★- Starman -★

Doctor / Nine -- any prns. -- sideblog

[spaceoddity09]

[INACTIVE]

Heyo Tumblr!!!

Not sure why I made this sideblog but I'd love to interact with anyone and everyone ^^

Probably because I'm the work alter and maaan do I get bored easily.

My name's Doctor / Nine or Dominic, you can use any pronouns. As you probably already guessed I'm an introject of the ninth doctor from the Doctor Who series. Source talk, sourcemates, doubles, singlets or systems are encouraged to interact!!

My system is a suspected one so take everything I say with a heap of salt please

-★

Apparently other parts want to use this blog too. Which idm at all^^ you're all free to post here! And if you want you can make an intro too!

Bet

Hi, I'm Viktor and I handle pain usually caused by work. I use he/they pronouns. And I might post here sometimes..

[cemeterycollective]

alters with same names are going to be the death of me, especially with other factors like our headcount. dear god why do five of you have the same name. this is just ridiculous

[the-starry-city]

Nah literally vro

We don't need 3 katz

6 kittys

And a million birth names from when we were younger

(not actual numbers but yeah)

[spaceoddity09]

4 of us respond to the name Doctor 😭

I mean yeah 3 of us have a nickname/alternative name so it's not THAT bad... but when someone says "Doctor" and there's multiple of us at front it's like "which one?" XD

[spaceoddity09]

Mental health so bad you consider just getting into a delusional/psychosis episode... to not be in this reality for at least a bit..

[spaceoddity09]

Love this song sm y'all don't understand me

(acc overtake by Anya (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠))

[spaceoddity09]

Anyone else who plans their breakdowns at work?

Like.. I can't rn cuz I have some stuff to do but later when I'm in the main storage I should have enough time for one.

Unfortunately holding it in means my eyes are watering in front of the customers but oh well...

[spaceoddity09]

ALSO to add a reason

Last time I worked with this one girl M I had to take a week off for mental health reasons

AND Y'ALL SCHEDULE ME WITH HER AGAIN?

Wow I wonder what will happen this time... RIP paycheck but I can't fucking do this

[spaceoddity09]

Anyone else who plans their breakdowns at work?

Like.. I can't rn cuz I have some stuff to do but later when I'm in the main storage I should have enough time for one.

Unfortunately holding it in means my eyes are watering in front of the customers but oh well...

[staticstamps]

i luv ur edits. i'd would die for doctor who (9th and 10th doctor) / bi themed stamps when you get the chance :) ! thank you!!!

9th and 10th doctor - doctor who stamps

Divider: @thecutestgrotto [post]

I have bi themed stamps here !!

[spaceoddity09]

Might be just me and my bestie part-timer on the shift. But in my brain? We're fully staffed bro. We got 1. Me main work part 2. Anya new work support? 3. Felix work hype man

Shit is getting done today trust 💪

[adriles]

im not interested in glory through combat anymore. i do not want to be a part of this shit.

[adriles]

on the battlefield again

[spaceoddity09]

Working weekend with no boss around and a reliable coworker >>>

God I love doing my little thing and she's doing her little thing and no one is complaining

Even the time is passing pretty okay (⁠✯⁠ᴗ⁠✯⁠)

[spaceoddity09]

Genuine question for customers

What do you think will happen if you ask me if we have a different size/type of something in the back?

Do you think I'm hiding these specific items from you? And you have to ask me? So I'll go "oh yes actually I knew you wanted this and hid it in the back so you wouldn't find it"

Is this a game where if you pick a specific dialogue option you'll receive the hidden loot?

If you can't see it, we do not have it

Or idk what are you thinking? That I have our entire stock memorized at any given moment? And can recall " yes this specific item in the color red is in the back storage room on the third shelf from the left, 4th row from the top."

I'm tired ...

