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they/them failure in their 20s who REALLY likes fictional (old) men

[pinkasketch]

Shut up m'dudes, it's a national holiday

[sourallergy]

i just spent an hour and a half uninstalling every app i've ever downloaded on my phone one at a time, doing a few restarts, and bouncing between checking my storage and opening LaDS to try to get it downloaded and play... it won't even update/download :|

[sourallergy]

spent 5 hours writing a fanfic last night and probably got like half way through my idea. what sucks is i know i likely wont return to it so it'll just be a draft for ages :(

[th30sstuff]

Sometimes I wonder what is going on in some obey me fans to look at this pillow princess babygirl and say "ah yes, that's a daddy dom alpha male top"

He'd cry in bed guys.

[sourallergy]

gave in to curiosities and uninstalled all my games to install LADS..... i..... made a mistake.... im having fun.........but its 18 gb......... my poor phone.......

[sourallergy]

i had only planned to have this app on my phone for one night to see what it was about and move on.............. that didn't happen........ oh no......... i'm having fun..........

[sourallergy]

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

i love Rafayel omggg i have given up most phone games that arent LaDS so i can play because my phone's storage is so small and i gotta say i regret nothing

also this game has made me cry twice </3

[sourallergy]

gave in to curiosities and uninstalled all my games to install LADS..... i..... made a mistake.... im having fun.........but its 18 gb......... my poor phone.......

[sourallergy]

i had only planned to have this app on my phone for one night to see what it was about and move on.............. that didn't happen........ oh no......... i'm having fun..........

[sourallergy]

gave in to curiosities and uninstalled all my games to install LADS..... i..... made a mistake.... im having fun.........but its 18 gb......... my poor phone.......

[sourallergy]

tried to watch Banana Fish last night and ep 2 is the furthest i will be watching. i can tell from what i saw that it is likely lovely (visually) and a good telling of a story, but mentally i do not have the ability to watch. it triggered me so bad, and it bums me out because i was intrigued. it's not worth hurting myself, though.

[pixiemusing]

[werewolf-cuddles]

It is amazing how these people will consistently see posts like this and think "Hmm, I wonder who that's for, surely not about me"

[actualaster]

It's amazing to me that the original tweet is literally describing "pro shipping" (setting aside that "proship" isn't a verb but a noun for an ideology centered around not being abusive over shipping) and people will still say this sort of thing

[sourallergy]

i don't think i've actually read a single event since whatever the first one in nightbringer was. everything was just disappointing me so soon and so rapidly. i also haven't read any of the actual story since lesson 9-ish. like cool some people may like it and that's Entirely valid, but, for me, i'm so underwhelmed.

a lot of the cards aren't Great, the distribution of characters SUCKS (hello belphie cards for the last 3 events- he's my least favorite character so bleh- at least it's not all lucifer?), and from what i'm seeing on here most of the events aren't good anyway. (i've seen people say the current one isn't bad, i will admit)

to be Completely fair and honest, i also do not read event stories or main story in other games like this that i play (gacha games) with Nu Carnival being the exception in main story. for these it's an adhd struggle though, not a lack of interest due to the shit/boring writing and horrid character distribution.

like at this point the combination of questionable art leaning to either absolute GARBAGE quality control or straight up AI and everything else i've mentioned ALONG WITH the fact that i keep seeing people saying the characters are losing their charm i'm so close to done like i'm about to wait until stardew 1.6 drops on switch and change this to a stardew valley fan account i still rarely use LOL

[sourallergy]

does anyone happen to know anything about a Lucifer x MC fanfic where MC goes back to the human realm for an arranged marriage they can't get out of? Lucifer goes to get them and when he goes in the church in the middle of the wedding he's on fire? if my memory serves, it wasn't overly long. i just can't remember where it was :(

[sourallergy]

i was reading an Asmodeus x reader fanfic that got me wondering how Asmo would react to me?

if i had to guess, i'd say i have a low libido, but the thing is, not only have i never had sex, i've never really touched myself. i've never experienced an orgasm, and frankly i have little to no interest in doing so.

i love smut in books and fanfics, i joke about being a slut, i do get horny when interacting with certain content i consider my 'kinks', however i never feel the Need to touch myself. im just vibing, a little horny, buy im jusy existing.

and i just wonder, if The Avatar of Lust met me how he'd react. i'd like to think he'd be underatanding and chill, but i feel like at first there'd almost be a level of shock or confusion.

[sourallergy]

i was looking into information on a cat cafe near me just to find out they don't have the cats in the main cafe area which makes sense, but was oddly disappointing.

however, it now has me imagining a cat owner MC going to a cat cafe like that with Satan and then complaining on the way back about how it's not the "proper" cat experience. Satan is just happy to have been with the cats, but MC is LIVID they didn't get the full experience of having to battle a cat just to eat their food then dealing with the fur in everything you consume. Telling Satan that while the cats were adorable and wonderful and they'd love to see them again, it's just not the "full experience", and he needs to have it it.

i know i'd be sneaking a cat into the HoL for Satan to get the "full experience". he deserves it <3