welcome to my silly little unregulated mess of a blog. i go by milk and my pronouns are she/her
i used to have a writing blog on here but i was sixteen but um let’s not talk about it lmao (it exists on here, but have fun finding it)
i just write whatever, there are no specific characters that i do or don’t write for. just whatever rots in my brain
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for reference my thoughts will be #milk.talks and writing pieces will be #milk.txt
i’ve been playing a lot of VNs lately (seekL, 14 days with you, the kid at the back) and I have so much brain rot but no will to write UGH IM GONNA LISTEN TO THE VOICES just let me cook for a min
can you pretty pretty please do blush blush characters (especially nimh and volks) giving fem reader oral headcannons 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙇🙇🙇🙇
a/n: UM WHAT HAPPENED TO HI HELLO?? jk anon ur so silly THANK YOU FOR MY FIRST ASK AND FIRST NSFW??
i’m gonna throw in some a bonus for funsies because i can and will :33 ALSO IM SORRY ITS SO SHORT IM SO AWK WITH SMUT if u want an elaboration shoot another ask
i kindly ask for minors to not interact with this post because it is nsfw
ok serious time over
content warning: lower caps is intended. nsfw!!! oral mentioned!!! absolutely no minors allowed!!!!
word count: 400~
nimh
nervous and doesn’t know what he’s doing probably
you’re most likely his first so the first couple of times you will need to guide him and show him where to touch you and how to please you
is scared of hurting you so please verbal reassurance would go a long way with him
needs to hold your hand throughout the whole thing he’s just so nervous. expect kitten licks and very gentle ministrations
verbally asks you if he’s doing good and making you feel good. “is this okay?”, “am i hurting you?”, and a lot of pleases
if you moan his name it’s going straight into his dick or pull his hair gently he will transcend into heaven and it too will go straight to his dick
overall a sweet boy, needs some help but definitely gets better with time and practice *wink wink nudge nudge*
volks
when he told you his job was modeling, your first thought was “oh he’s definitely has had past relationship experience if he’s a model. surely right?”
no, no he hasn’t
he hates people what made you think he’s getting any bitches the fuck lmao
but again, he’s like one of those “aww you’re such a cute loser” type shit but he’s really really cute
maybe MAYBE he’s done it once just because he wanted to get it out of the way or something but that’s a small maybe
in my eyes, you’re his first just cuz i said so
either way, very inexperienced you will have to help him a little bit
loves it when you’re vocal about feeling good, but not like super super loud like damn you’ll wake up my neighbors at this rate
is a biter but will not bite your parts off only nibble on them
please please PLEASE praise him he hears it all the time in the professional world, but they don't mean anything to him. however, if you told him he was such a good boy, it would make him feel lightheaded
also pull his hair he likes it just be nice with it
ace
he is such a service top, I mean have you seen his nsfw scene? screams service too
would probably give good head. i personally believe that he’s had previous partners in the past
more experienced when it comes to giving oral so if you’ve never done anything like that before, is more than willing to help guide you and be such a sweetheart while doing it
run your fingers through his hair please it makes him feel so good and scratch his scalp a little pls
loves edging himself more than edging you. he doesn’t like to tease you, but you are more than welcome to tease him to oblivion
would for sure be into overstimulation but would never make you if you didn’t want it (consent is important to him)
blush blush characters’ (kelby, volks, eli, ichiban, cashew, and cole personal headcannons (imo‼️‼️)
a/n: doing some of my personal favorites then some lemme know if y’all want more. ik this is probably done already but like i like yapping on company time 🤪 i'm so inactive i am so sorry i am not cooking
content warning: none except for mild swearing and not proof read lmao
word count: ~2.0k words
kelby
would love love LOVE it if his s/o made him laugh or laugh at his jokes (even if they’re all sports related)
since he is an athlete and all i think that he knows how to cook healthier meals, but if you cooked anything for him, he would probably eat it since it's from you as long as it isn’t like covered in grease
he loves being around you, so if you go on morning jogs or evening jogs with it would mean the world to him and he values that a lot (even if he has to carry u halfway through the jog / walk it with you)
i don't think he would be too pushy with his diet on you, respects people and their own diets but would gently push for a healthier diet such as salads and low carb foods
