Headcanons for eyeless jack n ben drowned with a s/o that struggles with a restrictive eating disorder, if you're comfortable writing that?
Restrictive Eating Disorder Headcannons. Eyeless Jack and BEN Drowned.
A/N: I’m sorry that post is pretty late dear but I hope you enjoy it 💕
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Eyeless Jack
He wants you to eat, he really does. Jack knows that he can't force you to eat but he can't help it. When you take few bites out of your meal and left it he gets a bit angry. Jack knows that getting angry at you wouldn't change anything and it makes you upset but he just wants you to be healthy.
BEN Drowned
he likes to make you eat by playing games. He makes challenges with you, if he wins the game you take a bite out of your meal. And just for your information, he never loose. This would continue until you finish all of your meal. He won't force you to anything but will make you eat.
When she joined pastas she had big trouble fitting in.
She was scared of all male pastas and she only spent her time with Jane, Nina and Clockwork untill she got comfortable with others.
She hides knifes and some other sharp stuff inside her plush animals so if she is in danger she could defense herself.
Sally considers pastas as her family and she often calls them by sister and brother.
Sally and Slenderman has a father/daughter relationship, she sometimes call him dad by accident.
She likes to force pastas to join her tea parties.
Sally often has nightmares about her uncle, Tim started reading bed time stories when he notice this. After that all the boys started take nightly turns to read Sally and make sure she sleeps comfortably.
LJ likes to spend time with Sally but others threat LJ to stay away from Sally since they think LJ could, would, hurt Sally in different ways. On the other hand Sally doesn't consider him as any danger.
She used to had huge panic attacks when any male got close to her.
Pastas often bring her stuff from missions.
She knows she is loved and safe with them. No one could hurt her anymore as long as she is with her family.
SENSITIVE CONTENT WARNINGS: Manipulation, Gaslighting, Angst, Abuse, Non-con, Dub-con, Nsfw - Smut, Masturbation, Cockwarming, Kinda yandere, Unhealthy relationship, Kinks, Major Character Death, Anxiety and Panic attacks, Violance, Trauma.
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You were laying on your shared bedroom, waiting for Toby to come back from another mission It’s been five hours you think to yourself, remembering what he said before leaving you in this cold boring room “Don’t worry, i will be ba-back soon bumblebee.”
You two had been dating for almost a year now. He had always been kind towards you, treating as if you could shatter under his touch. Of course there are times when he hurt you in both mentality and physically way but he never really mean to do it.
Not wanting to waste your time doing nothing but staring at the wall and dive inside of your gloomy thoughts you decided to read a book.
Toby came back after hours, he shut the door harshly and locked it, he is mad, you sit on the edge of the bed looking at him must have been a rough mission you thought to yourself. His gaze softened as he looked at you, seeing that you were wearing his hoodie. He approached you tenderly, kneeled down in front of you before hugging your belly burying his face on your lap.
“It had been seven hours” you cooed as your hands run through his messy hair taking out the leafs on that tangled mess wondering how they even get there. “We argued with Tim, Asshole, and almost fai-failed, failed, failed the mission” he hugged you tighter as whimpering. “I miss you” he said finally looking to your face “i miss you too darling” you smile warmly and he kissed those perfect lips of yours.
He stand up as you grabbed his hoodie tightly, wanting things to get naughty. Still he was kissing you innocently.
Dry blood covered hands grabbed your waist, laying you on the bed as he take his place top of you. Soft lips touching your neck, he politely pulled you closer.
Slowly taking all of your clothes off, leaving you naked. Kisses getting rougher each time making you moan his name. You placed your hand on his member above his pants, slovly teasing him and enjoying how hard he gets for you. He take his hoodie off and throw it on the ground. “Y/N…” he mumbled. Rest of his clothes are thrown away carelessly not long after, thats right he was so hard and it was obvious yht he is hardly controling himself. beautiful hazel eyes met with yours. “ if you allow me” Toby, sweetest boy you have ever met, asked for permission kindly, refusing to take it any further without your answer. “Toby, yes”. He looks way more than attractive with that grin.
