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Hi I’m Soup. Or Jill.
I’m old, I’m queer, and I make stuff sometimes.
Fic: Ao3
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Hi I’m Soup. Or Jill.
I’m old, I’m queer, and I make stuff sometimes.
Fic: Ao3
Microblogging: Bluesky
Tumblr: Main | Art (you are here)
Shop: Redbubble | Etsy
Donate: Ko-fi
For Kalim's birthday we got explicit confirmation that Jamil does in fact still wake Kalim up every morning, does his hair and at the bare minimum picks out his cosmetics for him. What a gift.
twisted wonderland spoilers
Book 7 part 4: "fuck them kids"
I love seeing people’s picrew art styles because you can just look at them and be like
“You read homestuck and it was a big part of your life for a few years, you’re not into steven universe but you did watch it, and you had an intense black butler phase in middle school and doodled their eyes over and over again in your spiral notebooks”
Art is the biggest snitch ever man like have you ever read a fanfic and been like “Oh the author is working through some trauma here”
Or when people rec songs/shows/fics and you suddenly know everything you need to know about who they are as a person?
Like I know art is inherently an attempt to make others understand what is going on inside our lonely little heads but sometimes the mortifying ordeal of being known just slips in there while you’re not looking
New ask game: Make super specific assumptions about me based on my art syle
please. this sounds so funny lol
this is very silly
Oops! I hadn't realized the listing for my Hakka stickers had lapsed! They're available again!
https://www.etsy.com/listing/1731501371/banzoin-hakka-stickers
Tag game: tag 9 people you’d like to get to know better!
Tysm @undutchable11 for the tag!!
• Last book: Fruits Basket collectors edition, vol 2 -- I'm loving these so far! 💞
• Last song: Have You Ever Seen The Rain by Creedence Clearwater Revival🌧️
• Last series: Nurse Jackie
• Last game: Resident Evil: Revelations & Strange Horticulture (finished this one, woo!)
• Last movie: Captain America: Brave New World and The Housemaid
• Tea or Coffee: Tea or coffee frappe🥰
• Sweet/salty: Right now, sweet! 🍫
Tagging: @katia-anyway @professional-benaddict @the-flaming-nightmare @stuckydrewx @westiec @papermacherainbow @starksvinyls @hsvh-hp @siobhanhazel
Thank you for tagging 😆💕
Last book: Jo’s Boys by Louisa May Alcott
Last song: Paper Planes by M.I.A
Last series: Parks & Recreation (currently wathcing it and im on season 2 episode something havent stopped watching it for the past 3 hours)
Last game: Skate 3 (i have 2 brothers and 6 older cousins who were the most typical 2000’s teenage boys)
Last movie: The Avengers (2012) (havent watched it in ages and ive been obsessed with avengers family
Tea or Coffee: i like neither of them :)
Sweet/salty: sweeeeeeetttttttttttt
Tagging: @duckinatruck @rayrayhaywire @wewringmagicfromtheordinary @effulgentcorruptedpov @transkrbk @riricitaa @tessabennet @voylitscope
Thank you for the tag Drew <3 🫶🏻
Last book: ashamed to say I haven't read in ages so I don't remember really
Last song: Marina - Venus Fly Trap
Last Series: adventure time (idk if that counts if it doesn't I re-watched supernatural)
Last game: I only play mobile games so Imma say Gossip Harbor
Last Movie: I just started watching Project Hail Mary last night but left it halfway bc I was sleepy so imma finish that today
Tea or coffee: I don't really drink either? But if I had to choose tea, bc I absolutely cannot stand any and all types of coffee, even coffee flavored things
Sweet or salty: sweet!!
Let's how much my mutualship have improved: @variant1316 @natashaleggero-blog @cubyk107 @alcedovoir @mirrorballssatellite @habyie @seizeyoursalad @red-plutoo !!!! Have fun
Thanks ray 🫶🫶
Last book: the book thief probably? Most of what I read is fanfic so-
Last song: anyone else but you by the moldy peaches
Last series: house md I like watching the freak behave it’s like an aquarium to me
Last game: tomodachi life demo because obviously
Last movie: project Hail Mary, I would kill for Rocky, he is perfect 👎👎👎
Tea or coffee: monster? But probably tea I drink a lot of green/ginger tea
Sweet or salty: salty 100%
Time to pick random accounts
@lost-my-gender-in-the-war @mossy-frog69 @bigsigma88 @sealcatgoawoo09 @withering-whisps and I know I know you two irl but @blue-neptunee + @bamboosocks99
TY for tagging!!
