SÓLAIRE

all things spiritual. twenty. afrolatina.

[sossolei]

S.O.S SOLEI ━╋ 𓉳𐬹°

꯭ׁ⎯꯭⎯꯭ׁ INTRODUCTION. . .

Hello! My name is Sólaire, but I usually go by Solei. I am Dominican and live in America. This account is mainly to share my knowledge, experience and journey surround manifesting, LOA, and reality shifting ( + astrology sometimes ). I am 20 years old and also a Pisces moon so all this spiritual stuff was meant to be for me lol. I found out about manifesting as most people do on the internet, it first started with subliminals but I didn’t actually know what I was doing so…then it was witchy TikTok! It was a hit or miss finding someone reliable ( esp in 2020 ) but eventually I just figured out to take what resonates with me and discard the rest of I ever want to succeed and that mentality has truly brought me so much, I can’t even explain it all here.

Using astrology has honestly helped with a lot of things, and it was recently revealed to me that one of my important life paths is to share my experiences and the knowledge within those experiences so here I am! If you’ve read this far I hope we can follow each other and learn from each other from now on! <3

Best way to navigate this page:

#solshifts🔅 - all my posts

#onmysol🔅 - answering questions

#solinhogwarts⚜️- shifting stories related to hogwarts

#solinanime🔆 - anime related shift

#solindapitt🔆 - the Pitt related shift

#80ssol🔆 - 80s fame reality

꯭ׁ⎯꯭⎯꯭ׁABOUT SHIFTING + MANIFESTING. . .

I found about reality shifting the same way most people did on 2020 TikTok, specifically 2020 ANIME TikTok so just know I’ve seen it all! But I take it as living proof that it doesn’t matter what you’ve seen or been through, it matters what you make of it.

The first time I shifted realities was when I was 17 going on 18 and the actual shift of realities happened on a random day, but me shifting was NOT an accident. I can go into more depth on another post but I did a powerful manifestion ritual without knowing much of anything or ever trying spells/rituals beforehand and I shifted realities in a way I genuinely never saw coming. To this day I’m surprised when I remember everything.

꯭ׁ⎯꯭⎯꯭ׁALTERNATE REALITIES. . .

I was going to make a separate section “ about me “ but I can’t like something without trying to shift there SO BUCKLE UP. P.S I just made this account so I will be adding links to each info page as I go along and make it <3

.☘︎ ݁˖ MY HERO ACADEMIA UNI — not currently shifting to

my hero reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ ENHYPEN 8TH FEMALE MEMBER — not currently shifting to

enhypen female member reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ HOGWARTS UNI + SIREN — already shifted / not currently shifting to

hogwarts uni reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ DETROIT: BECOME HUMAN — not currently shifting to

detroit: become human reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ THE WALKING DEAD — already shifted / not currently shifting to

the walking dead reality info

☘︎ ݁˖ HAIKYUU ! — already shifted / not currently shifting to

haikyuu reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ HOUSE OF THE DRAGON — not currently shifting to

house of the dragon reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ CRIMINAL MINDS — not currently shifting to

criminal minds reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ ACTRESS / FAME — already shifted to / not currently shifting to

actress reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ AESPA 4TH MEMBER — not currently shifting to

aespa 4th member reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ GRAVITY FALLS — not currently shifting to

gravity falls reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ THE LAST OF US — already shifted / not currently shifting to

the last of us reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ OUTERBANKS — already shifted / not currently shifting to

outerbanks reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ AVATAR: THE WAY OF WATER — already shifted / not currently shifting to

avatar: the way of water reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ THE PITT — already shifted / currently shifting to

the pitt reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ THE 100 — not currently shifting to

the 100 reality info

.☘︎ ݁˖ 80s ACTRESS & SINGER — currently shifting to

80s reality intro

꯭ׁ⎯꯭⎯꯭ׁRECALL. . .

Under here is where you’ll find memory recalls or “ story times “ about realities I’ve shifted to. I call this recall because my memory is genuinely not the best so this is basically memory recalling LMAO. Don’t expect like fanfiction esc writing because this is all real and if I can barely remember my assignments due, don’t expect me to remember what some guy smelled like in a random reality.