if i were to suggest an ideal date for him is kayaking. it's a great work-out for him and it's a great opportunity to show you all the breathtaking sights that the river y'all kayak has to offer
kelby has weekly basketball games, baseball games, and swim meets, and he understands that it is a lot, but if you attended some of them or go out of your way to support him, his insides get gooey, and he feels like he could run fifteen miles
he lives and craves for physical touch. kelby will take what you can give. hugs? great. holding hands? awesome. linking your arms in his? he's in heaven
ok, to be a lil saucy here i think kelby would think you're super mega hot when you work out. here you are running on a treadmill sweat on your face and chest and he's definitely staring at you and now he's got to go to the shower rooms and get his head out of the gutters
also think of this guy’s stamina c'mon you can’t tell me that this guy would only go one wahoo round with you yk (source: me don’t ask)
eli
if you and them are even remotely the same size clothing wise, they are going to take your clothes. no asking or nothing eli will just rummage through your closet and make a fit with a few of your borrowed clothes
one time they stretched out one of your baby tees and you were so bummed out when you found it after they wore it and now eli swears to never take another one of those shirts again
would probably date someone who can put a really good outfit so that they can steal it
would also love if someone would watch anime with them please just give ouran high school host club a chance pls pls pls pls
they probably enjoy watching shoujo or slice of life but if you wanted to watch something else, they probably would watch it with you bc they like you lots
if you watch something that you started with them and watch ahead of them? they’re heartbroken. devastated. defeated. the first and the only time you did that they were inconsolable
would take you clubbing if you were up to it but if clubs aren’t your scene, they totally respect that and won’t push you out of your comfort zone
they will also take really really REALLY good care of you if you get wasted around them and they are really good at keeping you safe
very very personal BUT ELI FUCKS WITH VOCALOID‼️‼️‼️NO ITS NOT A PHASE
if you listen to vocaloid and reveal that to him he will spam you with new songs that drop by the vocaloid producers that he likes
i am a firm believer that eli fucks so hard with giga p you can’t convince me other wise sorry i make the rules
if u don’t know what vocaloid they will make you listen to a couple of songs that he thinks pass off as normal but again if you fw vocaloid then he can start showing you some niche vocaloid songs
volks
such an acts of service man. if you played his lil date thing you would know (i need to go back n double check this by playing it again)
gives off his moody dark grumpy energy but fuck it I’ll be in the minority that believes he likes being small spoon please give him head kisses he enjoys them even though he will not tell you
i think that volks in the beginning of your relationship is uncomfortable with pda but as your relationship continues, he’s gotten used to holding your hand or giving you quick pecks in public
at home though? his hands are on you always. a hand on your leg, your legs on top of his legs, his arms wrapped around your waist. he always has one of his hands on you
if you go on hikes for either leisure or to exercise, he will join you as much as possible every single time
HAS 👏A 👏 REALLY 👏 GOOD 👏 SKIN ROUTINE. he’s a model photoshop can only do so much yk. expect to do skincare together and face masks at the end of the week
has a very early bedtime (like probably 11pm or like midnight at the latest) so when he’s getting ready for bed so are you by force
if you wake up later than him whenever he has an early photoshoot, he will always prepare you a portion of whatever he made for himself
he wants you to meet his mom once it’s confirmed that y’all are serious. you two are the two most important people in his life (and he doesn’t have a lot of people in his life who matter the way that y’all do) and he wants to make sure that his mom gives you a seal of approval (as long as you make volks happy, you win her approval dw)
he knows he’s not the most romantic person out there but makes sure that you’re taken care of. that’s how he shows that he cares. he hopes that the way that he makes your bed, organizes your work desk, and applies moisturizer to your hands after you’ve long fallen asleep is able to convey the feelings of love and adoration, he has just for you
ichiban
tries to keep your relationship a secret from his fans and it works in his video formats because duh you can edit those but when he’s live streaming? he’s cooked. tf you mean he can’t just talk about how cute you are when you nap or gush about the way that you cutely hog the blankets when y’all nap together?
