hello chat. um. it appears i was a little dramatic responding to those last few anon hate asks..
to contextualize, i had gotten 20+ that day (which were deleted) of death threats. i got sent death threats for being groomed. i was also a bit out of it on blood loss + general irritation with other more personal matters and overstimulation as i was in the hospital, which is what lead to the aggression.
and, about that, if you guys were hearing about some chronically ill 14 year old that got hospitalized from the stress of it all, that was me. i heard it got passed around in anon asks, which i didn’t send myself. i had some sort of stress-induced flareup of my very recent diagnosis due to all these events compiling which has somehow ended in me recieving permanent nerve damage.
i am not sorry though. i won’t sit here and apologize any more because i got dragged into a situation with a groomer and someone else posted something you didn’t like about it. that’s not on me. i didn’t fucking do that. and i shouldn’t have been pushed into a stress-induced flareup. and i get to be pissed about that.
i am fourteen years old and y’all stressed me into a hospital for being harmed by a known groomer. you are in the wrong and i do not apologize. goodnight.
i hope everyone—jay, adam, lucien, any of jays friends, anyone who still supports what theyve done—i hope you all see this and feel fucking ashamed. you sent one of my best friends, who is already very ill, into hospitalization and gave them PERMANENT nerve damage just because youre too much a coward and a pussy to admit *your* friend is a fucking groomer, liar, and abuser. i fucking hate you all and im no longer afraid of saying that i want you to die. because i want you to fucking die. horribly.
to everyone who has supported us, and continues to do so—thank you. thank you so fucking much. we have been all but tormented by this and its refreshing to have people involved that arent ourselves, aka the victims, or people sending us death threats and lectures for reacting negatively towards our fucking groomer. i hope this teaches all of you a fucking lesson because i am sick and tired of how victims, and honestly, my friends by themselves too, are treated like shit. you have not gotten the full story. do not act like youre a fucking hero for harassing 14 year olds because theyre being mean to your friend. who groomed them. who made them think any of this shit was okay. who took healing hypersexuals, including myself, and destroyed all of that and made them relapse back into those thoughts because theyre sick. who traumatized already traumatized children. children. fucking children. do you not realize who youre protecting here? really? im fucking sick of you. if you still support jay i hope youre happy with whats happening to us. i hope youre happy with our best friends hospitalization and my suicide attempts and the overall agony thats been going into this. i hope youre fucking happy. if any of my suicide attempts succeed im blaming it on you, because apparently victims are only important when theyre fucking dead.