𖤓 first time I shifted

𖤓 shifting to the walking dead ( didn’t last 5 minutes btw )

𖤓 shifting to hogwarts

1. Things I Learned After Shifting to Hogwarts

2. Outfits I’ve Worn In Hogwarts + Extra Storytimes

𖤓 shifting to avatar

𖤓 shifting to fame reality

𖤓 shifting to the last of us

𖤓 shifting to haikyuu -> “how does shifting to an anime look?”

꯭ׁ⎯꯭⎯꯭ׁASK ME ANYTHING. . .

Under here I’ll put links to any questions people have for me. Legit ask me anything I’m kind of an open book (unless it’s something about somebody’s body parts idk). I’m open to astrology, tarot, and manifesting questions too. I’ve never been a judgmental person truly so I hope everyone feels comfortable talking to me <3

[sossolei]

when I shifted to my intended reality last night except my Dr self was sleeping and I was like “I can sleep a little longer”…….

[sossolei]

AESTHETIC OF MY SECOND ALBUM “AMERICANA” (1982)

The goal of this album is to romanticize the Black Americana aesthetic. Often times in Black media and especially Black media in the 60s to 80s, everything is about our suffering— not food, culture, music, beliefs, but stuck in roles bound to suffer. While the album does have hints towards the disrespect towards Black and mixed people, it aims to show love to both communities and show that Black people as a whole don’t have to suffer to be seen.

It features visual imagery of Black & interracial marriage, nuclear families, Black American soldiers, the importance of community, and Black wealth.

[sossolei]

Funniest shifting method I’ve ever done

…is literally pretending I’m a baby.

Yk how babies fall asleep and wake up in an entirely new location and they look around confused as FUCK? That’s how I fall asleep while shifting. Like oh yeah I’m going to sleep now but watch, I’ll wake up in a bother place like I always do and idek how I got here.

[sossolei]

Safety Protocols I’m Scripting For My 80s Fame Reality

NOTE: I’m not a big scripter…like at all. When I say scripted, these are just things I have in my brain that I know will be implemented into the reality I’m going to.

MY TEAM These are people I’ve scripted in to be my managerial team for my safety and the safety of my career. From what I’ve noticed, people in the 80s (and likely still now) do not have artists best interests in mind and will do anything they can to take advantage of them, so I’ve curated a team that has each others best interests at heart.

Manager & Publicist: Stan Edgar & Lion Bellamy.

Part of my team since I split from the acting industry when I was 16-17 and have remained loyal ever since. They manage my schedule, decide who gets to interview me and what questions they get to ask, and take strict precautions when speaking to media. They’re both cut throat in their own ways, with Edgar (left) being very familiar with legal proceedings and everything music industry related— he has incredible connections and hates being underestimated. Bellamy (right) has connections all over the world. He’s not technically a real manager but my mother (nurse) saved his life by catching something the doctors missed and fighting for it, and he fights for me just the same. He’s around to make sure I don’t get around any people he knows are shady and keeps the elite a polite distance away.

Attorney & Production/Tour Manager: Mariska & Misha.

Top dogs. They get down, they don’t play. Marishka is quick to send a notice, a warning, an anything to anyone who tries to cross us. Misha has had a passion for production since he was young and he was sick of being someone’s intern when I found him so I decided to give him a chance and it’s payed off! He doesn’t play about me and we usually have the same opinions on things anyway, so we don’t clash much, if at all.

Music Producer/Videographer & Brand Marketer: Leon & Levinson

These two are the reason my feet are off the ground!!!! Leon (left) produces my music and helps me bring my music video visions to life. All of us share a love for the 20s and 60s era so we get along very well. Levinson (right) is a genius in media marketing. Anything marketing goes through him. Leon is loyal simply because he loves the industry and what he does and me ofc! Out of everyone on this list, I’d say I spend most of my time with Leon. Levinson loves being in the spotlight with the option to hide away without question. People behind the brand absolutely hateee him but they can’t help but respect how he handles my brand growth every way.