he was scared that his fans would not be too happy at the idea that he was in a relationship, but most of his fans were not like that at all. most of his fans are the sweetest people
some of them even tag you in some edits of ichiban and not gonna lie you watch some of them because DAYUM your man is fine
ok, some of his fans immediately become your fans when they see you on for the first time on his stream and that ichiban was not prepared for but he also was not prepared for the edits of YOU that go around his community
his chat makes it well known that if he fucks it up with you they’re all gonna come n snatch you up because you’re such a treat
is not very good with words or actions he’s kinda like a cute boyfailure but you can’t fault him too much he’s just so stinkin cute at being clueless
does this say anywhere in his voice lines or in his phone fling? no, but i do not care. um anyways, i think ichiban has a thing for building personal computers
like everything in his PC is customized. from the computer case, the motherboard, graphics card, everything. he has so much fun building them to the point where he has like 5 fully built computers off somewhere in his house because he didn't know what to do with them. to ichiban, they're like adult legos, but if legos costed even more money
if you wanted him to build you one, he totally would. probably wouldn't even charge you because he loves building them and customizing them for you (and because he's probably loaded from being a popular streamer and whatnot). ichiban would be absolutely elated if you wanted to build a PC with you if you offered. he loves doing things with you
cole
clingy clingy man touchy touchy man
this might be a little controversial but i don't think that he would like kill anybody. injure somebody? most definitely probably. (i'm probably in the minority here but i'll die on this hill)
BUT he’s very very possessive of you. does not like it when other boys pay attention to you. he wants to be the only one to see the crinkle in your eyes when you smile, or the way the sunlight hits your eyes when you’re reading in the afternoon, or see how ethereal you are when you sleep on the couch in the evening with a movie on that highlights your face just right
has articles of your clothing. has stolen a used shirt from your house just so he can use it as a pillowcase and snuggle with it at night
he will show up at your place whenever he has free time. after work, before work, he will sleepover at your place quite frequently too if you let him. your landlord is convinced that he’s your boyfriend with how frequently he comes over
loves doing mundane chores with you. washing dishes, putting away laundry, going grocery shopping, you name it and if he can help you he will. it feels like you two are a real married couple. soulmates. it squeezes his heart just right when people see you two getting ingredients for dinner and mistake you for a couple
if you have work functions where you need to bring a plus one you better call him first, he would pounce at the opportunity to be yours, even if it’s just for one evening
he’s very good with his words. he’s so cold to others but with you he’s so sweet. he can just tell if something is off with you. he somehow just knows if you had a bad day. he’ll be there with take out, movies, whatever you need (red flag honestly, but i like wearing rose colored glasses)
if you let him embrace you pre relationship, now he expects some sugar anytime he sees you. a hug when he first sees you, a hug for when you have to leave, a hug when he “accidentally” runs into you in public, etc.
cashew
he’s inexperienced, but he’s a quick learner. you’re probably his first relationship and he would never tell you, but he’s insecure about it
loves reading to you. it’s just so intimate with the two of you pressed together under the sheets. he gets butterflies just thinking about it
tell him you love his voice. that you like hearing him. he is a little aware that some people think his voice is hot but coming from you? he’ll hold it to heart. maybe he should consider recording for audiobooks
makes a reading list for you, out of love of course. he asks you what genres you like, book length, etc. even if you don’t read, should you ever ask for his recommendations he will be ready for you
go to the library with him and read pls. it doesn’t have to be date just go with him. he goes by himself all the time please go with him. you don’t even have to read books with words you can pull up the graphic novels he won’t mind promise
i imagine cashew fucks so hard with dates where it’s just the two of you (like a picnic or a walk in the park) he has so many ideas because of all the romance books he reads, but he’s scared he’s gonna botch the execution of it
treat him nicely please, again you’re his first serious relationship so don’t break his heart too bad
blush blush bed head cannons [ft nimh, volks, kelby, ichiban, scale, logan, cashew, aki, haru, fuyu]
a/n: i am alive i promise!!! um i definetly didn't disappear off the face of the earth did not happen at all y'all. i have so much brainrot ideas but i've hit writers block so hard. spent who knows how long reformatting this blog.
content warning: none i think? slight mentions of the guys being all touchy touchy but that’s it. also not proofread
word count: ~1.8k
nimh
very very very VERY SHY
will not physically touch you not because he’s scared of you but because he’s scared of violating some sort of boundary
will put a wall of blankets between y’all
probably has at least one stuffed animal on his bed
if he’s feeling ballsy, maybe nimh will hold your hand but unless you initiate it he’s probably not gonna make any moves (platonic or romantic)
his back faces away from you when you sleep, but when he knows you’re asleep, he will turn over and stare at your cute nose and pretty eyelashes and the rising and falling of your chest to help him sleep
he would probably wake up before you so, unfortunately, you don’t get to catch him sleeping :(
volks
awkward but not in a creepy way he’s just so awkward promise guys
he would also be one to sleep facing away from you
he sleeps early and has a strict sleeping schedule (8 hours a night no exceptions according to his manager)
if you’re over at his house it doesn’t matter if you need to do some hw or other work you are going to bed with him at 10pm