Toby separate your legs as kissing and playing with your breasts, leaving his love marks everywhere. His other hand slowly rubbing your cilt and then pressing his fingers inside of you in and out slowly just to tease you, driving you mad with pleasure, “Damn bum-bumblebee, i made you this wet already?” He jokingly said not allowing you to finish. Making your cheeks go red. He rubbed his hard member few times before gently pressing it against your entrance, “Ngh..” you hold his arm as he split your cunt with his rock hard cock.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to your body. "Tight." He buried his head on your hair taking you in with deep breaths. "God... Y/N yo-you're so warm inside..."
Getting deeper and harder with each thrust, he started sucking and biting your necck again, making you fill the room with moans not even caring about others to hear you. He is all you wanted tyo have right now, his love is more precious than anything else.
"Darling..." Toby moaned as he changed his position. Grabbing your waist roughly with his bloody hands, he was losing himself again not being able to understand it's hurting you, you almost, almost, whimpered with pain. But then again you were so close to the edge that you couldn't even care about it. It take few pushs and you cummed all over your lovers man sword, and soon after he realised inside of you.
That was a quick joy before sleep, to color both of your dreams.
Toby pulled himself out and lay next to you smiling, giving you a comfortable hug. "Thank you my bee" he kissed your head "you're welcome honey" you smiled "ı like the new, new, new nickname" that was the last thing you remember before passing out.
You wake up by Toby who is hugging you from behind a little too tight, you turned to him hugging him back, trying to calm him by playing with his hair.
Sweet boy finally woke up from the torture. He relaxed as soon as he realise your naked body. "Good morning Toby". He give you a huge warm smile. "Good morning".
Pretty hazel eyes scan your body, he wanted to make sure that he didn't hurt you too much. His smile fade away as his eyes locked on your abused waist. "Bumblebee... ı'm so so sorry" it take so long to convince him that it's okay.
His attractive naked body was cleaned up, out of his other injuries there was something new, something from you, hickeys on his neck and scratches behind his back, you couldn't help but smiled. You lay your head on his chest listening to his heartbeat while he play with your messed up hair.
It was just like a dream untill someone tried to open the door harshly. “Open the fucking door Rogers!” He yelled aggressively kicking the door, it would be a lie if you say you aren’t scared. Toby sighed with annoyance, “I told you not t-to call me th-that asshole, g-guess your brain is too small to understand even li-little things.” Every word was filled with disgust. You giggled and he winked at you.
Tim started kicking the door outside “i said open the god damn door Toby!” You stare at Toby with anxiety this time. “Ba-bastard…” he leave the warm bed and wear his pants "Stay in bed". He kissed your head before unlocking the door. “What do you want Tim?” Not even allowing for him to open the door fully Tim entered inside, placing his hands on Toby’s neck.
Before you could understand anything your lover was pinned on the ground while being choked to death. “i will fucking kill you!” Tim shouted.
Toby tried to punch and kick him off yet he failed. His ticks were getting worse as he kept cursing, “g-g-get off, off, off son of a bi-bitch, bi-“ not even giving him time to finish Tim grabbed his hair and started banging Toby’s head on the ground wildly. "learn how to speak you ticci bitch." He was acting like an animal.
That was too much, you can’t just stay there and watch this. You get up and grab an empty wine bottle, thanks lord the room wasn’t cleaned up yet, your darlings hazel eyes watching you in panic. He understands.
The sound of shattered glass filled the room, little pieces falling into the ground. It caused Tim to lose his balance. His eyes scan your still naked body with rage “you will regret this little sh-“ he let go of Toby and attack you.
Hopefully there was enough time for Toby to pull himself together and get up. He hold your wrist and pulled you behind him. “Don’t you fuck off, fuck off, fuck off, touch her.” Both of the boys heads were covered with blood yet Toby's conscious was almost gone.