Brand/Costume Consult/Designer & Makeup/Tailor Designer

My aesthetics mainly derive from the 60s so I have a lovely older woman on my team who actually has lived through the 60s so she can point me in the right direction on fashion and whatnot. Laurent does my makeup and tailoring, and she’s my bestie on the side. They both prefer to be in the background and have become besties as a result!

That’s all for this post but I will be posting more about this reality soon!

[inspecter]

realizing that you can shift with or without methods and finding your own ways to shift.

[l22na4]

Hii I just saw your post about your friend shifting within 24 hours and I was just wondering if you could please share what you told her? Ive been into shifting for 6 years and have had little to no success so if I were to completely start again and forget everything I’ve ever known about shifting what would you tell me about it and how to do it? Please I really need help

hi lovely dearest sparkly anon here i come to help. easy peasy lemon squeezy summary incoming. spreading kindly all the infos i gave her. let’s hypothetically turn in a favor like you never heard of shifting before. no knowledge at all. niet. zero. not a shadow of mention. except perhaps very vaguely heard of manifestation, and no clue what even is law of assumption. let alone the “void state”??? pure awareness??? nothing.

i introduced the void state first, which is when your true self is…. just is. being. not attached to anything and therefore, no thoughts no doubts no self monitoring. nothing intervening. nor remaining. nothing all-short actually. it is a meditative state you induce where you experience no time (as you aren’t aware of this reality or any ; that concept is non existent. you are just with yourself), no bad thoughts or bad emotions and just deeply relaxe without being aware of here and your surroundings. just the true you ; your awareness.

and so whatever you assume, you instantly be to. question mark was this wording odd. what you be you experience.

it has no resistance in sight. so. you manifest (so shift) what you want by stating im already in my dr or i already have xyz. and it instantly enter in your experience. orrr just enjoy meditation there (as i do cause it is the most peaceful state ever).

i shared her two ways to get in the void state. plus my personal tip. the first was the infamous distraction method. then a multitasking double meditation method?? unraveling. you put on a meditation just as background and slowly start to dive in your own thoughtless mind and let go of the instructions said and you are naturally in (the) void. and my little advice: your eyes are closed your mind don’t know. and so you say oh yeah i am in the void. oh i am entering the void. your brain don’t know what is the void. the void is nothing. what if this is the void? and your brain can’t disprove. it stammer. it has to acquiesce, and along giving up the empty narrative.

and how you are not your body. you actually are only pure awareness experiencing a reality where you do the things you do. there is an infinite amount of realities. time doenst exist. your future and past doenst either. it was and is always just your awareness experiencing the present moment cause it always is. you are more than this world, you are more than this body.

and that is where i told her about shifting.

immense worth the notice footnote. just to remember. this might not be the case for you in the sense that, shifting entered your mind already. you are aware and have been surrounded by infos and the feeling of a 6 years knowledge. i am not gonna say “forget everything now reboot!!!!” drastically over your head. cause it’s emotionally more complicated.

but. i would say get rid of it. which is different. here you are not denying it but rejecting it. do it with a simple decision “im not running by all of that anymore”. or dramatically throwing it over sea like a flip phone film sequence. know you have everything. you are source. you are the aromate that change a whole gustative impression. you are the one deciding what you want to experience. you shift every second. you just decide on which you want your next to be at. select your default.

each reality has its own set. its own continuity definition. its own mechanism. and routine. this reality always continue to its branches of other realities. and that’s when your awareness shifts without notice. right now it already evaluated. poof shifting again. we all wave our hands

but. zooming again on reality ‘structure’??? it is all neutral. all happening in the now. in this exact present moment. all with the exact same probability of you being aware of it. there is no such thing as distance. you aren’t traveling. you can shift to reading my next word a latte in hand or experience a dinosaurs return. all happening in this exact moment btw. same amount of possibilities. all equal chances of happening. the way that the two reality are not even apart like????? what do you mean its an option??????? let me totally freak out in advance BUT ALSOOOOOOOOOOO. NO. LETS NOT. spending a lifetime considering every infinity feels like a draining bureau illegal job. and the good news i chant is you are the one that chose what you expect!!!!!!!