he claims he’s not a cuddler, but deep down in my heart i believe that he will snuggle you in your sleep when he's confident that you're asleep
it would start where you two sleep on opposite sides but then when you wake up in the middle of the night for the bathroom, he’s got his hands on your upper back and another one on your lower waist
at this point you don’t have to the heart to wake him up, so you drift off to sleep again
volks wakes up in the morning horrified that he was all up in your personal space but a part of him wants to go back to sleep because you’re so warm and snuggly
kelby
early to bed early to rise type person because duh he’s an athlete
sleeps at 9pm so that he can be up at 5am for his morning jog lol
big on physical affection so will probably snuggle you on your sleep
if y’all are sharing a bed, he probably has a twin bed that he’s too tall and too attached to so you will have to sleep on top of him (not that he’s complaining though lol)
lives to spoon you. he loves the feeling of cradling you like a heated up stuffed animal
honestly, i think he would fw being small spoon too but he knows because of how tall he is, it would be difficult on his partner. but if you went out of your way to cradle him and run your fingers through his hair he would probably melt
kelby has no problems sharing beds with you as long as you don't have problems sharing with him
ichiban
definitely more on the shy side without a doubt you can't convince me otherwise
ichiban for sure has an abhorrent sleep schedule. sometimes he'll be in bed and out by 10pm and wake up at like 8am but other times he'll stay up until 4am and sleep in until 12pm
would want nothing more than to hug you tight in his sleep but the thought of you being so close to his body tells him otherwise. so if y'all are in bed together, you're probably gonna have to initiate snuggles if you want them
he probably rolls around in his sleep lmao but he has a king sized bed probably, it wasn't so pleasant when he had a smaller bed like a twin sized bed
ichiban will sleep with his back against the wall. he also sleeps in just boxers / pajama pants
scale
another person with a terrible sleeping schedule probably
he has tried to fix it desperately, but with training and his assassination thing, it's difficult
i would like to imagine that he has a futon to sleep on to help with his posture or something idk
if y'all share a sleeping space, he will put two or three pillows between you and him
that only applies if he sleeps at all around you, yk someone has to be awake to watch over (you’ll have to remind him you’re not in immediate danger)
he definitely would put like a bunch of things in front of the doors or windows that make a lot of noise if dropped or moved so that he wakes up if someone were to break into his home while asleep
you’ll need to teach him how to relax a little bit when he sleeps scale is a very stiff guy
logan
another guy with a troubled sleeping schedule, BUT ITS NOT HIS FAULT
because he’s a firefighter he has regular normal people shifts and then he has those overnight shifts. after those overnight shifts he will take a shower immediately when he gets home and if you’re at his home he will drag your ass into bed with him
not that you mind ig??? poor guy looks tired after those overnight shifts so you kinda just let him as long as he lets you grab a book or something to read while he’s out
another snuggler for the books. he’s so warm, logan runs so warm so it’s great in the winter but not so much in the summer months
he has no problems with engaging in physical affection with you. he’ll hold your hands in those hot months when y’all sleep and wrap you up in his arms in the winter
another person who also sleeps in his boxers, since he’s super hot (temperature wise ya dingus) clothes when he sleeps are never an option
cashew
ok i think in one of his voice lines he says he stays up late reading books so uh yeah another boy with ABHORRENT SLEEP SCHEDULE
if y’all sleep together, he will always fall asleep later than you. cashew will stay up with a book in hand and lamp light on
if you have trouble sleeping at night he will read you whatever he’s reading at the moment and with his soothing voice it will put you right back to sleep
if you wake up from a nightmare and cashew for some reason is up (ugh go to sleep you bookworm), he is so good at comfort. he’ll reassure you (yk telling you “it’s okay I’m here”) and rub his hands on your back
he’s also another physically affectionate man. he feels so giddy when he gets to hold your hand while you sleep or when he gets to hold you close to him as he finally gets some shut eye
when he wakes up, he finds that you’re now the big spoon. you’re holding him with your hands in his hair and he thinks that he’s in heaven for real
he can feel his ears turning red at this point
aki
he would not own a bed frame lets be honest look at him and tell me that he owns a bed frame
he’s also physically affectionate with you in bed like snuggles and whatnot
aki LOVES being the big spoon. loves the feeling being the big guy (regardless of his height) and any chance he gets to protect you or portray any masculine traits
if he had to pick a bed frame he would pick that lightning mcqueen bed frame that kids pick because he thinks it looks cool
regardless of how hot or cold it is outside will cuddle with you. he cannot go one night without his hands on you (but he would respect your boundaries should you express being uncomfortable)
aki likes to be touchy in his sleep so sometimes when you wake up before him you find his hands up the front of your shirt or under your shirt on your waist
one time as a prank he tried to keep you awake as long as possible to push the human limits, but when he saw how miserable you were trying to go about your day he immediately feels bad. so he takes you back to your home and tucks you into bed with an apology for taking it too far
haru
he is a HUGE fan of physical affection, if you share a bed with him he will be handsy with you
probably owns a regular bed like im talking king sized bed with comforters and a bed frame with a headboard with silk pillowcases
haru also sleeps with a silk eye mask on probably helps him go mimimimi
another man who only sleeps in his boxers but instead of comfort it’s because he knows he’s hot and he wants to see if you act up
