Preston be dumb

Hi!! Im Preston|| Trans Male || He/Him || Minor || I'm working on a card!!

[drumshoww]

Guys i hate doing this but i need help.

Ive been in the psych ward 4 times in the past year and this is my balance. On top of that my bank account is at -$4 because of me not working this past pay period (from being inpatient).

If anybody could help out a 21 year old trans masc enby just trying to stay afloat.... i need it badly right now.

My venmo is chalquist

My paypal is https://www.paypal.me/cornellhal

Please help me out I dont know how i'm going to get out of this situation. I can give you a sigil in return for your money but thats about it tbh :(

[pix-pax]

Mr Tommy Innit :)

Art is mine /Don’t Repost/

[thefishywizard]

Emotionally turbulent hours

[paperghastly-deactivated2021080]

So that festival, huh

Keep reading

[worthless-misery]

"Everything just takes me back to when you were there..."

Adele, "When We Were Young"

[princely-knightt]

the love of my life :)

[chasingperfection25-deactivated]

Me to my therapist: I wanna die since this person isn’t talking to me anymore

Therapist: But aren’t you your own individual person without them?

Me: NO. 

[npddictated]

call me crazy but i swear to god i’m the only real person that exists and everything else is just a simulated universe tailored to my consciousness

[ideyaengine]

Happy 5th Anniversary Undertale!!!

This game had a significant impact on me so I made a little 3D card for it, depicting the first part of the game!!! ･:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+

This was made almost entirely from old scraps of paper and cardboard from my high school and college days. I’m glad I finally found a use for them after hoarding them for so long =7=

[sowowyeahok]

Take my oc Lila for my first art post uwu

[sowowyeahok]

Should I post my art?

[bonetrousle]

Visit Original Link

It’s Raining Somewhere Else

I reckon this is the most chilled out song on the soundtrack… alt version of Sans’ theme

[zovasoda]

hi i rewatched ii heres some ii humans pls no bully

[softgorerae]

im sorry

Im not saying this is a suicide attempt

but if I dont wake up tomorrow, I want you to know I am sorry I didnt write individual letters. It would of taken too long and i would of started to sob and it would of ruined it all

That Im sorry I ever had to hurt any of you. That the monsters in my head finally strangled what was left of the voice in me.

Know Im at peace now because now they cant hurt me anymore and i cant miss her anymore

I cant be in pain like this the kind not even oxy could try and fix I have been in agony longer then I can remember and maybe I just need some god damn fucking peace and maybe the only way I see it is through kaffan I wish I saw it any other way Im sorryIm so fucking sorry

Im sorry if I die tonight

[i-can-do--this-all-day-deactiva]

Can we talk about psych wards for a sec?

Can we talk about how they’re not padded cells and straight jackets like in the movies? That they’re not full of people screaming? That they’re not this cold gray hell? Wanna know what it’s really like?

It’s wearing PJs all day and nobody giving a fuck about what you look like. It’s encouraging your new friends to get better, that they’re life is worth living and that they’re valued. It’s making friends in a day or two. It’s realizing you’ve got more in common with people than you thought. It’s watching stupid movies when the staff decides we can have a little bit of movie time that night before lights out. Talking in group, not about the scary, soulless monsters in our heads but talking about how to conquer them. We laugh. We joke. We draw and play with playdoh. Celebrate when the cafeteria sends muffins with breakfast instead of gross hospital eggs or boring cereal. The mixed feelings when someone leaves because you’ll miss them but we all hug good bye and wish them luck because they’re okay. They’re okay now. We’ll miss them but dear god you’re so proud when you get to see someone walk out with their bag of belongings and their family. We remember what it’s like to live. Sure we meet with doctors and one on one therapists and discuss safety plans, but it’s not a scary thing. Let me tell you this, when I spent 5 days in a ward summer of 2016 I was terrified. I got there and went straight to my room once they assigned me a place, made my bed with the blankets provided, got a book from the Game Room and hid under the covers and read. I think I still was wearing my hospital issued socks. I knew nothing about my roommates, only their names from the notecards above the door. When they came in for lights out they smiled and introduced themselves and asked why I was here. They saw my shocked face because I didn’t expect anyone to ask me “what’s your story?” Just didn’t see it coming. They told me theirs so I told mine. I became friends with everyone else there. They were all so sweet. Probably not what you’d expect to hear about a bunch of suicidal, depressed, anxious, bipolar, etc. kids but hey, we’re not our fucking illnesses. We all went through hell and we all walked out again, maybe with scars and bad memories, but we came out strong.

We’re just kids. We complained about the food and made each other cheesy motivational posters for their rooms when they got discharged. We painted each other’s nails and reminded everyone of their strengths. We talked about what we’d do once we were home, the unanimous decision was to shower and finally shave our legs since there were no razors allowed on our ward, and eat some real food and go on Tumblr or Instagram or something.

We’re just kids. Honestly, we’re like you. If you find out someone spent time doing inpatient stuff because of their mental illness, don’t you dare judge them for it. Don’t think they’re crazy or psycho. That’s not what we are. What we are are kids who needed to go away for a bit and escape the world in a safe environment. Where people got it. Where they understood. Where we couldn’t hurt ourselves and got a fighting chance to recover.

Destroy the stigma around inpatient treatment. Change the mindset surrounding mental illness.

Keep fighting folks

[lazerlustt]

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