addiction without sounding like a boomer

bootdork

Phone addiction (specifically social media addiction) is real and it's not a joke and it is everywhere. Phone addiction literally reduces the grey matter of your brain. It's no secret young adults are more anxious and depressed than ever; more lonely than ever; more aimless than ever. Do you remember being a hugely creative kid, and feel like that spark is gone now? Can't sleep at night? Yeah, your GABA receptors are probably fucked from getting hits every 60 seconds from checking your phone. What's your daily screen time like? 6 hours? 12? These are common numbers. It's insane! It's insane and it's deliberate. Companies make more money from you when you're brain is fried from scrolling 10 hours a day through meaningless content.

But it can be reversed. Start small. If you hit this post then take 5 minutes to put your phone down in another room and do something. Do a crossword. Go for a walk. Be present! CBT is a hugely successful therapy for phone addiction and can even reverse the damage done to your brain.

I get it. I have dozens of beloved friends online, and I'm more informed now than I would ever have been without access to the Internet, but wouldn't it be nice to wonder sometimes? Wouldn't it be nice to be able to go outside and not itch for your phone screen? To have that creativity and confidence back? Start small. Start now.

can you tag me at @oatski for fics PLS love u

yus! what account was i tagging i cant find it and real talk time i just. copy and paste my taglist. so i will likely tag you wrong many more times and im sorry its my chronic idiot disorder.

#asks #wife back in the inbox life is good

hii, i saw your post about fics obviously being written by chatgpt and i was wondering how you could tell they’re written by ai becuz i wouldn’t want to read fics if they’re produced by ai and not actual writers ykyk? 😭😭 i feel like it takes away the integrity of writing and publishing fics…

hi hi answering this ask like three months later

tbh for me theres usually pretty obvious tells- honestly for me, especially in fandoms i engage a lot in, it becomes very obvious when the person has not actually written the fic themselves. fanfiction especially, inherently requires some amount of personal engagement with the source material. ai generated fics often feel "out-of-character" to me. (i read a fic once where there was a famous baseball player who happened to have the same name as the character.... and the whole fic kept mentioning his baseball career. dead giveaway.)

some of these are talking about ai usage in an academic setting, but its still helpful to peer through if you're interested:

Forbes AI Article

Reddit Essay AI Detection

Reddit Fanfic AI Detection

AI Detection Tips from another tumblr user!

AO3 and AI YT Video

WritingForum AI and Fanfiction

#ai fics truly sound soulless and stilted and impersonal and WRONGGG #anon you are SO right btw it takes away the integrity and the FUN of fanfiction #fanfiction is a project born of passion and love for something. ai does not and will not understand it #i have said it before and i will say it again until i literally die. ai has NO place in fandom spaces #generative ai has no place ANYWHERE #it is destroying our planet and our minds #get it the fuck out of my face #asks

artistformerlyknownasbutttrumpet

no i don't want to use your ai assistant. no i don't want your ai search results. no i don't want your ai summary of reviews. no i don't want your ai feature in my social media search bar (???). no i don't want ai to do my work for me in adobe. no i don't want ai to write my paper. no i don't want ai to make my art. no i don't want ai to edit my pictures. no i don't want ai to learn my shopping habits. no i don't want ai to analyze my data. i don't want it i don't want it i don't want it i don't fucking want it i am going to go feral and eat my own teeth stop itttt

#get ai out of my fucking face before i start screaming #the google ai summary is the most obnoxious fucking thing to me #its wrong and its annoying and its destroying our environment!!!! wake tf up people. start thinking for yourself again

off balance - h. iwaizumi x reader smau

chapter three: monkey brain

off balance masterlist