Oof

I literally forgot the password to my main account 28 they/zie/she/he

[sparrowslyre]

So uuuuuuuh..... My original Tumblr was made with a throw away email, and I finally forgot my password, so I figured I might as well just start over🫠

[autistic-shane-hollander]

actually i'm still worked up over "Shane hates other gay people." when peoples only evidence of this is Shane meeting Fabian, and it's literally evidence to the contrary.

"He was, like, really blatantly not straight in a way that Shane wasn’t used to. The kind of man who, when Shane had been younger and still figuring himself out, he would look at and think “I’m not gay because I’m not like him.” It wasn’t a good way to think about anything, but even as a gay man who was in love with another man who he had gay sex with, Shane couldn’t help the knee-jerk reaction of uneasiness in Fabian’s presence.

Which just proved that Shane needed to spend more time around other queer people. Particularly, queer people who didn’t play hockey."

Yes shane was uncomfortable around fabian but

Shane INSTANTLY realizes it's wrong to feel this way

wants to remedy the situation by being around other queer people

and he's confident getting used to being around people who are visibly queer is the solution

He has a good time with Fabian and Ryan in a queer venue

He's not particularly worried about being seen around queer people. only that his and Ilyas relationship is visible.

I also just hate how the internalized homophobia shane does exhibit here is treated as a static trait. Even though he's actively working through it. And has worked past some issues with it. People often depict him with more internalized homophobia at the end of the long game than he does at the beginning of the book. I also don't like how people interpret shanes actions as the product of internalized homophobia when many of them are actually the product of institutional homophobia

[auxins-insanities]

this disability pride month lets be kinder to folks with moral ocd . no more “if you really care about this minority , you’ll reblog this post” , “someone will die if you don’t reblog this” , etc etc , and all other kinds of guilt tripping reblog bait . at the VERY LEAST tag your reblog bait so we can filter it out and avoid unnecessary spirals . it’s 2026 , we need to move past using guilt to get engagement .

[narcissene]

affirmations:

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

- i CAN do this anymore

[t00thpasteface]

me before i get my paycheck: i'm so excited to spend this on essentials and save the rest wisely

me as soon as that direct deposit hits: you know i've always wanted to learn the theremin

[389]

[actuallysara]

happy

[quiet-doll]

recently saw ppl discuss whether they put their medicines in a kitchen cabinet or a bathroom cabinet and i was shocked by the fact that many ppl said kitchen cabinet. so now i need you to reblog this and say where you keep yours

[cuppydogshane]

ilya rozanov it is your birth month and pride month and stanley cup month so you get to take it off from having to navigate out of the black lodge in your dreams every night

[pukicho]

If I wasn’t so sleepy you’d all be soo fucked

[xener-aol]

[xener-aol]

[alice-of-scales-deactivated2026]

[mwg-drwg]

Please stop he is drowning…..

[pocket-deer-belly]

Gone forever

[cloverslime]

[cloverslime]

[melancholic-whimsy]

career ideas:

Mysterious Disappearance

Cult leader

Cryptid entity whose existence is disputed

Mad Scientist

Normal Person ™️

[girlrust]

happy pride to my favorite gif in the world

[fwizard]

all i need is a sweet treat. and six thousand dollars

[noelledeltarune]

i hope i am not just an online presence to you all but also someone who has a really bad headache

[64mpg]

thinking about developing a social skill soon

[jessepinwheel]

I love it when people use "shrimp" to mean "beyond the human range". like "shrimp colors" but applied to other things. "shrimp emotions" "shrimp sounds" "shrimp morality", as if shrimp are living some kind of transcendent existence that humans can never comprehend