i think he only wants to be big spoon because that’s what all his past flings wanted but after you hold him in your arms one night his life is changed
usually haru will be big spoon but there are some occasions that he’ll want to be held by you and when you do pls run his fingers through his hair and play with it he likes it trust me
another man who loves the stick his hands up your shirt if given the opportunity to. he loves the feel of your skin on his
fuyu
now, he would sleep on a futon because yk, he’s an old kitsune man. i bet he believes that the newer younger kitsune who have mattress beds should return to using futons
i mean, think about it. you save on space since you can put the futon away without any issue, it’s better for your back, and some of them come with heaters (great for winter)
but then he stays over at your house one time. you unfortunately have a regular mattress, he won’t admit to you that he’s changed his mind but his actions unfortunately give him away
fuyu likes how soft your mattress is. how much your blankets smell like you, as if you lived in those sheets for eons. how warm you get in those sheets make fuyu fall asleep really early easily
he usually is big spoon because let’s be real, that man is 6’8 there’s a very small chance that you would be able to spoon him comfortably if you’re significantly smaller than him (which unfortunately i am)
same thing applies with his clothes, he will usually sleep in boxers only because pajama pants are not made for people his size
he will ask to be physically affectionate with you. he sleeps with plenty of space between y’all. he will only hold your hand in your sleep
fuyu likes to put his hands around your waist and hold you that way if you let him. he would put his face in the crook of your neck (his new favorite spot). the way his snuggles with you screams “old gentlemanly man”
you’re telling me that fuyu is 6 foot 8 inches, or 203cm for my metric homies, WHAT THE FUCK ARE Y’ALL FEEDING HIM SADPANDASTUDIOS why is he so massive
also promise im cooking something its coming very soon finals have been kickin my booty but will be back on my regularly scheduled bullshit soon love y’all <33
also expect a fic with those new dlc kitsune guys bc you better believe i whipped out the wallet as soon as i saw it was available on steam
a/n: ok so i wrote volks and cashews for part like 3 months ago then got possessed then wrote logans part so i wouldn’t have to study the central nervous system. enjoy ur crumbs blush blush fandom
content warning: some slight nsfw but nothing like crazy explicit me thinks. not proofread or revised (will do so later 🫡)
word count: ~600 words
volks is possessive of you. he's a little jealous of others who get to be around you, but he just wants you all to himself so how could you blame him when he tears you away from the large crowd and into a small supply closet at the club you were at. you feel him place harsh kisses on your neck as you wrap your arms around him. his hands roam your body as he continues to litter your neck in hickeys and soft bites. he unbuttons your top slightly as he continues to bite at your skin. after several bite marks on your chest, he moves for your lips. unlike the bites volks has left on your body, his kisses on your lips are gentle and soft. he wants to do nothing but envelope himself in everything that has to do with you. your scent, your saliva, your pheromones, all of it. he may not be part wolf anymore, but he still has that primitive animalistic side of him that wants nothing more than to keep you all to himself with the marks to prove it.
cashew is inexperienced, but a very quick learner. the only experience he has was through reading romance and smut novels at the local library. things started off with him reading a passage out of his book to you, but then things started to escalate when you kiss him. it started off gentle until he puts his book away and uses his hands to cup the back of your head instead. cashew has never been in that many relationships and he's not sure if he's doing things right, but judging by the way you bunch up his shirt in your hands, he has a feeling that he's probably doing something correct. he runs his fingers through your hair as you move to straddle his lap. he lets you take charge as you run your hands under his shirt. cashew can feel his blood run boiling hot as you continue to lock lips with him. you peek through your eyelashes and see that cashew's face is entirely red as you slip his jacket off so that he's left in his white t-shirt.
it’s no secret that logan is a big guy. big man with big muscles who could probably crush you with no effort whatsoever. logan is careful with how he handles you, scared that he’ll accidentally hurt you. he knows that he won’t but when he looks at you, he essentially sees you as a human sized squishmallow. coming back from a long evening shift, he sees you slumped on the couch asleep. he certainly feels bad for making you stay up late waiting for him when he was forced was asked to pick up a shift, but the sight that blesses him at this very moment makes everything worth it to him. the sun’s rays slightly illuminate your facial features and makes you look like an angel. he feels his heart race as he reaches you. he effortlessly lifts you from the couch and moves you into his bedroom. you stir in his arms and he can see the drowsiness in your eyes. “good morning sleepyhead. i hope i didn’t keep you waiting all night for me.” you shake your head at logan’s words. “not really. just tired after doing work ‘n whatnot.” logan sets you down into his bed and he joins you after taking off his work clothes. he pulls you into his arms as he plants a soft kiss on your temple then your lips. you can’t help but pull him in for a longer passionate kiss after that. the smell of hickory and cedar fill your nostrils as you continue to kiss him. the two of you separate for air and logan plants a kiss on your forehead and ushers you to go back to sleep. you comply and he cradles you in his arms and he eventually succumbs to sleep
honkai star rail characters’ reaction to your tattoos [ft dan heng, welt, blade, kafka, gepard]
a/n: it's been four weeks of uni and i have pulled too many all nighters and consumed way too many energy drinks. i am running on no juice at the moment and i wrote this is like two sittings and it is very much not proof read