this reality IS neutral. you are the one assigning a meaning to it. yet. it is the very same as your dr. if you blur the meaning. yes you would prefer be editing your next book face to window of the riviera. and i say yes??? what is stoping you. when its right with you being here. or another there.

reality is modulable. it dissolves. melts. it is a veil that is lifted by a mere light breeze and fallen on the stone. reality is fragile. so much. at every decision, turn movement, choice, alignment, instinct, turn of trust, focus. it is going again. and reshaping. always. it’s never constant. it’s the papier mâcher one keeps chewing back. yes. disgusting sort of analogy scratch this right now mi apologies.

it is a flip book of thin pages. each a sequence holding a reality. each a story of you being the protagonist and simultaneously the director of the moment. why would an external factor would even matter when you are the source. why would you consider an illusion dictate you. you are holding a book and looking for the final in a garden. why would you.

the assumptions. well. your mind holds a few. and by that i mean a never ending dictionary. that directs the awareness into its experiences. again and again. a part of it are laws for you, leading to other assumptions. but you have to understand. the mind doesn’t hold a fortress code. an assumption persisted and the mind says hi do come along place is yours. those assumptions can be altered. just by one (1) decision, just by will, just cause you said so. and roll the credits cause that is enough ! ! !

accept that shifting is simple cause it is. not a soften delusion. it’s a fact. shifting is easy to it’s core. and it doesn’t ask you for permission to be. you don’t need belief. overreated if you want my opinion. yes talking about it like a peanut supplement on a already perfect milkshake. shifting is something you experience. that just is. like gravity doesn’t wait for you to act. please accept it and sit in the silence left

also also also. putting this here. i did saw a lot of people saying “she shifted only because she didn’t know the option of not succeeding” well firstly yes. totally. and secondly i think it was rather that she came to it without any expectations. which directly equals no resistance. and so tada open door. imagine setting so high the expectations of something your mind can’t predict that it lead to you cancelling without knowing the assumption that you already shifted. and flip it back to the wrong side of the board…..by the pressure…….

i blinked and now there is an entire book chapter what happened. summary isn’t summaring anymore……. that’s it. that’s all you need. all i tried is do you a resume (vast brackets on the word) when you already are the master. trust yourself cause you are doing everything right. and it’s most likely when you do that you think you don’t. so ignore and shift. and be stubbornly annoyingly infuriatingly confident. love u a ton and a million and i know you got this. no expression, literally

[sossolei]

Me trying to recite my shifting experience but I genuinely have such shit memory.

[sossolei]

݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ Perfect Day in the Pitt ˚. ᵎᵎ

…. Except it’s my last shifting experience!

WHAT’s IN MY BAG ???

00:00 ……….. BEING a social worker does not mean you can’t be fashionable. In my work bag is essentially the same thing every single day. The only thing that changes out is any restock to my ladies bag, as I like to call it. In that bag I carry pads ( more universal than tampons imo ), makeup wipes, hair pins, a claw clip, and a small deodorant. No bandaids cause yk…I work in a hospital. My glasses are half for fashion and half for when I start to get a headache from looking at screens for too long. My lifeline, the love of my life, the reason I live…my headphones stay strapped to me at all times. If I could wear over the head headphones in the office, I would, but wire headphones are easy to take on and off and I can still hear through them in case anyone needs me! How can a hospital social worker afford such luxurious things? You’re wondering. The answer is going into your shifting attempt with no script, just the lingering thought that my bank account is HEAVY.

WHAT DO I WEAR TO WORK ???