... and people are so so stupid

[spaceoddity09]

This work is a fucking nightmare (⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠)

(rant under cut)

You thought today was just another average day? Nuh uh. 1st I learn that my manager has issues with my shift because we "don't work enough". Therefore she wants to switch up people from my shift and the other shift. Of course only one person knew about this and told us. HELLO? okay first of all, my shift does what he have to do. I'm "sorry" miss manager I won't bend over backwards for this fuckass job. AND. She doesn't work much either. So hmm I wonder where we all got our work attitude from. 2nd The bird food being infested with parasites... AGAIN... Listen idm bugs but those tiny fuckass parasites? Got me feeling itchy all over cuz my brain thinks they're on me. And 3rd, last but not least. First they make us basically force every customer to get the membership card. And now they're talking about "well we can just start telling them we can't register them" cuz idk what...WHAT?

Anyways, gonna send my resume to this bar. Yes bar work is hella hard but also bigger pay.. we'll see. Because the way things are going I don't want to stay here much longer.

[spaceoddity09]

I'm sorry Doctor for hijacking your Tumblr, I do not have my own and do not feel like making one

Apparently some people with CDDs don't like when you tell them they're not completely separate people

Listen

I don't care how you perceive each other. Yes I too feel like I'm living with other roommates when in reality it's just me. But you're still parts of a whole. You're not multiple consciousness. You're parts. Dissociated and separated by trauma and amnesia yes but still parts of a whole. Yes we all experience this disorder differently. But at the end of the day we all have the same thing.

At the end. You do you and we're not here to tell you how to live your life. We just think treating your parts as separate people only widens the disconnect 🤷‍♂️

-Viktor (again sorry Doctor you can delete this)

[eldritchbauble]

I think people w DID should be able to talk about in nonchalantly bc no it's not a weird scary rare disorder it's not even the most interesting thing about me. But it does affect literally every day of my life so yes it would be nice to talk about. Occasionally.

[spaceoddity09]

I don't want to make it my entire personality but just to be able to say "yeah sorry I don't remember that because I wasn't fronting that time" or "I'm so sorry I feel very blurry and dissociated right now can you give me some space?"

Can we please normalize people having complex/scary disorders?

[spaceoddity09]

It's the nice days where you wake up feeling okay that you should look out for

I had such a nice morning, woke up well rested, almost no dissociation finally

And then everything at work keeps getting worse and worse and worse. And I'm halfway done with the shift feeling like I've done NOTHING even tho I just sat down

[syscultureis]

plural culture is being an introject and constantly worrying if how you talk/come across is too different from how you were in source. "would i say it like this? how would i react to this?" kind of thing

-🍩🍬

So glad to hear we aren't the only ones that struggle with this thought process

[spaceoddity09]

All the time 😭

[spaceoddity09]

Over a year has passed and luckily I don't struggle with that anymore (⁠ ⁠´⁠◡⁠‿⁠ゝ⁠◡⁠`⁠)

Took a lotta work and I'm sure being in front a lot did its part too. Definitely happier this way.

So my fellow introjects, don't worry about detaching from your source. You're much more than that character/person/thing. I promise it's not as scary as it sounds. To be your own self ;)

[spaceoddity09]

I haven't seen but I've heard about Severance the movie and uhhhhhhmmmm

As a work alter...yeah that's pretty much it?

I go to work, end work, wake up and go to work again. There's no "not working" for me (besides evening/morning in between works).

It's super cool how they were able to capture that

[sooooo-grown-up]

omg i've been curious what DID systems would think of severance! it immediately struck me as very similar, all the amnesia etc. and this is really the first take ive heard... nice!

[spaceoddity09]

Yeah

I'd like to preface this by saying I'm not diagnosed with DID but it's in my papers as a possibility

But from what I've heard of the movie yes it's very similar. PERSONALLY I don't have a complete amnesia like they have. So I can, if I try, recall a few things that happened outside of work.

But in general I only know work. Constant work. Since my shifts are work few days and then have few days off. It's a weird feeling of knowing days passed between my work but I don't remember them. I go to sleep knowing I have like 3 days off work and wake up 3 days later going back to work

Hopefully you don't mind my little rant