content warning: mentions of tattoos (duh), very out of character characters probably, shitty writing, sfw
word count: ~780 words
dan heng
neutral to your body tattoos and just see it as another part of you
i personally hc that he has at least one on his body and it’s on right shoulder (source: me i saw it in person in his bed)
doesn’t mean that every time you wear a tank top and your back is somewhat visible he can’t help but stare at you
it’s just fascinating to him. he wants to know if it has meaning to you or if you got it on a whim, if you were meticulous in picking every element represented or it’s just a collage of your favorite things. if the artwork on your back shows your lifetime story that words can’t describe
sometimes at night when the you’re giving him information to fill in the data bank and you fall asleep he’ll unconsciously hover his hand where your tattoo is and rub circles where it is
welt
welt sees your tattoos in pretty much the same way dan heng does, but he admired how the artwork on your body highlights your beauty
when you fall asleep on the couch filling out paperwork for both himeko and for the data bank, your tattoo is visible
as you snore on the red couches in the lobby of the express, welt can’t help but bring you a blanket and shift you into a position that won’t hurt your back in the morning
welt sits next to you book in hand while he watches you snooze away. eventually he too succumbs to slumber and he is seen sleeping next to you on the couch (no one is sure how the two of you manage to fit on one couch)
blade
he’s the first one and probably the only one to notice that your tattoo covers a scar
he won’t ask you about it (it’s not any of his business) but he would point it out in private
“you’ve got a scar there” he’d point at your tattoo and you’d play dumb “pfft… what scar?” then he points at the exact spot on your tattoo where ink covers scar tissue
freaks you out tbh you thought it was not that noticeable and blade senses your panic and reassures you it can’t be spotted that easily
he’s a little confused on why you would want to cover it and you tell him honestly. you don’t like it when people point it out while in public and you just found out easier to cover it up permanently without needing to always apply foundation
he feels bad for you but he’s got bandages on his hands so who is he to talk about covering up wounds
he has a new sense of closeness to you and vice versa. You sometimes catch him eyeing your tattoo and you ask him if he wants to get one too
he politely declines but if you wanted to get matching tattoos with him in a discreet spot, he won’t reject probably
kafka
i’m surprised that in that one light cone of kafka from forgotten hall she’s got none but that’s okay she’s still hot nevertheless
mommy kafka thinks your tattoos are hot probably so she deliberately buys you clothing that don’t cover the tattoo (backless dresses, sleeves less shirts, low rise jeans, shoulder less blouses)
she will be upset if you don’t wear the things she buys you
she probably thinks back tattoos are the sexiest and if you let her she would totally kiss your back just to make you squirm
loves water color style type tattoos the most, but whatever you have on you is hot to her
gepard
in one of gepard’s voice lines he mentions that he’s into gardening (hot hot hot) so i think if you had a tattoo of flowers he’d melt probably
if it’s on your shoulder or back and you show him? he will scream. he’s gonna scream, throw his jacket at you, then go into another room. he’s just a little baby you gotta cut him some slack
will admire your tattoos from afar but cannot look you in your eyes because he will go red in the face
if you ask him for his input for some flowers for a new tattoo idea that you have, will be honored that you asked him of all people
he would suggests lilies, amaryllises, morning glories, or bellflowers. don’t ask him why though he will not be able to tell you without blushing
he thinks all these flowers are gorgeous and he finds you gorgeous and if you incorporated some of these in your new tattoo he will be putty in your hands
he rarely gets to give out advice that’s not related to silvermane guard rules, regulations, and formalities so he’s secretly ecstatic
a/n: in compliance with dan heng’s five star release being yesterday here’s brainrot for my beloved also praying that those who pull for dan heng win their 50/50 or get him early (it took me 80 pity with guaranteed 😭😭). will be mia so i can farm more stellar jades for his weapon since he wanted to come home on hard pity
content warning: mentions of alcohol consumption, other than that none that i can think of. no mention of reader's gender
word count: ~1k words
you share a small apartment with dan heng. you used to share it with one of your friends, but a sudden job opportunity for them turns into you frantically finding a roommate to fill so that you’re not paying the full price of the rent next month
you find dan heng through one of your friend’s friend. March (your friend) knew someone with grey hair who then gave dan heng your details since he was looking for a place to live
you two officially meet at a coffee shop where you discuss rent, house rules, and the lease and you did not expect him to be hella attractive
rules are as follows: there’s a chore list on the fridge in the form of dry erase board, if bringing over friends you must let the other know before you bring them over, no going into the other person’s room without their knowledge, and keep hooking up to a minimum if possible or keep it quiet
at first he seemed like a quiet guy who wanted nothing to do with you which like didn’t hurt your feelings too much yk you just needed someone to pay half of the rent, but slowly he starts to open up to you and you have no problems opening up
usually you take turns cooking, but he’s come to realize you only know how to make is boxed food and breakfast foods, so after eating waffles for the 12th time that week he decides he’ll cook dinner for the most part
dan heng without fail will always give you the last piece of anything he makes. dumplings? you can have the last one. 12 pack of juice in the fridge? he won’t even go get more unless you drink the last one. you make brownies as a token of appreciation for him and insist you don’t want any and all of it is for him? you find the last piece tucked away in the fridge with your name on it