7:00PM - 7:00AM ……….. OFFICE outfits are kinda universally the exact same thing in different colors. I wear a variation of the first outfit so much, it physically pains me. The skirts are usually when I’m in the mood to look presentable. Dresses are life savers in case you guys didn’t know; when you don’t know what to wear or are lowkey about to give up, throw on a lil dress and maybe a cardigan or blazer over it and you’re good! Honestly, night shift for a social worker is pretty calm. Nights are usually unhoused people, drunk college students if it’s a weekend, or those who are running from something (or someone).

BEING A HOUSEWIFE FOR MY WIFE !!!

PTO 6:00 PM - 12 AM ……….. FUNNY story about how me and samira are friends actually. As you all know, i am not a big scripter but i think maybe the third or fourth day i was there, she stayed behind to help night shift on a small rush like two days back to back and she was cool without being a stick in the mud like some other people working, so I just forced her to be my friend. She asked me for a consultation on a patient and I was like yeah I’ll show them to my office blah blah blah, also when are you free cause I need to talk to you more girl! I’ve never done that to anyone else but brown girls gotta stick together. Anyways, when we first became friends, we would go outside and hang out either at bars or trying dumb shit together (*cough cough* hot yoga *cough cough*) but we’ve seriously tired each other out so now we just stay in. Usually always at my place cause I like cooking and we purposefully choose time off that lands at the same time so we can do this (I don’t do this for my man btw). Also the time frame ends at 12 cause we usually fall asleep on the couch by that time, whoops!

WINDING DOWN + HUBBY !!!

#LITERALLYNEVER:00 ……….. I was gonna make a board for this but I ran out of inspo so I’m just gotta yap about my experience dating Dr. Abbott. Also I shifted here like 2 months ago so I don’t remember every single little thing, sorry! It kind of hard to like DATE DATE because that night shift takes a toll on you more than you’d think. Most of our time spent together is literally sleeping in the morning (we have blackout curtains), maybe getting up in the afternoons to cook or get something to eat and then getting ready for work. Jacks not a picky eater at all so I can cook anything and everything and he’ll devourrrr that shit (including me). He likes to bother me at work and pretends to ask for a consult when he’s actually just in my office cause nobody needs him atm.

Side note, Abbott does not have that much money! He’s a millionaire in his Roth IRA but in his regular life, he has a comfortable salary, nothing Jeff Bezos like. He’s good with money but he does have a tendency to be slightly careless with it (I think it’s cause he’s old). The fanfics are right, he does, in fact, spoil his woman but again just slightly careless with it. He also tips as much as he can, like damn near 100% if not 100%. Yes even DoorDash LMFAOO. He can be sensitive when it comes to things relating to his leg, like if it frustrates him that day, then the whole day is lowkey fucked up but he doesn’t really take it out on anyone. We never had arguments in the month I was there, more so proactive conversations to fix any issues. Very adult relationship *cough cough* in more ways than one *cough cough*

But if I’m being completely honest, this reality was kind of monotonous at times so besides like patient experiences and nsfw experiences, there’s nothing to call home about. I think the best part of this reality was experiencing being a social worker because it did take a toll on me, in a way, but it gave me good perspective on life. I’ve always liked shifting to be an adult more than being young tbh.

I think that’s everything! Thank you for reading and happy shifting shifters!!!

[sossolei]

I don’t have TikTok so I decided to bring this here lmfaoo

Videos that remind me of my different realities

[sossolei]

❪ 🪭 ! ❫ ๋ ₊ ̽ 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙧𝙩 ! ₎𑁤' , 𝟴𝟬𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗱𝗿 ? ৎ୭ (ɔˆз^) ‎｡ﾟ🎠🎫⋆✹

SOLEIL ❛ SEOUL ❜ JEAN ARMANI gave up acting at the age of sixteen, stating a difference in opinions between her, her label, and her parents. Although the public has no confirmation of the following, sources close to the — now twenty-four year old — report the label began to push her towards more adult roles. Her parents fought back upon finding out a representative sent the teen a copy of a script where she was ( allegedly ) meant to kiss an unnamed male actor thrice her senior ! Since then, the actress has spent years away from the spotlight, legally split from her previous acting label and keeping her business private. How Motown managed to wrangle her back in for one last gig on The Wiz, we’ll never know ! But Soleil insists this is the last one ( and we hope she’s wrong. )

AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NEW 80’s ERA, Soleil signed a contract with a record label and by the fall of 1980, she’d released her first album ❛ TEEN IDOL. ❜ She reappeared with a BANG! Every talk show fought for the opportunity to interview her about the sudden switch and fans ( new and old ) showcased their love by selling out her music within just days ! The emphasis on hand-played instruments and slow ballads about the melancholy of youth resonated deeply with the fans that grew up watching her, but received harsh words from critics who argued she was promoting mental illness in children that would later lead to hysteria.