Last book: I thinkkk Heaven Officials Blessing 1 by mxtx, but it was a while ago and Im on fanfic timing😭
Last song: Closer by Corinne Bailey Rae (all her music is so GOOODDDDD highly recommend)
Last series: High Potential (so so good I love it)
Last game: lwky Roblox 😭
Last movie: Daddy Day Care it’s my comfort movie🙏🙏💗 (seeing Hail Mary soon tho TRUST)
Sweet or salty: sweet! (I took my first steps for ice cream it’s ingrained in me)
Tagging!! v (I don’t have many mutuals I just realized so I’m lwky tagging some non-moots SRRY😭🙏)
@cyptids-in-my-basement @zanizae @casscainmainly @birdiegray01 @okoyestrainee @jay-pbee @himejoshiangels @grracicles @firstdaddymajorbaddy
HIIIII ^-^ So awesome 2 b tagged
Last book: I'm reading Sharks in the time of saviors and the deep but I JUST finished the burning god and that was fucking crazy
Last song: Stateside PinkPantheress!
Last series: WITCH HAT ATELIER!! THE ANIME FINALLY CAME OUT EVERYONE TAP IN NEOWWWWWWWW
Last game: love curse find your soulmate < yuri vm, I'm not called Himejoshiangels 4 nothing! I just don't yuri blog on here lol
Last movie: I, in a finals induced haze, watched the entire Now You See Me trilogy
tea or coffee: TEA! peppermint tea was my first love
Sweet or Salty: Sweets!!!! I love love loveeeee sweets
tagging (hiiiii!!!!): @breadandblankets @inact-ice @inamindfarfaraway @inkpotsprite @anti-praxis-antihero @remnants @pool-of-gwens @getthembees @stephexmachina @zeetannas @femmebatman @5-7-9
Thanks so much for tagging me @okoyestrainee and @himejoshiangels you both have awesome taste in books!! 💜💜💜
Last Book: The Stars and the Blackness Between Them - it's essentially love letter to Black culture, Black sapphics and different elements of spirituality, but all these themes are seamlessly wrapped up in a gorgeous story that makes you want to smile even when crying. I'm in love.
Last Song: Spice by Sean Paul and Shaggy (such a bop, I'm obsessed right now)
Last Series: Ghosts US (it's my comfort/fa asleep to show rn)
Last Game: Dungeons and Dragons, I was a bard that couldn't sing 😭
Last Movie: Sinners (it is the freaking BEST)
Tea or Coffee: Coffee as it makes my adhd brain go brrrrr like one of those shrill alarm clocks
Sweet or Salty: Sweet all the way, my family is actually horrified by my sweet tooth
Tagging: @casscainmainly @lizardpersonyknow @lilligan @duketectivecomics @angstyentropy @wakandas @aingeal98 @a-bad-case-of-the-stephs
YAY THANKS FOR THE TAG!! It has been ages since I’ve done one of these:
Last Book 📖: An Unkindness of Ghosts - Centers on a black neurodivergent queer woman trying to uncover the secrets her engineering mother left behind about the Ark style space faring ship they’ve lived on for generations while navigating the horrors of the antebellum south style society that are enforced upon her and the people she cares for. Otherwise has been months since I read another book.
Last Song 🎵: Just Wanna xxxx With You by Phantom Siita - retro horror theme idol girl group
Last Series 📺: The Pitt (WHAT A FINAL EPISODE 😭😭😭😭😭😭)
Last Movie 🎥 : I Swear a biopic aboutJohn Davidson, a man with Tourette’s who has done extensive advocacy work for the condition
Tea or Coffee?: Neither— HOT CHOCOLATE
Sweet or Salty?: Sweet definitely my sweet tooth is so bad
Tags: @octaviholmes @newbie-i-guess @basuralindo
Thanks for the tag!
