Tales Of My Semi-Pathetic Life

Not looking for sympathy folks, but maybe someone to talk to I'm also here if you're feelin' blue too so we can be pathetic together yay. Name's Gemma btw

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Okay if I say, "I wrote a song for you" to one of my friends, you'd assume they'd want to hear it right? She asked me if it was sad and I said it was funny and she said good. Conversation ended. This song was suppose to cheer her up from cheating on her boyfriend, which she feels super awful about. Now they're back to hanging out everyday and I guess all's well. Idk she has usually been a good friend to me but now I feel like I'm always second to her boyfriend. Should I still sing the song for her? I think it sounds okay..

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SHIT guys! I got the scores I needed on my ap tests! Who would've thought right I thought AP Bio was gonna take me down but I eeked by with a 3 God bless

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Oh my godddd guys. I got my first kiss last night on NYE! It was almost worth waiting 18 years for hahahah

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On tumblr I feel like I'm not really talking to anyone and that I'm just schizophrenic

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I know I'm like 5 years behind but I just finished Lost and Oh my God

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What I learned from the ACT

Betty LaVette is underrated The metric system is .2 millimeters off

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September ACT scores are coming out soon D: 

anyone else nervous af

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Vent Post #1

Alright I’m just gonna lay out a lot of things in this post because I feel like I just need somewhere to put it.

So I’m a senior in high school right? And I thought I found a group of friends who would stick with me forever, right? Wrong. Wrong wrong wrong.

I feel like they expect me to always follow them and whatever they do. (Talking about 2 girls btw). And most of the time I do, and like I try to do whatever I can to make them happy and feel good about themselves, like give them genuine compliments or like if it’s their fucking BIRTHDAY than I’ll do everything I can to make their day special, cause that’s what friends do AM I RIGHT.

Yeah okay but when my birthday roles along (this was like last week) they do nothing. They say happy birthday to me and then the day goes on, like it’s any other day. And fam this wasn’t like my 11th or 14th birthday or whatever it was my 18TH BIRTHDAY. And they did nothinggggg what the hell ???

And anytime I want to do something, they always shoot it down. Like this weekend, I wanted to go to homecoming, cause y'know it’s senior year and it’s our last one. But no, they don’t want to go. And it’s not just this weekend, it’s basically anything social I want to do.

I know what you’re thinking. Find some new friends Gem! Why are you sticking around with this shit holes? Well I would ditch them, but I’m a senior and I still have about 8 months to go so

Yeah I knew this would turn out long and I just skimmed the surface If you read all of that bless you, I’m sorry I don’t have a prize

Well peace out until next time p-fam, Gem

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Woohoo first post I feel like first posts shouldn't be a downer but my whole blog is gonna be a downer so ... Well if anyone of you are looking for somewhere to vent, even about the stupidest thing, I'm here to listen We can be the p-fam (pathetic family), if you have a better name suggestion please let me know