Sora

｡*♡˘.｡`~♡.✧*。 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭.🌼

[sorawithbooks]

I want to know where it all started...

From being certain about my brave narratives to not being able to voice any of my verses. From enjoying a nice cup of tea because it compliments my reading at 3 am's, to no! maybe, too much sugar at odd hours. From thinking and almost being in resolve that I could basically make it fun to being silenced by their lack of energy. I want to know how much is ever enough? Because now my body doesn't feel good about you. I want to know where it started. From me being able to build my own happiness to being bare that even appearing normal exhausts me. From believing that all of this every bit of this, is all from genuine love to learn to give in filtered pieces.

But I know where it started. I do.

It started when I poured more than what your fill deserved.

I can see my own desolation.

I fear, I fear how much I can easily destroy. So I frame her again and again in hopes one day she'll become someone palpable.

11th note from old winter, Wind at 5:45.

[sorawithbooks]

When you find the right person, it's not a lot of work. People often say, 'ohh love takes a lot of work,' but I've found it's an effort that doesn't feel like work - it's just maintenance

- Conversations On Love, Natasha Lunn

[sorawithbooks]

For once, you know just for one moment I want everything to feel effortless and soft. Like the next breath, I take I don't want it to be this heavy, when I look up at the sky I want to feel the softness of that moment. Just for once, I want my existence to feel warm and not the one that screams battles and scars. Yeah, I want to feel like that.

- the 25th page of summer

[sorawithbooks]

I've become skeptical of the unwritten rule that just because a boy and girl appear in the same feature, a romance must ensue. Rather, I want to portray a slightly different relationship, one where the two mutually inspire each other to live...if I'm able to, then perhaps I'll be closer to portraying a true expression of love."

[sorawithbooks]

I hurl my legs around because it gets too hot while I'm trying to drift away at dusk. My legs shake while attempting to describe the things that upset me. I'm trying to communicate with my body when I feel anxiety rush down my skin. I chew the inner part of my cheeks a lot and often feel hasty waves of shivers all over my human body. I don't know when there will be a collapse in my emotions and against everything, I still think about death a lot. Chances are maybe I am getting too deep into the matters of my life or chances are I will be the cause of my destruction.

from brown, (the dying tree, and unwritten notes)

[sorawithbooks]

" Crawl inside this body -find me where I am most ruined, love me there."

- Runi Lazuli

[ch3rry-s]

ㅤਏਓ ⋆ NAMJOON ⋆ LOCKSCREENS

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[sorawithbooks]

The quality of this human 😩( ꈍᴗꈍ)

[hwhwgwhnwnwbwbwg-deactivated202]

“Perhaps they were right putting love into books.Perhaps it could not live anywhere else.”

-William Faulkner

[sorawithbooks]

;)

[sorawithbooks]

Your absence haunts my peace.

- haruka, 21-4!

[sorawithbooks]

I was never the person who said goodbye because I was the person whom you made leave first.

[femsolid]

I like art that depicts women not posing seductively or gracefully but simply existing as human beings.

[sorawithbooks]

(◍•ᴗ•◍)

[sawasawako-archived]

me giving relationship advice: communicate or end it

[sorawithbooks]

Accurate 💯

[sorawithbooks]

I believe that when an artist makes something be it music, art, poetry, life...he/she shouldn't have to be seperated from his creation. From the very beginning till they come up with the final piece, the art and the artist was always one. It's just that the artist becomes the worn-out piece of their art.

[sorawithbooks]

Well it was never easy. It'll never be, it takes every cell from your body to act on something so even if you're doing the bare minimum for a while now then you weren't actually being useless. Some of those tiny versions of you living in there died while doing their best for something. So if you made a move then they made it possible for you they gave their all and died. Now you know they are doing thier best you should too. Those tiny beings are your part. They are living and dying for you.