I: And what do you have to say to these criticisms about your album?

S: I think everybody is entitled to their own opinion. Art is not and has never been subjective and I know what I sing about is true to me and my adolescent experience, and clearly my fans relate so…hug your children, maybe? *laughs* But I don’t have children so I can’t help you there.

FOUR YEARS LATER, the actress turned singer has now released her third album after her hectic ❛ AMERICANA ❜ tour that garnered numbers we’ve only ever seen with the likes of the Jackson 5. This album revealed to be title ❛ SOUL ❜ reportedly dives fully into the twenties flapper girl era Soleil has always hinted interest in through her fashion, music videos, and interviews. She states this album is her favorite and the one that truly represents the woman she’s grown into, a woman outside of the personified Hollywood cage she was once trapped in. A caterpillar becoming a butterfly. Her close personal friend, Micheal Jackson, is also reportedly making a feature in one song on the album after accidentally mentioning it in a live interview of the two of the them.

I: Do you feel a sense of…pressure because you and Micheal’s albums are coming out only a couple days apart?

S: Not at all. I have a special guest appearing on one my songs that’s gonna make everyone buy mine first, anyways. *she smirks and leans back in her seat as Micheal rolls his eyes at her*

M: Yeah cause they’re looking for me. *Seoul snaps her head to give him a wide eyed look. He pauses and covers his mouth as a smile grows on his lips*

I: Oh? What does that mean? *The two snicker and keep their hands over their faces as they laugh*

S: Nothing!

HE WAS, in fact, featured on the album alongside the person Seoul was actually referring to, Dolly Parton.

🪼🪽 ₊ 17-20✦ °. •

❝ 𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓓𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂, I am entering a quieter era of my life than the one previous. My contract was meant to be renewed when I turned 17 and this whole mess started when I was 16, so you can imagine how much push back I’ve received. One last movie, they begged. “One more and we’ll stop all this fighting.” “Fine,” I’d said, “but I get to choose what it is.” I chose The Wiz, produced by Motown and starring the Jackson 5 for no other reason other than the fact that it was an all-Black production. My company tried so hard to push me into white spaces that would only allow my Hispanic ethnicity to exist around them for short periods of time — never my Black half, though. Being a pretty young girl granted me access to spaces I never want to see again. So, I’ve officially shedded my caterpillar stage and am entering my cocoon era. I’ll continue to write out any thoughts and ideas, oh and keep practicing more instruments! Yeah. This is good for me. After all, how can I know what I want for my future if I don’t even know myself? Con Amor, Solei Armani. ❞

🦭🍀 ₊ 20-23 ✦ °. •

❝ 𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓓𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂, I am bursting with inspiration! I’ve ran through almost ten notebooks already and that’s not counting my diary writing. Being away from the spotlight has really allowed me to look introspectively at myself and what I want to be, who I want to be known as, and what I want to inspire in others. The first album has been written already. My only worry is that it’s a tad bit…gloomy? But hell, my life is gloomy! Everybody gets gloomy! Why are we so afraid to talk about it?!!!! My new stuff is more upbeat though. All about the American dream and whatnot. But I can’t help but feel that it’s missing something? Jude ( my producer ) said it all sounds good, and I can’t describe what I’m not hearing so…so. So! I’ve decided to grow some lady tits and ask an old friend for some help. I worry he may be upset I haven’t called in a while but a part of me knows he’s not that kind of person. How much can you change in 3 years, Michael Jackson? Let’s hope not a lot, a girl has got some songs to write! Con Amor, Solei Armani! ❞

