Even in The Madness There is Peace

Lindsey. 33. 102 concerts. Counselor. Forever missing 2011 tumblr aesthetic. Mentally always with sand between my toes.

[katt-squilliams]

The loneliness is hitting extremely hard today

I hate this

[strikemedowntohell]

I'm torn in half dragging myself from daydream to grim reality

[le-insomni-e]

Anyone else feels like they never belong, no matter where they are? Like people don’t actually want to spend time with them? Or is it just me

[asimplelostsoul]

I wish I mattered.

[moon-mxlk]

My greatest juxtaposition is always being too much and never enough, all at once

[juniperandjustice]

What is it called when you feel like you're not a real person, you don't "count" as much as other people do...? You're junk that people throw away? Is there a term for this?

[unrealunknown]

No one will ever want to love me how I want to be loved

[fuckinglonelybiatch]

i really hope the rest of my life isn't like this. miserable. unbearable. unwanted. underappreciated. unloved. resentful. angry. sad.

[finding-me-xx]

You're not needed.

[hot-cherri]

“Sadness is an ocean and sometimes we drown, while other days we are forced to swim.”

[finding-me-xx]

When does my happiness ever begin to matter or come into place?

[hot-cherri]

“Loving you was like going to war; I never came back the same.”

~Warsan Shire

[xxxkitt3n]

And then you’re reminded of what’s it’s truly like to be alone..

[deadinside8]

Why am I still here? I’m nobody’s favourite person, I’m just always there in the background wondering when I will be chosen. Knowing that it will never happen. The people I trusted with my real and honest feelings, told me I was too much and too depressing. So I guess I will just shut up. Already it was hard for me to open up and be honest, now I don’t think I will ever do that again. I guess I am made to be alone even if it shatters my heart even more. I am just so alone and lonely.

[they-nicknamed-her-the-bolter]

We found Wonderland, you and I got lost in it and we pretended it could last forever

[nickyhex]

[pettyprompts]

"Are you in a cage?"

“…something like that.”