he makes it a point to do the dishes together. at first he argued that he could do it but after much begging from you, he allows you to help him rinse the dishes
this has become a nearly every night thing. you eat whatever dan heng makes then y’all do the dishes. most of the time you’re doing the talking, but it’s not exhausting to talk to him like you talk to others
you don’t know much about his past but he sure does knows a lot about your past. you’re sure march probably unintentionally spilled about your past, but you don’t really mind knowing it’s just dan heng. march has told you to ask him but when you do, he softly shuts it down
it doesn’t hurt your feelings of course. you understand that everyone has their secrets and no one is entitled to his, but it does hurt a little that he doesn’t seem like he wants to tell you since you thought you were getting pretty close as friends
oftentimes at the end of a stressful week, you find some movie on some streaming service and crash on the couch with snacks littering the coffee table. sometimes dan heng will come join you on the couch to whatever movie you put on, regardless of genre. rom com? he’s got his eyes glued to the screen. some environmental documentary about the gas leaks that effect a underprivileged community? he’s sat next to you nodding his head to the tv like a middle aged dad
most of the time you fall asleep in the middle of these movies and most of the time when you wake up in the middle of the night you either find yourself covered with a fluffy blanket or you find yourself in your bed with no memory of how you got there. you suspect dan heng carried you there, but you’ve never had the courage to ask him
there was one time when you woke up from sleeping in the middle of the movie and the tv was left on to the end credit scene. you reach for the remote next to you and turn off the tv. you start to shift a little but then you notice a weight next to you, it’s your roommate. he’s got an arm around your waist and he’s pulling you closer to him
you’re too tired to properly comprehend the situation so you let it happen. you lean your head towards his chest and end up falling asleep listening to dan heng’s heartbeat. when dan heng woke up that morning realizing what had happened, he could not look you in the eye for a week without blushing
he also takes care of you whenever you come home shitfaced from an outing or get shitfaced by yourself with 3 bottles of soju. it doesn’t happen often and you try not to drink often, but when you decide to go out, dan heng somehow knows that you’ve been out drinking and will always be at home waiting for your return
your friends drop you off at your apartment and dan heng helps you into bed. he takes a baby wipe and wipes off any dirt on your face. he’s so gentle with it that it honestly feels like a dream. you lowkey cherish it every single time, it feels so intimate that you wish he meant it in that way and not as just a friend
just as you’re losing consciousness, dan heng gets close to you but your vision is slightly blurring so you’re not sure what he’s up to, but you trust dan heng 100% to not take advantage of you
as you scrunch your eyebrows you feel something soft press against your cheek and then once again on your forehead. they’re brief and short, but you can feel your body get hotter and hotter, not even sure if it’s the alcohol or dan heng (or both maybe)
you pray that your big crush on him isn’t obvious but march tells you otherwise. so now you only hope that dan heng can’t tell but honestly it’s really hard to read his feelings, but you’re not sure how long you can keep up this “he’s just my roommate” act to your friends and yourself
genshin guys as people in your life (modern college au) [ft albedo, childe, alhaitham]
a/n: i’ve played papa’s freezeria more times than i’ve opened genshin in this past week lmao. went overboard with childe’s and alhaitham’s parts but oh well.
content warning : none other than probably ooc for everyone (i have not touched the game in months). gender neutral reader. not proof read
word count: ~1.06k words
you see tattoo artist albedo pretty often even though you don’t have a single tattoo on you. your close friend who has dozens of tattoos often calls you from there to pick them up from his shop. one time they ask you if you’d like to join their session (with albedo’s permission of course) since you’ve talked about getting a tattoo a few times. as albedo continues to work on their upper arms, you sit back in a chair next to your roommate and unconsciously gaze at albedo. he catches your stare and you turn your eyes away. you pull out a book from your british literature class and start to read. you can feel his eyes on you every now and then while you annotate your book. at the end of the appointment, your friend leaves to go use the bathroom before the two of you leave. as albedo cleans down his equipment he makes small talk with you.
"whenever you’re ready, I’d be more than happy to be your first.” he hands you a business card with his name and email address on it. He gets super close to you as he whispers “I promise I’ll be gentle with you.” you feel your ears heat up at his comment. you thank him as you help your friend into your car. you flip over the back of the business card to see a phone number written in dark blue ink.
whenever you come back to your hometown for the holidays or break, childe is a face you always see. you went to the same high school and you shared a class together, but he was in his social bubble and you stayed in yours. you did have a small crush on him for a short period of time, but that has since faded since you’ve left for your studies and since he graduated. you did share a calculus class with him and you were assigned to be seated next to each other the entire year, but that was two years ago. he’s a year older than you and you both have different friend groups, but they all have a get together every once in a while at someone’s house. This brings you to your current situation where you and childe are locked in someone’s closet after being forced to play 7 minutes in heaven. the two of you awkwardly sit in the cramped closet.
