Sparklingwatermelo

Hi I’m Melo | Any pronouns I write sometimes and I am in far to many fandoms send help

[okthatsgreat]

anybody out there hiring gay losers. ideally a 100k/year salary and i work for one hour every day when i feel like it. thanks

[nimpo-inkflow]

☀️Our last summer🍃

[kasikomedihc]

[gloamglozerglam-deactivated2022]

only the true king could remove the sword from the stone…. no one else could…… they didn’t have…. arthurization

[tswizzlesfan]

happy pride month to mr. be gay do crime and mr. be crime do gay 🌈

(ft andreil by @dshr-art aka actual perfection)

[sparklingwatermelo]

Thinking about that one time when I was thirteen years old sitting with my friend in her room at 3am and she told me that queer people existed.

I sat there looking at her and felt my whole fucking world shift (little me was homeschooled and very sheltered up until that point and I had never heard about any way to exist outside of the heterosexual standard for girls which was that I would one day marry a man and have children).

She told me about lgbtq community and I repeated the letters back to her in complete befuddlement. They tripped off my tongue stilted and in the wrong order but it was somehow the most freeing thing I had ever said. She told me she was bisexual and she explained what that meant and I remember my jaw dropping open and blurting out ‘I didn’t know that was possible’.

I felt like my whole life had been laid out before me. All the times I felt different. All the times I looked at what my parents told me my future would be and dreaded it. All the times I wished that something I couldn’t even name inside my heart would change. All the times I wanted something I didn’t know existed.

It was a life changing moment for me and it was probably the first time in my life that i truly felt like maybe something inside me wasn’t wrong or bad.

I cried that night. Maybe it was relief I don’t know but I just remember sobbing and that girl she hugged me to her like she understood exactly what I was feeling and I will always be grateful for the ways she changed me that night.

[sparklingwatermelo]

I got my driving test tomorrow (ahhhhhh help me)

[viiiiiliiiii]

should we talk about how hard Neil tried to understand Andrew? that feeling of easing the pressure in your chest by hurting your own skin, because it helps, right? at least, it helps Andrew. and because it matters to Andrew, it becomes important to Neil too: understanding what he feels, more of his life, stepping beyond the narrow borders of his own existence, his vital goal of survival and finally letting something else into the center of his world. what kind of pain drives a person to keep hurting themselves just to feel relief afterward? Neil is so desperate to figure this out that, for the first time in his life, he tries to put himself in someone else’s place and understand what was driving Andrew during the worst period of his life.

[sparklingwatermelo]

I Wanna fight someone! I WANNA FIGHT SOMEONE… with glitter.

[sparklingwatermelo]

I want to see the world. I want to be anywhere but here.

[plantbvn]

boyfriend first, then cigarette

[milene-with-an-e]

[000l]

[shrewreadings]

like to charge, reblog to cast.

[mosslingg]

My liege im sorry to break it to you but your advisor that's actually evil and wants you dead turned out to be straight. I know you really wanted to have an enemies to lovers situation with him. Yeah I'm afraid the poisoning didn't hold any romantic intent behind it. The king of the enemy kingdom is bisexual though, I could send him a letter? Yes, I'll make sure to include multiple threats of homoerotic nature. You will have your toxic yaoi, my liege

[sleeping-jo]

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

[t4tstarvingdog]

i think there should be two nighttimes. one for sleeping and a second one for being awake but at night. and then only one daytime because daytime doesn’t matter as much except for the birds

[floating-goblin-deactivated2021]

the unholy trinity of piss-poor caretakers, tag yourself:

tomboy, meaning "this child is clearly queer but let's hope it goes away"

sensitive, meaning "clearly neurodivergent and often distressed but let's keep going until they grow numb"

mature, meaning "traumatized but let's ignore that"

[sepiascissors]

quiet, meaning "has been yelled at or ignored a few too many times and now considers all attempts at communicating with others to be pointless"

self-sufficient, meaning "next to zero trust in parental figures' ability in various aspects of parenting"

lazy, meaning "depressed, but expected to preform tasks or actions without positive support or knowledge of how to do things"