"Give me back my fucking pills Rogers. I told you not to touch my stuff." Tim said. Your boyfriend pulled out the pills Tim asked for, throwing them at the savage man infront of you. "And my drugs too, give them" Toby was losing too much blood. "Jeff got them." Toby replied coldly.
The other man was satisfied to see your lover injured and covered in blood. "wery well." You could feel his eyes on your body as you place Toby on your shared bed.
Turning back to Tim again, you were looking at him full of disgust he ruined your morning "Get out Tim you got what you wanted, now leave us alone." you said. "Not yet sugar but ı will leave this time." His gaze on your breasts, you uncomfortably covered yourself making him giggle at your action. "Behave your toy, Rogers..." and he finally left the room.
Toby kept his silence as you take care of his wounds which made you quiet nervous. He would normally rent about silly things to lighten the mood. There is nothing wrong, he must be having a sudden mood change you think to yourself. “I t-told you to stay in bed.” He broke the silence. “You didn’t think that I would just watch, did you?” You said with a little smile but it only caused him to get angrier.
He was looking at you as if a wolf looking at its prey, filling this little bunny with nothing but fear. “Toby i-“ he didn’t let you finish. “Tell me, darling, didn’t i told you to stay.” There is nowhere you can run bunny, you had already reached the dead end. "yes, but-" he covered your mouth "Shut up. fuck off, fuck off, don't you know wh-what could happen?" the other hand grabbed your wrist, holding it tightly. "mgh-"
Thats it, big bad wolf finally hunt the bunny. “Maybe It’s better to show you, agh, you would l-like that wouldn’t you.” He woofed. You know exactly what he is planning to do, Toby knows you overhate it but this never stopped him so far. Bubbles of He pull off his claws. Hazel eyes locked into your teary ones, “N-no, please everything but not that.” You begged.
He stand up and grab some clothes of his, handing them over you with a grin. “You wouldn’t like your clothes to get dirty right?” You hide under the bedsheet trying to ignore him “Cmon sunshine, d-dress up. We’re going out.” Toby cooed.
The silence keeps it easy, keeps you safe for the moment. It’s all over now, so why are you still trembling with fear? Toby placed his hands on your shoulders “Good girl.” He said with a satisfied voice. You couldn’t stop starting at the mess you caused, motionless bodies covered with blood. Toby’s hands slowly slipped to yours, taking his hatchets from you. “You made a huge mess, bumblebee. I w-wasn’t expecting this much.” Soft lips touched your neck.
“I did’t… i-i never wanted t-to…” you cried. Toby turned around, places his hands on your cheeks. “Don’t cry.” He wiped your tears away “i only s-show you how you could end up.” You hugged him and hide your face, there was no sound but your tear drops meeting the ground. A panic attack followed your irregular heartbeats. He didn't mean to broke you this much, no, Toby only wanted to show you what could have happend. "Hey...it's o-okay." strong arms wrapped around your body, keeping you safe.
Same feelings swallows you every time. Trying to get out of this mess is pointless, the more you struggle the more you sink in deeper. Your struggles are nothing.
“You tear up every time…” he said as he left kisses on your neck. “Aren’t you h-happy, we are the same.” Toby grabbed your hairs carefully, exposing the neck he kissed. “You’re a murderer just like me, don’t cry.” Toby spoke the truth you didn’t wanted to hear. “Please, home…” you cried. “Alright, bum-bumblebee.”
He walked you to an old felled tree, you two sit side by side. "Don't cry anymore bumblebee, everything is alright now." He said with a sade tone. Your hands were trapped between his, warm and a little bit shaky too. Toby cracked his necks unwillingly, "Fuck! that hurt." his words made you laugh a little bit. Oh, he will never change will he? Both of your laughs echoed among the woods.
Toby left you on your shared room when the sun get placed by the moon, he said he will be back at late and you shouldn’t wait for him, locked the door and take the key with him. So here you are again, trapped in this booring room all by yourself.