“you’ve gotten a lot cuter since high school.” childe breaks the silence. “is that so? I would like to think that I’ve put a lot more thought into my appearance than I did last time we spoke.” your high school wardrobe of sweatpants and oversized t-shirts come back to mind. “what’s a busy person like you up to now a days? I’ve hardly seen you around town.” you tell him that you’re at university for at least another year or two. “I heard that you’ve got a pretty good job, travelling all the time.” you fiddle with the hem of your clothes. childe moves closer to you and you don’t move away. “it has its drawbacks. like not being able to see you often.” you feel the tips of your ears blush as he moves closer and closer to you until he has his hand on the wall of the closet with you caged between him and the wall. he tilts his head and plants a kiss onto your left cheekbone. the closet door swings open and your friends’ faces appears in the doorway, some of them with teasing smiles and eyes. you shift your face away from them. you and childe exit the closet but childe stops you a moment before you sit back down. he hands you a piece of paper from his to yours. “i look forward to calling you tonight.”
when you work in the school library in the morning or in the evening, alhaitham is someone you quite often see no matter when you work. you open the library in the morning, he is checking out a stack of books when he arrives an hour after opening. you close the library and he leaves with a huge stack of books when you tell him y’all are closing. you try to think about what could he be majoring in to a) read that many books and b) have time to read that many books as a university student. you’ve thought he was an english major, but then you saw him read a thesis with some big physics words in the title. you then thought “ah physics major then. makes sense.” but then this mf pulls out a book on organic chemistry the size of your head and confuses you some more. you think he’s caught you staring at him, but you absolutely under no circumstances can you bring this up with him (if he notices, he’s not telling you).
you’ve finally finished putting books away on the first floor and after a short break you start on putting away books on the second floor. you see alhaitham reading on the second floor seated at one of the tables under a large window. you can see the sunlight peer through and illuminate his muscular form. the sunlight highlights the sharp features on his face and the intensity of his stare at his textbooks. you don’t notice that he’s staring back until he talks to you. you apologize about staring and continue to shelve books back while trying not to blush (it doesn’t work). “is it normal for library assistants to stare at their guests?” you laugh nervously and tell him no it isn’t. “sorry, I’m not used to seeing really attractive” you think long and hard about what he could major in. “pre-med majors?” judging by the look on his face he was not in fact a pre-med major. “uhh you’re a mathematics major? biochem major?” alhaitham still gives you the same look. “English major minoring in linguistics.” damn well you were kinda right with your first guess. “either way, I am not used to seeing attractive men reading at the library. my apologies if my staring made you uncomfortable.” you take your empty cart and wheel it out of the second floor. you don’t notice the blush creeping on the tip of his ears as you pass him to the elevator.
blush blush playable characters and how they react to you falling asleep on the couch
a/n: is this an over done trope? maybe. do i care that it's over done? absolutely not. also very surprised that there’s not more content for this game?? it's so silly that it has a special place in my heart.
content warning: none. reader has no gender but there is mention of reader being described as cute. not proof read btw
word count: ~343 words
they see you on the couch sleeping and think you’re the cutest thing. they would try to be quiet and find the nearest blanket and tuck you in. totally don’t have the heart to wake you up and move you to the bed. would set out a glass of water on a table just for you whenever you wake up. would secretly give you a kiss on the forehead before leaving you to sleep.
nimh, eli, william, poe, cashew
you’re napping on the couch when they come home late in the evening. they try to make as little noise as possible while they move you to the bed. they scoop you up bridal style as they navigate through the apartment to your bed. they set you down and pull your blankets over you. you stir in your sleep a little bit before you’ve slipped back into unconsciousness. they softly smile at you as they move some hair out of your face. they whisper a soft goodnight as they leave your room.
kelby, dimitri, stirling, cole, sven
honestly, they don’t know how to approach your sleeping body on the sofa. they’re drained from the daytime so they don’t have the strength to move you to the bed. however, they grab a pillow and blankets from your bedroom and try to squeeze themselves on the couch with you. you wake up for a brief moment as they’re settling in. you give them a kiss on the cheek and they urge you to go back to sleep. the two of you can deal with the body aches in the morning.
volks, anon, myx, scale
insanely strong so they move your body from the couch to your bed without a sweat. they accidentally knock something over and this jolts you awake. they apologize for waking you up as they tuck you into your bed. they turn to leave but you grab their hand, signalling them to stay with you. slipping into bed with you, the two of you sleep soundly throughout the night.