🕯️🪭 ₊ 24-26 ✦ °. •

❝ 𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓓𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂, I’d say I think I’m outgrowing you but I don’t think that’s quite true. This a leather bound notebook, custom made with my name — my real name — boldly encased on the front. I write this on a fresh page to begin detailing a fresh start. I already have another notebook about this upcoming album so I won’t bore you with the details, but man, am I excited. What can I write about…? I’ve dated a few boys…a few very handsome boys, but I don’t keep em around long enough. My shrink says it’s because I’m avoidant, whatever that means. I beg to differ! I love my family and my friends and my fans who are basically an extension of both. I’m outgoing, optimistic, extroverted, even! Just because I believe men are bound to disappoint me eventually, doesn’t mean I’m avoidant. God. I hate journaling. That sounded terrible. Maybe I do need more introspection cause if the fame has gotten to me, I haven’t noticed. Maybe I should just get with girls. HA! If lesbians are anything like me, I think I’ll stay away for now. Con Amor, Solei Armani.

. . . . 𝓣he 𝓔nd

[angelicshifts]

i fear the michael biopic has revived my dormant michael jackson obsession and he's all i have been able to think about for the past week so you best believe i have been working on a dr to meet that man and i shall post details about it soon but i wanted to quickly yap about a cute memory that i got last night because it was so adorable

05/02/2026

i had droven up to his ranch in my car, which is a nice confirmation that 1. i have a car and 2. i can drive in that dr which i had honestly been wondering about.

me and a massive basket of oranges were greeted by bill bray, it was a housewarming gift so this would've been around the time michael first moved to neverland.

i was the only one around, as in there weren't any other guests, so this wasn't like a housewarming party or anything of the sort. i got the feeling that i probably hadn't been officially invited, so i don't think bill was expecting me, or maybe he just wasn't too happy about it. either way he wasn't rude or anything, he was polite, he just seemed surprised i was there.

i didn't think michael and i would be hanging out this soon, so this was an unexpected confirmation for me but i'm not complaining. i also distinctly remember the black trench coat i was wearing and it was to die for. Sorry, back to michael-

i asked bill if he could help me carry the rest of the stuff that was in the trunk, he obliged but asked what it was for and i went "housewarming gift... do rich people even like those?" that made him chuckle.

i went on to the front door on my own while bill grabbed the rest of the stuff, and it was open so i just walked into the greeting area after calling out a "hello?".

michael popped out of a corner and we greeted each other. it didn't seem like we were super close, which adds up to what i suspected, but he wasn't shocked that i was there so that lets me know that i was, at least, expected.

michael noticed the basket i was carrying and went "what's this?" they're oranges, michael, and they're for ✨️you✨️ i explained it was a gift yada yada...

anywho- bill walked in with the rest of my stuff and look, i may have overdone it because i panicked after getting him the orange basket but my thought process was: what if he doesn't have a juicer? how will he make orange juice without a juicer?? so i got him a brand new orange juicer as well.

i definitely overdid it, who am i kidding? i literally went "and also the tree" HUH?? I BOUGHT A WHOLE ASS 15 GALLON VALENCIAN ORANGE TREE FOR THAT MAN "but it won't get gere until friday" like- what happens when he runs out of oranges? and his smile- it was so genuine, it was so big, he was beaming, he laughed. that's it, i can die happy now.

777

[sossolei]

can u actually shift to anime? and i yes how they do look like? cause i want to shift to an alternative universe of aot but idk if u can shift on anime so im asking u this! thank u if you will answer me!

You 100% can shift to an anime simply because it is an animation in THIS reality, not technically the one you’re going to. Unless that’s what you’re doing then idk anything about that BUT what I can say is that I kind of just went into it expecting it to be 3D so I wasn’t thinking of that.

It seems like a complicated process but I swear it’s not. Everybody just looked like regular high school students, kind of baby faced. I tried to find reference photos but idk if everyone (besides the last pics) are Japanese so don’t come at me.