You could watch tv or read a book to entertain yourself but you didn’t wanted to, other alternatives to be entertained are masturbating and sleeping but you didn’t wanted to do them either. You left alone to repeat same things whenever Toby locks you, yeah maybe you enjoy it most of the time but when this became a part of your regular day it started to get boring.
Hey, it's me again, lol- loved your post btw, so i'm here with a second request! So- since I'm a total slut for stuff like this, how about
The proxie's and jeff's first kiss with y/n?
I live for teeth rotting fluff-
Also, if it's too much, you can do only the proxies, i don't mind!
Have a nice day/evening!
A/N: Hi sweetie! There is a separate Jeff ( i love you ) one so I only did proxies. Hope you enjoy!
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~Brain~
Brain would be gentle with you, it does matter when or where to him he will go for it when you give him a hint.
His soft hands would grab your cheeks, pull you closer and gift you a soft kiss. After the magical moment he would be completely silent, not because he is embarrassed or didn’t liked the kiss but because he replays it over and over in his head.
~Toby~
This wouldn’t be a planned thing, if it is Toby would ruin it cause of his excitement. You two would be alone, there would be no light but the star reflections in your eyes.
I don’t think he would be satisfied with a kiss, there would be more kisses. He would want to ho as far as he could, he is such a simp for you.
~Tim~
I think your first kiss with him would be instant, he likes to suprise you. He would enjoy to see your reaction to his touch.
Tim would kiss you in public, around others or anywhere he wants to but your first kiss would be different. Two of you alone, he would set the mood and wait till the perfect moment. He’ll make sure you can never forget about it.
I'm so sorry for the late reply and I understand that you don't wanna talk about it! I've gone through something similar and I know that it scare you to think or even wanna talk about it! Uhh.. would you like me to make you a comfort playlist is spotify? I know it's not much but that's all I can do behind smart phone and don't worry! I need get bothered by others venting I actually like to help others the way i can ^^ I hope you can get over it soon!! <3
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of course sweetheart ı would love to have a comfort playlistt, ı'm so sorry for the late reply tho ı had my uni exam and since it's gone ı can be more online and thank you so much for your support you're very preciouss 💞💞💞🥺
I'm so sorry you had to go through that, I know that I'm not much of a use but know that I'm always here for you if you ever needed an ear to just listen! If you're comfortable I can send you a message in private if you needed to vent or something (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
Anon-🎼
Thank you my dear anon, you’re so precious and kind but I don’t think it’s good idea to tell it to people it’s so messed up and I actually don’t want to bother anyone with my vents but you can text me of course, I would be more than honored to talk with you angel 💖
Hey,i saw your last post and wanted to check in on how you're doing.its good that you got that out of your chest.I want to tell you that your feelings matter,your well being matters,your life matters.
And if you ever feel like your feelings are to much for you to handle on your own, there are many lines of help you can reach out to.I've made a short list of them:
Best for multiple health conditions: Support Groups Central
Best for mindfulness: Working Through Fear
Best for social connections: AnxietyTribe
Best for online support: 7 Cups
Best for a 12-step program: Emotions Anonymous
Best for family support: National Alliance on Mental Illness
Best for those in dual recovery: Dual Recovery Anonymous
In however way you can heal ,i hope it leads you to a place where you can get the hapiness and peace you deserve.
Thank you sweetie, I’m already having professional help but this is so kind of you
I wish I could turn back to when i felt his hands on me for the first time. I wish I had been a smarter kid so that I could have understood his intentions were no good. What he gave to me was heavier than a child could carry.
I hate myself so much for opening up and let my guards down, show people how weak I actually am. I want to cry and beg for forgiveness from the child inside me, the past me, my mouth should have been locked up untill death as I promised her.
It’s hard to carry all those terrible memories inside, i want to let everything out yet it feels like a betrayal to that girl who forced herself to stay silent for all those years.
I’m sorry if you read it, I just need to let it out and I don’t think anyone would read or care about it