Last Book: Latest actual novel has been The Last Wish (Witcher series), I haven't gotten very far yet. Last actual thing I read was Gachiakuta
Last Song: I'm Amazing by Run River North
Last Series: Been alternating between House of the Dragon and One Piece
Last Movie: Some horror movie on tubi about bringing people back to life? I think it was called Revival? It was one of those "throw something on during dinner" picks and I don't remember much about it
Tea or Coffee: I CANNOT choose between them, but it usually ends up being tea because it's free at my job
Sweet or Salty: Sweet for sure.
Aaand nine people I wanna know better: @swageta, @periidote, @rainythealias, @milquetoastlyy, @hatsu2, @cronchybones, @no-gender-only-rats, @sharkinablanket
aaaaa thank you for tagging 🫶
📚 Last Book: I forget since I have a bad habit of simultaneously reading multiple books, but the last books I read was between Strange Houses and Anna Karenina
🎶 Last Song: Nothing Without Your Love by Jin. (this song reminds me a lot about my ship 😭)
📺 Last Series: Monster (i love rewatching naoki urusawa's works a lot)
📽️ Last Movie: Lee Cronin's The Mummy (I went on a date with my Jing Yuan plushie the other day and this movie was showing at our theatres)
☕ Tea of Coffee: This is the most difficult thing for me to answer but after five minutes of thinking it over, it's coffee!!
🍬 Sweet or Salty: Salty!! I'm not much of a sweet tooth...
aand the tags (hello >:33): @broh3m3 , @mellosdrawings , @hanafubukki
ty for the tag !!🙇♀️ Last Book: have not been reading.... Last Song: Feel Complete by Pink Pantheress Last Series: Abbott Elementary (up to date with the latest episode but I like to put on older episodes while drawing. have also been going through The Golden Girls) Last Movie: Project Hail Mary Tea or Coffee: tea! i don't drink coffee Sweet or Salty: sweet
tagging @fima11 , @kellodrawsalot , @robo-milky , @soup-du-silence , @hirokiyuu , @rakiah and @mokaisathome - no pressure tho!
Thanks for the tag!
Last book: Project Hail Mary. It's a useful companion to the movie but not as good or enjoyable imo
Last Song: so I mostly listen to podcasts lately (I finally broke into 2022 in my Podcast the Ride backlog) but I recently got really into a song I enjoyed a lot that I found out after the fact is probably AI 😩 Can't have shit in Detroit 😩😩
Last Series: Rewatched Superstore recently. Still evergreen. We've been on Holostars lockdown ever since the bad news broke tho
Last Game: Pokopia! I was resistant because I was being stubborn about getting a Switch 2 but Alisa was already planning on getting one when our friends surprised us with one for my birthday 😲 Its really cute and worth the hype imo
Last Movie: Project Hail Mary! Good fuckin movie man. Can't stop thinking about it.
Tea/Coffee: Coffee but I have to cut back on sugary drinks re: my last doctor visit 😞 and that's how I like it orz
Sweet/Salty: sweets my sweet.....I miss you....my kingdom for a donut ....! (It's been two days)
Tagging @bobtheacorn @hamutxt @sooptea @mari-oaky idk I immediately forgot everyone on this site lol
This is just honestly a question for anyone seeing this BUT BUT DO YOU OR JUST ANYBODY REMEMBER A FIC ABOUT JAMIL HAVING A TALK WITH LIKE NAJMA OR HIS DAD I DONT REMEMBER ABOUT NOT FALLING INLOVE WITH KALIM CAUSE LIKE KALIMS DAD HAD A SITUATIONSHIP WITH LIKE ANOTHER VIPER SERVANT DODJEBBI pls I've been searching for this fic for months I think it got deleted but i need to know if anybody else remembers a fic on ao3 like this...
Can't say it rings a bell but I'll post it and hopefully someone can help you! I'll try tweeting about it so maybe we'll find something 🫡🫡
i'm pretty sure i wrote this
https://archiveofourown.org/works/58507693
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kalim Al-Asim/Jamil Viper Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper Additional Tags: formative childhood experiences, Hair, POV Second Person, kalim-typical mortal peril, Kidnapping, Jamil’s middle school friend (fabricated), Childhood friends to ???? to lovers, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Comfort No Hurt Summary:
Just reread this one too and this is probably my jamikali magnum opus, I'm never topping this one
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kalim Al-Asim/Jamil Viper Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper, Najma Viper Additional Tags: Requited Unrequited Love, Doomed Relationship, POV Second Person, Hurt No Comfort Summary:
You’re so lucky Jamil doesn’t love you back. You could never bear betraying him like that.
