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a little commotion for the dress xo

#this is a girlblog #girl blogger #outfit #ootd #dress #me #yes these pics are taken in the bathroom #the lighting was really good in there

I could be a good mother

#I feel so maternal towards him #let me mother him please #frankenstein #frankenstein 2025 #frankenstein gdt #jacob elordi #i could be a good mother

a man at my boyfriends work just said he’s the spitting image of a young James McAvoy.

his exact words were “that guy from shameless” and then got a pic up on Google.

James McAvoy in Shameless UK for context^^

I’m not ok.

#not even a humble brag HAHAHA #I can’t believe I’ve never noticed it before honestly #how do I tell him this makes him hotter hmmm #it’s ok we’ve been together for years so I got that shit on lock #he works with so many women too HELP #james mcavoy #shameless #shameless 2004 #Steve McBride #shameless uk #boyfriend #girl blogger #girl blogging

I wish I could read fanfics about my boyfriend

#LIKE IMAGINE #I’d eat that shit up #I could write it but where’s the fun it that #thoughts #this is a girlblog #girl blogger #girlblogging #boyfriend #my man my man my man #specifically a kinktober special but he doesn’t need to know that #kinktober

Just watched To Die For for the first time and let me say miss Suzanne did NOT KNOW how good she had it..

xo

#the man was begging for kids AHHHH #I would’ve happily been your housewife Larry Maretto #to die for #Larry maretto #matt dillon

Wuthering Heights

#wuthering heights #no I will not except Jacob Elordi as heathcliff #NOT MY HEATHCLIFF #Brontë #dev patel

seasonal depression hit early, kinda disappeared oops xo

#Hits me like a brick every year without fail #seasonal depressive disorder #girl blogger

coquettemeth

xo

#Me this weekend #I’m reuniting with my girlies and I can’t wait #we all live so far apart now it’s sad #Miss when we used do tarot in my garden #this is a girlblog #this is what makes us girls #brunch #girl blogger #girlhood

can someone invent cigarettes that won’t put me in an early grave, thanks xo

#girl blogger #this is a girlblog #cigarette #ciggies

Just fucking tell me what to do, Father.

kneel.

xo

#this lives rent free in my head #I literally rewatch it every few months #Andrew Scott #hot priest #fleabag #priest #phoebe waller bridge

・❥・ Little intro ・❥・

I kinda just shit post here normally.. but you can call me Honey and call this the musings of a weird mid twenties girlie who’s trying to figure her shit out.

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7th August

It’s clear something needs to change. But what?

I normally never need to worry about summertime depression. The sunlight always seems to fix me but this year I can’t shake it. I’m starting to think maybe it’s just me? Maybe I’m just a woefully sad person.

I done so much this year already but now it feels like I’ve hit a wall over what’s next. I don’t know what’s next, I don’t know what I want to be next.

My mind feels alive with so much energy and so many ideas but she’s been trapped for so long she’s starved. And I don’t know where to start.

Maybe I’m just spiralling again? But I can’t help feel like there should be something more.

I don’t think this life is for me, but I don’t know what life is.

Am I not meant for something more than just this? Or is that the antithesis of the human condition? Our self-obsession and absorption creates the self-grandeur illusion of “something more.”

Nothing really matters I guess.

🎧 The Air That I Breathe

📚 The Robber Bride, Margaret Atwood (just finished looking for recs x)

living up to the name of oversharing princess by starting an online diary. So many thoughts in this lil head… it’s honestly it’s been a long time coming.

xo

#online diary #this is a girlblog #digital diary #dear diary #intro post #introduction #blog intro

livvyfrankenstein09

Missing summers when I was a kid. Now my desk fans on full blast while I’m dissociating listening to Lana that I’m on a beach somewhere, no laptop in sight.

If I hear KPIs once more I’ll implode xo