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[spiderwithrizz]

I think I would make a great highschool English teacher if I wouldn't be too busy figuring out my 200 part contraption designed to throw all my students directly into the sun

[spiderwithrizz]

Honesty through acceptance

Let them believe

I don't leave

Warp bars of

An open bird cage

Where is the door

In the

Mass of tangled copper

Small with no self-respect

What next then

How do you believe under a pretense

False

Inconsequential

Softened only to cut through

I see what you are

And you know me blind

When the door locks

Is the same room still behind it

You want to believe I am weak

Trusting when I bare my throat

Trained as a sacrificial lamb

Left only the sweet aftertaste

Bleeting and bleeding

Only how you've wanted

You're seen for what you are

[spiderwithrizz]

[spiderwithrizz]

[spiderwithrizz]

Could you ever really understand

You appear nearly like a gentle deer in my forest of worries

Observing as if captivated yet bound to leap away with a single step too near

Soft like a feeling I've been waiting for but was never given

But I already know I won't be enough

Undeserving of a gentle hand

Gliding through my hair, over my back

Tempting me to hold you as close as I can

Unknowing of what you could really be behind your delicate words

Yet I am as entranced by you as if the you I know currently is more than an idea in my head

One glimpse of a pure light and all I want to do is fall to my knees with a blinding sense of devotion

Searching in so many eyes for a true reflection

If you're too careful with me I might break myself down

Ashes that blow away even in the absence of wind

Born to wishstand, not to choose

I'm scared you could have me attached to a depth of genuine care that few would ever be so foolish as to waste on such a pathetic seeming figure

As if I could even hold onto something designed to be held

I'm more scared that you won't really care at all

A hue in a sea of gray, always one shade apart but never enough to be seen

I hate to crave so deeply and earnestly for something that was never meant to be mine

All I form is false attachments like this, trying to see myself through other people

Eating fruit from a tree that burned down long ago

[without-ado]

Comet Leonard l optiquevideo l Québec Canada

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[huariqueje]

Stand Still    -    Jethro Buck , 2022.

British, b. 1986

Tempera on canvas, 122 x 152 cm.   48 x 59.8 in

[hikaruchen]

Morpheus

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Massimo Simigliani

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[brokenightlight]

This house has been abandoned for almost a year now, and yet these lights stay on all through the day and all through the night.

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