Reread this one today and caught myself tearing up, like bitch? You wrote this? What are you crying for??
Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Sex Relationships: Kalim Al-Asim/Jamil Viper Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Mentioned childhood sexual experimentation, scarabia typical power dynamics, in universe top/bottom discourse, POV Second Person, Masturbation, Rimming, Awkward Sex, comedy? (ymmv), Anal Sex Summary:
The only thing stopping you from composing an itemized list of pros and cons is the unfathomably dread possibility of someone finding it. You’d have to kill yourself. There’s no other way around it. You wouldn’t even get to go out in a blaze of ink-black fire and trauma-drama this time, you’d just have to fall on a kitchen knife or take a long walk off a short, fifth-floor balcony to escape the shame of being caught brainstorming your sex life on paper like some kind of deranged pervert.
It’s unnecessary anyway, because what it all comes down to is this: if you don’t let him try, you’ll never be on level footing with him. He’ll always know something you don’t, have something you don’t, and you’ll always be a coward for not being brave enough to take the risk.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game) Rating: Mature Warnings: Underage Sex Relationships: Kalim Al-Asim/Jamil Viper Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Mentioned childhood sexual experimentation, scarabia typical power dynamics, in universe top/bottom discourse, POV Second Person, Rating will change Summary:
“You know,” Kalim says thoughtfully to the silk canopy overhead, “It’s really not fair that you always do all the work.”
“Mm.” You disengage your mouth from his throat, where you’re busy decimating his blood vessels in pursuit of a seven-day hickey. You lathe your tongue over the deepening bruise, survey your work, and think, smugly, maybe ten. “I’ve been saying that for years.”
Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Sex Relationships: Kalim Al-Asim/Jamil Viper Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Mentioned childhood sexual experimentation, scarabia typical power dynamics, in universe top/bottom discourse, POV Second Person, Masturbation, Rimming, Awkward Sex, comedy? (ymmv), Anal Sex Summary:
The only thing stopping you from composing an itemized list of pros and cons is the unfathomably dread possibility of someone finding it. You’d have to kill yourself. There's no other way around it. You wouldn't even get to go out in a blaze of ink-black fire and trauma-drama this time, you'd just have to fall on a kitchen knife or take a long walk off a short, fifth-floor balcony to escape the shame of being caught brainstorming your sex life on paper like some kind of deranged pervert.
It’s unnecessary anyway, because what it all comes down to is this: if you don’t let him try, you’ll never be on level footing with him. He’ll always know something you don't, have something you don't, and you’ll always be a coward for not being brave enough to take the risk.
My new year's resolution is to do one linocut a month, no matter how small and simple. I MUST get out the supplies and use them. Just once every four weeks. I think that should be achievable!
This month I just used whatever I had on hand, old ink pads and stuff, but I DID try making and aligning two different stamps for the first time! (Needs practice.)
my piece for jamikali secret santa
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game) Rating: Mature Warnings: Underage Sex Relationships: Kalim Al-Asim/Jamil Viper Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Mentioned childhood sexual experimentation, scarabia typical power dynamics, in universe top/bottom discourse, POV Second Person, Rating will change Summary:
“You know,” Kalim says thoughtfully to the silk canopy overhead, “It’s really not fair that you always do all the work.”
“Mm.” You disengage your mouth from his throat, where you’re busy decimating his blood vessels in pursuit of a seven-day hickey. You lathe your tongue over the deepening bruise, survey your work, and think, smugly, maybe ten. “I’ve been saying that for years.”
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game) Rating: Mature Warnings: Underage Sex Relationships: Kalim Al-Asim/Jamil Viper Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Mentioned childhood sexual experimentation, scarabia typical power dynamics, in universe top/bottom discourse, POV Second Person, Rating will change Summary:
“You know,” Kalim says thoughtfully to the silk canopy overhead, “It’s really not fair that you always do all the work.”
“Mm.” You disengage your mouth from his throat, where you’re busy decimating his blood vessels in pursuit of a seven-day hickey. You lathe your tongue over the deepening bruise, survey your work, and think, smugly, maybe ten. “I've been saying that for years.”