These two are about as close as I could find to Kageyama (guy on the right especially)

And these are just general pictures of the vibe ig?? Idk how to word it but everybody looked perfectly normal! It’s a bit trippy but really cool overall.

Shifting to AOT is insane work but I respect the hustle, truly!

EDIT: just found this draft and idk why I never uploaded this??? So sorry! Hope this helps someone out there!

[sossolei]

HIII ARE YOU SAME S/O DNI?? WE SHARE JACK ABBOT BUT YOURE SUPER COOL AND ID LOOOVE TO BE MOOTS<3

HELL NO I LOVE HEARING EVERYONES EXPERIENCES and lowkey nobody ever really has the exact same partner when they shift?? Nobody talks about that??? Like sometimes ppl talk about some ppl they know in their realities and it’s either nothing like the person I know them to be, or it’s just slight differences bc duh.

ANYWAYS SPEAKING IM HAPPY TO BE MOOTS

[sossolei]

𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 🧠／ ⋆ ۪THE PITT D.R

Patient Information

Name. Sailor Soleil Tate DOB. 02.20.1998

Gender. Male Female ꪜ Prefer Not To Say Preferred Pronouns. She/Her/Hers

State. Pennsylvania City: Pittsburgh

Phone Number. 215-XXX-XXXX Emergency Contact: Jack Abbott

Ethnicity. Latino(a) / Hispanic

MY AESTHETIC

THE CONTROVERSIALLY YOUNG-COWORKER-SECRET RELATIONSHIP

❝ Okay baby, ❞ he said so sweetly,

okay

okay

okay.

Enamoured, I was pressed drowsy,

against his clavicle,

and almost asked him if he loves me.

—Sue Zhao

[sossolei]

CIRCA. 2149 . . . Before the Ark, we only had one planet. One way to live. One chance to get it right. And we failed. Those who came before us fought wars with weapons they could never control, and it seems the Ark is following suit. Sending 100 teenagers down to the Earth without knowing if it was suitable to sustain human life was the exact reason humans cast themselves out in the first place. A selfishness from authority that seemed almost innate. Regardless, the council decided, and sending us down to Earth only means one thing.

We will never return to space again.

So. . . may we meet again.

WHATS IN MY BAG. . . . The Ark wasn’t completely cruel when they sent us down. Each prisoner was given a bag and choices of what they wanted inside after we completed Pike’s survival class. In my bag, I only put what I thought was necessary. A tent, a walkie talkie I’m sure they gave others, a rope in case of…well, a water bottle, a knife, a med kit, a lighter, a compass because I’m terrible with directions, and of course, my headphones. Only the best songs on this thing and best part is— it’s infinite. Any song any time whenever I’d like, just don’t tell anyone else, they might start asking how it works. If Pike believed a student wasn’t responsible enough to receive a bag, they’d go down with nothing.

Hell of a teacher if you ask me.

MY CLOSET CLOTHES. . . . Any clothes not on your back or brought in your bag are taken from the dead— grounders included. Jesus, did any bombs miss a clothing store so we stop the grave robberies? Seriously, it’s not fun by any means, well, for me it’s not. Everyone else seems hungry to get out of the same clothes they’ve been wearing for…however long we’ve been down here. Honestly, you try tracking the days and nights but there’s too much always going on to really care. Hopefully when more people come down from the Ark, I can finally walk on solid ground. I swear I’m getting athletes foot.

FINAL CHAPTER. . . . A moodboard for myself. Any previous knowledge of Earth before the bombs is practically useless, but I can only hope there’s other sensible people that are apart of the hundred. The girl I sat next to on the drop ship, her name is Octavia. I hope Octavia has some kind of skill or willingness to learn cause I can’t say the same for everyone else.

Skaikru, over and out.

[gothcowgrrl-deactivated20250922]

reminder you’re allowed to leave the future unscripted in your dr,, the amazing, fun, and exciting part about life is that you never know what’s going to happen next. leave the future up to your subconscious, trust yourself and you’ll go far :)